{"id":18904,"date":"2008-04-06T00:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-05T23:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18863"},"modified":"2008-04-06T00:35:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-05T23:35:00","slug":"desperation-with-change-into-loves-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/06\/desperation-with-change-into-loves-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Desperation with change into loves 5."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>&#8222;Och&#8220; vzdychnu po p\u00e1r minut\u00e1ch tepl\u00e9 sprchy. Tak moc bych pot\u0159eboval po\u0159\u00e1dnou mas\u00e1\u017e!<br \/>Asi si z\u00edtra zajdu do n\u011bjak\u00fdho mas\u00e9rsk\u00fdho sal\u00f3nu.<br \/>K\u00e9\u017e by m\u011b ale mohl namas\u00edrovat Tom&#8230; Kdy\u017e jsme s kari\u00e9rou teprve za\u010d\u00ednali, tak m\u011b mas\u00edroval pravideln\u011b&#8230; M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b u tohodle to v\u0161echno za\u010dalo&#8230; Pod jeho dotykama jsem prost\u011b \u0161\u00edlel!<br \/>Sednu si do rohu sprch\u00e1\u010de a uvoln\u011bn\u011b se op\u0159u o studen\u00e9 kachli\u010dky&#8230; Je to naprosto kr\u00e1snej pocit! Zav\u0159u o\u010di a nech\u00e1m na sebe spadat ty kr\u00e1sn\u011b t\u0159pytiv\u00e9 kapky vody.<br \/>Jak je to vlastn\u011b d\u00e1vno, co jsem se do Toma zamiloval?<\/div>\n<div>Srpen 2005 vy\u0161el prvn\u00ed klip, to jsme za\u010d\u00ednali&#8230; V z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed za\u010dal ten stres.. Jo! V z\u00e1\u0159i za\u010dal s mas\u00e1\u017eema. Tak\u017ee v z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed to budou dlouh\u00fd dva roky&#8230; To se div\u00edm, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b nic nepoznal&#8230; Sice jsem v\u00fdbornej lh\u00e1\u0159, ale jak se na n\u011bj p\u0159i koncertech lep\u00edm&#8230; Jak na n\u011bj vys\u00edl\u00e1m ty pohledy..<br \/>bo\u017ee v\u017edy\u0165 to do\u0161lo i n\u011bkter\u00fdm fanynk\u00e1m! Ned\u00e1vno jsem proch\u00e1zel str\u00e1nky fanou\u0161k\u016f a na\u0161el jsem i takovou, kter\u00e1 m\u011bla n\u00e1zev <a href=\"\">twincest.blog.cz<\/a> a \u0159\u00eddila se heslem &#8222;twincest 4ever!&#8220;<br \/>To je m\u016fj bratr v\u00e1\u017en\u011b takovej idiot, \u017ee si ni\u010deho nev\u0161iml, nebo v\u0161iml, ale je mu z toho tak blb\u011b, \u017ee to ignoruje? Bo\u017ee j\u00e1 jsem blb! Pat\u0159\u00edm u\u017e do bl\u00e1zince!<br \/>Pomalu se za\u010dnu zvedat a vypnu sprchu. Tro\u0161ku si vlasy osu\u0161im do ru\u010dn\u00edku, nat\u00e1hnu si \u010dist\u00fd boxerky a pomalu dojdu do kuchyn\u011b, kde si vezmu kolu a jdu si sednout do ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku.<br \/>Sednu si vedle Toma, kerej si vesele po\u017e\u00edr\u00e1 gumov\u00fd medv\u00eddky&#8230; Zad\u00edv\u00e1m se na televizi, kde samoz\u0159ejm\u011b b\u011b\u017e\u00ed placenej kan\u00e1l (je\u0161t\u011b aby neb\u011b\u017eel kdy\u017e m\u00e1 v ruce ovl\u00e1d\u00e1n\u00ed m\u016fj bratr). Jenom usrk\u00e1v\u00e1m z koly a kouk\u00e1m na tu televizi a p\u0159emej\u0161lim o tom, jak mu vz\u00edt ovl\u00e1d\u00e1n\u00ed, abych nemusel \u010dum\u011bt na tuhle blbost.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille chce\u0161 gumov\u00fd medv\u00eddky?&#8220; zept\u00e1 se m\u011b najednou Tom. Jenom se mi rozz\u00e1\u0159ej o\u010di a j\u00e1 si naberu plnou hrst! Za\u010dnu si je d\u00e1vat po jednom do pusy a v\u0161imnu si, \u017ee mi Tom z\u00edr\u00e1 na rty.