{"id":18541,"date":"2008-04-12T05:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-12T04:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18501"},"modified":"2008-04-12T05:35:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-12T04:35:00","slug":"what-is-inside-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/12\/what-is-inside-7\/","title":{"rendered":"What is inside? 7."},"content":{"rendered":"
11 hodin ve\u010der, Simone se se sv\u00fdm man\u017eelem ji\u017e odebrala na kut\u011b, stejn\u011b jako jej\u00ed dva synov\u00e9. Ona mo\u017en\u00e1 spala, ale jej\u00ed mladistv\u00e1 kv\u00edtka nikoliv.<\/div>\n
Tom sed\u011bl na posteli, m\u017eoural do tmy. Z chodby vid\u011bl slab\u00fd ku\u017eel sv\u011btla, kter\u00fd se linul z prosklen\u00e9 \u010d\u00e1sti bratrov\u00fdch dve\u0159\u00ed. Tom si dve\u0159e na noc nezav\u00edral, m\u011bl r\u00e1d proud\u00edc\u00ed vzduch. Pomalu se postavil na nohy a zam\u00ed\u0159il sm\u011brem k br\u00e1\u0161kovi, zkontrolovat jeho „stav“. Bill sed\u011bl na posteli, jednu nohu m\u011bl skr\u010denou pod sebou, druh\u00e1 mu visela pod\u00e9l postele dol\u016f, prsty jemn\u011b \u010dechral kobere\u010dek. Po l\u00edc\u00edch mu tekly obrovsk\u00e9 slzy, z rt\u016f se mu draly srdceryvn\u00e9 vzlyky. Vedle sebe m\u011bl polo\u017eenou krabici, do kter\u00e9 si ukl\u00e1dal sv\u00e9 nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed poklady. Fotky, dopisy, cokoliv, co si tou\u017eil uchovat. Tom ji poznal hned, jedin\u011b p\u0159ed n\u00edm ji Bill netajil. V\u017edy\u0165 polovinu jej\u00edho obsahu tvo\u0159ily spole\u010dn\u00e9 fotky. Potichu si vzdychnul a ve\u0161el, kone\u010dn\u011b ho bratr zaregistroval.<\/div>\n
Bill se m\u00e1to\u017en\u011b oto\u010dil, vzlykl a ot\u0159el si uplakan\u00e9 o\u010di z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00edm, pokusil se o \u00fasm\u011bv. Na jeho bled\u00e9m obli\u010deji ov\u0161em nep\u016fsobil nijak optimisticky\u2026<\/div>\n
„Jen\u2026 Jen tu t\u0159\u00edd\u00edm star\u00fd kr\u00e1my. Jdi sp\u00e1t, j\u00e1 jsem v pohod\u011b.“ Tom pohledem sjel na fotku, kterou m\u011bl Bill polo\u017eenou na kl\u00edn\u011b. Z jej\u00edho leskl\u00e9ho povrchu se na Toma z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b usm\u00edval bratr, o tolik jin\u00fd ne\u017e nyn\u00ed. Jeho ple\u0165 m\u011bla zdravou barvu, vlasy byly hedv\u00e1bn\u00e9 a leskl\u00e9, o\u010di mu z\u00e1\u0159ily jako dva diamanty, na obli\u010deji mu hr\u00e1l up\u0159\u00edmn\u00fd z\u00e1\u0159iv\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv. A hned za n\u00edm spat\u0159il Tom druh\u00fd obli\u010dej, vyzr\u00e1lej\u0161\u00ed, tmav\u0161\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
Bill fotku rychle oto\u010dil l\u00edcem dol\u016f, schoval sv\u016fj oslniv\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv do l\u00e1tky sv\u00fdch boxerek. Dal\u0161\u00ed slza mu stekla po tv\u00e1\u0159i\u2026<\/div>\n
Tom si k br\u00e1\u0161kovi pomalu p\u0159isedl, beze slova si ho p\u0159it\u00e1hl do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Bill mu automaticky ovinul ruce kolem krku, p\u0159itiskl se k n\u011bmu. Tom jej jemn\u011b hladil po z\u00e1dech, foukal mu do vl\u00e1sk\u016f\u2026<\/div>\n
