{"id":18180,"date":"2008-04-21T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-21T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18140"},"modified":"2008-04-21T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-21T14:30:00","slug":"the-missing-part-en","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/21\/the-missing-part-en\/","title":{"rendered":"The missing part (EN)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Bill was somewhere. I don\u00b4t see him in a while. And once again right now when I need him the most, you see, he went to that Bravo interview.<\/div>\n<div>My phone rings, but I don\u00b4t like to answer, I\u00b4m not in that mood right now.<\/div>\n<div>I miss Bill more than ever, I think that this Christmas must be the worst Christmas ever!<\/div>\n<div>No Bill, no car, no family with me, they are all gone, now I know what it is to be alone.<\/div>\n<div>I have never been alone before, I have always been with Bill, but now he\u00b4s not here.<\/div>\n<div>I can even smell him, I can even taste our normally good morning kiss what I don\u00b4t get this Christmas, and the star what we put on the top of the Christmas tree, together, it\u00b4s all gone.<\/div>\n<div>My phone rings again and a two little tears are crowling over my cheeks.<\/div>\n<div>I look at the phone and there goes text &#8222;Bill is calling&#8220;.<\/div>\n<div>I blink my eyes and watch again, YES I looked right, it`s Bill whos ringing!<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hello, Tom here!&#8220; I say on the phone.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hi Tom, I just wanted you to say that the interview may be longer than I tought, you see, I have to stay here all night long, but you have to know that\u2026 amm\u2026 I still love you even if I won\u00b4t be there at Christmas.. now I have to go, hugs and kisses my love one!&#8220; \/\/<\/div>\n<div>I watch in the emptiness and close the phone.<\/div>\n<div>I start to think the good times when Bill was here with me.<\/div>\n<div>I grab a pillow and squeeze it really hard.<\/div>\n<div>I can\u00b4t keep the tears anymore and I start to cry.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Why is this always happening to me?!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Why am I always the only one who doesn\u00b4t get any love?!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tom? Why are you yealling here all alone?&#8220; I hear the familiar voice saying at kitchen.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tom?!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill, is it you?&#8220; A familiar silouet comes to the livingroom door.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Yes who else would it be?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Oh Bill!! I missed you so much!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>I run to Bill and kiss him really long. I thank God for this amazing human, now I know that he\u00b4s more than a brother, he\u00b4s my soul mate, my loved one, and I don\u00b4t ever want to lose him.<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Anytime<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bill was somewhere. I don\u00b4t see him in a while. And once again right now when I need him the most, you see, he went to that Bravo interview. 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