{"id":19019,"date":"2008-04-01T18:48:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T17:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=18978"},"modified":"2008-04-01T18:48:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T17:48:00","slug":"jako-zlej-sen-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/jako-zlej-sen-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Jako zlej sen"},"content":{"rendered":"
Zd\u00e1l se mi zd\u00e1l, zas ten sen<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
A j\u00e1 nezm\u016f\u017eu nic,<\/em><\/div>\n
Tak pro\u010d m\u011b u srdce bol\u00ed<\/em><\/div>\n
Snad vyl\u00e9\u010d\u00ed to \u010das<\/em><\/div>\n
Ten, kter\u00fd u\u017e ty ,nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 m\u00edt,<\/em><\/div>\n
Proto\u017ee jsi tam odkud nen\u00ed cesta,<\/em><\/div>\n
Jak vr\u00e1tit se zp\u011bt<\/em><\/div>\n
Zp\u00e1tky na ten sv\u011bt<\/em><\/div>\n
Bill u\u017e sed\u011bl dal\u0161\u00ed hodinu na sv\u00e9 posteli, zd\u00e1l se mu sen, kter\u00fd si pamatoval jen v \u00fatr\u017ec\u00edch. Billovu bledou, smutnou tv\u00e1\u0159 polila jedna slza za druhou. Sed\u011bl skl\u00ed\u010den\u011b na sv\u00e9 posteli a sna\u017eil se vybavit skoro u\u017e zapomenut\u00fd sen. Realita byla ale krut\u00e1. Jeho bolest v oblasti hrudn\u00edku s\u00edlila, a\u017e se Bill musel zprudka vyd\u00fdch\u00e1vat. Pokojem se rozlily vzlyky osoby kr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se na posteli. Nenasytn\u00e9 st\u011bny p\u0159ij\u00edmaly tyto \u017ealostn\u00e9 vzdechy i bolestn\u00e9 steny. Tak moc by cht\u011bla k\u0159i\u010det. Vyk\u0159i\u010det v\u0161echnu tu bolest, vinu, kterou si myslel, \u017ee nese a l\u00e1sku, l\u00e1sku, kter\u00e1 zp\u016fsobovala v\u0161echno toto tr\u00e1pen\u00ed. Ov\u0161em to ne\u0161lo. Bill to v\u0161echno dr\u017eel v sob\u011b a to ho ni\u010dilo. P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 ni\u010dilo!!!<\/div>\n
Pro\u010d \u0159ekl jsem \u00b4jdi u\u017e pry\u010d\u00b4<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Mo\u017en\u00e1, \u017ee v t\u011bch slovech byl ten kl\u00ed\u010d<\/em><\/div>\n
A j\u00e1 mohl zabr\u00e1nit zl\u00fd smrti t\u011b vz\u00edt, na v\u011bky vz\u00edt<\/em><\/div>\n
Pokojem se nerozl\u00e9haly jen tich\u00e9 vzlyky, n\u00fdbr\u017e v\u00fdk\u0159iky zp\u016fsoben\u00e9 vinou, kterou Bill c\u00edtil. Pro\u010d mu \u0159ekl, a\u0165 odejde? Pro\u010d? Kdyby to ne\u0159ekl, mohl by tu je\u0161t\u011b b\u00fdt, obj\u00edmat se s Billem a \u0161eptat mu n\u011b\u017en\u00e1 sl\u016fvka do ou\u0161ka. Ale nen\u00ed tu. Bill Toma neust\u00e1le pros\u00ed o odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, ale odezvy se nedo\u010dk\u00e1v\u00e1. Bill je zni\u010den\u00fd. Kl\u00ed\u010d byl v jeho slovech??? Mo\u017en\u00e1! Nic se te\u010f nem\u016f\u017ee \u0159\u00edci p\u0159esn\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n
Koho te\u010f m\u00e1m m\u00edt r\u00e1d<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
A komu m\u00e1m sv\u016fj polibek d\u00e1t<\/em><\/div>\n
Pro\u010d osud si hr\u00e1l s \u017eivotem tv\u00fdm<\/em><\/div>\n
To j\u00e1 nev\u00edm, j\u00e1 nev\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n
Na koho m\u00e1m se te\u010f sm\u00e1t<\/em><\/div>\n
A pro koho \u017e\u00edt te\u010f m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
C\u00edt\u00edm se s\u00e1m a vzpom\u00ednky m\u00e9<\/em><\/div>\n