„Bille, nevyhazuj to\u2026 Nen\u00ed to pot\u0159eba, nech si to na pam\u00e1tku.“ Kde se v n\u011bm vzala l\u00edtost vyhodit tyto fotky? \u017de by mu p\u0159eci jen dopoledn\u00ed setk\u00e1n\u00ed s bratrov\u00fdm milencem n\u011bco dalo? Bill zavrt\u011bl hlavou. „Ne\u2026 Nechci je u\u017e ani vid\u011bt, v\u00ed\u0161?“ Tom ho znovu pohladil. „Schovej je tam zp\u00e1tky, minulost smazat nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161. A vzpom\u00ednky jsou to nejcenn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, co m\u00e1me, za p\u00e1r let bys toho mohl litovat. A jednou, a\u017e se na ty fotky pod\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 a zavzpom\u00edn\u00e1\u0161, vzpomene\u0161 si na tu obrovskou chybu a uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161 si, \u017ee to u\u017e nikdy nesm\u00ed\u0161 ud\u011blat znovu. Z chyb se \u010dlov\u011bk u\u010d\u00ed,“ usm\u00e1l se Tom, Bill jen la\u0161kovn\u011b prohodil „Mudrci!“. Je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkolik minut z\u016fstali v tomto souso\u0161\u00ed, c\u00edtili tlukot srdce sv\u00e9ho i bratrovo, obj\u00edmali se a hladili. Nakonec Bill usnul, Tomova lehk\u00e1 sv\u011b\u017e\u00ed v\u016fn\u011b ho ukol\u00e9bala. A kdy\u017e Tom c\u00edtil, \u017ee bratr\u016fv dech se prohloubil, jemn\u011b ho polo\u017eil do pokr\u00fdvek. Cel\u00e9ho si jej prohl\u00e9dl. Uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee to on mu mus\u00ed b\u00fdt nav\u017edy oporou, nikdo jin\u00fd to nedok\u00e1\u017ee. Proto\u017ee nikdo jin\u00fd tohohle z\u017een\u0161til\u00e9ho huben\u00e9ho klu\u010dinu nedok\u00e1\u017ee tak dob\u0159e pochopit, jedin\u011b on. Zhluboka se nadechl, p\u0159ikryl bratrovo t\u011blo a\u017e po o\u010di, pohledem op\u011bt sjel k t\u011bm zamilovan\u00fdm fotografi\u00edm. S t\u011b\u017ek\u00fdm srdcem je posb\u00edral (neodolal n\u011bkter\u00e9 si prohl\u00e9dnout, i kdy\u017e to bylo \u010dist\u011b jen Billovo soukrom\u00ed – pravda, n\u011bkter\u00e9 byly v\u00edce ne\u017e „soukrom\u00e9“) a vr\u00e1til do pap\u00edrov\u00e9 krabice. Prsty p\u0159ejel po jemn\u00e9m dopisn\u00edm pap\u00edru, hust\u011b popsan\u00fdm \u010dern\u00fdm drobn\u00fdm p\u00edsmem. Mrkl na bratra. Bill spal jako nemluvn\u011b. Naprosto zdeptan\u00e9 nemluvn\u011b. Nerozhodoval se, rychle nato\u010dil lampi\u010dku k sob\u011b a dal se do \u010dten\u00ed.<\/div>\n
‚M\u016fj milovan\u00fd kocourku,<\/em><\/div>\n
jakpak jsi se vyspinkal? Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee op\u011bt sv\u00fdm n\u00e1dhern\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem oza\u0159uje\u0161 celou m\u00edstnost a v Tv\u00fdch \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed jiskra \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. Jinak pro m\u011b nem\u00e1 cenu \u017e\u00edt.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nehledej m\u011b, pokud jsi to m\u011bl v \u00famyslu, musel jsem n\u011bco za\u0159\u00eddit. Ale do p\u016fl 2 snad budu doma, p\u0159ivezu n\u011bco dobr\u00e9ho k j\u00eddlu a napap\u00e1me se spolu, ne\u017e m\u011b tu zase bude\u0161 muset zanechat v m\u00e9 samot\u011b. V dom\u011b se u\u017e vyzn\u00e1\u0161, m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 kamkoliv. Jen, pros\u00edm, neopou\u0161t\u011bj pozemek, nechci, aby se Ti n\u011bco nestalo. \u010cekej na m\u011b a mysli na m\u011b, ano?<\/em><\/div>\n
