{"id":18917,"date":"2008-04-05T16:28:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-05T15:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18876"},"modified":"2008-04-05T16:28:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-05T15:28:00","slug":"zimmer-483-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/05\/zimmer-483-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Zimmer 483 1."},"content":{"rendered":"
Tahle pov\u00eddka m\u00e1 v sob\u011b n\u011bco v\u00edc\u2026 v\u017edycky jsem cht\u011bla napsat o tom, co se vlastn\u011b d\u011blo v pokoji 483. A pak m\u011b napadlo tohle. Cd s t\u00edm souvis\u00ed jen n\u00e1zvy kapitol. Ale tohle je te\u010f pro m\u011b Ten pokoj 483\u2026 Vielen Dank
Trinitis<\/em><\/div>\n
Prolog<\/div>\n
Berl\u00edn. Hlavn\u00ed m\u011bsto N\u011bmecka, metropole kyp\u00edc\u00ed \u017eivotem. Spousta obchod\u016f, aut a hluku. 120 km z\u00e1padn\u011b od n\u011bj se nach\u00e1z\u00ed Magdeburg. N\u011b\u010d\u00edm je n\u00e1m to m\u011bsto pov\u011bdom\u00e9, a\u010dkoliv se v n\u011bm v podstat\u011b nic ned\u011bje. Ale \u010d\u00edm? To te\u010f nen\u00ed d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9. M\u00ed\u0159\u00edme jinam.<\/div>\n
P\u00e1r kilometr\u016f na jih a jsme na m\u00edst\u011b. Stoj\u00ed tu obrovsk\u00fd d\u016fm se zahradou. Vypad\u00e1 skoro jako z\u00e1mek. Ale vzhled klame. Okna maj\u00ed m\u0159\u00ed\u017ee, des\u00edtky pokoj\u016f, uvnit\u0159 b\u00edl\u00e9 st\u011bny. P\u0159es velkou br\u00e1nu a vysok\u00e9 zdi se nedostane nikdo, kdo nem\u00e1. Zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed atmosf\u00e9ra. A p\u0159es to v\u0161echno p\u016fsob\u00ed luxusn\u011b. U\u017e zlat\u00e1 cedule na br\u00e1n\u011b ,,Soukrom\u00e1 psychiatrick\u00e1 l\u00e9\u010debna sv.Benedikta“.<\/em><\/div>\n
Huben\u00fd chlapec zoufale k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed, kdy\u017e je odv\u00e1d\u011bn dovnit\u0159. Tohle je tu na denn\u00edm po\u0159\u00e1dku. V\u00edtejte v Dessau.
Vergessene Kinder<\/div>\n
Jsou tu, proto\u017ee ud\u011blali chybu. Proto\u017ee tou\u017eili po n\u011b\u010dem nepoznan\u00e9m nebo po tom b\u00fdt jin\u00fdm. Narkomani, anorekti\u010dky, gemblerky, alkoholici, d\u011bti trp\u00edc\u00ed sebepo\u0161kozov\u00e1n\u00edm nebo schizofrenici. Je jim mezi patn\u00e1cti a p\u011btadvaceti lety. N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed si pro pomoc p\u0159i\u0161li sami, jin\u00e9 sem um\u00edstili rodi\u010de.<\/div>\n
Tahle luxusn\u00ed l\u00e9\u010debna se sna\u017e\u00ed ,,zapomenut\u00fdm“ d\u011btem pomoct.V 95% \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b.<\/div>\n
\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n
,,Nep\u016fjdeme ven?“ pt\u00e1 se m\u011b Cheri, moje k\u00e1mo\u0161ka.<\/div>\n
,,Nem\u016f\u017eu, m\u00e1m skupinovou terapii,“ odv\u011bt\u00edm znud\u011bn\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Fe\u0165a\u010dko!“ zasm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n
,,Lep\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e gemblerka,“ zavr\u010d\u00edm a vyd\u00e1m se na terapii. Je to nuda. Nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm tyhle v\u011bci. V\u017edy\u0165 to nem\u016f\u017ee m\u00edt \u017e\u00e1dnej \u00fa\u010dinek.<\/div>\n
