{"id":18712,"date":"2008-04-09T11:08:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18672"},"modified":"2008-04-09T11:08:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-09T10:08:00","slug":"only-for-you-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/09\/only-for-you-13\/","title":{"rendered":"Only For You 13."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Prohl\u00ed\u017eel si m\u011b zkoumav\u00fdm pohledem a j\u00e1 nebyl schopen uhnout t\u011bm propaluj\u00edc\u00edm o\u010d\u00edm ani nikterak jinak zareagovat. Nebyl jsem schopen ani sebekrat\u0161\u00edho pozdravu. Jen jsem na n\u011bj p\u0159ekvapen\u011b hled\u011bl a d\u00e1l se ut\u00e1p\u011bl ve sv\u00e9 bolesti, kter\u00e1 v tuhle chv\u00edli byla siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e strach z n\u011bjak\u00fdch nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdch zv\u011bdav\u00fdch ot\u00e1zek.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, co se ti stalo? Vypad\u00e1\u0161\u2026 stra\u0161n\u011b!&#8220; za\u0161eptal a donutil m\u011b k tomu, abych se v duchu ironicky zasm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div>Jak bych nemohl vypadat stra\u0161n\u011b, kdy\u017e moje l\u00e1ska skom\u00edr\u00e1. Kdy\u017e n\u011bkdo koho miluji, nem\u00e1 pon\u011bt\u00ed, \u017ee n\u011bco jako l\u00e1ska mezi n\u00e1mi kdysi existovalo. \u017de v\u0161echno, co vid\u00ed, je jen p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ka, symbolizuj\u00edc\u00ed \u0161t\u00edt zbab\u011blc\u016f jako jsem j\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To se ti jenom zd\u00e1.&#8220; Odpov\u00edm po dlouh\u00e9 odmlce, ale s\u00e1m tomu nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm. U\u017e neum\u00edm dob\u0159e lh\u00e1t sv\u00e9mu okol\u00ed ani s\u00e1m sob\u011b. Jsem na to a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 ran\u011bn sv\u00fdmi city.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, nejsi moc dobr\u00fd lh\u00e1\u0159.&#8220; Potvrd\u00ed mou nevyslovenou domn\u011bnku David a otcovsky m\u011b obejme okolo ramen. &#8222;Stalo se Billovi n\u011bco, kdy\u017e jste se vr\u00e1tili dom\u016f? Je op\u011bt v nemocnici?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne.&#8220; Odv\u011bt\u00edm a spolknu dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00e1vku slz, je\u017e se mi drala napovrch.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak co tedy? M\u011b to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u0159\u00edct\u2026&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Nem\u016f\u017eu, proto\u017ee bude\u0161 na\u0161tvanej, \u017ee jsi to jako mana\u017eer nev\u011bd\u011bl d\u0159\u00edv.&#8220; Odhodl\u00e1m se to risknout, ale je\u0161t\u011b nem\u00e1m v sob\u011b dost odvahy na to, abych se mu pod\u00edval zp\u0159\u00edma do o\u010d\u00ed. V\u00edm, po t\u00e9hle odpov\u011bdi u\u017e nen\u00ed n\u00e1vratu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Co bych m\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt?&#8220; zept\u00e1 se op\u011bt pon\u011bkud hlasit\u011bji David. V jeho hlase se objevila prvn\u00ed zn\u00e1mka nervozity. U\u017e p\u0159i telefon\u00e1tu s Georgem se mu zd\u00e1lo, \u017ee mu chlapec n\u011bco zatajuje, av\u0161ak nemyslel si, \u017ee by se jednalo o n\u011bco v\u00e1\u017en\u011bj\u0161\u00edho. To se te\u010f zm\u011bnilo. A\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dob\u0159e toti\u017e znal Toma na to, aby rozpoznal, \u017ee situace je v\u00e1\u017en\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e se p\u016fvodn\u011b zd\u00e1la. Proto\u017ee to, co p\u0159edn\u00edm st\u00e1lo, nebyl kytarista slavn\u00e9 skupiny ani lama\u010d d\u00edv\u010d\u00edch srdc\u00ed, ale pouh\u00e1 troska zklaman\u00e1 \u017eivotem, nemaj\u00edc\u00ed u\u017e s\u00edlu sn\u00e1\u0161et jeho r\u00e1ny.