<br \/>&#8222;M\u00e1m tam n\u011bco?&#8220; p\u0159ejedu si nervozn\u011b prstem po rtech.<br \/>Jenom zavrt\u00ed hlavou a p\u0159it\u00e1hne si a\u017e ke krku deku. Ono je vedro a on si vezme deku. M\u016fj bratr je v\u00e1\u017en\u011b pako!<br \/>&#8222;Tome?&#8220; zept\u00e1m se po chv\u00edli co jsem dojedl tu moj\u00ed po okraj napln\u011bnou hrst bonb\u00f3nk\u016f.<br \/>&#8222;Hm&#8220; zabru\u010d\u00ed. Za\u010dnu se rozm\u00fd\u0161let, jestli se m\u00e1m zeptat, nebo ne&#8230;<br \/>&#8222;M\u016f\u017eu si vz\u00ed\u0161 je\u0161t\u011b medv\u00eddky?&#8220; zept\u00e1m se nakonec<br \/>&#8222;Jasn\u011b, ber si a neptej se, ne?!&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;D\u00edky&#8220; nacpu si plnou pusu a jenom se na n\u011bj &#8222;z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b&#8220; usm\u011bju. \u00dasm\u011bv mi op\u011btuje a pak se zase zad\u00edv\u00e1 na p\u00e9\u010dko.<br \/>J\u00e1 se op\u0159u o op\u011bradlo a pomalu usnu&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><em>Hv\u011bzdy n\u00e1m sv\u00edt\u00ed nad hlavami a j\u00e1 se d\u00edv\u00e1m do tv\u00fdch p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. D\u00edv\u00e1m se do t\u011bch \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch font\u00e1nek, do kter\u00fdch jsem se d\u00edval cel\u00fdch dlouh\u00fdch 17 let&#8230; Ale nikdy jsem v nich nevid\u011bl to, co dnes&#8230; Tolik l\u00e1sky, n\u011bhy a pochopen\u00ed. Le\u017e\u00ed\u0161 vedle m\u011b a do ou\u0161ka mi \u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 ta nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed slova, jak\u00e1 mi kdo mohl \u0159\u00edct&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>\u0160ept\u00e1\u0161 mi jak moc pro tebe znamen\u00e1m a j\u00e1 si v tuhle chv\u00edli uv\u011bdomuji, \u017ee na\u0161e l\u00e1ska bude v\u011b\u010dn\u00e1. Nikdo mi nikdy nedal tolik l\u00e1sky a n\u011bhy, jako ty dnes ve\u010der.<\/em><br \/><em>Sv\u00fdmi dlouh\u00fdmi vyz\u00e1bl\u00fdmi prsty m\u011b hlad\u00ed\u0161 po tv\u00e1\u0159i a j\u00e1 slastn\u011b p\u0159iv\u00edr\u00e1m o\u010di. Za\u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 ta dv\u011b kr\u00e1sn\u00e1 sl\u016fvka a j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee to mysl\u00ed\u0161 naprosto up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b.<\/em><br \/><em>Jen t\u011b pol\u00edb\u00edm na rty mot\u00fdl\u00edm polibkem a schoul\u00edm se v tv\u00e9m n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Zmaten\u011b se d\u00edv\u00e1m okolo sebe &#8211; kde to jsem? Jak to, \u017ee u\u017e nejsem na t\u00fd louce a vedle m\u011b nele\u017e\u00ed Tom a ne\u0161ept\u00e1 mi sladk\u00e1 sl\u016fvka?<br \/>Aha.. To byl sen&#8230;<br \/>Zad\u00edv\u00e1m se na tu sp\u00edc\u00ed osobu, co le\u017e\u00ed schoulen\u00e1 na gau\u010di. Deku m\u00e1 odkopanou a\u017e ke kotn\u00edk\u016fm, tak ho n\u011b\u017en\u011b p\u0159ikryju a jemn\u011b, jako by se jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e dotkly mot\u00fdl\u00ed k\u0159\u00eddla, ho pol\u00edb\u00edm.<br \/>Zachv\u011bl se.<br \/>Rad\u0161i zmiz\u00edm d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e se vzbud\u00ed. Zapadnu do sv\u00fdho pokoje, jak jsem m\u011bl p\u016fvodn\u011b v pl\u00e1nu. Sednu si na okno a kouk\u00e1m, jak se pomalu stm\u00edv\u00e1&#8230;<br \/>Jak dlouho jsem panebo\u017ee spal, \u017ee u\u017e se stm\u00edv\u00e1?