{"id":18080,"date":"2008-04-29T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-29T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18040"},"modified":"2008-04-29T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-29T13:00:00","slug":"desperation-with-change-into-love-23","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/29\/desperation-with-change-into-love-23\/","title":{"rendered":"Desperation with change into Love 23."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>&#8222;Tak si to tam u\u017eij a vra\u0165 se brzy!&#8220; k\u0159iknu na Billova mizej\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1da&#8230; Odpov\u011bd\u00ed mi je jen tich\u00e9 zamru\u010den\u00ed a jeho st\u00edn na vedlej\u0161\u00edm dom\u011b\u2026 Tak\u017ee, je p\u016fl dev\u00e1t\u00fd m\u00e1 se vr\u00e1tit v p\u016fl jedn\u00fd, co\u017e jsou \u010dty\u0159i hodiny voln\u00fdho \u010dasu\u2026 Co j\u00e1 budu d\u011blat? No, nejd\u0159\u00edv se nadopuju n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, po \u010dem se mi nebude cht\u00edt sp\u00e1t, tak\u017ee moje prvn\u00ed kroky sm\u011b\u0159uj\u00ed sm\u011br kuchy\u0148, kde \u010dapnu z ledni\u010dky Red Bull, na stole vezmu laptop a sednu si ven do s\u00edt\u011b. Pohodln\u011b se usad\u00edm a d\u00e1m se do \u010dten\u00ed mail\u016f od fans\u2026 Na ty nejzaj\u00edmav\u011bj\u0161\u00ed odep\u00ed\u0161u a docela se p\u0159itom bav\u00edm\u2026 I kdy\u017e my\u0161lenkama jsem st\u00e1le u Billa. Kdy\u017e zjist\u00edm, \u017ee v moj\u00ed slo\u017ece je je\u0161t\u011b 10 000 nep\u0159e\u010dten\u00fdch mail\u016f, vzd\u00e1m to a rad\u011bji jdu pobrouzdat po netu, na <a href=\"http:\/\/bild.de\/\">bild.de<\/a> u\u017e p\u00ed\u0161ou n\u011bjak\u00e9 drby o rozpadu skupiny a d\u0159\u00edv\u011bj\u0161\u00edmu n\u00e1vrat\u016f dvou \u010dlen\u016f kapely\u2026 rychle nap\u00ed\u0161u trochu form\u00e1ln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed zpr\u00e1vu a ode\u0161lu jim to tam\u2026 douf\u00e1m \u017ee se nebudeme n\u00e1zorama li\u0161it\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Pot\u00e9 najedu na n\u011bjak\u00e9 st\u00e1nky a blogy o n\u00e1s, zasm\u011bju se na trapn\u00fdma smy\u0161len\u00fdma p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhama atd. Zasko\u010d\u00ed m\u011b a\u017e jedna internetov\u00e1 str\u00e1nka s v\u00e1\u017en\u011b velkou n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvnost\u00ed, p\u0159ejede mi mr\u00e1z po z\u00e1dech a na chvilku m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee n\u00e1s s Billem n\u011bkdo vyfotil\u2026 jsou to dosti realistick\u00e9 fotomont\u00e1\u017ee\u2026 a je\u0161t\u011b jsou fans tak hodn\u00fd, \u017ee mi p\u016fj\u010duj\u00ed daleko lep\u0161\u00ed t\u011blo..xD chv\u00edli se t\u00edm tak prob\u00edr\u00e1m, kdy\u017e tu objev\u00edm jedno fakt dosti realistick\u00e9 d\u00edlo, m\u016fj kamar\u00e1d je rychle v pozoru a tak usoud\u00edm, \u017ee je \u010das na sprchu. Zav\u0159u po\u010d\u00edta\u010d a jdu se zchladit, po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b se namydl\u00edm Billov\u00fdm obl\u00edben\u00fdm m\u00fddlem (bor\u016fvkov\u00fd) a nanesu ho na sebe od dred\u016f