Jsou jenom tv\u00e9, jenom tv\u00e9<\/em><\/div>\n
,,Nem\u016f\u017eu, pros\u00edm, odpus\u0165 mi u\u017e!!!“ vyk\u0159ikl zoufale Bill. Zab\u00edjela ho my\u0161lenka, \u017ee u\u017e nikdy neokus\u00ed Tomovy rty, nikdy se nedotkne jeho sametov\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e a nikdy se nepod\u00edv\u00e1 do jeho \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, tolik podobn\u00fdm t\u011bm jeho. Pro koho m\u00e1 vlastn\u011b \u017e\u00edt, kdy\u017e ne pro l\u00e1sku? V\u017edy\u0165 on byl jedin\u00fd, kdo mu jeho \u00fasm\u011bv opl\u00e1cel up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b. Bill hodil jejich spole\u010dnou fotku proti zdi, nic se v\u0161ak nestalo. On ho tak miluje. Miluje!<\/div>\n
Cht\u011bl m\u00edt bych kl\u00ed\u010d<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Do nebe, tam, kde sp\u00ed\u0161<\/em><\/div>\n
Stoj\u00edm na sk\u00e1le tv\u00fd a kouk\u00e1m se dol\u016f<\/em><\/div>\n
J\u00e1 p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jak ven s t\u00edm proklet\u00edm, co v hlav\u011b m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
Tak polet\u00edm nebo rad\u0161i m\u00e1m st\u00e1t<\/em><\/div>\n
J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed m\u00fd ti \u017eivot nevr\u00e1t\u00ed<\/em><\/div>\n
Bill sv\u00edral v ruce \u00b4vysvobozen\u00ed‘, jak tuto lesklou, ostrou v\u011bc nazval. Je to kl\u00ed\u010d. Kl\u00ed\u010d k jeho l\u00e1sce. P\u0159ipadal si jako na sk\u00e1le, sta\u010d\u00ed ud\u011blat jeden krok a let\u011bl by nebo m\u00e1 snad z\u016fstat nohama pevn\u011b na zemi? Toto p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed stejn\u011b Tomovi \u017eivot nevr\u00e1t\u00ed. \u0158e\u0161en\u00ed je jen jedno. \u017divot to sice Tomovi nevr\u00e1t\u00ed, ale mohli by b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00ed? Mo\u017en\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
M\u00fd o\u010di u\u017e ztr\u00e1c\u00ed lesk<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
A jedin\u00fd krok u\u017e te\u010f d\u011bl\u00ed n\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
Abysme mohli b\u00fdt sv\u00ed, na v\u011bky sv\u00ed, jenom sv\u00ed<\/em><\/div>\n
Bill lesklou v\u011bc uchopil pevn\u011bji a kone\u010dn\u011b se odhodlal k prudk\u00e9mu pohybu, kter\u00fd ho posunul k hranici \u017eivota a smrti. Jeho o\u010di u\u017e zhas\u00ednaj\u00ed. Jejich lesk zmizel. Jen jeden kr\u016f\u010dek je d\u011bl\u00ed b\u00fdt spolu. Naposledy se Bill pod\u00edval po pokoji, \u00falevou vydechl a jeho hlava pln\u00e1 my\u0161lenek padla na m\u011bkkou postel. P\u0159ed o\u010dima se mu zjevil obraz osoby, kter\u00e9 ubl\u00ed\u017eil, ale kter\u00e9 i pomohl poznat tu nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed v\u011bc a to L\u00c1SKU. Te\u010f u\u017e budou SNAD sv\u00ed, jen a jen sv\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Ter<\/strong>
betaread: Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zd\u00e1l se mi zd\u00e1l, zas ten sen A j\u00e1 nezm\u016f\u017eu nic, Tak pro\u010d m\u011b u srdce bol\u00ed Snad vyl\u00e9\u010d\u00ed to \u010das Ten, kter\u00fd u\u017e ty ,nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 m\u00edt, Proto\u017ee jsi tam odkud nen\u00ed cesta, Jak vr\u00e1tit se zp\u011bt Zp\u00e1tky na ten sv\u011bt Bill<\/p>\n

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