Pa, l\u00e1sko, statis\u00edce polibk\u016f a jednu vo\u0148avou r\u016f\u017ei pro Tebe. Miluju T\u011b.<\/em><\/div>\n
Anis<\/em><\/div>\n
P.S. D\u011bkuji Ti za v\u010derej\u0161\u00ed noc. Bylo to skute\u010dn\u011b n\u00e1dhern\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
P.P.S: M\u011bl by ses n\u011bkdy vid\u011bt, jak jsi sladk\u00fd, kdy\u017e spink\u00e1\u0161. Jako panenka z nejskvostn\u011bj\u0161\u00edho porcel\u00e1nu.‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Tom na pap\u00edr \u0161okovan\u011b koukal. 1 n\u00e1dech, 2. n\u00e1dech, 3. \u2026<\/em> Kdo tohle mohl napsat? Skoro z toho ukap\u00e1vala romantika a k\u00fd\u010d. P\u0159esto v\u0161echno si byl ale stoprocentn\u011b jist\u00fd, \u017ee Billovi se to l\u00edbilo. \u017div\u011b si ho dok\u00e1zal p\u0159edstavit, jak l\u00e1skou tan\u010d\u00ed po pokoji, tiskne si dopis k hrudi a znovu a znovu \u010dich\u00e1 k t\u00e9 r\u016f\u017ei\u2026<\/div>\n
***<\/div>\n
Kr\u00e1\u010d\u00ed\u0161 v m\u00fdch snech<\/em><\/div>\n
Jen v m\u00fdch p\u0159edstav\u00e1ch<\/em><\/div>\n
Co je \u0161patn\u011b?<\/em><\/div>\n
L\u017ei mi, l\u00e1sko<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u00edc si u\u017e nedovoluji p\u0159\u00e1t<\/em><\/div>\n
Jsi tu, jde\u0161 ke mn\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n
Tak jemn\u011b bere\u0161 mou tv\u00e1\u0159 do dlan\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n
P\u0159iv\u00edr\u00e1m o\u010di<\/em><\/div>\n
Zase ta v\u016fn\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e neuva\u017euji re\u00e1ln\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n
***<\/em><\/div>\n
„\u00c1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1!“ Billa probudil vlastn\u00ed jekot. Bleskov\u011b se vzp\u0159\u00edmil do sedu, dezorientovan\u011b kolem sebe m\u017eoural. P\u0159es v\u00edce jak polovinu sv\u00e9ho zorn\u00e9ho pole v\u0161ak m\u011bl jeho usm\u011bvav\u00fd obli\u010dej\u2026 Ukazov\u00e1\u010dkem se prot\u0159el o\u010di, dvakr\u00e1t zamrkal. Venku pr\u00e1v\u011b sv\u00edtalo, slunce se p\u0159ehupovalo p\u0159es obzor a sv\u00e9 mihotav\u00e9 zlatav\u00e9 paprsky rozprost\u00edralo po krajin\u011b. Pt\u00e1ci vesele zp\u00edvali, jemn\u00fd vla\u017en\u00fd v\u00e1nek profukoval pootev\u0159en\u00fdmi dve\u0159mi a\u017e k Billovi na obli\u010dej sm\u00e1\u010den\u00fd ledov\u00fdmi kr\u016fp\u011bjemi potu. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 idylka. Bohu\u017eel, v\u0161e m\u00e1 sv\u00e1 ‚ale‘.<\/p>\n

autor: Eleanot<\/strong>
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11 hodin ve\u010der, Simone se se sv\u00fdm man\u017eelem ji\u017e odebrala na kut\u011b, stejn\u011b jako jej\u00ed dva synov\u00e9. Ona mo\u017en\u00e1 spala, ale jej\u00ed mladistv\u00e1 kv\u00edtka nikoliv. Tom sed\u011bl na posteli, m\u017eoural do tmy. Z chodby vid\u011bl slab\u00fd ku\u017eel sv\u011btla, kter\u00fd se linul z<\/p>\n

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