{"id":17621,"date":"2008-06-08T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-08T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17582"},"modified":"2008-06-08T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-06-08T13:00:00","slug":"smrt-je-osvobozujici-tome","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/06\/08\/smrt-je-osvobozujici-tome\/","title":{"rendered":"Smrt je osvobozuj\u00edc\u00ed, Tome"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Anett483<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Helushka<br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div>(BILL)<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ahoj buzno!, \u010cau homou\u0161i!, M\u00e1\u0161 dneska novou manik\u00faru??!&#8220; Tyhle hl\u00e1\u0161ky sly\u0161\u00edm hned, jak r\u00e1no jdu p\u0159es \u0161koln\u00ed dv\u016fr do \u0161koly. Je to pro m\u011b hrozn\u00e9, \u017ee tyhle hl\u00e1\u0161ky m\u00e1 na m\u011b Tomova parta. Ano, Tom pat\u0159\u00ed do party t\u011bch, kte\u0159\u00ed se mi posm\u00edvaj\u00ed. On mi sice nenad\u00e1v\u00e1 ani se mi nesm\u011bje, ale nic proti tomu taky ned\u011bl\u00e1\u2026 \u017de by jim t\u0159eba n\u011bco \u0159ekl, ale ne\u2026 V\u017edycky u nich jen stoj\u00ed a pozoruje, jak mi nad\u00e1vaj\u00ed. Jedin\u00fd, na co se vzm\u016f\u017ee, je nen\u00e1padn\u00fd l\u00edtostn\u00fd pohled. To mi fakt pom\u016f\u017ee, Tome. U\u017e je to asi rok, co jsem zjistil, \u017ee k Tomovi chov\u00e1m v\u00edce ne\u017e bratrsk\u00fd cit\u2026 l\u00e1sku. Tom se mi p\u0159iznal, \u017ee c\u00edt\u00ed to sam\u00e9. Ano, m\u00e1me mezi sebou tajn\u00fd incestn\u00ed vztah. V\u00edm o n\u011bm jen j\u00e1, Tom a Andreas. Kdy\u017e jsme s Tomem sami, je mil\u00fd, hodn\u00fd a n\u011b\u017en\u00fd. Jakmile je se svoj\u00ed partou, d\u011bl\u00e1, \u017ee m\u011b nezn\u00e1, a d\u011bl\u00e1 jen machra. Nevy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m mu to, \u017ee m\u011b nebr\u00e1n\u00ed, ale trochu mi to vad\u00ed&#8230; Po cest\u011b ze \u0161koly jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel&#8230; M\u00e1 to v\u016fbec cenu? N\u00e1\u0161 incestn\u00ed vztah? Tom si m\u011b ve \u0161kole nev\u0161\u00edm\u00e1, ani m\u011b nepozdrav\u00ed. Pro\u010d??! Pro\u010d d\u011bl\u00e1, \u017ee m\u011b nevid\u00ed?! M\u00e1 m\u011b v\u016fbec r\u00e1d? Ne! On m\u011b miluje. V\u00edm to\u2026 \u0159ekl mi to\u2026 Zase m\u011b napad\u00e1 ta my\u0161lenka. Tolikr\u00e1t jsem na to myslel. Zaj\u00edmalo by m\u011b, co by v tu chv\u00edli ud\u011blal. Plakal by? Ur\u010dit\u011b&#8230;<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>P\u0159i\u0161el jsem dom\u016f s jasn\u00fdm c\u00edlem &#8211; koupelna. Chci se upravit, ne\u017e p\u0159ijde Tom. Pohled mi ze zrcadla padne na poli\u010dku vedle zrcadla&#8230; Leskl\u00fd, chladn\u00fd p\u0159edm\u011bt jakoby se na m\u011b sm\u00e1l. M\u00e1m nebo ne? Mus\u00edm&#8230; nem\u016f\u017eu se u\u017e d\u00e1l tr\u00e1pit! Dob\u011bhnu do kuchyn\u011b pro tu\u017eku a pap\u00edr a vr\u00e1t\u00edm se do koupelny. Sed\u00e1m si na zem s pap\u00edrem, tu\u017ekou a t\u00edm chladn\u00fdm p\u0159edm\u011btem&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>(TOM)<\/div>\n<div>Chud\u00e1k Bill\u2026 dneska si zase vytrp\u011bl svoje&#8230; Je mi l\u00edto, \u017ee ho nem\u016f\u017eu br\u00e1nit. Prost\u011b to nejde. Hned by na n\u00e1\u0161 vztah p\u0159i\u0161li a j\u00e1 bych pro n\u011b byl slaboch a \u00fachyl\u00e1k, ale Billa miluju. A\u017e p\u0159ijdu dom\u016f, omluv\u00edm se mu&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Drah\u00fd Tome,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>l\u00e1sko, mil\u00e1\u010dku, promi\u0148, ale musel jsem&#8230; Tahle ze\u010f mezi n\u00e1mi je tlust\u00e1 a pevn\u00e1 a ty to moc dob\u0159e v\u00ed\u0161&#8230; Takhle u\u017e to prost\u011b d\u00e1l nejde. N\u011bkdo to musel skon\u010dit. V\u00edm, \u017ee kdybysme se roze\u0161li, oba by sme trp\u011bli. Pro\u010d se za m\u011b styd\u00ed\u0161?! Nemus\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b na ve\u0159ejnosti obj\u00edmat a l\u00edbat &#8211; to ne&#8230; ale aspo\u0148 pozdravit