{"id":18518,"date":"2008-04-12T21:49:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-12T20:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18478"},"modified":"2008-04-12T21:49:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-12T20:49:00","slug":"hilf-mir-fliegen-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/12\/hilf-mir-fliegen-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Hilf mir fliegen"},"content":{"rendered":"
Pl\u00e1\u010du nad sv\u00fdm osudem… a ty m\u011b br\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161.<\/div>\n
Pl\u00e1\u010du nad tvou l\u00e1skou, kterou si nezaslou\u017e\u00edm… a ty mi zakazuje\u0161 plakat.<\/div>\n
Pl\u00e1\u010du nad sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem, kter\u00fd je nanic\u2026 a ty mi to vyt\u00fdk\u00e1\u0161.<\/div>\n
Pros\u00edm, nechej m\u011b v klidu sp\u00e1t nebo mi prop\u016fj\u010di chyb\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed k\u0159\u00eddlo – cht\u011bl bych op\u011bt l\u00e9tat.<\/div>\n
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„Tome ne!“ pro\u010d k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed\u0161 – nem\u00e1 to cenu.<\/div>\n
Tak r\u00e1d bych cht\u011bl skon\u010dit se sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem… ale nem\u016f\u017eu t\u011b ranit. Proto m\u011b p\u0159esta\u0148 milovat, jsem p\u0159eci bezcenn\u00fd. A nel\u017ei – jsi jako ostatn\u00ed, jen jsi m\u00fdm and\u011blem. M\u00e9 proklet\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Obr\u00e1t\u00edm na tebe sv\u00e9 o\u010di – zahled\u00ed se do t\u011bch tv\u00fdch, vyd\u011b\u0161en\u00fdch. U\u017e nemaj\u00ed \u010dernou z\u00e1clonku, \u010dernota tv\u00fdch st\u00edn\u016f zdob\u00ed te\u010f o\u010di m\u00e9. Jsou zl\u00e9, nep\u0159ej\u00edc\u00ed. Unaven\u00e9 z tohoto zka\u017een\u00e9ho a nevl\u00eddn\u00e9ho sv\u011bta – tolik fale\u0161n\u00e9 pomoci se mi dost\u00e1v\u00e1. Milujete m\u011b? Pomozte mi l\u00e9tat. Schovejte sv\u00e9 l\u00edtostiv\u00e9 pohledy, a p\u0159iznejte si kone\u010dn\u011b, \u017ee jste to vy, kte\u0159\u00ed m\u011b ni\u010d\u00ed. Va\u0161e utr\u00e1pen\u00e1 srdce nad mou mali\u010dkost\u00ed – to je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1 p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ka. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm v\u00e1s, proto\u017ee m\u011b milujete. Zfal\u0161ovanou l\u00e1skou.<\/div>\n
Vrhnu na tebe nep\u0159ej\u00edc\u00ed pohled – pro\u010d mi ji bere\u0161? No tak pro\u010d? Je to moje jedin\u00e1 kamar\u00e1dka – ona jedin\u00e1 m\u00e1 pro m\u011b pochopen\u00ed. Jej\u00ed b\u0159itvy se \u010dasto lesknou – jsou-li pod proudy vody. Jej\u00ed b\u0159itvy se mi sm\u011bj\u00ed – ochutn\u00e1vaj\u00ed-li mou krev. Je vzne\u0161en\u00e1, je rud\u00e1. Tak, jako ta tvoje. Av\u0161ak tu tvoji zkazilo okol\u00ed – nech ji vykrv\u00e1cet! Zaslou\u017e\u00ed\u0161 si krev mou, pokud-li o ni stoj\u00ed\u0161. Pokud ne, sta\u0148 se zast\u00e1ncem horliv\u00fdch pekel – t\u0159eba po nich tou\u017e\u00ed\u0161. St\u00e1t se kr\u00e1lem, b\u00fdt jejich v\u00fd\u0161inou.<\/div>\n
Vraz\u00edm ti facku – nedovoluj si hladit m\u016fj obli\u010dej, ani m\u011b br\u00e1t za ruku! P\u016fjdu kam chci j\u00e1 s\u00e1m, a kdy chci. Budu si d\u011blat co chci, a jak chci. Nebudu p\u0159ihl\u00ed\u017eet na tv\u016fj and\u011blsk\u00fd v\u00fdraz, stvo\u0159en\u00ed fal\u0161e a ve\u0161ker\u00e9 p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ky. Av\u0161ak je stejn\u00fd jako ten m\u016fj – ale pat\u0159\u00ed tob\u011b. J\u00e1 jsem j\u00e1, j\u00e1 jsem dobro.<\/div>\n
