{"id":18517,"date":"2008-04-12T21:50:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-12T20:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18477"},"modified":"2008-04-12T21:50:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-12T20:50:00","slug":"vim-to","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/12\/vim-to\/","title":{"rendered":"V\u00edm to"},"content":{"rendered":"
V\u00edm to.<\/div>\n
Dneska se to stane.<\/div>\n
Ale pro\u010d?<\/div>\n
Pro\u010d nem\u016f\u017eeme j\u00edt spolu?<\/div>\n
Proto\u017ee ty nechce\u0161.<\/div>\n
Ano, to ty jsi zni\u010dil n\u00e1\u0161 vztah.<\/div>\n
Proto toto \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Ale je\u0161t\u011b st\u00e1le m\u00e1\u0161 \u0161anci si to rozmyslet.<\/div>\n
V\u00ed\u0161 to? Ten pap\u00edr, kter\u00fd je tak ne\u00fahledn\u00fd, popsan\u00fd m\u00fdm, protentokr\u00e1t krasopisn\u00fdm p\u00edsmem, b\u00eddn\u011b le\u017e\u00edc\u00edm na tv\u00e9 posteli.<\/div>\n
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Mil\u00fd Bille!<\/em><\/div>\n
Pro\u017eili jsme spolu mnoho kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho, na tyto okam\u017eiky nikdy nezapomenu. Ale pozd\u011bji se v\u0161e obr\u00e1tilo. Ka\u017ed\u00fd k\u00e1men byl pomaten\u00fd. Ty v\u00ed\u0161, o \u010dem mluv\u00edm, nepletu-li se.<\/em><\/div>\n
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Ano, r\u00e1no, jsem se s tebou byl rozlou\u010dit. S tv\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem, tv\u00fdm kr\u00e1sn\u00fdm t\u011blem, kter\u00e9 u\u017e nikdy neobejmu.<\/div>\n
S\u00e1m sebe se pt\u00e1m pro\u010d. Ale p\u0159esto zn\u00e1m tis\u00edce argument\u016f pro\u010d ano.<\/div>\n
Av\u0161ak st\u00e1le m\u00e1\u0161 je\u0161t\u011b \u0161anci to zastavit, pokud o m\u011b stoj\u00ed\u0161. A pokud sis \u010detl ten dopis. Pokud tv\u00e1 hrdost nedovolovala pohl\u00e9dnout na ten c\u00e1r pap\u00edru, tak u\u017e nem\u00e1\u0161 mo\u017enost m\u011b zastavit.<\/div>\n
Stoj\u00edm tu nad propast\u00ed, vlah\u00fd v\u00e1nek ti\u0161e hlad\u00ed mou tv\u00e1\u0159, a t\u00edm m\u011b uklid\u0148uje.<\/div>\n
Jakoby mi \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee pot\u00e9 bude v\u0161e dobr\u00e9.<\/div>\n
… wird alles gut … zp\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 … je tomu tak?<\/em><\/div>\n
K\u00e9\u017e by tomu tak bylo.<\/div>\n
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Ano, pozn\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 v\u00fd\u010ditky sv\u011bdom\u00ed. Co kdy\u017e si chci n\u011bco ud\u011blat, \u017ee?<\/em><\/div>\n
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Jak jsem byl naivn\u00ed a v\u011b\u0159il tv\u00fdm \u0159e\u010dem, pokud by jeden z n\u00e1s cht\u011bl skoncovat se \u017eivotem, i ten druh\u00fd tak u\u010din\u00ed. Budeme st\u00e1t nad propast\u00ed, a pak sko\u010d\u00edme. Budeme na v\u011bky spolu.<\/div>\n
Ale to jsou jen pouho pouh\u00e9 \u0159e\u010di. Ano Bille, dob\u0159e se um\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159etva\u0159ovat.<\/div>\n
Ty dny, kdy si mi s v\u00e1\u017en\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem tvrdil, jak m\u011b miluje\u0161. Dokazoval si mi l\u00e1sku a b\u00e1l jsi se, abych j\u00e1 tebe n\u011bkdy neopustil.<\/div>\n
Ale nakonec si to byl ty, pro koho byl tento vztah jah\u016fdka na dortu. Ty jsi to bral jako rychlovku na jednu noc, a p\u0159itom t\u011bchto p\u00e1r okam\u017eik\u016f str\u00e1ven\u00fdch s tebou trvalo p\u011bt m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f. Tak rychle mi proklouzly mezi prsty.<\/div>\n
Ano, \u010das b\u011b\u017e\u00ed.<\/div>\n
\u010cas b\u011b\u017e\u00ed a ty nep\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed\u0161.<\/div>\n
Bille, mo\u017en\u00e1 a\u017e n\u011bco nepot\u0159ebn\u00e9ho ztrat\u00ed\u0161, zjist\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee je to to, bez \u010deho nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u017e\u00edt. \u017de je to tv\u016fj jedin\u00fd zdroj \u017eivota. Ty v\u00ed\u0161, kdo to je. Jsem to j\u00e1. Ale to si uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161, a\u017e bude pozd\u011b.<\/div>\n
Bude\u0161 spokojenej?<\/div>\n
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Jist\u011b \u017ee chci. \u017divot bez tebe nem\u00e1 smysl. Ale m\u00e1 tv\u016fj \u017eivot smysl beze m\u011b? Nev\u00ed\u0161? Pozn\u00e1\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n
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V\u011b\u0159\u00edm \u017ee ano, ur\u010dit\u011b to tak chce\u0161.<\/div>\n
Jak\u00e1 slova ironick\u00e1 vych\u00e1zej\u00ed z m\u00fdch \u00fast…<\/div>\n
