{"id":17988,"date":"2008-05-06T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-06T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17948"},"modified":"2008-05-06T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-06T13:30:00","slug":"only-for-you-26","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/05\/06\/only-for-you-26\/","title":{"rendered":"Only For You 26."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Ml\u010dky hled\u011bl do pr\u00e1zdna p\u0159ed sebou. Jakoby snad v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee u\u017e jej na tomto sv\u011bt\u011b nic ne\u010dek\u00e1\u2026 To, co mu bylo nab\u00edzeno, odm\u00edtnul. Odm\u00edtnul l\u00e1sku, je\u017e mu jako jedin\u00e1 mohla op\u011bt uk\u00e1zat tu spr\u00e1vnou cestu, kterou se m\u011bl d\u00e1le ub\u00edrat \u017eivotem. Odm\u00edtnul \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd domov. Odm\u00edtl <em>jeho<\/em>\u2026 Odm\u00edtnul v\u0161udyp\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e9 nic, co se neviditeln\u00e9 vzn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed okolo dvou zamilovan\u00fdch lid\u00ed, a z\u00e1rove\u0148 naprosto v\u0161e.<\/div>\n<div><em>L\u00e1sku\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>A te\u010f\u2026 Te\u010f om\u00edtnul i s\u00e1m \u017eivot, tak tvrd\u011b vykoupen vlastn\u00edmi vzpom\u00ednkami\u2026<\/div>\n<div><em>\u017d\u00edt bez vzpom\u00ednek, bez l\u00e1sky, bez \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Jen nap\u016fl se potloukat sv\u011btem jako pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1 sko\u0159\u00e1pka a v zatracen\u00ed vlastn\u00edho j\u00e1, vlastn\u00ed fantazie, se prob\u00edrat t\u011bmi posledn\u00edmi vzpom\u00ednkami, kter\u00e9 mu je\u0161t\u011b zbyly, a sn\u00edt o tom, co by se stalo, kdyby se tehdy zachoval jinak. \u017d\u00edt minulost\u00ed a p\u0159itom opomenout p\u0159\u00edtomnost, proto\u017ee ta a\u017e p\u0159esp\u0159\u00edli\u0161 bol\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div><strong><em>To nejde!<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div>Byl si v\u011bdom toho, \u017ee p\u0159eh\u00e1n\u00ed, ale nemohl jinak. Ne\u0161lo to. Nepat\u0159il k t\u011bm, co dok\u00e1\u017e\u00ed bojovat s nep\u0159\u00edzn\u00ed, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 ani k t\u011bm, co jsou ochotni prohr\u00e1vat\u2026<\/div>\n<div>On p\u0159eci prohr\u00e1l\u2026<\/div>\n<div><em>Promarnil svou druhou \u0161anci\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>To jedin\u00e9, po \u010dem te\u010f tou\u017eil, bylo skon\u010dit tenhle zb\u011bsil\u00fd z\u00e1vod, a\u010dkoli teprve za\u010dal a jeho c\u00edl byl v nedohlednu. Spolu s nad\u011bj\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Ano, byla tam nad\u011bje, ale on u\u017e ji nevid\u011bl\u2026<\/div>\n<div>*<\/div>\n<div><em>A p\u0159ece tam n\u011bco bylo\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Byla tam tma\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pov\u011bz, Bille\u2026 Boj\u00ed\u0161 se tmy?<\/em><\/div>\n<div>~*~<\/div>\n<div>Slep\u011b ut\u00edkal opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00fdm m\u011bstem, p\u0159ec pulzuj\u00edc\u00edm \u017eivotem. T\u00fdr\u00e1n strachem, ukryt\u00fdm v temnot\u011b nev\u011bdomosti vlastn\u00ed mysli, na jej\u00edm\u017e konci pozvolna sl\u00e1blo bled\u00e9 sv\u011btlo sv\u00edce. Ka\u017ed\u00fdm dal\u0161\u00edm zoufal\u00fdm krokem vp\u0159ed se nech\u00e1val pohltit ve sv\u00e9 ml\u010denlivosti d\u011bsivou tmou a tou\u017eebn\u011b si p\u0159\u00e1l, aby i ona pozvolna skom\u00edraj\u00edc\u00ed mihotav\u00e1 z\u00e1\u0159e v sob\u011b op\u011bt nalezla ztracenou s\u00edlu a uk\u00e1zala mu sv\u00fdmi paprsky uzounkou cestu, klikat\u00edc\u00ed se mezi \u010dern\u00fdmi z\u00e1voji noci, kter\u00e1 by jej dovedla za jeho mal\u00fdm br\u00e1\u0161kou.