{"id":17473,"date":"2008-06-22T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-22T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17434"},"modified":"2008-06-22T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-06-22T16:00:00","slug":"goodbye-my-angel-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/06\/22\/goodbye-my-angel-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye my angel 3."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Jit\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em>Achoooj\u00ed\u00edk ((= Mno, tag\u017ee\u2026 Tady je dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl, ale je to pst\u011b divn\u00fd, mno\u2026 Snad to pochop\u00edte, je to dost chaotick\u00fd, tag kdybyste nech\u00e1pali, sta\u010d\u00ed nap\u00edsat ((= P\u00e1\u010dko. Jitaaaaaaaaaaaa &#8211; po\u0161uk ((=<br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tom p\u0159esn\u011b ud\u011blal to, co mu &#8222;bl\u00e1zen&#8220; \u0159ekl. St\u00e1l v \u017eupanu u otev\u0159en\u00e9ho okna a do noci pln\u00e9 hv\u011bzd zp\u00edval. Prohledal svoj\u00ed postel, ve kter\u00e9 se je\u0161t\u011b ned\u00e1vno milovali a i p\u0159es jeho ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed v n\u00ed na\u0161el jeho dlouh\u00fd \u010dern\u00fd vlas\u2026<br \/>Billi myslel, \u017ee je to jeho konec. Ten hajzl &#8222;Dobyvatel&#8220; ho bil, c\u00edtil ty bolestiv\u00e9 r\u00e1ny, i kdy\u017e by nem\u011bl c\u00edtit nic. K\u0159\u00eddla ho nesnesiteln\u011b bolela, u\u017e ani nedoufal, \u017ee by mohl n\u011bkdy l\u00e9tat. S nebesy se nadobro rozlou\u010dil. A s Tomem taky. Sna\u017eil se s n\u00edm komunikovat, ale byl tak slab\u00fd, \u017ee to nedok\u00e1zal. Sly\u0161el Toma, jak pl\u00e1\u010de, jak ho vol\u00e1. To ho bolelo je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc, ne\u017e v\u0161echny r\u00e1ny, kter\u00e9 schytal\u2026<br \/>Tomovo zoufal\u00e9 vol\u00e1n\u00ed pro n\u011bj bylo, jako kdy\u017e mu do srdce vr\u00e1\u017e\u00edte jednu d\u00fdku za druhou. Tak moc ho to bolelo, \u017ee myslel, \u017ee zem\u0159e. Najednou k n\u011bmu &#8222;Dobyvatel&#8220; promluvil.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Tak co, and\u00edlku. Jsi tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd, asi to vypad\u00e1, \u017ee ti budu muset ubl\u00ed\u017eit\u2026&#8220; Billi se po tomhle v\u00fdroku t\u0159\u00e1sl strachy a do\u010dista ho opustila v\u0161echna s\u00edla, kterou d\u0159\u00edve rozd\u00e1val v\u0161em, koho chr\u00e1nil. Nedok\u00e1zal se ani postavit, nebo zak\u0159i\u010det. Tak moc cht\u011bl k Tomovi promluvit, ale ne\u0161lo to. &#8222;A\u017e si s tebou pohraju, dop\u0159eju ti to, co jsi zat\u00edm nem\u011bl \u0161anci poznat. Pozn\u00e1\u0161, co je to pomalu um\u00edrat, and\u00edlku.&#8220;<br \/>Dobyvatel se za\u010dal sm\u00e1t a Billimu ten sm\u00edch p\u0159ipadal, jako kdy\u017e na n\u011bj pad\u00e1 cel\u00fd sv\u011bt. Dokonce i te\u010f zem\u0159\u00edt s\u00e1m cht\u011bl. Ale jednu sebevra\u017edu u\u017e sp\u00e1chal a nechce to ud\u011blat znova. Je tu p\u0159eci Tom. Nedok\u00e1zal by ho opustit, proto\u017ee ho moc miloval. To by rad\u011bji trp\u011bl nav\u011bky, ne\u017e se vzd\u00e1t jedin\u00e9 osoby, na kter\u00e9 mu z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed v\u00edc, ne\u017e na osudu cel\u00e9ho sv\u011bta.