{"id":18706,"date":"2008-04-09T11:14:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18666"},"modified":"2008-04-09T11:14:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:14:00","slug":"only-for-you-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/09\/only-for-you-19\/","title":{"rendered":"Only For You 19."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Jak se zachovat k \u010dlov\u011bku, kter\u00e9mu jsi nedok\u00e1zal \u0159\u00edct pravdu. Sna\u017eil se ho je\u0161t\u011b na p\u00e1r dn\u00ed u\u0161et\u0159it a odd\u00e1lit nevyhnuteln\u00e9. Jak mu pohl\u00e9dnout do o\u010d\u00ed, ani\u017e by do va\u0161eho srdce nebodal osten viny&#8230; Co vyslovit, kdy\u017e neexistuje nic, co byste mohli \u0159\u00edct&#8230; \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 slova, kter\u00e1 ji\u017e nebyla vy\u0159\u010dena p\u0159ed v\u00e1mi.<\/div>\n<div>Ale mus\u00ed se v\u016fbec n\u011bco \u0159\u00edkat?<\/div>\n<div>V\u017edy\u0165 v\u011bt\u0161inou sta\u010d\u00ed n\u011bco tis\u00edckr\u00e1t jednodu\u0161\u0161\u00edho&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Sestoupil jsem posledn\u00edch p\u00e1r schod\u016f a nechal ji, aby se schoulila do m\u00e9 otev\u0159en\u00e9 n\u00e1ru\u010de. Aby nechala odplout po bled\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch v\u0161echnu svou bolest, kter\u00e1 se v n\u00ed za t\u011bch n\u011bkolik posledn\u00edch minut, hodin, \u010di dokonce dn\u016f nahromadila&#8230; Na \u010dase nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Opatrn\u011b jsem ji dovedl ke gau\u010di a posadil se vedle jej\u00ed vzlyky t\u0159esouc\u00ed se postavy. Jemn\u011b n\u00ed kol\u00e9bal ze strany na stranu, jako kdyby byla porcel\u00e1novou panenkou a v okam\u017eiku, kdy bych ji pustil, by se rozt\u0159\u00ed\u0161tila na mili\u00f3ny drobn\u00fdch kous\u00ed\u010dk\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>I m\u00e1 du\u0161e plakala, av\u0161ak slz u\u017e j\u00ed nezbylo&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Mami&#8230;&#8220; za\u0161eptal jsem. Hlas mi vypov\u011bd\u011bl slu\u017ebu. Zbyl\u00e1 sl\u016fvka nezachycena, ti\u0161e vyklouzla z \u00fast.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro\u010d zrovna on? Pro\u010d zrovna my? V\u0161echno p\u0159eci vypadalo tak slibn\u011b&#8230; \u017de se to obejde bez n\u00e1sledk\u016f&#8230; V\u017edy\u0165&#8230;&#8220; Simone se je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce roze\u0161tkala.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Za p\u00e1r dn\u00ed se to ur\u010dit\u011b sprav\u00ed. Uvid\u00ed\u0161!&#8220; sna\u017eil jsem se j\u00ed ukonej\u0161it. Ale jak mohou l\u017eiv\u00e9 nad\u011bje uti\u0161it n\u011b\u010d\u00ed \u017eal? Zvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165, kdy\u017e osoba, je\u017e za nimi tolik stoj\u00ed, v n\u011b sama nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed?<\/div>\n<div>Jakoby vyc\u00edtila moje my\u0161lenky, opatrn\u011b se ode m\u011b odt\u00e1hla a zahled\u011bla se mi do o\u010d\u00ed. Copak se t\u011bm zpytav\u00fdm zast\u0159en\u00fdm hlubin\u00e1m, pln\u00fdch starost\u00ed, d\u00e1 vzdorovat?<\/div>\n<div>Ned\u00e1&#8230; A p\u0159ece se o to sna\u017e\u00edm. Sna\u017e\u00edm se skr\u00fdt sv\u00e9 srdce, kter\u00e9 bylo zasa\u017eeno \u0161\u00edpem. Ale ne t\u00edm, co p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed l\u00e1sku&#8230; Ten m\u016fj nese smrt.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, stalo se je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bco, o \u010dem bych m\u011bla v\u011bd\u011bt? A kde je vlastn\u011b Bill&#8230; U sebe v pokoji?&#8220; zeptala se.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No&#8230; v\u00ed\u0161 on vlastn\u011b&#8230;&#8220; V domovn\u00edch dve\u0159\u00edch zarachotily kl\u00ed\u010de.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159estanu mluvit a spole\u010dn\u011b s m\u00e1mou se obr\u00e1t\u00edm sm\u011brem k chodb\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Sly\u0161\u00edm tich\u00e9 klapnut\u00ed a zn\u00e1m\u00e9 \u0161ust\u011bn\u00ed \u010dern\u00e9ho kab\u00e1tu, jen\u017e za chv\u00edli nalezne sv\u00e9 typick\u00e9 m\u00edsto na v\u011b\u0161\u00e1ku.