\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n
,,Pan\u00ed Wind?“<\/div>\n
,,Ano?“<\/div>\n
,,U\u017e je tu ten chlapec, jak\u2026 No v\u017edy\u0165 v\u00edte\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Ah\u2026 Kaulitz, \u017ee ano?!“<\/div>\n
,,P\u0159esn\u011b tak.“<\/div>\n
,,Dob\u0159e, vezm\u011bte ho do t\u0159et\u00edho patra.“<\/div>\n
,,Ale je tu s n\u00edm jeho matka. M\u00e1m ji pustit d\u00e1l?“<\/div>\n
,,Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b!“ Vstoup\u00ed nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed blond\u00fdna kolem p\u011bta\u010dty\u0159iceti.<\/div>\n
,,Dobr\u00fd den, pan\u00ed \u0159editelko.“<\/div>\n
,,Jist\u011b\u2026 sedn\u011bte si,“ pokyne k \u017eidli naproti.<\/div>\n
,,V\u00edte\u2026 cht\u011bla bych jenom v\u011bd\u011bt, za jak ho dlouho pust\u00edte.“<\/div>\n
,,Pan\u00ed Kaulitzov\u00e1, j\u00e1 tu nejsem od toho, abych se starala jen o va\u0161eho syna! Ale podle diagn\u00f3zy, kterou jsem m\u011bla mo\u017enost sly\u0161et, je to p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm na n\u011bm.“<\/div>\n
,,Aha\u2026 v\u00edte, je to s n\u00edm hodn\u011b t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9\u2026 pro\u017eil si svoje\u2026 ch\u00e1pete\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Jsme soukrom\u00e1 l\u00e9\u010debna, bude o n\u011bj dob\u0159e postar\u00e1no. Pokud byste cht\u011bla n\u011bco nav\u00edc\u2026 \u010d\u00edslo na\u0161eho \u00fa\u010dtu zn\u00e1te\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Co pros\u00edm?“<\/div>\n
,,Ob\u010das pacienty voz\u00edme na v\u00fdlety k mo\u0159i\u2026 co\u017e samoz\u0159ejm\u011b n\u011bco stoj\u00ed.“<\/div>\n
,,Ale\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Nechte si to proj\u00edt hlavou\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,No dob\u0159e\u2026 tak\u2026 zat\u00edm nashledanou.“<\/div>\n
,,Nashle.“ Zabouchne za n\u00ed dve\u0159e.<\/div>\n
,,Jak j\u00e1 tyhle starostliv\u00fd rodi\u010de nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm.“<\/div>\n
\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n
P\u0159i zp\u00e1te\u010dn\u00ed cest\u011b z terapie potk\u00e1v\u00e1m Danu. Je to mil\u00e1 sest\u0159i\u010dka ze t\u0159et\u00edho patra.<\/div>\n
,,Kyru\u0161?“<\/div>\n
,,No?“<\/div>\n
,,Pros\u00edm t\u011b, j\u00e1 n\u011bjak nest\u00edh\u00e1m. Odnesla bys tuhle kytku do pokoje 483? Je tam n\u011bjakej novej kluk.“<\/div>\n
,,Jo jasn\u011b,“ p\u0159ik\u00fdvnu a popadnu kytici b\u00edl\u00fdch r\u016f\u017e\u00ed. 483? Kdo to m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt? Opatrn\u011b zaklepu. Ticho. Otev\u0159u dve\u0159e a naskytne se mi zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed pohled. V rohu \u010dist\u011b b\u00edl\u00e9ho pokoje sed\u00ed huben\u00fd kluk. Dlouh\u00e9 \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy s b\u00edl\u00fdmi pram\u00ednky mu padaj\u00ed do obli\u010deje. \u00dazk\u00e9 tri\u010dko i kalhoty na n\u011bm doslova vis\u00ed.<\/div>\n
B\u00e1zliv\u011b ke mn\u011b zvedne \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9, \u010dern\u011b podmalovan\u00e9 o\u010di.<\/div>\n
,,Ahoj,“ usm\u011bju se.<\/div>\n
Jen k\u00fdvne.<\/div>\n
