{"id":18705,"date":"2008-04-09T11:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18665"},"modified":"2008-04-09T11:15:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:15:00","slug":"only-for-you-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/09\/only-for-you-20\/","title":{"rendered":"Only For You 20."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Ti\u0161e sed\u00edm a poslouch\u00e1m tv\u016fj melodick\u00fd hlas, kter\u00fdm na\u0161\u00ed matce odpov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161 na t\u011bch n\u011bkolik m\u00e1lo ot\u00e1zek, na kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1\u0161 odpov\u011b\u010f. S jemn\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem a gr\u00e1ci\u00ed, kter\u00e9 nedok\u00e1zala odolat \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 d\u00edvka. A ani j\u00e1, tv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de, nech\u00e1vaj\u00edce se kdysi dobrovoln\u011b lapit do nastra\u017een\u00fdch s\u00edt\u00ed z pavu\u010din tv\u00e9 l\u00e1sky.<\/div>\n<div>Sleduji ka\u017ed\u00fd tv\u016fj letm\u00fd pohyb. Tv\u00e9 smysln\u00e9 rty, kter\u00e9 je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed p\u00e1r dny tou\u017eily po m\u00fdch polibc\u00edch. Lehce t\u0159epotaj\u00edc\u00ed se \u0159asy, zpod nich\u017e se rodil \u010dern\u00fd d\u00e9\u0161\u0165, kter\u00fd jsem sl\u00edb\u00e1val mot\u00fdl\u00edmi polibky z tv\u00fdch l\u00edc\u00ed&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>C\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 m\u016fj pohled? Ano, ur\u010dit\u011b ano&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale neoto\u010d\u00ed\u0161 se. Pro\u010d taky&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>\u010c\u00edm d\u00e9le se s m\u00e1mou bav\u00ed\u0161, t\u00edm v\u00edc se vytr\u00e1c\u00ed po\u010d\u00e1te\u010dn\u00ed b\u00e1ze\u0148 z tv\u00fdch slov. Jakoby jsi se k n\u00e1m n\u011bjak\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem vracel a vzpom\u00ednal. Av\u0161ak v\u00edm, \u017ee to nen\u00ed pravda, a je to jen zbo\u017en\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, vid\u011bn\u00e9 v n\u011b\u010dem naprosto odli\u0161n\u00e9m. V tv\u00e9 touze si vybavit jednotliv\u00e9 ud\u00e1losti z tv\u00e9ho p\u0159edchoz\u00edho \u017eivota a pochopit tak v\u011bci, se kter\u00fdmi ses nedok\u00e1zal sm\u00ed\u0159it.<\/div>\n<div>T\u0159eba na\u0161i spole\u010dnou l\u00e1sku&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ty si ov\u0161em nevzpom\u00edn\u00e1\u0161&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>St\u00e1le m\u011b nemiluje\u0161&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>A nam\u00edsto toho m\u011b jen slep\u011b p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed\u0161&#8230; Copak nevid\u00ed\u0161, jak to bol\u00ed?<\/div>\n<div>Nezapojuji se do va\u0161eho rozhovoru, i kdy\u017e bych m\u011bl. Kdo by m\u011bl p\u0159eci nejl\u00e9pe v\u011bd\u011bt, jak to bylo p\u0159ed \u010dty\u0159mi lety s tou zni\u010denou st\u011bnou, ne\u017e j\u00e1? \u017de se nejednalo o \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd velk\u00fd flek po kol\u00e1\u010dov\u00e9 bitv\u011b, ale pr\u00e1ce tv\u00e9ho nespokojen\u00e9ho \u017ealudku po sv\u00e9m prvn\u00edm sezn\u00e1men\u00ed s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm tvrd\u0161\u00edm, ne\u017e je pivo. Celou noc jsem potom chodil vyn\u00e1\u0161et k\u00fdbl a mezi t\u011bmi n\u011bkolikaminutov\u00fdmi intervaly se sna\u017eil uklidit tu spou\u0161\u0165. Po n\u011bkolika \u00famorn\u00fdch hodin\u00e1ch jsem pak skon\u010dil s t\u00edm, \u017ee se to bude muset p\u0159i nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitosti zamalovat, a p\u0159ed st\u011bnu postavil velk\u00fd kv\u011btin\u00e1\u010d.<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e tehdy jsme se milovali&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Tou nej\u010dist\u0161\u00ed bratrskou l\u00e1skou, jak\u00e1 m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt mezi dvoj\u010daty&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>A ta, o p\u00e1r let pozd\u011bji, postupn\u011b vzplanula v n\u011bco v\u00edc&#8230;<br \/>Ov\u0161em ten \u017e\u00e1r jako by te\u010f n\u011bkdo uhasil a j\u00e1 uschov\u00e1v\u00e1m posledn\u00ed \u017ehav\u00e9 uhl\u00edky jako nejcenn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed z poklad\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>Tak zafoukej&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>A\u0165 ohe\u0148 pl\u00e1pol\u00e1&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>M\u011b u\u017e doch\u00e1z\u00ed dech.