{"id":18111,"date":"2008-04-26T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-26T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18071"},"modified":"2008-04-26T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-26T14:30:00","slug":"desperation-with-change-into-love-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/26\/desperation-with-change-into-love-22\/","title":{"rendered":"Desperation with change into Love 22."},"content":{"rendered":"
„Tom\u00ed?“ zkus\u00edm to opatrn\u011b, kdy\u017e ho uvid\u00edm sed\u011bt v kuchyni s hrn\u00ed\u010dkem v ruce na lince. Zvedne hlavu a pod\u00edv\u00e1 se na m\u011b smutn\u00fdma o\u010dima.
„Ano?“ odlo\u017e\u00ed hrnek stranou.
„Ty ses na\u0161tval?“ kn\u00edknu a p\u0159ijdu k n\u011bmu.
„Ne, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b \u017ee ne\u2026 Jen jsem na n\u011b\u010d\u00edm p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, v\u00ed\u0161?“ p\u0159it\u00e1hne si m\u011b k sob\u011b a nohy zah\u00e1kne okolo m\u00fdho pasu.
„A nad \u010d\u00edm?“ usm\u011bju se a ruce si polo\u017e\u00edm na jeho stehna.<\/div>\n
„Nad t\u00edm, \u017ee kdykoliv p\u016fjdeme ven, nebudu ti moct v\u011bnovat \u017e\u00e1dnej polibek, nebudu t\u011b moct chytit za ruku a \u0161eptat ti do ou\u0161ka sladk\u00fd sl\u016fvka.“ Zna\u010dn\u011b zesmutn\u00ed.
„Tak na to nemysli, l\u00e1sko, hm? No, nemysli na to\u2026“ d\u00e1m mu pusu na ruce, za kter\u00fd jsem ho chytl.
„Je to v\u0161echno hrozn\u011b slo\u017eit\u00fd\u2026 J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee T\u011b to mrz\u00ed, ale aspo\u0148 se pak m\u00e1me na co t\u011b\u0161it dom\u016f. Hm? Tak nasa\u010f \u00fasm\u011bv, mil\u00e1\u010dku, smutek ti neslu\u0161\u00ed.“ Na\u0161pul\u00edm rt\u00edky, \u010dek\u00e1m sladkou odm\u011bnu. A taky jsem ji dostal, proto\u017ee c\u00edt\u00edm jeho dychtiv\u00fd rty na t\u011bch m\u00fdch.
„Je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d jsi \u0161patnej z toho Georga?“
„Jo, trochu je\u0161t\u011b jo. Tak v\u00ed\u0161 co, v\u017edycky se m\u011b zast\u00e1val, kdy\u017e \u0161lo o n\u011bco podobn\u00e9ho a dneska tohle? To m\u011b jako fakt na\u0161tvalo, ale hlavn\u011b zamrzelo\u2026 Zrovna od n\u011bj, bych to v\u016fbec ne\u010dekal, v\u00ed\u0161?“ pohlad\u00edm ho po tv\u00e1\u0159i a jemn\u011b se usm\u011bju.
„J\u00e1 v\u00edm, je to pokrytec. Myslel v tu chv\u00edli jenom na sebe, ale vsad\u00edm se, \u017ee a\u017e p\u0159ijedeme zp\u00e1tky do studia, omluv\u00ed se ti. V\u00ed\u0161 jakej je, m\u00e1 po\u0159\u00e1d horkou hlavu. Copak jsi ho vid\u011bl n\u011bkdy s chladnou hlavou? Oba v\u00edme, \u017ee je hrozn\u011b v\u00fdbu\u0161nej. Cholerik jeden pali\u010datej,“ jemn\u011b se zasm\u011bje a j\u00e1 s n\u00edm.
„Blbec blbej,“ pl\u00e1cnu ho jemn\u011b do stehen a je\u0161t\u011b pevn\u011bji se k n\u011bmu p\u0159itisknu.
„Tak je to spr\u00e1vn\u011b,“ sehne se ke mn\u011b a dlouze m\u011b pol\u00edb\u00ed.
„Teda ale jako myslel jsem si, \u017ee mi bude trvat d\u00fdl, uklidnit t\u011b. Zkazil jsi mi pl\u00e1ny.“ Za\u010dne se sm\u00e1t.