,,Sestra m\u011b poprosila, abych ti tohle donesla.“ Pod\u00e1m mu kytici. Nat\u00e1hne po n\u00ed kostnatou ruku s dlouh\u00fdmi \u010dern\u011b nalakovan\u00fdmi nehty. Je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed. Opravdu hodn\u011b zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,D\u00edky,“ pousm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n
,,Eh… no\u2026 j\u00e1 jsem Kyra, z drogov\u00fdho.“<\/div>\n
,,Bill\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,V\u00edtej mezi zapomenut\u00fdmi d\u011btmi\u2026“<\/div>\n
Slab\u011b se usm\u011bje.<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d tu vlastn\u011b jsi?“<\/div>\n
Pokr\u010d\u00ed rameny.<\/div>\n
,,Tvrdili, \u017ee jsem moc hubenej,“ uk\u00e1\u017ee znechucen\u011b na sv\u00e9 propadl\u00e9 b\u0159icho. Aj. Tak\u017ee anorektik. Za tu dobu co tu jsem, v\u00edm, \u017ee jsou to nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edpady. Sednu si vedle n\u011bj na zem.<\/div>\n
,,Ty\u2026 dr\u017e\u00ed\u0161 dietu?“<\/div>\n
,,Jo\u2026 v\u017edy\u0165 jsem stra\u0161n\u011b tlustej! 46 kilo! To je stra\u0161n\u00fd!“ M\u00edrn\u011b se mi oros\u00ed \u010delo. Mus\u00ed m\u011b\u0159it n\u011bco kolem 180 cm. To je hodn\u011b zl\u00fd.<\/div>\n
,,V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee na to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 um\u0159\u00edt?“<\/div>\n
,,Tak a\u0165. Ale aspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli bych byl dokonalej,“ pousm\u011bje se smutn\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d? Kv\u016fli komu nebo \u010demu mus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00fdt dokonalej?“<\/div>\n
M\u00edsto odpov\u011bdi propukne v pl\u00e1\u010d. Rukama obj\u00edm\u00e1 vyz\u00e1bl\u00e1 kolena, hlavu m\u00e1 sklon\u011bnou a z\u00e1da se mu ot\u0159\u00e1saj\u00ed vzlyky.<\/div>\n
Nikdy jsem nec\u00edtila l\u00edtost. Starala jsem se jen o sebe a ne o probl\u00e9my ostatn\u00edch. Drogy m\u011b nau\u010dily \u017e\u00edt sobecky. Ale tohle anorektick\u00fd stvo\u0159en\u00ed vol\u00e1 ka\u017ed\u00fdm pohybem o pomoc. Nev\u00edm, kde se to ve mn\u011b bere. Opatrn\u011b ho obejmu kolem ramen.<\/div>\n
,,To bude dobr\u00fd\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Kde je Tom?“ za\u0161ept\u00e1.<\/div>\n
,,Tom? Kdo je Tom?\u2026ale j\u00e1 jsem tady\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Br\u00e1\u0161ka,“ \u0159ekne skoro nesly\u0161n\u011b. Nev\u00edm, co na to \u0159\u00edct, tohle mi nikdy ne\u0161lo.<\/div>\n
,,Ich h\u00e4lt und lass nicht.“<\/div>\n
,,H\u00e4lt mich fest bitte.“<\/div>\n
Sta\u010dilo p\u00e1r minut. P\u00e1r slov s t\u00edmhle klukem a jeho zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed kouzlo m\u011b p\u0159im\u011blo m\u00edt ho r\u00e1da. M\u00e1m pot\u0159ebu ho br\u00e1nit\u2026 d\u011blat si dal\u0161\u00ed probl\u00e9my. Ale on si to zaslou\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n

autor: Trinitis<\/strong>
betaread: Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tahle pov\u00eddka m\u00e1 v sob\u011b n\u011bco v\u00edc\u2026 v\u017edycky jsem cht\u011bla napsat o tom, co se vlastn\u011b d\u011blo v pokoji 483. A pak m\u011b napadlo tohle. Cd s t\u00edm souvis\u00ed jen n\u00e1zvy kapitol. Ale tohle je te\u010f pro m\u011b Ten pokoj 483\u2026 Vielen<\/p>\n

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