<\/div>\n<div>Opatrn\u011b vstanu ze \u017eidle a rozejdu se ke dve\u0159\u00edm.V koutku du\u0161e tajn\u011b douf\u00e1m, \u017ee m\u011b t\u0159eba n\u011bkdo zastav\u00ed&#8230; M\u00e1ma se v\u0161ak a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 v\u011bnuje sv\u00e9mu mlad\u0161\u00edmu synovi a on, jedin\u00fd, kdo si toho v danou chv\u00edli v\u0161iml, nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee by m\u011bl&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>\u010cek\u00e1m marn\u011b&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Se sklopenou hlavou zapadnu do sv\u00e9ho pokoje a sednu si na parapet. Oblohu zahalily \u010dern\u00e9 mraky a k zemi se za\u010daly sn\u00e1\u0161et prvn\u00ed ledov\u00e9 kapky, kter\u00e9 se po chv\u00edli zm\u011bnily v hust\u00e9 provazy.<\/div>\n<div>Nat\u00e1hnu ruku k chladn\u00e9mu sklu a za\u010dnu do n\u011bj samovoln\u011b ps\u00e1t slova, kter\u00e1 mi v tom kr\u00e1tk\u00e9m okam\u017eiku vyvstanou na mysl.<\/div>\n<div><em>Smrteln\u011b zamilovan\u00fd<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Neviditeln\u00fdmi pouty sv\u00e1zan\u00fd<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pomalu um\u00edr\u00e1m&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pod tv\u00fdm pohledem odsuzuj\u00edc\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pohledem kudlu mi vr\u00e1\u017eej\u00edc\u00edm&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Text pozvolna miz\u00ed pod n\u00e1porem hork\u00e9ho dechu. Slova sl\u00e1bnou a vytr\u00e1c\u00ed se z tohoto sv\u011bta. Miz\u00ed do nezn\u00e1ma, ale nekon\u010d\u00ed&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><em>V tomhle sv\u011bt\u011b se ztr\u00e1c\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jsem slza mezi kapkami de\u0161t\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bezv\u00fdznamn\u00fd<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pro tebe, pro v\u0161echny.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Dom\u016f &#8211; k tob\u011b<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>U\u017e se nevrac\u00edm&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Cestu naj\u00edt se mi neda\u0159\u00ed&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Nen\u00ed tam pro m\u011b m\u00edsto.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>I kdy\u017e&#8230; mo\u017en\u00e1&#8230; je\u0161t\u011b&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Osamocen\u00fd<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Na pokraji zoufalstv\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nevn\u00edm\u00e1m, \u017ee d\u00e9\u0161\u0165 nese m\u00e1 slova a v\u00edtr je zp\u00edv\u00e1 do rytmu dopadaj\u00edc\u00edch kapek na vlhkou zem. Nevn\u00edm\u00e1m nic&#8230; Jen slova, je\u017e vytv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed m\u00e9 prsty na chladn\u00e9m skle a nav\u017edy miz\u00ed pod mou dlan\u00ed, kter\u00e1 je nedok\u00e1\u017ee uchr\u00e1nit.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zabil jsi ve m\u011b nad\u011bji, p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, touhy&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jak snadno jsem ti to dovolil<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>V\u0161e, o \u010dem jsem snil<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Cel\u00fd den&#8230; tak dlouh\u00fd&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Nikdy nem\u011bl jsem ti \u0159\u00edct<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ta dv\u011b zr\u00e1dn\u00e1 slova&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ud\u011blal jsem chybu<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>A te\u010f za ni plat\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Opona spadla,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Hra skon\u010dila.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>A d\u00e9\u0161\u0165 st\u00e9kal po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b orosen\u00e9ho skla&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Cera<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ti\u0161e sed\u00edm a poslouch\u00e1m tv\u016fj melodick\u00fd hlas, kter\u00fdm na\u0161\u00ed matce odpov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161 na t\u011bch n\u011bkolik m\u00e1lo ot\u00e1zek, na kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1\u0161 odpov\u011b\u010f. S jemn\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem a gr\u00e1ci\u00ed, kter\u00e9 nedok\u00e1zala odolat \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 d\u00edvka. A ani j\u00e1, tv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de, nech\u00e1vaj\u00edce se kdysi dobrovoln\u011b lapit do nastra\u017een\u00fdch<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/09\/only-for-you-20\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[108],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-only-for-you"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18705","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18705"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18705\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18705"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18705"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18705"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}