a\u017e k pat\u011b, o moje t\u011blo se t\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed kapky hork\u00e9 vody a cel\u00e1 koupelna je zavalena hustou p\u00e1rou, po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b se vysu\u0161\u00edm a nat\u00e1hnu na sebe pohodln\u00e9 boxerky a kra\u0165asy\u2026 Sednu si na terasu a s plechovkou coly a bramb\u016frkama v ruce se nech\u00e1m un\u00e1\u0161et tou pohodou a klidem\u2026 Copak asi d\u011bl\u00e1 Bill?! Je p\u016fl dvan\u00e1ct\u00fd, nem\u011bl bych mu napsat smsku?! Ne, nebudu jako n\u011bjak\u00e1 st\u00edha\u010dka\u2026 Ale pro\u010d se cht\u011bl j\u00edt bavit beze m\u011b a nechal m\u011b tu tr\u010det\u2026 v\u017edy\u0165, v\u00ed \u017ee sem tu s\u00e1m\u2026 Taky bych si n\u011bjak vy\u0161el, ale copak m\u016f\u017eu?! N\u011bkde bych ho potkal a ta jeho tvrdohlav\u00e1 palice by si zase usmyslela, \u017ee ho nenech\u00e1m chv\u00edli na pokoji, \u017ee nem\u00e1 klid, svoje soukrom\u00ed, \u017ee se chov\u00e1m jak \u017e\u00e1rliv\u00e1 slepice atd\u2026 Tohle j\u00e1 odm\u00edt\u00e1m poslouchat. Ale co kdy\u017e se mu n\u011bco stalo? Ne, blbost to u\u017e bych d\u00e1vno v\u011bd\u011bl, jsme dvoj\u010data, jsem spolu propojen\u00fd\u2026 Tak kde kuwa v\u011bz\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Sed\u00edm venku je\u0161t\u011b hodnou chv\u00edli a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jak\u00fd by to bylo, kdybychom nebyli medi\u00e1ln\u011b zn\u00e1m\u00ed, kdybychom mohli \u017e\u00edt spolu a nikdo by n\u00e1s neomezoval, pl\u00e1nuju si na\u0161i kr\u00e1snou budoucnost oko\u0159en\u011bnou p\u0159\u00edchut\u00ed dobrodru\u017estv\u00ed a nebezpe\u010d\u00ed odhalen\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Dojdu si do kuchyn\u011b ud\u011blat kakao, kouknu na hodiny\u2026 hm\u2026 dv\u011b ,,Co\u017ee?!&#8220; vyk\u0159iknu a pust\u00edm hrnek a opa\u0159\u00edm si nohu, sk\u00e1\u010du tam jak idiot po jedn\u00fd, jedn\u00edm okem kontroluju, jestli ne\u0161lapu na st\u0159ep a druh\u00fdm kde m\u00e1m mobil.<\/div>\n<div>Rychle po n\u011bm sko\u010d\u00edm a u\u017e vyt\u00e1\u010dim toho zabedn\u011bnce co neum\u00ed ani hodiny.<\/div>\n<div>,,No? Co je? Kdo je?!&#8220; ozve se mi na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b dr\u00e1tu p\u0159iopil\u00fd a vesel\u00fd hlas\u2026 ,,Bille?! To jsem j\u00e1, Tom\u2026 M\u016f\u017ee\u0161 mi pros\u00edm t\u011b \u0159\u00edct, kolik je hodin?!&#8220; sna\u017eim se mluvit klidn\u011b.<br \/>&#8222;To mi jako vol\u00e1\u0161 kv\u016fli tomu kolik je hodin,jo?! Hodiny m\u00e1me v kuchyni na zdi, vole!&#8220; \u0159ekne a za\u010dne se p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u011b sm\u00e1t\u2026 Ach, tak jsem se spletl, on nen\u00ed m\u00edrn\u011b p\u0159iopil\u00fd, on je o\u017eralej jako prase\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Bille!! Kde jsi? J\u00e1 tam pro tebe dojdu!&#8220; zv\u00fd\u0161\u00edm na n\u011bj hlas\u2026<br \/>,,Ne.e, to je\u2026 to je dobr\u00fd!&#8220; za\u010dne koktat a rychle d\u00fdchat.<br \/>&#8222;Stalo se n\u011bco, zlato?!&#8220; zept\u00e1m se ho klidn\u011bji, proto\u017ee jsem se lekl, \u017ee se on se lekl toho zv\u00fd\u0161en\u00fdho hlasu.