{"id":17488,"date":"2008-06-21T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-21T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17449"},"modified":"2008-06-21T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-06-21T13:00:00","slug":"prilis-premysleni-nesvedci-aneb-jednej-impulsivne","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/06\/21\/prilis-premysleni-nesvedci-aneb-jednej-impulsivne\/","title":{"rendered":"P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed nesv\u011bd\u010d\u00ed! Aneb jednej impulsivn\u011b!"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Lussyeta<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n
Pr\u0161\u00ed. U\u017e zase. Sed\u00edm znovu u okna a pozoruji ten d\u00e9\u0161\u0165. Op\u011bt p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm nad tebou. I po tak dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b, jakou jsou dva roky, nad tebou mus\u00edm p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let. C\u00edt\u00edm se tak zmaten\u00fd. V\u00edm, co c\u00edt\u00edm, ale nejsem si jist\u00fd s\u00e1m sebou. Dok\u00e1\u017eou m\u011b m\u00e9 pocity oklamat?<\/div>\n
Kru\u010d\u00ed mi v \u017ealudku, ale j\u00e1 to ignoruji. Jako ka\u017edej den v tomhle dlouh\u00fdm t\u00fddnu. U\u017e ani nev\u00edm, kdy naposledy jsem n\u011bco jedl. Po\u0159\u00e1d jenom sed\u00edm u okna u sebe v pokoji a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm. M\u00e1m u\u017e odpudiv\u011b mastn\u00e9 splihl\u00e9 vlasy, kruhy pod o\u010dima. Dost\u00e1v\u00e1 m\u011b to. Ten cit k tob\u011b.<\/div>\n
„Bille? Poj\u010f se naj\u00edst!“ \u0159ekls mi po tom, co jsi zaklepal a vstoupil.
„Ale j\u00e1 nem\u00e1m hlad,“ odporuji s\u00e1m sob\u011b. M\u00e1m! A velkej! Jen\u017ee nechci j\u00edst, chci je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let. Chci tady sed\u011bt a fantaz\u00edrovat. K m\u00e9 sm\u016fle mi docela hlasit\u011b zakru\u010d\u00ed v \u017ealudku. Tom se jenom z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b usm\u011bje a jde ke mn\u011b. C\u00edt\u00edm, jak mi z n\u011bj naskakuje hus\u00ed k\u016f\u017ee. Nav\u00edc na sob\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm, jak mi r\u016f\u017eov\u011bj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159e. Chytne m\u011b za ruku a t\u00e1hne do kuchyn\u011b.<\/div>\n
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„Na, jez! A v\u0161echno!“ Chci n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct, ale polo\u017e\u00ed mi dla\u0148 na pusu se slovy: „Jez!“ Pomalu do sebe souk\u00e1m jeden toast za druh\u00fdm. Tom si s t\u00edm dal ur\u010dit\u011b pr\u00e1ci. „No vid\u00ed\u0161! A j\u00e1 myslel, \u017ee mi um\u0159e\u0161 hlady!“ sm\u00e1l se. J\u00e1 jenom sklopil hlavu. Mo\u017en\u00e1 by bylo v\u0161echno snaz\u0161\u00ed, kdybych zem\u0159el. Povzdechnu si.
„Co se d\u011bje Bille?“ zv\u00e1\u017en\u00ed Tom. Jenom sed\u00edm a ml\u010d\u00edm. „Co se s tebou posledn\u00ed t\u00fdden d\u011bje? Jsi po\u0159\u00e1d zav\u0159en\u00fd v pokoji a nic ned\u011bl\u00e1\u0161! Jenom tam sed\u00ed\u0161 u okna. Bille! Co s tebou je?“ Neodpov\u00edd\u00e1m. Nechci odpov\u00eddat. Nechci mu \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee ho u\u017e dva roky stra\u0161n\u011b miluju, ale a\u017e tenhle t\u00fdden mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee ho nikdy m\u00edt nebudu. Te\u010f povzdychne on. Vstanu a odch\u00e1z\u00edm, nezastav\u00ed m\u011b. Zrychl\u00edm krok, aby Tom nevid\u011bl slzy, kter\u00e9 m\u011b za\u010daly p\u00e1lit do o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Vstal a prost\u011b ode\u0161el. Nech\u00e1pu ho. M\u016fj malej br\u00e1\u0161ka je z n\u011b\u010deho smutnej a j\u00e1 tomu nem\u016f\u017eu p\u0159ij\u00edt na kloub. P\u016fjdu taky do pokoje, co tady. S\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
Te\u010f si p\u0159ipad\u00e1m jako Bill. Sed\u00edm na okn\u011b, rukama si obj\u00edm\u00e1m kolena a bradu m\u00e1m na t\u011bch kolenou op\u0159enou. Kouk\u00e1m z okna ven a d\u00edv\u00e1m se, jak pr\u0161\u00ed. Tohle melancholick\u00e9 po\u010das\u00ed nem\u00e1m moc r\u00e1d. Pad\u00e1 na m\u011b v\u017edycky m\u00edrn\u00e1 deprese. V hlav\u011b se mi hon\u00ed tolik my\u0161lenek, ale j\u00e1 se sna\u017e\u00edm soust\u0159edit jenom na jednu. Sna\u017e\u00edm se p\u0159ij\u00edt na to, jak ti \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee t\u011b miluju. Nem\u00e1m na to odvahu.<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1…“ Bill ke mn\u011b vtrhl z ni\u010deho nic. Kouk\u00e1 na m\u011b vypla\u0161en\u011b, jakoby nev\u011bd\u011bl, co \u0159\u00edct. „Miluju t\u011b!“ za\u0161ept\u00e1. Co? „E… Tome, promi\u0148, ale pot\u0159eboval jsem to ze sebe dostat. J\u00e1…“ U\u017e ho nechci d\u00e1l poslouchat. Vstanu z parapetu a jdu ho pol\u00edbit. „Ty taky?“ usm\u00edv\u00e1 se Bill se slzami v o\u010d\u00edch. Jen k\u00fdvnu.<\/p>\n

autor: Lusyetta<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Lussyetabetaread: Janule Pr\u0161\u00ed. U\u017e zase. Sed\u00edm znovu u okna a pozoruji ten d\u00e9\u0161\u0165. Op\u011bt p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm nad tebou. I po tak dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b, jakou jsou dva roky, nad tebou mus\u00edm p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let. C\u00edt\u00edm se tak zmaten\u00fd. V\u00edm, co c\u00edt\u00edm, ale nejsem si jist\u00fd<\/p>\n

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