<br \/>No to je jedno&#8230; Sednu ke stolu, popadnu tu\u017eku a za\u010dnu ps\u00e1t to, co m\u011b napadne.<\/div>\n<div><em>&#8218;Mysl\u00edm na tebe dnem i noc\u00ed&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>J\u00e1 se t\u011b te\u010f ale pt\u00e1m&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>Pro\u010d m\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d? Pro\u010d se mi vysm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161?<\/em><br \/><em>V m\u00fdch snech mi \u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 do ou\u0161ka p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00e1 sl\u016fvka a j\u00e1 bych si tak moc p\u0159\u00e1l, aby i v re\u00e1ln\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b byla jen m\u00e1&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>P\u0159\u00e1l bych si l\u00edbat tvou jemnou, rozp\u00e1lenou poko\u017eku. Dot\u00fdk\u00e1 se t\u011b tolik lid\u00ed a j\u00e1 tolik tou\u017e\u00edm, abych aspo\u0148 jednou jedinkr\u00e1t za sv\u016fj \u017eivot mohl poznat, jak\u00e9 to je, kdy\u017e bych t\u011b l\u00edbal na tv\u00e9m kr\u00e1sn\u00e9m vypracovan\u00e9m b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ku a ty bys mi \u0161eptal, jak moc m\u011b m\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>Abys m\u011b hladil po z\u00e1dech a sladce vzdychal, rozpl\u00fdval se pod m\u00fdmi doteky&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>A aby jsi pak p\u0159evzal iniciativu a jemn\u011b se na m\u011b posadil. Zad\u00edval bych se do t\u011bch hn\u011bd\u00fdch spir\u00e1l co m\u00e1\u0161 v o\u010d\u00edch a ty bys m\u011b pak jemn\u011b, jako by ses skoro ani nedotkl, pol\u00edbil na rty. Hladil bys m\u011b, l\u00edbal bys m\u011b&#8230;<\/em><br \/><em>Pro\u010d jen ty dotyky nem\u016f\u017eou b\u00fdt m\u00e9?<\/em><br \/><em>Pro\u010d o nich mohu jen sn\u00edt?<\/em><br \/><em>Pro\u010d se z t\u011bch sn\u016f nakonec mus\u00edm stejn\u011b probudit?&#8216;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Na st\u016fl padla prvn\u00ed ho\u0159k\u00e1 slza. M\u011bl bych se vzpamatovat. Nech\u00e1m pap\u00edr pap\u00edrem, ut\u0159u slzy a lehnu si do postele, kter\u00e1 je tak m\u011bkce ustlan\u00e1.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Edie<\/strong>, <strong>\u017dabi\u010dka<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Och&#8220; vzdychnu po p\u00e1r minut\u00e1ch tepl\u00e9 sprchy. Tak moc bych pot\u0159eboval po\u0159\u00e1dnou mas\u00e1\u017e!Asi si z\u00edtra zajdu do n\u011bjak\u00fdho mas\u00e9rsk\u00fdho sal\u00f3nu.K\u00e9\u017e by m\u011b ale mohl namas\u00edrovat Tom&#8230; Kdy\u017e jsme s kari\u00e9rou teprve za\u010d\u00ednali, tak m\u011b mas\u00edroval pravideln\u011b&#8230; M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b u tohodle<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/06\/desperation-with-change-into-loves-5\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[97],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18904","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-desperation-with-change-into-loves"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18904","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18904"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18904\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18904"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18904"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18904"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}