<\/div>\n<div>Nam\u00edsto toho jakoby se snad zlomky \u010dasu vymanily z pout rytmu v\u011b\u010dnosti a zrychlily sv\u016fj zb\u011bsil\u00fd \u00faprk do budoucnosti, nebraje ohled na st\u00e1le stejn\u011b vzd\u00e1len\u00fd tikot hodinov\u00e9 ru\u010di\u010dky. Dan\u00e1 lh\u016fta se pozvolna kr\u00e1tila, ani\u017e by n\u011bkdo uzav\u0159el smlouvu. A jedin\u00fd, kdo tomu mohl zabr\u00e1nit, byl on. Av\u0161ak navzdory v\u0161em pocit\u016fm, navzdory strachu, kter\u00fd mu zast\u00edral zrak a zaslepoval mysl, se jeho ch\u016fze postupn\u011b zvol\u0148ovala, a\u017e se nakonec nadobro zastavil.<\/div>\n<div>Rozhl\u00e9dl se. Jen kousek, ani ne dva metry od n\u011bj, se v nepatrn\u00fdch mihotav\u00fdch st\u0159\u00edpc\u00edch paprsk\u016f sv\u011btla r\u00fdsovaly obrysy lavi\u010dky, ukr\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00ed se ve st\u00ednu vyhasl\u00e9 lampy. Srdce se mu rozbu\u0161ilo. Jeho o\u010di, ji\u017e navykl\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtm\u00ed sm\u00e1\u010den\u00e9m kalnou tu\u017e\u00ed, rozezn\u00e1valy i jemn\u00e9 linie t\u011bla, kter\u00e9 se \u00fap\u011bnliv\u011b choulilo do klub\u00ed\u010dka a i v sebemen\u0161\u00edm letm\u00e9m doteku v\u011btru se zachv\u011blo n\u00e1hlou zimou.<\/div>\n<div>Lehce, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nez\u0159eteln\u011b se dotkl b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ky prst\u016f temn\u00fdch pramen\u016f. C\u00edtil, jak mu na k\u016f\u017ei ulp\u011bla podmaniv\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b jasm\u00ednu, kterou tolik miloval. Tolik si p\u0159\u00e1l promluvit, prolomit to ledov\u00e9 ticho, ale h\u0159ejiv\u00e1 slova se mu vytr\u00e1cela z \u00fast a ne\u017e pro\u0161la br\u00e1nou ho\u0159\u00edc\u00edch rt\u016f, ztratila se stejn\u011b rychle jako p\u0159ed p\u00e1r hodinami nad\u011bje o \u0161\u0165astn\u00e9m konci tohoto za\u010darovan\u00e9ho kruhu, kter\u00fd podle n\u011bj postr\u00e1dal budoucnost. A vlastn\u011b nakonec i minulost. V\u0161echny vzpom\u00ednky\u2026<\/div>\n<div><em>Tohle u\u017e jsi \u0159\u00edkal\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>V\u00edm\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Tak pro\u010d to opakuje\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Proto\u017ee\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jsi uv\u00edzl v minulosti&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Spole\u010dn\u011b s br\u00e1\u0161kou\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>A p\u0159esto s\u00e1m\u2026Av\u0161ak nemysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee u\u017e je \u010das?<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>\u010cas na co?<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Na budoucnost\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ta neexistuje\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ale ano!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bez n\u011bj ne\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jdi!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Z\u016fstanu\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>S\u00e1m?<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>S n\u00edm\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Jeho pohled se st\u0159etl se sladkou polevou Billov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Od jejich hladiny, rozpit\u00e9 slanou rosou, se odr\u00e1\u017eelo sv\u011btlo hv\u011bzd a jejich bled\u00fd t\u0159pyt opatrn\u011b l\u00e1mal \u010dokol\u00e1dovou sko\u0159\u00e1pku a d\u00e1val nahl\u00e9dnout do skryt\u00fdch kout\u016f chlapcovy du\u0161e. Zorni\u010dky se mu roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159ily p\u0159ekvapen\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ten pohled\u2026 Pohled pln\u00fd\u2026 l\u00e1sky?