{"id":18843,"date":"2008-04-07T00:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-06T23:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18802"},"modified":"2008-04-07T00:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-06T23:30:00","slug":"du-bist-nicht-allein-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/07\/du-bist-nicht-allein-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Du bist nicht allein 7."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>V tomhle d\u00edle se h\u00e1d\u00e1 Tom\u016fv rozum a jeho city(srdce)\u2026vyzn\u00ed to asi divn\u011b a bude to asi tro\u0161ku vypadat, \u017ee je Tom schizofrenik:D Tak ale snad se v tom n\u011bjak vyzn\u00e1te;)<\/em><\/div>\n<div>BILL:<\/div>\n<div>Ne\u017e mi sta\u010d\u00ed Lisa odpov\u011bd\u011bt a j\u00e1 sta\u010d\u00edm d\u00e1le rozv\u00edjet \u00favahy o Davidov\u011b radosti z m\u00fdch v\u010dasn\u00fdch p\u0159\u00edchod\u016f, otev\u0159ou se dve\u0159e a do pokoje se s hlasit\u00fdm \u0161t\u011bk\u00e1n\u00edm v\u0159\u00edt\u00ed slintaj\u00edc\u00ed buldo\u010dek. \u0158\u00edt\u00ed se p\u0159\u00edmo sm\u011brem k m\u00fdm noh\u00e1m. Nevypad\u00e1 zrovna p\u0159\u00e1telsky. Nohy rad\u011bji st\u00e1hnu z dosahu t\u00e9 vr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed potvory, kter\u00e1 se s hlasit\u00fdm vr\u010den\u00edm sna\u017e\u00ed dostat na seda\u010dku. P\u0159i jednom skoku se mu to skoro povede a j\u00e1 s hlasit\u00fdm vyjeknut\u00edm je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce p\u0159it\u00e1hnu nohy k t\u011blu. Lisa se vedle mne dus\u00ed sm\u00edchy. Nevypad\u00e1 na to, \u017ee by se Bob\u00edkovi sna\u017eila jakkoli zabr\u00e1nit, aby se mi nesna\u017eil opakovan\u011b ukousnout nohu. Mou z\u00e1chranou je mi zavol\u00e1n\u00ed ode dve\u0159\u00ed: &#8222;Bob\u00edku!! Fuj je to!! Nech chlapce na pokoji.&#8220; Bob\u00edk se s nep\u0159\u00edli\u0161 nad\u0161en\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem vzd\u00e1 pokus\u016f ukousnout mi alespo\u0148 palec u nohy.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Uff,&#8220; oddychnu si. &#8222;D\u011bkuju,&#8220; d\u00e1m nohy zp\u011bt na zem.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nem\u00e1te za\u010d mlad\u00edku,&#8220; ozve se m\u00e1 z\u00e1chrana.<\/div>\n<div>TOM:<\/div>\n<div>Rychle zat\u0159esu hlavou, abych zahnal dot\u011brn\u00e9 my\u0161lenky a je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli si bezstarostn\u011b u\u017e\u00edval dopadaj\u00edc\u00edch kapek na m\u00e9 t\u011blo. Jen\u017ee s\u017e\u00edrav\u00e9 my\u0161lenky se mi st\u00e1le vrac\u00ed. Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m zase p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let nad Billem. Pro\u010d Bill tak vyst\u0159elil z pokoje?? Za \u010d\u00edm nebo sp\u00ed\u0161e za k\u00fdm tak posp\u00edchal?? A kde v\u016fbec je?? Co d\u011bl\u00e1?? Jestli \u0161el ven, Saki to ur\u010dit\u011b nev\u00ed a David u\u017e rozhodn\u011b ne. Co kdy\u017e se mu n\u011bco stane?? Co kdy\u017e mu n\u011bkdo ubl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed, kdy\u017e je n\u011bkde s\u00e1m??<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak dost,&#8220; rozk\u0159i\u010d\u00edm se na celou koupelny. &#8222;Tak dost!! J\u00e1 u\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu. P\u0159esta\u0148 na n\u011bj myslet. Tak sakra p\u0159esta\u0148,&#8220; k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm a z\u00e1rove\u0148 se ml\u00e1t\u00edm do hlavy, jako bych odtud m\u011bl my\u0161lenky na Billa dostat t\u00edm, \u017ee si zp\u016fsob\u00edm p\u0159inejmen\u0161\u00edm lehk\u00fd ot\u0159es mozku. &#8220; J\u00e1 u\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu. U\u017e prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu,&#8220; svezu se s hlavou v dlan\u00edch pod\u00e9l zdi.<\/div>\n<div>Bezmocn\u011b se rozpl\u00e1\u010du. U\u017e nev\u00edm, jak ze sebe dostat v\u0161echno to zoufalstv\u00ed. Pomalu m\u011b za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 dusit a j\u00e1 se nejsp\u00ed\u0161 co nevid\u011bt zhrout\u00edm. U\u017e nev\u00edm jak d\u00e1l. Neust\u00e1l\u00e9 my\u0161lenky na Billa mne vy\u010derp\u00e1vaj\u00ed. Nejen z neust\u00e1l\u00e9ho p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed nad sv\u00fdm bratrem jsem unaven\u00fd. Role bezstarostn\u00e9ho Toma, kter\u00e9ho nic nerozh\u00e1z\u00ed, ze m\u011b pomalu, ale jist\u011b, vys\u00e1v\u00e1 i ten zbytek sil, co mi je\u0161t\u011b zb\u00fdv\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>Ka\u017ed\u00fd den mus\u00edm v\u0161em ukazovat, \u017ee jsem naprosto v po\u0159\u00e1dku, \u017ee se nic ned\u011bje. Ale ono se d\u011bje. D\u011bje se!! Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se bezstarostn\u011b usm\u00edvat do v\u0161udyp\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fdch fotoapar\u00e1t\u016f a kamer. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se vl\u00eddn\u011b usm\u00edvat na polo\u0161\u00edlen\u00e9 fanynky je\u010d\u00edc\u00ed st\u00e1le dokola: &#8222;Tome, miluju T\u011b.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d za mnou nep\u0159ijde Bill a ne\u0159ekne mi to, po \u010dem tak tou\u017e\u00edm?? Pro\u010d mi ne\u0159ekne: &#8222;Tome, miluju T\u011b.&#8220; Pro\u010d mi ne\u0159ekne t\u011bch p\u00e1r slov, kter\u00e9 sly\u0161\u00edm z tis\u00edc\u016f \u00fast, ale jen ne z t\u011bch, z kter\u00fdch bych cht\u011bl?? To chci od \u017eivota tak moc?? To chci tak moc, kdy\u017e chci b\u00fdt alespo\u0148 na chv\u00edli \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd??<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Chce\u0161 b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd se nespr\u00e1vnou osobou,&#8220; ozve se m\u016fj rozum. &#8222;To nen\u00ed pravda. L\u017ee\u0161. Bill je ta prav\u00e1 osoba, s kterou mohu b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Jedin\u011b on v\u00ed p\u0159esn\u011b co chci. Zn\u00e1 m\u011b dokonale. V\u00ed co pot\u0159ebuji,&#8220; k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed m\u00e9 srdce. &#8222;Ano?? Opravdu?? Pokud v\u00ed p\u0159esn\u011b co pot\u0159ebuje\u0161, tak pro\u010d tu te\u010f s tebou nen\u00ed a neut\u011b\u0161uje t\u011b ve sv\u00e9m n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed?? Proto\u017ee to je to, co pr\u00e1v\u011b v tuhle chv\u00edli pot\u0159ebuje\u0161. Jen si to p\u0159iznej. Pot\u0159ebuje\u0161 ho a on tu nen\u00ed,&#8220; vysm\u00edv\u00e1 se rozum naivit\u011b m\u00fdch cit\u016f. &#8222;P\u0159esta\u0148!! Nen\u00ed tady, proto\u017ee jsem mu je\u0161t\u011b ne\u0159ekl, co c\u00edt\u00edm. A v\u00ed\u0161 pro\u010d jsem mu to ne\u0159ekl?? Proto\u017ee mi v tom neust\u00e1le br\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161. Kdy\u017e u\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b rozhoupu mu \u0159\u00edci, co c\u00edt\u00edm, ty mi to p\u0159ekaz\u00ed\u0161. Ale dnes u\u017e se ti to nepovede. Celou dobu jsem se \u0159\u00eddil podle tebe. Ale j\u00e1 u\u017e to nedok\u00e1\u017eu. U\u017e nedok\u00e1\u017eu b\u00fdt &#8222;rozumn\u00fd&#8220;. Jakmile se Bill vr\u00e1t\u00ed, i kdyby mne necht\u011bl poslouchat, tak mu to \u0159eknu. A ty u\u017e mi v tom nezabr\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161,&#8220; oponuj\u00ed m\u00e9 city.<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee jsem rozd\u011blen\u00fd na dv\u011b \u010d\u00e1sti. \u010c\u00e1sti, kter\u00e9 se neust\u00e1le uvnit\u0159 mne p\u0159ou. Kterou z nich m\u00e1m ale poslechnout?? Rozum nebo cit?? Podle rozumu jsem se \u0159\u00eddil celou tu dlouhou dobu, co jsem si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee Bill pro m\u011b nen\u00ed pouh\u00fdm bratrem. Ale u\u017e nechci. U\u017e nechci poslouchat rozum. Dnes u\u017e mu opravdu \u0159eknu, co c\u00edt\u00edm. Je mi jedno jak\u00e9 to bude m\u00edt n\u00e1sledky. Jen, kdy\u017e to ze sebe kone\u010dn\u011b dostanu. Jen, kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b zbav\u00edm t\u00e9 t\u00edhy, kter\u00e1 mne pomalu, ale jist\u011b, sr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed na kolena. Dnes se j\u00ed zbav\u00edm.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Akkira<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>V tomhle d\u00edle se h\u00e1d\u00e1 Tom\u016fv rozum a jeho city(srdce)\u2026vyzn\u00ed to asi divn\u011b a bude to asi tro\u0161ku vypadat, \u017ee je Tom schizofrenik:D Tak ale snad se v tom n\u011bjak vyzn\u00e1te;) BILL: Ne\u017e mi sta\u010d\u00ed Lisa odpov\u011bd\u011bt a j\u00e1 sta\u010d\u00edm d\u00e1le rozv\u00edjet<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/07\/du-bist-nicht-allein-7\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[100],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-du-bist-nicht-allein"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18843","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18843"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18843\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18843"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18843"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18843"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}