{"id":17233,"date":"2008-07-16T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-07-16T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17195"},"modified":"2008-07-16T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-07-16T13:30:00","slug":"zmylil-jsem-se","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/07\/16\/zmylil-jsem-se\/","title":{"rendered":"Zm\u00fdlil jsem se"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>tEzUlKa_kAuLiTz<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Verushka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>Je to u\u017e skoro 2 roky, co \u017eiju s m\u00fdm bratrem a a\u017e do tohohle okam\u017eiku jsem mu nehor\u00e1zn\u011b v\u011b\u0159il v\u0161echna ta slov\u00ed\u010dka l\u00e1sky, kter\u00e1 mi kdy \u0159ekl.<\/div>\n<div>Je p\u0159esn\u011b 13:01 a j\u00e1 sed\u00edm v bistru. Naproti je pizzerie, a kdy\u017e se pod\u00edv\u00e1m z okna a uvid\u00edm tam tebe, zhrout\u00ed se mi sv\u011bt. Najednou m\u00e1m takov\u00fd ten pocit, co m\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bk, kdy\u017e nem\u016f\u017ee d\u011blat v\u016fbec nic. Obrovsk\u00e1 vlna bezmoci na m\u011b padla hned, jak jsem uvid\u011bl, \u017ee u stolu nesed\u00ed\u0161 s\u00e1m. Vid\u011bl jsem, jak se n\u00e1dhern\u011b sm\u011bje\u0161. \u00dapln\u011b stejn\u011b, jako kdy\u017e jsme spolu byli v kin\u011b a bavili jsme se nadm\u00edru skv\u011ble. Prost\u011b ten sm\u00edch od srdce a ne \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 nau\u010den\u00e9 a namachrovan\u00e9 ksichty, kter\u00e9 v\u017edycky h\u00e1z\u00ed\u0161, kdy\u017e jsme p\u0159ed fotografy. Nemyslel jsme si, \u017ee by se mi mohl, za tak v podstat\u011b kr\u00e1tkou dobu t\u0159\u00ed hodin, zm\u011bnit sv\u011bt. Dojedl jsem a s uslzen\u00fdma o\u010dima do\u0161el dom\u016f.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Kouknu na hodiny a je 16:25, kdy\u017e sly\u0161\u00edm otev\u00edraj\u00edc\u00ed se dve\u0159e a tv\u016fj hlas, kter\u00fd se pt\u00e1, jestli jsme v dom\u011b. Neodpov\u00edm, nem\u00e1m na to s\u00edlu. P\u0159ijde\u0161 k n\u00e1m do lo\u017enice a vid\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b s notebookem na kl\u00edn\u011b, jak usilovn\u011b p\u00ed\u0161u dal\u0161\u00ed text do nov\u00e9ho alba, proto\u017ee jsem se prost\u011b po tom, co jsem vid\u011bl, na nic nezmohl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hoj mil\u00e1\u010dku! Zase p\u00ed\u0161e\u0161? M\u011bl by ses v\u00edce \u0161et\u0159it a na chv\u00edli na to zapomenout. Hrozn\u011b se t\u00fdr\u00e1\u0161.&#8220; \u0158ekl jsi a objal m\u011b kolem pasu. Ale j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee to nebylo tvoje dne\u0161n\u00ed prvn\u00ed ob\u011bt\u00ed. J\u00e1 to v\u0161echno vid\u011bl, byl jsem tam a\u017e do \u010dty\u0159! Kdy\u017e neodpov\u00edd\u00e1m, pust\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b a odejde\u0161 do ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku. Zapne\u0161 si televizi a bezstarostn\u011b sebou fl\u00e1kne\u0161 na gau\u010d.<\/div>\n<div>J\u00e1 sed\u00edm po\u0159\u00e1d v lo\u017enici, ale u\u017e nep\u00ed\u0161u. Ani prsty u\u017e m\u011b neposlouchaj\u00ed, z toho jak se na nic nedok\u00e1\u017eu soust\u0159edit. Po\u0159\u00e1d toti\u017e vid\u00edm tebe, jak sed\u00ed\u0161 v t\u00e9 zatracen\u00e9 pizzerii a sm\u011bje\u0161 se tam s n\u011bjakou hn\u011bdovlasou holkou. Vlastn\u011b nejsem ani na\u0161tvanej na ni. Nem\u016f\u017ee p\u0159ece tu\u0161it, \u017ee u\u017e skoro 2 roky chod\u00ed\u0161 se sv\u00fdm bratrem. Ty to ale p\u0159ece v\u00ed\u0161. S\u00e1m jsi mi to nab\u00eddl a j\u00e1 tvou nab\u00eddku s radost\u00ed p\u0159ijal. Skoro cel\u00e9 2 roky jsi mi \u0159\u00edkal, jak m\u011b stra\u0161n\u011b miluje\u0161, a jak u\u017e je to dlouho, a \u017ee jsi se mnou \u0161\u0165astnej. Za 14 dn\u00ed jsme m\u011bli m\u00edt na\u0161e druh\u00fd v\u00fdro\u010d\u00ed. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat.<\/div>\n<div>Nev\u00edm, co je lep\u0161\u00ed. M\u00e1m j\u00edt za tebou a vynadat ti, \u017ee ses v\u016fbec nezm\u011bnil a d\u00e1t ti p\u00e1r facek? A pak si sbalit v\u011bci a odej\u00edt od tebe? Nebo m\u00e1m d\u011blat, jako\u017ee nic a chovat se jako dote\u010f a v\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee u\u017e to nikdy neud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161? T\u0159eba to byl v\u00e1\u017en\u011b jenom zkrat, ale co kdy\u017e u\u017e ti nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm? A co kdy\u017e si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee i kdy\u017e \u010dlov\u011bk n\u011bkdy ud\u011bl\u00e1 chybu, takovou by ud\u011blat nem\u011bl? Co kdy\u017e si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee nev\u011bra se prost\u011b a jednodu\u0161e neodpou\u0161t\u00ed!<\/div>\n<div>V hlav\u011b m\u00e1m tis\u00edce my\u0161lenek.<\/div>\n<div>V\u00e1\u017en\u011b nev\u00edm jak d\u00e1l\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Co m\u00e1m d\u011blat?<\/div>\n<div>Napad\u00e1 m\u011b asi jenom jedna kloudn\u00e1 v\u011bta.<\/div>\n<div>To jsem si o tob\u011b nemyslel, Tome\u2026..<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>tEzUlKa_kAuLiTz<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: tEzUlKa_kAuLiTzbetaread: Verushka Je to u\u017e skoro 2 roky, co \u017eiju s m\u00fdm bratrem a a\u017e do tohohle okam\u017eiku jsem mu nehor\u00e1zn\u011b v\u011b\u0159il v\u0161echna ta slov\u00ed\u010dka l\u00e1sky, kter\u00e1 mi kdy \u0159ekl. Je p\u0159esn\u011b 13:01 a j\u00e1 sed\u00edm v bistru. 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