nebo mi zam\u00e1vat. Styd\u00ed\u0161 se za m\u011b p\u0159ed sv\u00fdmi kamar\u00e1dy? Ztrap\u0148uju t\u011b snad n\u011bjak? Vad\u00ed ti na\u0161e l\u00e1ska? Jestli ano, tak si m\u011bl \u0159\u00edct. Nic ti ale nevy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m, ch\u00e1pu t\u011b. V\u017edycky sem nad t\u00edmhle p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel&#8230; co kdybych to ud\u011blal? Zaj\u00edmalo m\u011b, co ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161&#8230; Bude\u0161 snad bre\u010det\u2026 Ano\u2026 v\u00edm, \u017ee bude\u0161. Nechci, aby ses tr\u00e1pil. V\u017edycky sem si myslel, \u017ee n\u00e1m to vydr\u017e\u00ed nav\u017edycky&#8230; mo\u017en\u00e1 by i vydr\u017eelo\u2026 mo\u017en\u00e1 sem to te\u010f ud\u011blal zbyte\u010dn\u011b, ale je pozd\u011b\u2026 moc pozd\u011b. Nezlob se pros\u00edm na m\u011b za to, co jsem ud\u011blal, ale musel jsem. Kdy\u017e to te\u010f takhle p\u00ed\u0161u, c\u00edt\u00edm se dob\u0159e, voln\u011b, svobodn\u011b&#8230; Nic mi nevad\u00ed, nic m\u011b net\u00ed\u017e\u00ed. Pro\u010d taky, \u017ee? Je pozd\u011b. Pamatuje\u0161 si na tu kr\u00e1snou, ale pro tebe \u0161karedou v\u011bc, od kter\u00e9 si m\u011b nespo\u010detn\u011bkr\u00e1t odh\u00e1n\u011bl? Te\u010f ji dr\u017e\u00edm u sv\u00e9ho z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed a c\u00edt\u00edm \u0161tiplavou bolest&#8230; Ta bolest ale nen\u00ed tak siln\u00e1 jako ta, kterou m\u00e1m v srdci. Pomalu mi klesaj\u00ed v\u00ed\u010dka a pot\u016f\u010dek krve mi st\u00e9k\u00e1 p\u0159es dla\u0148 na chladn\u00e9 kachli\u010dky\u2026 Je mi zima&#8230; Neboj, nezlob\u00edm se na tebe a ty se na m\u011b taky pros\u00edm nezlob. V\u00ed\u0161, smrt je osvobozuj\u00edc\u00ed&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>S v\u011b\u010dnou l\u00e1skou Tv\u016fj Bill<\/em><\/div>\n<div>(TOM)<\/div>\n<div>Bille, co si mi to ud\u011blal? Sed\u00edm vedle tv\u00e9ho t\u011bla na kachli\u010dk\u00e1ch. V tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch u\u017e nen\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 jiskra&#8230; n\u00e1znak ni\u010deho\u2026 ani radosti ani bolesti\u2026 jen spokojenost. Pro\u010d si m\u011b tu nechal? Pro\u010d sem byl tak hloup\u00fd? Pro\u010d?<\/div>\n<div>Zad\u00edv\u00e1m se na leskl\u00fd p\u0159edm\u011bt na zemi&#8230; Mus\u00edm j\u00edt za tebou&#8230; s\u00e1m to tady nezvl\u00e1dnu\u2026. bez tebe ne&#8230; &#8222;Nav\u017edy spolu,&#8220; za\u0161ept\u00e1m&#8230; Vezmu do ruky onen chladn\u00fd p\u0159edm\u011bt, je na n\u011bm je\u0161t\u011b tvoje krev. Pevn\u011b semknu v\u00ed\u010dka a p\u0159ilo\u017e\u00edm \u017eiletku k z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed&#8230; <em>\u0159\u00edz<\/em>&#8230; \u017eiletka zajede hluboko do k\u016f\u017ee. Po chv\u00edli na m\u011b pad\u00e1 \u00fanava&#8230; Hm, ne \u00fanava, ale sp\u00ed\u0161 \u00faleva. &#8222;Budu s tebou,&#8220; \u0161ept\u00e1m u tv\u00e9ho ucha&#8230; pol\u00edb\u00edm t\u011b na tvoje chladn\u00e9 rty bez \u017eivota. U\u017e se nem\u016f\u017eu skoro h\u00fdbat. P\u0159ilehnu si bl\u00ed\u017e k tob\u011b a chyt\u00edm t\u011b za ledovou ruku, polo\u017e\u00edm si hlavu na tvou hru\u010f&#8230; P\u0159ed o\u010dima se mi prom\u00edt\u00e1 cel\u00fd n\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot. U\u017e to p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed\u2026 c\u00edt\u00edm to\u2026 Co nejpevn\u011bji sev\u0159u tvou dla\u0148 a zav\u0159u o\u010di\u2026 Ta bolest a bezmoc je hrozn\u00e1&#8230; u\u017e chci, aby to skon\u010dilo&#8230; zopakuju tvoje slova: &#8222;Smrt je osvobozuj\u00edc\u00ed&#8230;&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Anett483<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Anett483betaread: Helushka (BILL) &#8222;Ahoj buzno!, \u010cau homou\u0161i!, M\u00e1\u0161 dneska novou manik\u00faru??!&#8220; Tyhle hl\u00e1\u0161ky sly\u0161\u00edm hned, jak r\u00e1no jdu p\u0159es \u0161koln\u00ed dv\u016fr do \u0161koly. Je to pro m\u011b hrozn\u00e9, \u017ee tyhle hl\u00e1\u0161ky m\u00e1 na m\u011b Tomova parta. 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