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill\u2026 zapomn\u011bl.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>~*~<\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec sed\u011bl u okna a pozoroval d\u011bn\u00ed na ulici p\u0159ed jejich domem. V\u0161ichni lid\u00e9, co tudy proch\u00e1zeli, n\u011bkam sp\u011bchali. Ub\u00edrali se sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem s c\u00edlem toho tu co nejv\u00edce ud\u011blat a co nejv\u00edce toho za sebou zanechat. Neust\u00e1le se za n\u011b\u010d\u00edm honili natolik, a\u017e zapomn\u011bli \u017e\u00edt. Zapomn\u011bli se alespo\u0148 na krati\u010dkou chv\u00edli zastavit a rozhl\u00e9dnout se, jen tak.<\/div>\n<div>Ov\u0161em Tom nikam nesp\u011bchal. On ut\u00edkal. P\u0159ed n\u00edm. P\u0159ed sv\u00fdm vlastn\u00edm dvoj\u010detem\u2026 A to Billa bolelo, hodn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Co ud\u011blal \u0161patn\u011b? \u010c\u00edm dohnal sv\u00e9ho bratra a\u017e k pl\u00e1\u010di? Co tak z\u00e1va\u017en\u00e9ho mu taj\u00ed? Pro\u010d m\u00e1 strach?<\/div>\n<div>Copak se tolik li\u0161\u00ed od toho Billa, kter\u00e9ho znal? Copak se chov\u00e1 o tolik jinak?<\/div>\n<div>Tohle je jen hrstka ot\u00e1zek z t\u011bch, co se mlad\u00edkovi honily hlavou. Jak mu jen vadila jeho nev\u011bdomost. To, \u017ee si nepamatoval by\u0165 sebemen\u0161\u00ed kousek ze sv\u00e9 minulosti a byl odk\u00e1z\u00e1n jen na mal\u00e9 a hlavn\u011b nedosta\u010duj\u00edc\u00ed podm\u011bty Toma. To, \u017ee z uplynul\u00fdch let nem\u011bl jednu jedinou vzpom\u00ednku. To, \u017ee se nemohl spolehnout ani na sv\u00e9 city.<\/div>\n<div>Co je to za nepojmenovanou propast, kter\u00e1 ho od Toma tak odd\u011bluje? Kam zmizel pojem nerozlu\u010dn\u00e1 dvoj\u010data? Co je jinak ne\u017e d\u0159\u00edv?<\/div>\n<div>Rozhodl se. Musel to zjistit, s\u00e1m. Hned.<\/div>\n<div>Pomalu vstal, a ani\u017e by si po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b uv\u011bdomoval, rozrazil dve\u0159e od sv\u00e9ho pokoje a v\u0159\u00edtil se do toho Tomova.<\/div>\n<div>Pln odhodl\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159istoupil k psac\u00edmu stolu, na n\u011bm\u017e se chaoticky povalovaly tu\u017eky, pap\u00edry a u\u010debnice, a ani\u017e by na ten nepo\u0159\u00e1dek pohl\u00e9dl, za\u010dal zkoumat obsah jeho \u0161upl\u00edk\u016f. Jeho instinkt ho za posledn\u00edch n\u011bkolik dn\u016f kone\u010dn\u011b vedl spr\u00e1vn\u011b. V posledn\u00edm na\u0161el to, co hledal\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Cera<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Prohl\u00ed\u017eel si m\u011b zkoumav\u00fdm pohledem a j\u00e1 nebyl schopen uhnout t\u011bm propaluj\u00edc\u00edm o\u010d\u00edm ani nikterak jinak zareagovat. Nebyl jsem schopen ani sebekrat\u0161\u00edho pozdravu. Jen jsem na n\u011bj p\u0159ekvapen\u011b hled\u011bl a d\u00e1l se ut\u00e1p\u011bl ve sv\u00e9 bolesti, kter\u00e1 v tuhle chv\u00edli byla siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed,<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/09\/only-for-you-13\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[108],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-only-for-you"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18712","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18712"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18712\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18712"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18712"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}