<br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bl\u00e1zne, p\u0159esta\u0148 si nalh\u00e1vat<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Posledn\u00ed t\u00f3n partu dozn\u00edv\u00e1<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>A tv\u00e1 role pozvolna kon\u010d\u00ed<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>A\u010dkoli neum\u00ed prohr\u00e1vat.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><strong><em>Ml\u010d!<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em>I bl\u00e1zni maj\u00ed pr\u00e1vo sn\u00edt\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi\u2026&#8220; za\u0161eptaly bled\u00e9 rty a ono zdrobn\u011bl\u00e9 osloven\u00ed pak lehce doputovalo k m\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i a odrazil se od m\u00e9 l\u00edce, na n\u00ed\u017e jakoby utkv\u011bl jeho dotek v podob\u011b kr\u00e1tk\u00e9ho letm\u00e9ho pol\u00edben\u00ed. A n\u00e1hle, z nenadan\u00ed, k n\u00ed doputovaly i hebk\u00e9 dlan\u011b a zastavily se jen pouh\u00fdch p\u00e1r centimetr\u016f od ho\u0159\u00edc\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159e. Jestli n\u00e1sledovn\u011b, \u010di v jednom st\u0159\u00edpku okam\u017eiku, to v tu chv\u00edli nehr\u00e1lo roli.<\/div>\n<div>Sta\u010dilo se jen tro\u0161i\u010dku sklonit, jen o mal\u00fd kous\u00ed\u010dek se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eit k milovan\u00e9mu a jeho \u00fatl\u00e9 pa\u017ee se mu ovinuly okolo krku, prsty si pohr\u00e1vaj\u00edc s dlouh\u00fdmi dredy star\u0161\u00edho br\u00e1\u0161ky, jen\u017e mu v cul\u00edku spl\u00fdvaly na z\u00e1da. Tom jej vzal opatrn\u011b do n\u00e1ru\u010de, jakoby by byl pouh\u00e9 nic. Lehounk\u00e9 p\u00edrko, le\u010d p\u0159esp\u0159\u00edli\u0161 vz\u00e1cn\u00e9. Snad f\u00e9nixe\u2026<\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec si obli\u010dej zachumlal do mikiny a p\u0159es b\u00edlou l\u00e1tku se zaposlouchal do zrychlen\u00e9ho rytmu bratrova srdce, v jeho\u017e dun\u011bn\u00ed se ztr\u00e1cela v dan\u00e9m momentu v\u0161echna jeho nejbl\u00e1zniv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><em>Co kdyby\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ne\u017e v\u0161ak svou my\u0161lenku sta\u010dil p\u0159ev\u00e9st p\u0159es tenkou hranici k realizaci, jeho v\u00ed\u010dka ochabla a spole\u010dn\u011b se z\u00e1vojem \u010dern\u00fdch \u0159as zast\u00ednila onen podivn\u00fd jas v \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch. Usnul, nechal se ukol\u00edbat onou pomalou ch\u016fz\u00ed, je\u017e doprov\u00e1zela tich\u00fd tlukot z hrudi, a opojn\u00fdm pocitem bezpe\u010d\u00ed, kter\u00fd se kolem n\u011bj vzn\u00e1\u0161el jako st\u0159\u00edbrn\u00fd pr\u00e1\u0161ek sn\u016f. Pozvolna mu padal do tv\u00e1\u0159e a vdechoval pokra\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed t\u00e9 chab\u00e9 my\u0161lence, kter\u00e1 se Billovi zrodila v hlav\u011b. Pokra\u010dovala v n\u00ed a ka\u017edou dal\u0161\u00ed vte\u0159inou j\u00ed dod\u00e1val \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l ost\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed rysy.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ale cht\u011bl je v\u016fbec vid\u011bt?<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Nev\u011bd\u011bl\u2026 Jeho srdce i mysl za\u010daly hr\u00e1t svou vlastn\u00ed partii, do n\u00ed\u017e on s\u00e1m nebyl schopen zas\u00e1hnout\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Cera<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ml\u010dky hled\u011bl do pr\u00e1zdna p\u0159ed sebou. Jakoby snad v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee u\u017e jej na tomto sv\u011bt\u011b nic ne\u010dek\u00e1\u2026 To, co mu bylo nab\u00edzeno, odm\u00edtnul. Odm\u00edtnul l\u00e1sku, je\u017e mu jako jedin\u00e1 mohla op\u011bt uk\u00e1zat tu spr\u00e1vnou cestu, kterou se m\u011bl d\u00e1le ub\u00edrat \u017eivotem. 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