{"id":18880,"date":"2008-04-06T02:40:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-06T01:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18839"},"modified":"2008-04-06T02:40:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-06T01:40:00","slug":"zimmer-483-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/06\/zimmer-483-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Zimmer 483 2."},"content":{"rendered":"
Stich ins Gl\u00fcck<\/div>\n
,,Za\u010dala jsem, kdy\u017e mi bylo t\u0159in\u00e1ct. Nejd\u0159\u00edv n\u011bco leh\u010d\u00edho, Valium, amfetaminy a tr\u00e1va. Bylo to\u2026 fajn. Nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 si p\u0159edstavit ten \u00fa\u017easnej pocit, kdy\u017e jsi na tripu\u2026 Jen\u017ee ty pr\u00e1\u0161ky mi pomalu p\u0159estaly sta\u010dit, prost\u011b to nem\u011blo \u00fa\u010dinek. Tak jsem \u0161la do heroinu. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem ho \u0161\u0148upala, pak jsem pozvolna p\u0159e\u0161la ke st\u0159\u00edka\u010dce\u2026 Pen\u00edze se mi na to v\u017edycky n\u011bjak poda\u0159ilo sehnat. Kdy\u017e jsem se za\u010dala bavit t\u00edm, \u017ee jsem si d\u00e1vala po\u0159\u00e1d v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed d\u00e1vky a zkou\u0161ela, jestli to p\u0159e\u017eiju, odvezl m\u011b t\u00e1ta na prvn\u00ed odvyka\u010dku. To nevy\u0161lo, tak jsem skon\u010dila tady,“ rozm\u00e1chnu se rukou po b\u00edl\u00e9m pokoji. Vypr\u00e1v\u00edm mu tu o sob\u011b a vlastn\u011b ani nev\u00edm pro\u010d. Asi proto, \u017ee on je\u0161t\u011b mluvit nechce.<\/div>\n
,,A chod\u00ed sem za tebou n\u011bkdo?“<\/div>\n
,,Ne\u2026 to ne.“<\/div>\n
,,Za mnou m\u00e1 p\u0159ij\u00edt Tom,“ usm\u011bje se zasn\u011bn\u011b. Jeho bled\u00fd, unaven\u00fd obli\u010dej se rozjasn\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,M\u00e1\u0161 ho asi hodn\u011b r\u00e1d, vi\u010f?!“<\/div>\n
,,Eh\u2026 no\u2026 jo\u2026 j\u00e1\u2026 nemohl bych bez n\u011bj \u017e\u00edt\u2026 On a moje skupina jsou pro m\u011b v\u0161echno.“ Z\u010derven\u00e1. Je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed, jak vzpom\u00ednka na jedin\u00e9ho \u010dlov\u011bka dok\u00e1\u017ee zm\u011bnit jeho n\u00e1ladu.<\/div>\n
Venku se pomalu stm\u00edv\u00e1.<\/div>\n
,,U\u017e mus\u00edm j\u00edt. Ve\u010derka je za chv\u00edli.“ Pousm\u011bju se a p\u0159ejdu ke dve\u0159\u00edm.<\/div>\n
,,V\u00ed\u0161\u2026 ob\u010das m\u00e1m v noci strach\u2026“ za\u0161ept\u00e1. Smutn\u00e9 o\u010di se na m\u011b zoufale up\u00edraj\u00ed. Tak tohle ne. Nem\u00e1m r\u00e1da pokusy a psychick\u00e9 vyd\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,Nem\u016f\u017eu z\u016fstat. Uvid\u00edme se z\u00edtra,“ rozlou\u010d\u00edm se a zabouchnu za sebou dve\u0159e. V\u00edm, \u017ee bude vyd\u011b\u0161en\u00fd, \u017ee nebude moct usnout. Ale tuhle prvn\u00ed noc si mus\u00ed pro\u017e\u00edt s\u00e1m. Ka\u017ed\u00fd musel.<\/div>\n
\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n
,,Tady m\u00e1te tu slo\u017eku.“<\/div>\n
,,Jo\u2026 d\u00edky moc.“<\/div>\n
,,Tak\u2026 co si o tom mysl\u00edte?“<\/div>\n
,,No\u2026 bude to t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9\u2026 anorexie a\u2026 co\u017ee? Co to je? O tom mi nikdo ne\u0159ekl!“<\/div>\n
,,Nebyli jsme si t\u00edm \u00fapln\u011b jist\u00ed, ale potvrdilo se to.“<\/div>\n
,,Pane bo\u017ee. Bude z\u00e1zrak, jestli se odtud ten kluk dostane\u2026“<\/div>\n
\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n
Dlouh\u00e9 chodby oza\u0159uje jen matn\u00e9 sv\u011btlo z\u00e1\u0159ivky. No\u010dn\u00ed sestry d\u00e1vaj\u00ed pozor, aby byl klid. Ve v\u011bt\u0161in\u011b pater je ticho. Jejich obyvatel\u00e9 klidn\u011b sp\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Jen v pokoji 483 se zoufale t\u0159ese vyhubl\u00e9, smutn\u00e9 stvo\u0159en\u00ed. Ml\u00e1t\u00ed rukama do zdi, zar\u00fdv\u00e1 si nehty do k\u016f\u017ee a ob\u010das hystericky k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. Nikdo nep\u0159ijde. Nikdo ho nechce sly\u0161et.<\/div>\n
Tmavovl\u00e1ska s rozp\u00edchan\u00fdma rukama od jehel o patro n\u00ed\u017e rychle polyk\u00e1 n\u011bkolik tablet Kodinalu. Nemohla by sp\u00e1t. Sly\u0161\u00ed jeho vol\u00e1n\u00ed o pomoc, v\u00fdk\u0159iky jm\u00e9na jeho bratra. Nem\u016f\u017ee se zbavit pocitu viny. Ale od toho tu p\u0159ece nen\u00ed! Skoro ho nezn\u00e1, pro\u010d by se o n\u011bj m\u011bla starat? Nebude, alespo\u0148 te\u010f ne\u2026<\/div>\n
Chlapec k sob\u011b tiskne b\u00edl\u00fd pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159.<\/div>\n
,,Tome, Tome!“ k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. Kone\u010dn\u011b vch\u00e1z\u00ed sestra.<\/div>\n
,,To bude dobr\u00fd,“ pousm\u011bje se a p\u00edchne mu uklid\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed injekci.<\/div>\n
,,P\u00edchnut\u00ed pro \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed,“ za\u0161ept\u00e1 sestra a rychle opust\u00ed pokoj. Pak u\u017e nic, jen tma.<\/div>\n
Prvn\u00ed noc je v\u017edycky nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed…<\/p>\n

autor: Trinitis<\/strong>
betaread: Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Stich ins Gl\u00fcck ,,Za\u010dala jsem, kdy\u017e mi bylo t\u0159in\u00e1ct. Nejd\u0159\u00edv n\u011bco leh\u010d\u00edho, Valium, amfetaminy a tr\u00e1va. Bylo to\u2026 fajn. Nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 si p\u0159edstavit ten \u00fa\u017easnej pocit, kdy\u017e jsi na tripu\u2026 Jen\u017ee ty pr\u00e1\u0161ky mi pomalu p\u0159estaly sta\u010dit, prost\u011b to nem\u011blo \u00fa\u010dinek. Tak jsem<\/p>\n

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