<br \/>&#8222;Ne, v\u0161echno je v po\u0159\u00e1dku, za p\u016fl hodiny jsem doma, jo?!&#8220; \u0159ekne zase vesele a polo\u017e\u00ed mi to <em>\u2026 Kdybych tak tu\u0161il co se u Billa odehr\u00e1v\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nasej\u0159en\u011b mu jdu rozestlat u n\u011bj v pokoji a pak si zalezu k sob\u011b, zamknu dve\u0159e a v k\u0159esle u okna \u010dek\u00e1m, a\u017e milostp\u00e1n doraz\u00ed\u2026 V\u00e1\u017en\u011b za necelou p\u016flhodinu Bill doraz\u00ed, t\u0159\u00edskne dve\u0159ma a p\u00e1rkr\u00e1t hod\u00ed hubu na schodech a dosti hlasit\u011b nad\u00e1v\u00e1, nijak m\u011b to nevzru\u0161uje, kdy\u017e neum\u00ed chlastat, tak a\u0165 to nepije\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Tome,&#8220; k\u0159ikne p\u0159es dve\u0159e a za\u010dne na n\u011b \u0161kr\u00e1bat nehty po zji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, \u017ee je zamknuto\u2026<br \/>,,Jdi sp\u00e1t k sob\u011b!&#8220; k\u0159iknu na n\u011bj nasran\u011b, tohle m\u011b fakt vyt\u00e1\u010d\u00ed\u2026<br \/>,,Ale j\u00e1 chci sp\u00e1t s tebou!&#8220; k\u0159ikne jako mal\u00fd d\u011bcko a je\u0161t\u011b si dupne nohou\u2026<br \/>,,U\u017e jsem \u0159ekl, ne?!&#8220; k\u0159iknu zp\u00e1tky a sko\u010dim do postele, dorazil v po\u0159\u00e1dku dom\u016f, tak m\u016f\u017eu v klidu sp\u00e1t, je\u0161t\u011b chvilku stoj\u00ed Bill za dve\u0159ma a pak se kol\u00e9bav\u00fdm krokem odval\u00ed k sob\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n<div><em>Tohle bylo pro Billa velk\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, kdyby se Tom neurazil, tak by spat\u0159il jeho slast\u00ed roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159en\u00e9 zorni\u010dky a o\u010di pln\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed\u2026 a Tom moc dob\u0159e v\u00ed, \u017ee takov\u00fdhle v\u00fdraz ve tv\u00e1\u0159i nem\u00e1 nikdo pouze po p\u00e1r skleni\u010dk\u00e1ch\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>\u017dabi\u010dka a Edie<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Tak si to tam u\u017eij a vra\u0165 se brzy!&#8220; k\u0159iknu na Billova mizej\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1da&#8230; Odpov\u011bd\u00ed mi je jen tich\u00e9 zamru\u010den\u00ed a jeho st\u00edn na vedlej\u0161\u00edm dom\u011b\u2026 Tak\u017ee, je p\u016fl dev\u00e1t\u00fd m\u00e1 se vr\u00e1tit v p\u016fl jedn\u00fd, co\u017e jsou \u010dty\u0159i hodiny voln\u00fdho \u010dasu\u2026<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/29\/desperation-with-change-into-love-23\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[97],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18080","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-desperation-with-change-into-loves"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18080","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18080"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18080\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18080"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18080"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18080"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}