<br \/>&#8222;Billi, nepla\u010d, pros\u00edm, nepla\u010d. Miluji t\u011b, nikdy na to nezapome\u0148, miluji t\u011b, Billi. Zachr\u00e1n\u00edm t\u011b, jen se mnou pros\u00edm mluv, pros\u00edm. Jinak se u\u017e neuvid\u00edme, pros\u00edm, mluv se mnou, l\u00e1sko\u2026&#8220; Tom se sna\u017eil, aby k n\u011bmu Billi promluvil, ale marn\u011b. Jen po\u0159\u00e1d sly\u0161el jeho zoufal\u00e9 na\u0159\u00edk\u00e1n\u00ed a prosby o odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed. &#8222;Bill\u00ed, l\u00e1sko. Pros\u00edm, \u0159ekni mi, nebo mi jen nazna\u010d, kde jsi, jak ti m\u016f\u017eu pomoct, pros\u00edm\u2026&#8220; Tom se sna\u017eil ze sebe dostat v\u0161echny emoce, co m\u011bl. Smutku m\u011bl v sob\u011b hodn\u011b, ale musel si vybavit i trochu radosti a hlavn\u011b tu velkou l\u00e1sku, kterou k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00ed. Zav\u0159el uplakan\u00e9 o\u010di a p\u0159edstavil si jejich milov\u00e1n\u00ed.<br \/>To bylo ze v\u0161eho nejsiln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Najednou kone\u010dn\u011b zaslechl ten n\u00e1dhern\u00fd hlas: &#8222;Taky t\u011b miluji, Tome. Nikdy na tebe nezapomenu, p\u0159\u00edsah\u00e1m, nikdy nezapomenu na tu n\u00e1dhernou noc\u2026&#8220; Tomovi sice tro\u0161ku svitla nad\u011bje, kdy\u017e ho kone\u010dn\u011b sly\u0161el, ale na druhou stranu se s n\u00edm pomalu lou\u010dil. U\u017e ani nedoufal, \u017ee se s n\u00edm n\u011bkdy uvid\u00ed\u2026.<br \/>&#8222;Tak co, kr\u00e1sko. Maj\u00ed and\u011bl\u00e9 krev, nebo jim v \u017eil\u00e1ch koluje \u010derven\u00fd v\u00edno, co?&#8220; chichotav\u011b se vypt\u00e1val Billiho a sou\u010dasn\u011b mu p\u0159ed o\u010dima m\u00e1val mal\u00fdm no\u017e\u00edkem. Billi se nezmohl v\u016fbec na nic. Jen se t\u0159\u00e1sl a z jeho n\u00e1dhern\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed se pomalu probojov\u00e1valy ho\u0159k\u00e9 slzy. &#8222;Ale copak to je? Odkdy and\u00edlci pl\u00e1\u010dou? To je mi novina!&#8220; Op\u011bt se zlov\u011bstn\u011b zasm\u00e1l a p\u0159ilo\u017eil mu n\u016f\u017e ke \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e9mu krku. Billi plakal a Tomovi ten pl\u00e1\u010d zp\u016fsoboval neskute\u010dnou bolest. Ale Dobyvatele to nejsp\u00ed\u0161 uspokojovalo. Jeho sm\u00edch nah\u00e1n\u011bl Billimu i Tomovi hr\u016fzu.<br \/>&#8222;Tak. Bude to bolet\u2026 Bude t\u011b to nesm\u00edrn\u011b bolet\u2026&#8220; \u0160eptal mu u ou\u0161ka a po\u0159\u00e1d se sm\u00e1l. &#8222;Kr\u00e1sn\u011b si s tebou u\u017eiju a pak\u2026 Pak t\u011b zabiju, and\u00edlku. I kdy\u017e t\u011b bude \u0161koda. Jsi kr\u00e1sn\u00fd a moc se mi l\u00edb\u00ed\u0161, chci t\u011b ochutnat, kr\u00e1sko\u2026&#8220; Billi ty \u0159e\u010di o tom, jak si s n\u00edm u\u017eije, u\u017e nemohl d\u00e1l poslouchat. Zav\u0159el o\u010di, zhluboka se nadechl a zak\u0159i\u010del. &#8222;Tom\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9!&#8220; V tom moment\u011b Toma uvid\u011bl. Sice jen ve sv\u00e9 p\u0159edstav\u011b, ale uvid\u011bl ho. Alespo\u0148 se mu t\u00edm trochu navr\u00e1tila s\u00edla.<br \/>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026<br \/>Tomem n\u011bco trhlo. Chv\u00edli se vyjeven\u011b d\u00edval z okna a pak se dlouze zahled\u011bl na oblohu. Celou dobu lehce sn\u011b\u017eilo, ale najednou se strhla siln\u00e1 sn\u011bhov\u00e1 bou\u0159e. N\u011bkde ve v\u011btru sly\u0161el JEHO kr\u00e1sn\u00fd hlas. P\u0159ipom\u00ednalo mu to, jako by k\u0159i\u010del jeho jm\u00e9no. V\u011b\u0159il tomu. Musel. C\u00edtil, \u017ee je Billi bl\u00edzko. Nev\u011bd\u011bl kde, ale kone\u010dn\u011b s n\u00edm op\u011bt komunikoval. Hned se od okna p\u0159esunul k monitoru a do kl\u00e1vesnice zu\u0159iv\u011b naklepal mail &#8222;bl\u00e1znovi.