{"id":17866,"date":"2008-05-16T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-16T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17827"},"modified":"2008-05-16T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-16T13:00:00","slug":"nikdy-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/05\/16\/nikdy-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Nikdy"},"content":{"rendered":"
Je to asi trochu zmaten\u00e9, ale jinak to ne\u0161lo. Nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela jsem nad t\u00edm co p\u00ed\u0161u. Prost\u011b jsem psala a vzniklo to,co vzniklo. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee alespo\u0148 trochu pochop\u00edte, co jsem t\u00edm myslela. Pe\u0165ulo, ty v\u00ed\u0161, bavili jsem o tom a a\u017e bude tahle pov\u00eddka na blogu, tak u\u017e asi d\u00e1vno budu v\u011bd\u011bt jak je v\u0161echno „slo\u017eit\u00e9“. D\u00edky za v\u0161echno co pro m\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161. Tahle je f\u00fcr dich:o**. Jinak v\u011b\u0159\u00edm v dobr\u00e9 konce, tak snad to tak dopadne i v realit\u011b:) mam t\u011b moc r\u00e1da muckoide:o**<\/div>\n
U\u017e jednou se mi to stalo.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Promi\u0148, ale cht\u011bj jsem zapomenout na n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho.“<\/em><\/div>\n
Ubohost.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nikdy nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 zapomenout na n\u011bkoho s n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm.
<\/em><\/div>\n
Co\u017epak to nech\u00e1pete??<\/em><\/div>\n
Nejde to!!<\/em><\/div>\n
Nikdy!!<\/em><\/div>\n
Co kdy\u017e se to d\u011bje znovu??<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e ne. U\u017e to nedopust\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n
Znovu si nenech\u00e1m takto ubl\u00ed\u017eit.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nejsem n\u00e1hrada!!
To si zapamatuj.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nejsem!!<\/em><\/div>\n
P\u0159ijdu.<\/em><\/div>\n
Zept\u00e1m se.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tv\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f.<\/em><\/div>\n
Z\u00e1vis\u00ed na n\u00ed v\u0161e.<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e se nenech\u00e1m odb\u00fdt prost\u00fdm: „To je slo\u017eit\u00e9.“<\/em><\/div>\n
„Slo\u017eit\u00e9??“<\/em><\/div>\n
Ano, \u017eivot je slo\u017eit\u00fd. Vztahy jsou slo\u017eit\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u0161e je slo\u017eit\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
Pro\u010d??<\/em><\/div>\n
Abychom \u017eili v nejistot\u011b a m\u011bli pro\u010d ps\u00e1t tyto \u0159\u00e1dky.<\/em><\/div>\n
Abychom se m\u011bli na co pt\u00e1t a cht\u011bli zn\u00e1t odpov\u011bdi.<\/em><\/div>\n
Abychom si ubli\u017eovali b\u00fdval\u00fdmi a sou\u010dasn\u00fdmi vztahy.<\/em><\/div>\n
Ale v\u00edte co je nejv\u00edc slo\u017eit\u00e9?<\/em><\/div>\n
Kdy\u017e v\u00edte, \u017ee n\u011bco slo\u017eit\u00e9 je. N\u011bco co se t\u00fdk\u00e1 osoby v\u00e1m bl\u00edzk\u00e9, ale ona odm\u00edt\u00e1 mluvit.<\/em><\/div>\n
To je slo\u017eit\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
Co si myslet??<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u00edte, \u017ee je to slo\u017eit\u00e9, ale nev\u00edte pro\u010d.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Zlato, co to tam zase p\u00ed\u0161e\u0161?“ medov\u00fd hlas zastav\u00ed b\u011bhaj\u00edc\u00ed prsty po \u010dern\u00e9 kl\u00e1vesnici.<\/div>\n
„Ale nic,“ rychl\u00e9 zaklapnut\u00ed notebooku.<\/div>\n
„Dob\u0159e, jen za hodinu odj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edme a ty jsi je\u0161t\u011b neuskute\u010dnil sprchu, jak sis pl\u00e1noval,“ odpov\u011b\u010f na zbrkl\u00e9 zaklapnut\u00ed a nep\u0159esv\u011bd\u010divou odpov\u011b\u010f.<\/div>\n
\u00dat\u011bk do koupelny. Jen a\u0165 nev\u00ed, \u017ee pochybuji.<\/div>\n
Tekouc\u00ed voda. Jen letm\u00e9 nakouknut\u00ed. Mo\u017en\u00e1 psal nov\u00fd text a styd\u00ed se. Nikdy ho nechce uk\u00e1zat, dokud nen\u00ed podle n\u011bho „dokonal\u00fd.“<\/div>\n
Bo\u017ee. To ne. To si nesm\u00ed myslet. Nen\u00ed pro mne n\u00e1hradou.<\/div>\n
Vypnut\u00ed vody. Rychle se vr\u00e1tit do p\u016fvodn\u00ed pozice. Nesm\u00ed v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee jsem to \u010detl<\/div>\n
Nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed p\u0159\u00edchod do pokoje.<\/div>\n
Te\u010f nebo nikdy.<\/div>\n
Jemn\u00e9 obejmut\u00ed: „Ty nejsi n\u00e1hrada. Pro m\u011b nikdy nebude\u0161, to si zapamatuj. Nikdy.“<\/p>\n

autor: Akkira
<\/strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Je to asi trochu zmaten\u00e9, ale jinak to ne\u0161lo. Nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela jsem nad t\u00edm co p\u00ed\u0161u. Prost\u011b jsem psala a vzniklo to,co vzniklo. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee alespo\u0148 trochu pochop\u00edte, co jsem t\u00edm myslela. Pe\u0165ulo, ty v\u00ed\u0161, bavili jsem o tom a a\u017e bude tahle<\/p>\n

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