Nutkav\u011b se pod\u00edv\u00e1m na hodinky. Ne, opravdu u\u017e nesp\u00ed\u0161. Zajist\u00e9 jsi vzh\u016fru. Co t\u011b tak zdr\u017eelo? \u017de by n\u011bco d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00edho?<\/div>\n
Tvoje Antoaneta, kterou miluje\u0161 nesmrtelnou l\u00e1skou?<\/div>\n
Pozd\u011bji pozn\u00e1\u0161, \u017ee ona je ta chyba.<\/div>\n
Chyba na\u0161eho vztahu.<\/div>\n
B\u00fdval\u00e9ho.<\/div>\n
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Pozn\u00e1\u0161 tu bolest, kterou jsem j\u00e1 pro\u017e\u00edval ka\u017ed\u00fd den, kdy\u017e jsem t\u011b s n\u00ed vid\u011bl v objet\u00ed. D\u011blalo se mi \u0161patn\u011b, rukama, kter\u00fdma ji poka\u017ed\u00e9 obj\u00edm\u00e1\u0161, jsi dr\u017eel d\u0159\u00edve m\u011b. Jak nechutn\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
Sto no\u017e\u016f se mi poka\u017ed\u00e9 zabodlo do srdce. Tak moc to bolelo. A je\u0161t\u011b st\u00e1le bol\u00ed. V\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161 mi to?<\/em><\/div>\n
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Ale \u010das se \u017eene kup\u0159edu, v\u00edm \u017ee nep\u0159ijde\u0161.<\/div>\n
Sko\u010d\u00edm. \u010cekat na tebe nem\u00e1 cenu.<\/div>\n
Ona je pro tebe d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, te\u010f to v\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Kdy\u017e m\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d ani jako vlastn\u00edho bratra, nem\u00e1 cenu \u017e\u00edt.<\/div>\n
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Nevad\u00ed. Pozn\u00e1\u0161. Ale vzpom\u00edn\u00e1\u0161 si na tu propast? … U\u017e v\u00ed\u0161, co m\u00e1m na mysli?<\/em><\/div>\n
Dob\u0159e. Minuty ut\u00edkaj\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n
M\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b je\u0161t\u011b r\u00e1d?<\/em><\/div>\n
Aspo\u0148 trochu?<\/em><\/div>\n
V tom p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b m\u011b zachra\u0148.<\/em><\/div>\n
Jestli m\u00e1\u0161 dost odvahy a tv\u00e9 ego je ti to schopno povolit.<\/em><\/div>\n
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Nadechnu se \u010derstv\u00e9ho vzduchu a porozhl\u00eddnu se.<\/div>\n
\u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 osoba ti podobn\u00e1, nep\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed.<\/div>\n
\u017d\u00e1dn\u00fd hluk, jen ticho p\u0159\u00edrody a slab\u00fd v\u011bt\u0159\u00edk, kter\u00fd se odr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed od st\u011bn propasti.<\/div>\n
Nep\u0159ijde\u0161.<\/div>\n
U\u017e jen jeden jedin\u00fd krok…<\/div>\n
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Sbohem Bille, … mo\u017en\u00e1 v p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edm \u017eivot\u011b.<\/em><\/div>\n
Jestli o to stoj\u00ed\u0161. O dal\u0161\u00ed setk\u00e1n\u00ed s \u010dlov\u011bkem, kter\u00fd ti daroval srdce.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tv\u016fj miluj\u00edc\u00ed Tom, kter\u00fd se nechal zaslepit l\u00e1skou… promi\u0148 mi to…<\/em><\/div>\n
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V\u00edtr si p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b hraje s m\u00fdmi dredy.<\/div>\n
Pad\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
C\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee jsem osvobozen.<\/div>\n
Jen… mal\u00fd v\u00fdk\u0159ik se oz\u00fdv\u00e1… jsi to ty?<\/div>\n
To u\u017e je jedno.<\/div>\n
Ty v\u00ed\u0161, kde si m\u011b najde\u0161. V\u0161e je tak jednoduch\u00e9. Sta\u010d\u00ed jeden krok, kr\u016f\u010dek, a p\u016fjde\u0161 za mnou.<\/div>\n
Bille, i p\u0159esto\u017ee jsi mi ubl\u00ed\u017eil a m\u00e9 slab\u00e9 srdce rozp\u00e1ral na cucky… miluji t\u011b.<\/div>\n
Chyby m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 napravit jinde, kdy\u017e o to bude\u0161 st\u00e1t.<\/div>\n
Sbohem, tv\u016fj Tom… a\u0165 poc\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 tak\u00e9 tu bolest, a\u017e bude\u0161 beze m\u011b…<\/div>\n
… tvrd\u00fd n\u00e1raz o \u0161pi\u010dat\u00e9 kameny se projev\u00ed hlasit\u00fdm lomozem na m\u00edle daleko … Tom um\u0159el … a Billova du\u0161e s n\u00edm …<\/em><\/p>\n

autor: Shellayn<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

V\u00edm to. Dneska se to stane. Ale pro\u010d? Pro\u010d nem\u016f\u017eeme j\u00edt spolu? Proto\u017ee ty nechce\u0161. Ano, to ty jsi zni\u010dil n\u00e1\u0161 vztah. Proto toto \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed. Ale je\u0161t\u011b st\u00e1le m\u00e1\u0161 \u0161anci si to rozmyslet. V\u00ed\u0161 to? Ten pap\u00edr, kter\u00fd je tak ne\u00fahledn\u00fd, popsan\u00fd<\/p>\n

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