{"id":16986,"date":"2008-08-10T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-08-10T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=16948"},"modified":"2008-08-10T18:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-08-10T17:30:00","slug":"vse-co-sis-pral","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/08\/10\/vse-co-sis-pral\/","title":{"rendered":"V\u0161e co sis p\u0159\u00e1l"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Selene<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em>Tato pov\u00eddka je voln\u011b psan\u00e1 podle p\u00edsni\u010dky od Linkin Park &#8211; The little things give you away<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>A doporu\u010duji abyste si ji k p\u0159e\u010dten\u00ed t\u00e9to pov\u00eddky pustili.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Po m\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch op\u011bt kanou trpk\u00e9 slzy \u017ealu. Slan\u00e9 jako samotn\u00e9 mo\u0159e a zoufal\u00e9 jako \u010dlov\u011bk, plavaj\u00edc\u00ed uprost\u0159ed oce\u00e1nu, nevid\u00edc ani kous\u00ed\u010dek pevniny. Ale i p\u0159esto plave a bojuje, pokou\u0161\u00ed se zachr\u00e1nit si \u017eivot stejn\u011b jako j\u00e1, i kdy\u017e v\u00ed \u017ee se utop\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Ale mus\u00edm vst\u00e1t a set\u0159\u00edt si slzy. Proto\u017ee ty bys m\u011b mohl pot\u0159ebovat. Mus\u00edm doufat v to, \u017ee se jednou oto\u010d\u00ed\u0161 a uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161 si \u017ee tu jsem. Pro tebe.<\/div>\n<div>Jen\u017ee ty se neot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed\u0161. Nevid\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee tu jsem, nezaj\u00edm\u00e1m t\u011b. A j\u00e1 se top\u00edm ve vodop\u00e1du m\u00fdch slz. Jsem nedo\u010dkav\u00fd jako housenka a jen \u010dek\u00e1m, a\u017e si uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161, kolik pro m\u011b znamen\u00e1\u0161. \u010cek\u00e1m na to, abych mohl vyl\u00e9zt z kukly a samou radost\u00ed vzl\u00e9tnout jako mot\u00fdl.<\/div>\n<div>V\u017edycky jsi p\u0159eci cht\u011bl jen to, aby t\u011b n\u011bkdo ch\u00e1pal a vn\u00edmal. A to jsem j\u00e1. Top\u00edm se, ale ty to nevid\u00ed\u0161. Nev\u00ed\u0161 kdo jsem.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Vzhl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm k tob\u011b, ale ty m\u011b nechce\u0161. A ka\u017ed\u00fdm tv\u00fdm odm\u00edtnut\u00edm mi do rakve p\u0159il\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 v\u00edc a v\u00edc vody.<\/div>\n<div>Stoj\u00edm opod\u00e1l a \u010dek\u00e1m. \u010cek\u00e1m na to, a\u017e se n\u011bco stane. Jsi obl\u00edben\u00fd. M\u00e1\u0161 spoustu kamar\u00e1d\u016f, ale znaj\u00ed t\u011b tak jako j\u00e1? Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 ne. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 jsi tak povrchn\u00ed, \u017ee ti to nevad\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Ani nev\u00edm pro\u010d jsem k\u00fdvnul na to, jet na ten pitom\u00fd v\u00fdlet. Asi jsem si myslel, \u017ee kdy\u017e budeme p\u00e1r dn\u00ed sami, tak se pro tebe stanu nejen viditeln\u00fd ale i hmatateln\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>A te\u010f tu jsem. Jsem tady dole. Vzhl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm k tob\u011b tak jak jsi o tom v\u017edy snil a ty m\u011b nevid\u00ed\u0161. Doch\u00e1z\u00ed mi vzduch, ale p\u0159i pohledu na tvou bezstarostnou tv\u00e1\u0159 m\u00e9 srdce tepe jako nikdy. Sta\u010dil by mi jedin\u00fd pohled. Jedin\u00fd pohled tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed a n\u011bco tak nepodstatn\u00e9ho jako vzduch bych nepot\u0159eboval.<\/div>\n<div>Ale ty m\u011b nechce\u0161, nepod\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se dol\u016f, i kdy\u017e \u0161est stop pod vodou k tob\u011b vzhl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm j\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1 nad\u011bje sl\u00e1bne. Ty se pro m\u011b nat\u00e1hnout nechce\u0161, \u017ee? Nechce\u0161 mi podat pomocnou ruku, p\u0159itom j\u00e1 bych j\u00ed tolik pot\u0159eboval\u2026 je konec. Je konec m\u00fdch nad\u011bj\u00ed\u2026 neznamen\u00e1m pro tebe nic, \u017ee\u2026<\/div>\n<div>A te\u010f u\u017e o tom nebude pochyb, v\u0161e, co jsi kdy cht\u011bl bylo, aby v tebe n\u011bkdo v\u011b\u0159il a tady, \u0161est stop pod vodou, v\u011b\u0159\u00edm j\u00e1. V\u011b\u0159\u00edm, dokud m\u011b neobklop\u00ed \u00fapln\u00e1 tma.<\/div>\n<div>Je to v\u0161ak i \u00faleva, bolest v m\u00e9m kotn\u00edku zakl\u00edn\u011bn\u00e9m mezi kameny pozvoln\u011b polevuje. A j\u00e1, s pohledem na tvou tv\u00e1\u0159, m\u00edrn\u011b zvln\u011bnou hladinou vody\u2026 se ub\u00edr\u00e1m do tmy.<\/div>\n<div>V t\u00e9 tm\u011b n\u00e1hle nal\u00e9z\u00e1m sv\u011btlo. A to co vid\u00edm, mi vyr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed dech.<\/div>\n<div>Ty pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161\u2026 kv\u016fli mn\u011b. Rozhl\u00e9dnu se a vid\u00edm spoustu pla\u010d\u00edc\u00edch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. A\u017e te\u010f si uv\u011bdom\u00edm, \u017ee nestoj\u00edm, ale vzn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm se.<\/div>\n<div>Vzn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm se nad mou vlastn\u00ed rakv\u00ed. Hr\u00e1ze se bort\u00ed a nad\u011bje um\u00edr\u00e1. Stejn\u011b tak jako jsem um\u0159el j\u00e1. Naposled se pod\u00edv\u00e1m na tvou tv\u00e1\u0159, zachv\u00e1cenou \u017ealem a zkropenou slzami.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Budu \u010dekat, sbohem, Tome\u2026&#8220; \u0161eptnu ti nakonec do ucha, ale to u\u017e m\u011b cosi t\u00e1hne pry\u010d. Nev\u00edm kam, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 do takzvan\u00e9ho nebe nebo do jin\u00e9ho \u017eivota, ale bude to nov\u00fd za\u010d\u00e1tek a jen douf\u00e1m, \u017ee tam nepotk\u00e1m tak\u00e9 tak bolestnou a neop\u011btovanou l\u00e1sku.<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Selene<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Selenebetaread: Janule Tato pov\u00eddka je voln\u011b psan\u00e1 podle p\u00edsni\u010dky od Linkin Park &#8211; The little things give you away A doporu\u010duji abyste si ji k p\u0159e\u010dten\u00ed t\u00e9to pov\u00eddky pustili. Po m\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch op\u011bt kanou trpk\u00e9 slzy \u017ealu. 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