{"id":19000,"date":"2008-04-02T19:13:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-02T18:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18959"},"modified":"2008-04-02T19:13:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-02T18:13:00","slug":"richtig-liebe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/02\/richtig-liebe\/","title":{"rendered":"Richtig Liebe"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Sed\u011bl na okn\u011b. Jeho smysln\u00e1 tv\u00e1\u0159 se leskla slzami. Jeho nohy ochable vysely z okna a on p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel o tom, pro\u010d je \u017eivot tak krut\u00fd! Pro\u010d je \u017eivot tak krut\u00fd k n\u011bmu a jeho bratrovi. V\u00edtr si pohr\u00e1val s jeho havran\u00edmi vlasy. Vzpom\u00ednal. Vzpom\u00ednal na bratra a jeho o\u010di, jeho t\u011blo. Pozd\u011b si uv\u011bdomil, co k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00ed. Pozd\u011b si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee to, co c\u00edtil, byla l\u00e1ska. Ne l\u00e1ska, kterou c\u00edt\u00ed sourozenci, ale l\u00e1ska opravdov\u00e1. Nikdy nevyslovil slova miluji t\u011b, nikdy nem\u011bl odvahu \u0159\u00edct to n\u011bkomu. A te\u010f. Te\u010f se c\u00edtil tak osam\u011bl\u00fd. Jeho bratr v\u010dera zem\u0159el a on dosud nevylezl ze sv\u00e9ho pokoje.<\/div>\n<div>Dlouho do noci se d\u00edval z okna. D\u00edval se na hv\u011bzdy, kter\u00e9 s bratrem tak \u010dasto pozorovali. Kter\u00e9 jako mal\u00ed kluci po\u010d\u00edtali a d\u00e1vali jim jm\u00e9na. Na hv\u011bzdy, kter\u00e9 kdy\u017e padaly, tak oni si p\u0159\u00e1li, aby zem\u0159eli spolu, za ka\u017ed\u00e9 situace. Ale on ho zradil! Nechal ho tady! Nedodr\u017eel slib, kter\u00fd si dali.<\/div>\n<div>Jen\u017ee on nem\u011bl s\u00edlu mu to d\u00e1l zazl\u00edvat. U\u017e jen vzpom\u00ednal. Na posledn\u00ed p\u016fl rok, za kter\u00fd si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee mu jeho bratr nebyl lhostejn\u00fd, za kter\u00fd si uv\u011bdomil \u017ee jsou pro sebe stvo\u0159eni.<\/div>\n<div>Posledn\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edc byl po\u0159\u00e1d zmaten\u00fd, nedok\u00e1zal se soust\u0159edit a po\u0159\u00e1d, ka\u017edou chv\u00edli co to \u0161lo, myslel na jeho dokonal\u00e9ho bratra. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli si bratr uv\u011bdomoval to sam\u00e9, ale byl posledn\u00ed dobou dost nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed. Bill si u\u017e\u00edval ka\u017edou minutu str\u00e1venou s bratrem o samot\u011b, v soukrom\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd dotyk, kter\u00fd mu bratr v\u011bnoval, i kdy\u017e t\u0159eba jen n\u00e1hodou. A taky ka\u017ed\u00fd dotek, kdy\u017e se Bill nen\u00e1padn\u011b a \u010dist\u011b &#8222;n\u00e1hodou&#8220; o n\u011bho ot\u0159el.<\/div>\n<div>D\u00e1val si za vinu to, co se stalo. A nikdo mu to nemohl rozmluvit!<\/div>\n<div>Skoro t\u00fdden v kuse nespal, nejedl a jenom plakal. Psychicky se zhroutil. Pak si ale uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee by to jeho bratr takhle necht\u011bl a za\u010dal j\u00edst a sp\u00e1t. Zadr\u017eovat slzy ale nemohl.<\/div>\n<div>O dva dny pozd\u011bji m\u011bl bratr poh\u0159eb.<\/div>\n<div>Se\u0161li se snad v\u0161ichni lid\u00e9, kter\u00e9 bratr znal. Ur\u010dit\u011b by byl r\u00e1d, \u017ee se v\u0161ichni p\u0159i\u0161li rozlou\u010dit.<\/div>\n<div>Matka obou chlapc\u016f m\u011bla proslov. Ale Bill neposlouchal. D\u00edval se na bratra, kter\u00fd le\u017eel ve sklen\u011bn\u00e9 rakvi a u\u017e to mu trhalo srdce. Miloval ho a nesta\u010dil mu to \u0159\u00edct. Tak ho to bolelo.<\/div>\n<div>Nakonec rakev spustili do vykopan\u00e9ho hrobu a v\u0161ichni se za\u010dali lou\u010dit. H\u00e1zeli na rakev hrsti hl\u00edny, t\u00edm \u017ee byla rakev prosklen\u00e1, je Bill za to nen\u00e1vid\u011bl. I jeho vlastn\u00ed matka prost\u011b jen tak hodila hl\u00ednu na rakev a \u0161la. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ji to hodn\u011b sebralo, ale ne tolik jako Billa!!<\/div>\n<div>Nakonec p\u0159i\u0161el na \u0159adu Bill. Jeho lilie lehce dopadla na hrom\u00e1dku hl\u00edny, kter\u00e1 se navr\u0161ila na bratrov\u011b hrudi.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluji t\u011b, Tome!&#8220; za\u0161eptal Bill a utekl. U\u017e se nemohl d\u00edvat na bratrovy zav\u0159en\u00e9 o\u010di a doufat, \u017ee se je\u0161t\u011b probud\u00ed k \u017eivotu.<\/div>\n<div>O dva dny pozd\u011bji Bill sp\u00e1chal sebevra\u017edu. Nen\u00e1vid\u011bl se za to, \u017ee tady matku nechal, ale j\u00ed to asi bylo jedno. Za\u010dala p\u00edt.<\/div>\n<div>\u0160el do Tomova pokoje, sedl se ke zdi a zvedl k hlav\u011b ruku. Ruku, ve kter\u00e9 t\u0159\u00edmal zbra\u0148. Dlouho se nerozhodoval a prost\u011b zm\u00e1\u010dkl spou\u0161\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>Nic nec\u00edtil. Byl na m\u00edst\u011b mrtv\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>Je\u0161t\u011b si to ani neuv\u011bdomil a u\u017e se vzn\u00e1\u0161el nad sv\u00fdm t\u011blem. A vedle n\u011bho na posteli sed\u011bl duch Toma, kter\u00fd plakal a d\u00edval se na mrtv\u00e9 t\u011blo sv\u00e9ho bratra, ducha si je\u0161t\u011b ani nev\u0161iml. Ten k n\u011bmu ale p\u0159istoupil, pol\u00edbil ho a \u0161eptl: &#8222;Miluji t\u011b! A nav\u017edy to tak bude.&#8220; Tom se na n\u011bj po chv\u00edli pod\u00edval a jen ho k sob\u011b p\u0159it\u00e1hl.<\/div>\n<div>Oba byli tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00ed!<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Sm\u00ed\u0161ek xD<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sed\u011bl na okn\u011b. Jeho smysln\u00e1 tv\u00e1\u0159 se leskla slzami. Jeho nohy ochable vysely z okna a on p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel o tom, pro\u010d je \u017eivot tak krut\u00fd! Pro\u010d je \u017eivot tak krut\u00fd k n\u011bmu a jeho bratrovi. 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