<\/div>\n<div>Te\u010f se pod\u00edv\u00e1 do zrcadla, urovn\u00e1 si mikinu a lehce si prohr\u00e1bne vlasy, aby urovnal t\u011bch n\u011bkolik pram\u00ednk\u016f, kter\u00e9 mu rozh\u00e1zel v\u00edtr. Pousm\u011bje se na sv\u016fj odraz a pohl\u00e9dne na schody&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale j\u00e1 tam tentokr\u00e1t nebudu st\u00e1t, abych mu jeho zamilovan\u00fd pohled op\u011btoval. Abych po\u010d\u00edtal setiny t\u00e9 nekone\u010dn\u00e9 chv\u00edle, ne\u017e se vzd\u00e1lenost mezi n\u00e1mi zmen\u0161\u00ed na minimum, a\u017e nakonec \u00fapln\u011b zanikne a na\u0161e rty se spoj\u00ed ve v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e9m polibku&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Na p\u0159iv\u00edtanou&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Z m\u00e9ho spln\u011bn\u00e9ho snu z\u016fstaly jen bolestiv\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednky, jim\u017e byla odep\u0159ena mo\u017enost zasahovat do p\u0159\u00edtomnosti, nato\u017epak budoucnosti.<\/div>\n<div>Zm\u011bnil jsem se. Kv\u016fli n\u011bmu. Kv\u016fli na\u0161\u00ed l\u00e1sce&#8230; Vzdal jsem se s\u00e1m sebe. V\u0161ech sv\u00fdch p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed o l\u00e1sce&#8230; \u017de nen\u00ed skute\u010dn\u00e1. \u017de neexistuje \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 s p\u0159\u00edvlastky <em>v\u011b\u010dn\u00e1<\/em>, \u010di <em>nav\u017edy<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>\u017de se jedn\u00e1 jen o pouh\u00fd st\u0159\u00edpek duhov\u00e9ho skla ze sv\u011bta fantazie.<\/div>\n<div>A pro co. Aby z n\u00ed vytvo\u0159ily mou nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed slabost v s\u00edle zamilovanosti a&#8230; vzali mi ji. P\u0159i\u0161el jsem o ni stejn\u011b rychle, jako jsem ji z\u00edskal.<\/div>\n<div>A\u0165 B\u016fh nebo \u010f\u00e1bel&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Prokl\u00edn\u00e1m je&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille&#8230;&#8220; Prolomila ono ticho pln\u00e9 nejistoty na\u0161e matka, sv\u00fdm lehce se t\u0159esouc\u00edm hlasem a zastavila tak osobu, kter\u00e1 se cht\u011bla sp\u011b\u0161n\u011b uch\u00fdlit do bezpe\u010d\u00ed sv\u00e9ho pokoje, aby se tak vyhnula setk\u00e1n\u00ed se mnou, a m\u011b vytrhla ze sp\u00e1r\u016f smutn\u00fdch my\u0161lenek, zp\u011bt do je\u0161t\u011b smutn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed reality.<\/div>\n<div>M\u016fj bratr se oto\u010dil na\u0161\u00edm sm\u011brem a j\u00e1 tak mohl poprv\u00e9 od v\u010derej\u0161\u00edho ve\u010dera zpoza Simone kone\u010dn\u011b pohl\u00e9dnout do hn\u011bd\u00fdch \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch hlubin, or\u00e1movan\u00fdch \u010dernou tu\u017e\u00ed, kter\u00e1 zaplavuje n\u011bkolik posledn\u00edch dn\u016f cel\u00fd m\u016fj sv\u011bt.<\/div>\n<div>Kolik \u010dasu zb\u00fdv\u00e1, ne\u017e se ztrat\u00edm v nicot\u011b?<\/div>\n<div>Trvalo n\u011bkolik kr\u00e1tk\u00fdch okam\u017eik\u016f, ne\u017e se v jeho o\u010d\u00edch zaleskl st\u0159\u00edpek pozn\u00e1n\u00ed a on vyslovil to jedno kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 sl\u016fvko, kter\u00e9 ji vehnalo kr\u016fp\u011bje slan\u00e9 rosy do pomn\u011bnkov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed a vykouzlilo \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv na bled\u00fdch ledov\u00fdch rtech: &#8222;Mami&#8230;?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Simone jen lehce p\u0159ik\u00fdvla a on ji pevn\u011b objal, p\u0159iv\u00edraje o\u010di \u0161t\u011bst\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d i m\u011b tak neobejme\u0161? Alespo\u0148 jedinkr\u00e1t? S l\u00e1skou&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Vid\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b? Jsem tady taky&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>Stoj\u00edm tu p\u0159ed tebou&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Promi\u0148&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>J\u00e1 nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee jsem t\u011b ztratil i jako bratra&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Cera<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jak se zachovat k \u010dlov\u011bku, kter\u00e9mu jsi nedok\u00e1zal \u0159\u00edct pravdu. Sna\u017eil se ho je\u0161t\u011b na p\u00e1r dn\u00ed u\u0161et\u0159it a odd\u00e1lit nevyhnuteln\u00e9. 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