„Tak jestli chce\u0161, j\u00e1 se dam zase do usedav\u00e9ho pl\u00e1\u010de, mn\u011b to probl\u00e9my ned\u011bl\u00e1, v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee j\u00e1 jsem dost dobrej herec.“ Vypl\u00e1znu na n\u011bj jazyk a jemn\u011b se od n\u011bj odstr\u010d\u00edm.
„Kam si jako mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jde\u0161? Ty jsi m\u016fj majetek, tak\u017ee z\u016fstane\u0161 tady.“
„Tak to moment! J\u00e1 nejsem majetek ni\u010d\u00ed!“ Ura\u017een\u011b si od n\u011bj odstoup\u00edm. Jak m\u016f\u017ee \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee jsem jeho majetek? To a\u0165 si fraj\u00edrek libovej pamatuje – j\u00e1 nejsem majetek naprosto ni\u010d\u00ed!
„Tak se hned ne\u010derti.“ Sesko\u010d\u00ed z linky a m\u00ed\u0159\u00ed si to ke mn\u011b.
„No to se budu \u010dertit. Jdu se nal\u00ed\u010dit, dneska ve\u010der nebudu doma. P\u016fjdu n\u011bkam ven. S\u00e1m!“ dopln\u00edm v\u011btu, kdy\u017e vid\u00edm, jak se nadechuje k n\u00e1mitk\u00e1m.
„Tome pros\u00edm, chci b\u00fdt chv\u00edli s\u00e1m. Pot\u0159ebuju si spoustu v\u011bc\u00ed urovnat v hlav\u011b. Jen dneska\u2026 Do jedn\u00fd v noci jsem zase u tebe v pel\u00ed\u0161ku, pod kr\u00e1sn\u011b vyh\u0159\u00e1tou pe\u0159inou a pln tv\u00fdch polibk\u016f. Ano?“
„Do p\u016fl jedn\u00fd. Chci t\u011b m\u00edt doma brzo.“ Smutn\u011b se usm\u011bje a odejde do ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku.
„Tak j\u00e1 se jdu p\u0159ipravit.“ Nad\u0161en\u011b si posko\u010d\u00edm a odb\u011bhnu do lo\u017enice, kde se za\u010dnu p\u0159ehrabovat mezi v\u011bcmi. Dneska bych se mohl sladit do \u010dern\u00fd\u2026 Vezmu si moje kostkovan\u00fd tri\u010dko a \u010dernob\u00edlou mikinu, tmav\u0161\u00ed upnut\u00fd d\u017e\u00edny a dopl\u0148ky, ty u\u017e se dod\u011blaj\u00ed\u2026 Vlasy si vy\u017eehl\u00edm do „zplihl\u00e9ho“ \u00fa\u010desu, o\u010di siln\u011b zv\u00fdrazn\u00edm, nanesu lesk a m\u016f\u017eu j\u00edt.
„Tak Tom\u00ed, j\u00e1 raz\u00edm, p\u0159ijdu brzo. Miluju t\u011b!“ po\u0161lu mu vzdu\u0161nej polibek a u\u017e vyraz\u00edm do v\u00edru zdej\u0161\u00edch klub\u016f. Ale dneska si to chci u\u017e\u00edt, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd takov\u00fd. Po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b se op\u00edt a u\u017e\u00edt si. Dneska \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd mil\u00e1\u010dku, \u010dum\u00e1\u010dku, mazl\u00ed\u010dku, slun\u00ed\u010dko, brou\u010dku, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd takov\u00fdhle. V\u011bd\u011bl jsem, pro\u010d ho sebou nem\u00e1m br\u00e1t. Omezoval by m\u011b a o to mu nestoj\u00edm. V \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b omezov\u00e1n\u00ed. Sta\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee mi dalo po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b zabrat zamaskovat ten obrovskej cucflek, kterej mi zdobil krk. Dneska prost\u011b v\u00edtej svobodo!<\/div>\n
autor: \u017dabi\u010dka a Edie
<\/strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

„Tom\u00ed?“ zkus\u00edm to opatrn\u011b, kdy\u017e ho uvid\u00edm sed\u011bt v kuchyni s hrn\u00ed\u010dkem v ruce na lince. Zvedne hlavu a pod\u00edv\u00e1 se na m\u011b smutn\u00fdma o\u010dima.„Ano?“ odlo\u017e\u00ed hrnek stranou.„Ty ses na\u0161tval?“ kn\u00edknu a p\u0159ijdu k n\u011bmu.„Ne, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b \u017ee ne\u2026 Jen jsem na n\u011b\u010d\u00edm<\/p>\n

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