&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Billi se mnou mluvil! Vol\u00e1 o pomoc! Co mu m\u00e1m \u0159\u00edct? Jak ho naj\u00edt?&#8220; a klepl na &#8222;odeslat&#8220;.<br \/>Za minutku mu p\u0159i\u0161la odpov\u011b\u010f: &#8222;Ahoj, Tome. Ano, to je sign\u00e1l. Billi te\u010f u\u017e nen\u00ed tak slab\u00fd, kdy\u017e s tebou byl schopn\u00fd mluvit. Rychle se ho zeptej, kde je, abys ho zase neztratil. P\u0159eji v\u00e1m ob\u011bma moc \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.&#8220; Tom jen civ\u011bl na obrazovku a pak se, dnes snad u\u017e po st\u00fd, zahled\u011bl na nebe.<br \/>&#8222;Billi, kde jsi? Pros\u00edm, mluv se mnou, mus\u00ed\u0161 mi \u0159\u00edct, kde jsi! Ty mus\u00ed\u0161!&#8220; Pak ale usly\u0161el \u017eensk\u00fd hlas.<br \/>&#8222;Co tady tak k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed\u0161? A co jsem ti \u0159ekla? Zav\u0159i to okno a zapluj do postele! Tady m\u00e1\u0161 ty noviny, co jsi cht\u011bl.&#8220; Tomovi se hned rozsv\u00edtili o\u010dka, kdy na tituln\u00ed stran\u011b byl ON!<br \/>&#8222;Mami! Pod\u00edvej se! To je on! M\u016fj Billi! And\u011bl!&#8220; Matka se pod\u00edvala na fotografii a vy\u0161lo z n\u00ed jen souhlasn\u00e9: &#8222;Hm,&#8220; a ode\u0161la. Tom si odfrkl a za\u010dal hltat \u010dl\u00e1nek, kter\u00fd byl t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 p\u0159es dv\u011b str\u00e1nky. &#8222;Nezn\u00e1m\u00fd ho zav\u0159el u sebe v dom\u011b.&#8220;, &#8222;Kdy\u017e se nedostane do t\u00fddne ven, zem\u0159e.&#8220;, &#8222;Bl\u00e1zna odvezli do psychiatrick\u00e9 l\u00e9\u010debny.&#8220;\u2026<br \/>Tom nerv\u00f3zn\u011b ot\u00e1\u010del dal\u0161\u00ed str\u00e1nku a m\u00e1lem mu vypadly o\u010di z d\u016flk\u016f. Byla tam nati\u0161t\u011bn\u00e1 fotografie, ze kter\u00e9 se nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b zubil star\u0161\u00ed t\u00fdpek s ledov\u00fdm pohledem. Pod n\u00ed byl text s varovn\u00fdm vyk\u0159i\u010dn\u00edkem: &#8222;Pozor na medi\u00e1ln\u011b zn\u00e1m\u00e9ho \u00fato\u010dn\u00edka. V noci na dne\u0161ek utekl z \u00fastavu pro sexu\u00e1ln\u00ed devianty. Zam\u011b\u0159uje se hlavn\u011b na slab\u0161\u00ed osoby. Na pohlav\u00ed mu nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed. Vyb\u00edr\u00e1 si v\u011bkovou kategorii p\u0159ibli\u017en\u011b od des\u00edti do dvaceti let. Ob\u011bti si nej\u010dast\u011bji vyb\u00edr\u00e1 na seznamovac\u00edch chatech. Naposledy jeho zaznamenan\u00e1 p\u0159ezd\u00edvka byla &#8222;Dobyvatel&#8220; a nejnov\u011bj\u0161\u00ed zpr\u00e1va od n\u011bj byla na internetov\u00e9 str\u00e1nce\u2026.&#8220; Tom ani nedo\u010detl a hned psal &#8222;bl\u00e1znovi&#8220;\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Jit\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Jit\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1betaread: Janule Achoooj\u00ed\u00edk ((= Mno, tag\u017ee\u2026 Tady je dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl, ale je to pst\u011b divn\u00fd, mno\u2026 Snad to pochop\u00edte, je to dost chaotick\u00fd, tag kdybyste nech\u00e1pali, sta\u010d\u00ed nap\u00edsat ((= P\u00e1\u010dko. 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