Tv\u00e9 o\u010di, p\u0159es jejich\u017e hranice p\u0159et\u00e9kaj\u00ed slan\u00e9 potoky slz, pohl\u00e9dnou do m\u00fdch – no tak! Co vid\u00ed\u0161? Pohrdavost? Ano, v tom p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b vid\u00ed\u0161 spr\u00e1vn\u011b. Pohrd\u00e1m tebou – m\u011bl jsi mi p\u016fj\u010dit chyb\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed k\u0159\u00eddlo. Neud\u011blal jsi to, tak jako v\u0161ichni ostatn\u00ed. Je to uboh\u00e9…<\/div>\n
Odvrac\u00ed\u0161 sv\u00e9 o\u010di pln\u00e9 \u010dokol\u00e1dy od m\u00fdch – v\u0161ak to je dob\u0159e. U\u017e v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee tvou pomoc nepot\u0159ebuji? Leda\u017ee by si nejprve na\u0161el s\u00e1m sebe – na\u0161el kousek m\u011b.<\/div>\n
Ale moment… chci svou spole\u010dnici. Z\u00e1hy ti ji vytrhnu z ruky – tv\u00e9 pla\u010d\u00edc\u00ed o\u010di jsou mi jedny. Tv\u00e9 krv\u00e1cej\u00edc\u00ed srdce vid\u011bt nechci. Tvou trosku – nevid\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Mus\u00ed se to dokon\u010dit, mus\u00ed. – \u0160ept\u00e1 m\u00e9 sv\u011bdom\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Ano, jedna kapka. Druh\u00e1 kapka.<\/div>\n
… Vyt\u00e9k\u00e1 ze m\u011b ve\u0161ker\u00e1 nespravedlnost, kterou jsem zde pochytil. To je spr\u00e1vn\u011b.<\/div>\n
Av\u0161ak ciz\u00ed ruce m\u011b popadaj\u00ed – druh\u00e9 ruce m\u011b svazuj\u00ed. Stoj\u00ed\u0161 v kout\u011b – pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161. To je tv\u016fj osud – tak jako ten m\u016fj. Pokud se tr\u00e1p\u00ed jeden – tr\u00e1p\u00ed se i ten druh\u00fd. \u0160koda, \u017ee? Na to si d\u0159\u00edve nepomyslel… Ale to si m\u011bl je\u0161t\u011b na vybranou, te\u010f je v\u0161e rozhodnuto. Ty si rozhodl za n\u00e1s oba – av\u0161ak m\u00e1\u0161 na to pr\u00e1vo? Sic si m\u016fj bratr, ale t\u00edmto nevyhr\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161.<\/div>\n
Te\u010f si prohr\u00e1l… dok\u00e1zal jsi svoj\u00ed \u0161pinavost. Stejnou, jako ostatn\u00ed maj\u00ed v hrsti…<\/div>\n
A tv\u00e9 posledn\u00ed k\u0159\u00eddlo pad\u00e1 k zemi. Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 l\u00e9tat, nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 zde bez sv\u00e9 druh\u00e9 polovi\u010dky b\u00fdti. Na to si v\u0161ak m\u011bl pomysliti d\u0159\u00edve…<\/div>\n
A tak m\u011bl si se chytnuti m\u011b, k\u0159\u00eddla by byla dv\u011b, v jeden osud zacelen\u00e1. Nebylo by to tak lep\u0161\u00ed? Ale ano, bylo. Ale tv\u00e9 o\u010di pro \u0161p\u00ednu sv\u011bta nevid\u00ed… Jak\u00e1 to \u0161koda.<\/div>\n
M\u011bl si jen nal\u00e9zt spr\u00e1vnou cestu – propast ke dnu.<\/div>\n
(A\/N: Je na ka\u017ed\u00e9m osobn\u011b, jak pochop\u00ed d\u011bj. Ka\u017edop\u00e1dn\u011b kdo uh\u00e1dne pravou verzi…. zaslou\u017e\u00ed si poh\u00e1dku na span\u00ed! xD)
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autor: Shellayn<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Pl\u00e1\u010du nad sv\u00fdm osudem… a ty m\u011b br\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161. Pl\u00e1\u010du nad tvou l\u00e1skou, kterou si nezaslou\u017e\u00edm… a ty mi zakazuje\u0161 plakat. Pl\u00e1\u010du nad sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem, kter\u00fd je nanic\u2026 a ty mi to vyt\u00fdk\u00e1\u0161. Pros\u00edm, nechej m\u011b v klidu sp\u00e1t nebo mi prop\u016fj\u010di chyb\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed<\/p>\n

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