{"id":17155,"date":"2008-07-24T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-07-24T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17117"},"modified":"2008-07-24T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-07-24T13:00:00","slug":"otazky","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/07\/24\/otazky\/","title":{"rendered":"Ot\u00e1zky"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: misi
<\/strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n
tak toto je moja prv\u00e1 twc poviedka… nap\u00edsala som ju u\u017e d\u00e1vno, ke\u010f som mala depku, ale… no d\u00fafam, \u017ee sa bude p\u00e1\u010di\u0165 a na prv\u00fa poviedku bude patri\u010dne okomentovan\u00e1 =)… pr\u00edjemn\u00e9 \u010d\u00edtanie =P<\/em><\/div>\n
Tma. Niekto sa jej boj\u00ed, pre niekoho je \u00fato\u010diskom.<\/div>\n
Tak ako pre \u00fatlu os\u00f4bku, skl\u00e1\u0148aj\u00facu sa k posteli svojho brata. Jemn\u00e9 \u010delo „zdobili“ kropaje potu. Bol rozru\u0161en\u00fd. Bol zm\u00e4ten\u00fd. No najviac utr\u00e1pen\u00fd.<\/div>\n
Pozeral sa na toho anjela, ni\u010d netu\u0161iac, spiaceho na m\u00e4kkej posteli a o\u010di sa mu leskli.<\/div>\n
Chcel ho pohladi\u0165 po tv\u00e1ri. Chcel sa ho dotkn\u00fa\u0165.<\/div>\n
Ak\u00e9 absurdn\u00e9. Jedin\u00fd dotyk by mu priniesol oslobodenie, \u00fa\u013eavu. No v\u017edy, ke\u010f sa jeho ruka pribl\u00ed\u017eila k tej n\u00e1dhernej bledej tv\u00e1ri, roztriasla sa a on ju op\u00e4\u0165 stiahol nasp\u00e4\u0165.<\/div>\n
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U\u017e to rob\u00edm znovu.<\/em><\/strong> Pozorujem \u0165a, ke\u010f sp\u00ed\u0161. Viem… je to chor\u00e9. No nem\u00f4\u017eem si pom\u00f4c\u0165. U\u017e je to skoro mesiac, \u010do som si to uvedomil. \u00c1no. V\u017edy som \u0165a mal najrad\u0161ej na svete. Ale teraz… je to in\u00e9. Tak\u00e9 nov\u00e9. Boj\u00edm sa.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
A \u010do je vlastne strach? Nieko\u013eko p\u00edsmeniek zrazen\u00fdch k sebe. \u010co to slovo vlastne znamen\u00e1? Ko\u013eko kr\u00e1t denne toto slovko pou\u017eijeme a uvedomujeme si vlastne jeho v\u00fdznam? M\u00e1lokto.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Ale ja viem o osobe, ktor\u00e1 naozaj pozn\u00e1, \u010do je to strach. Bude hl\u00fape, ke\u010f poviem, \u017ee som to pr\u00e1ve ja? Asi \u00e1no.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Ale je to pravda. Ten nekone\u010dn\u00fd strach z odmietnutia… ktor\u00e9ho sa tak boj\u00edm…. zo zavrhnutia… ktor\u00e9 by som nepre\u017eil…. a mo\u017eno z l\u00e1sky…<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
L\u00e1ska? A \u010do je to l\u00e1ska? S\u00fa to zas len \u010fal\u0161ie p\u00edsmenk\u00e1, alebo je to aj nie\u010do viac? To netu\u0161\u00edm. Moment\u00e1lne m\u00e1m v hlave pr\u00edli\u0161n\u00fd zm\u00e4tok nato, aby som si uvedomil v\u00fdznam tohto slova, aj ke\u010f to je pr\u00e1ve to, \u010do ma najviac tr\u00e1pi. L\u00e1ska. A vie\u0161 kto je na vine?<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Nie. Nevie\u0161. A ako by si aj mohol? Ve\u010f som ti to nepovedal. Poviem ti to niekedy? Odv\u00e1\u017eim sa? A je to tu zas. STRACH.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Vlastne sa boj\u00edm teba. Nechcem o teba pr\u00eds\u0165 len preto, \u017ee som spravil chybu. Chybu? Pre\u010do vlastne rob\u00edme chyby? A je zl\u00e9 ke\u010f, sa niekto zamiluje? To\u013eko ot\u00e1zok a ja viem, \u017ee je len jeden \u010dlovek, ktor\u00fd mi ich m\u00f4\u017ee v\u0161etky zodpoveda\u0165.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Si to zase ty. Je to smie\u0161ne, v\u0161ak???<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Ale bude to len \u00fapln\u00e9 ni\u010d oproti tomu, ak\u00e9 hl\u00faposti sa odohr\u00e1vaj\u00fa v moje hlave.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Moje my\u0161lienky, akoko\u013evek sa sna\u017e\u00edm o opak, v\u017edy sa sto\u010dia k tebe.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Bolo by ve\u013emi zl\u00e9, keby som \u0165a teraz pohladil? Viem. Bolo. Ale aj tak tomu neodol\u00e1m.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Drsn\u00e1 ruka pomaly prist\u00e1la na jemnej tv\u00e1ri a zdr\u017eala sa o nie\u010do viac ako bolo potrebn\u00e9.<\/div>\n
No tento dotyk nebol spiacemu chlapcovi v\u00f4bec nepr\u00edjemn\u00fd. Akoby tu\u0161il, \u017ee sa ho dot\u00fdka osoba jemu bl\u00edzka, t\u00e1, ktor\u00fa m\u00e1 r\u00e1d.<\/div>\n
Polo\u017eil tv\u00e1r do pohladenia a zo sp\u00e1nku sa usmial.<\/div>\n
Ruka sa okam\u017eite stiahla sp\u00e4\u0165. A jej majite\u013e bol v zna\u010dnom \u0161oku. Nevedel, \u010do si m\u00e1 myslie\u0165. Potreboval sa spam\u00e4ta\u0165. Vstal z postele a r\u00fdchlym roztr\u017eit\u00fdm a z\u00e1rove\u0148 tich\u00fdm krokom mieril ku dver\u00e1m. Tam ho ale zastavil tich\u00fd hl\u00e1sok milovanej osoby.<\/div>\n
„Tom?“<\/p>\n

<\/strong> autor: misi
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autor: misibetaread: Janule tak toto je moja prv\u00e1 twc poviedka… nap\u00edsala som ju u\u017e d\u00e1vno, ke\u010f som mala depku, ale… no d\u00fafam, \u017ee sa bude p\u00e1\u010di\u0165 a na prv\u00fa poviedku bude patri\u010dne okomentovan\u00e1 =)… pr\u00edjemn\u00e9 \u010d\u00edtanie =P Tma. Niekto sa jej boj\u00ed,<\/p>\n

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