{"id":18007,"date":"2008-05-04T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-04T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=17967"},"modified":"2008-05-04T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-04T17:00:00","slug":"petr-pan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/05\/04\/petr-pan\/","title":{"rendered":"Petr Pan"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>&#8222;To ne\u0159\u00edkej, Wendy, my nikdy nedosp\u011bjeme.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Slza za slzou st\u00e9k\u00e1 po tv\u00e1\u0159i Toma Kaulitze, v cel\u00e9m pokoji je jen tma a ticho. V\u017edycky miloval samotu. Tohle je v\u0161ak n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. N\u011bco, co ze sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenek tak snadno nevyma\u017ee.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ale Pet\u0159e, co na\u0161i rodi\u010de? Budou se o n\u00e1s b\u00e1t, bude se jim st\u00fdskat.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>A\u017e te\u010f na n\u011bj za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 dopadat v\u0161echna ta t\u00edha. Sed\u00ed v k\u0159esle a jeho pohled cestuje po v\u0161ech koutech m\u00edstnosti, a\u017e spo\u010dine na nehybn\u00e9m t\u011bl\u00ed\u010dku, le\u017e\u00edc\u00edm na gau\u010di kousek od n\u011bj.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Tam v koutku m\u00e1\u0161 schovan\u00fd polibek, Wendy.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nem\u016f\u017ee ud\u011blat v\u016fbec nic. Sna\u017eil se, ale bylo to marn\u00e9. Pr\u00e1zdnota ho s\u017e\u00edr\u00e1 zevnit\u0159. Srdce v jeho hrudi se rozpad\u00e1 na mal\u00e9 kousky. Pomalu, velmi pomalu um\u00edr\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Vypr\u00e1v\u011bj n\u00e1m poh\u00e1dky, Wendy, pros\u00edm. Vypr\u00e1v\u011bj, maminko na\u0161e.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Kdyby tak mohl v\u0161echno zm\u011bnit. Dostat druhou \u0161anci. To je te\u010f jeho jedin\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. Tou\u017e\u00ed po tom z cel\u00e9ho srdce. Vr\u00e1tit \u010das zp\u011bt. Zp\u00e1tky do doby, kdy to je\u0161t\u011b v\u0161echno mohl zastavit. Ale to nejde, z\u00e1zraky se v tomhle sv\u011bt\u011b bohu\u017eel ned\u011bj\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;J\u00e1 v\u011b\u0159\u00edm na v\u00edly!&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ru\u010di\u010dka na hodin\u00e1ch si to nemilosrdn\u011b \u0161ine kup\u0159edu. Lid\u00e9 chod\u00ed po ulici. Tom se na n\u011b d\u00edv\u00e1 a nedok\u00e1\u017ee zadr\u017eet pl\u00e1\u010d. &#8222;Pro\u010d jsem to ud\u011blal?&#8220; Potoky slz mu zm\u00e1\u010dej\u00ed mikinu. &#8222;Pot\u0159ebuju sly\u0161et, \u017ee mi odpou\u0161t\u00ed. Mus\u00ed mi prominout. Ale jak? Prom\u00edj\u00ed se snad zlomen\u00e9 srdce? Prom\u00edj\u00ed se vra\u017eda z l\u00e1sky? M\u016f\u017ee mi v\u016fbec kdy odpustit, kdy\u017e jsem mu zp\u016fsobil tolik bolesti?&#8220; Ot\u00e1zky se obt\u00e1\u010d\u00ed v jeho hlav\u011b kolem dokola jako klub\u00ed\u010dko had\u016f.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Tik, tak, tik, tak\u2026&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>T\u011blo jej nechce n\u00e9st, av\u0161ak je n\u011bco, co mus\u00ed ud\u011blat. Pot\u0159ebuje sebrat ve\u0161kerou s\u00edlu, kter\u00e1 mu je\u0161t\u011b zb\u00fdv\u00e1. Mus\u00ed sly\u0161et, \u017ee mu Bill odpustil. Zvedne se z k\u0159esla a zam\u00ed\u0159\u00ed k oknu. Odhrne z\u00e1clony a otev\u0159e jej doko\u0159\u00e1n.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Co jsem ti \u0159\u00edkala? Okno mus\u00ed b\u00fdt v\u017edycky otev\u0159en\u00e9!&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Prsty p\u0159ejede s \u00factou d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00fd r\u00e1m. Pod\u00edv\u00e1 se ven na nebe. V\u0161imne si, \u017ee mraky, dote\u010f zakr\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00ed oblohu, za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed mizet a do o\u010d\u00ed mu zasv\u00edt\u00ed slune\u010dn\u00ed paprsky.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Mus\u00ed\u0161 m\u00edt \u0161\u0165astnou my\u0161lenku, jen tak m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 vzl\u00e9tnout.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill, to je moje \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1 my\u0161lenka. Jedin\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd m\u011b u\u010dinil \u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm, kter\u00fd mi dal poznat, co je \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.&#8220; Pomysl\u00ed si a posad\u00ed se na parapet. Pod n\u00edm proch\u00e1zej\u00ed lid\u00e9, on je v\u0161ak nevn\u00edm\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;L\u00e1sko, polet\u00edm za tebou a\u017e na konec sv\u011bta!&#8220; Vyk\u0159ikne a pak u\u017e c\u00edt\u00ed jen vzduch, proud\u00edc\u00ed okolo n\u011bj a obrovsk\u00fd tlak na sp\u00e1nc\u00edch. Nic dal\u0161\u00edho u\u017e vn\u00edmat nem\u016f\u017ee. Kone\u010dn\u011b nemus\u00ed myslet na nic. U\u017e nikdy.<\/div>\n<div>Ode\u0161el za sv\u00fdm bratrem\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Za svoj\u00ed l\u00e1skou\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Za sv\u00fdm osudem\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Quiquilla<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;To ne\u0159\u00edkej, Wendy, my nikdy nedosp\u011bjeme.&#8220; Slza za slzou st\u00e9k\u00e1 po tv\u00e1\u0159i Toma Kaulitze, v cel\u00e9m pokoji je jen tma a ticho. V\u017edycky miloval samotu. Tohle je v\u0161ak n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. N\u011bco, co ze sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenek tak snadno nevyma\u017ee. &#8222;Ale Pet\u0159e, co na\u0161i<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/05\/04\/petr-pan\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18007","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18007","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18007"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18007\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18007"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18007"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18007"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}