{"id":19043,"date":"2008-04-01T16:01:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T15:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19002"},"modified":"2008-04-01T16:01:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T15:01:00","slug":"nez-prijde-svitani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/nez-prijde-svitani\/","title":{"rendered":"Ne\u017e p\u0159ijde sv\u00edt\u00e1n\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"
Pod\u00edvej se. Pod\u00edvej se na m\u011b, pros\u00edm. Nic. Jen klidn\u011b le\u017e\u00ed\u0161, le\u017e\u00ed\u0161 si tu, jako by se nic nestalo. Jako by se TO nestalo. Tvou jemnou tv\u00e1\u0159 oza\u0159uj\u00ed m\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed paprsky a nah\u00e1 hru\u010f se pomalu zved\u00e1 a zase kles\u00e1 v rytmu tv\u00e9ho klidn\u00e9ho dechu. Nem\u016f\u017eu se odtrhnout od tv\u00fdch tajemn\u00fdch zav\u0159en\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Vlastn\u011b ani nechci. Otev\u0159i je! V\u00edm, \u017ee tato prosba nebude vysly\u0161ena. Jak by taky mohla, z m\u00fdch \u00fast nevyklouzla ani hl\u00e1ska. Zas a znovu si t\u011b prohl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm, naposled, dokud je\u0161t\u011b m\u016f\u017eu. Dokud je v\u0161e tak, jak je, dokud tu vedle m\u011b ti\u0161e le\u017e\u00ed\u0161, dokud v\u00edm, \u017ee jsi tu se mnou. Chci, aby to tak z\u016fstalo nav\u017edy. Nejde to, v\u00edme to oba. Nev\u00ed\u0161, jak mi je, jak\u00e9 je to b\u00fdt \u00fapln\u011b bezmocn\u00fd. A j\u00e1 jsem. Moc m\u011b mrz\u00ed, \u017ee to nem\u016f\u017eu zm\u011bnit. Pohledem zkoum\u00e1m tv\u016fj krk, vyb\u00edzej\u00edc\u00ed k bezmezn\u00e9 l\u00e1sce, tv\u00e9 n\u011b\u017en\u00e9 ruce, cel\u00e9 tv\u00e9 \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9 t\u011blo. Sama tvoje \u010dist\u00e1 du\u0161e je \u00fa\u017easn\u00e1.<\/div>\n
Z rud\u00fdch nab\u011bhl\u00fdch rt\u016f se vydral hlubok\u00fd vzdech. Polil m\u011b pot, tep m\u00e9ho srdce zrychlil a po z\u00e1dech mi p\u0159ejel mr\u00e1z touhy. Je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d, je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d tak stra\u0161n\u011b pot\u0159ebuji tv\u00e9 dotyky, polibky, tvou d\u016fv\u011bru, tu, po kter\u00e9 u\u017e z\u00edtra nebude ani zn\u00e1mky. V tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch u\u017e neuvid\u00edm up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e9 pochopen\u00ed a vst\u0159\u00edcnost, spat\u0159\u00edm jen v\u00fd\u010ditku, zlobu, strach a nen\u00e1vist. V\u00edm to. C\u00edt\u00edm to.<\/div>\n
Pramen \u010dern\u00fdch vlas\u016f ti spadl do obli\u010deje. Nev\u00edm, pro\u010d jsem znovu tak stra\u0161n\u011b nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed. T\u0159esouc\u00edmi prsty ho odhrnu zp\u011bt, aby mi v pohledu na toho nej\u00fa\u017easn\u011bj\u0161\u00edho \u010dlov\u011bka na sv\u011bt\u011b nic nebr\u00e1nilo. Palcem lehce p\u0159ejedu po ostr\u00e9 kontu\u0159e l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti a t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 neznateln\u011b pokra\u010duji na krk. Te\u010f mi t\u011b nikdo nem\u016f\u017ee vz\u00edt, nikdo n\u00e1m to nem\u016f\u017ee zak\u00e1zat, nikdo, te\u010f ne. Te\u010f jsi tady se mnou a to mi dod\u00e1v\u00e1 naivn\u00ed pocit, \u017ee u\u017e bude v\u0161echno dobr\u00e9, \u017ee to tak z\u016fstane nav\u017edy. Nav\u017edy…<\/div>\n
Boj\u00edm se usnout, v\u00edm, \u017ee potom u\u017e to nikdy nebude stejn\u00e9. Chci je\u0161t\u011b alespo\u0148 jednou vid\u011bt ty miluj\u00edc\u00ed o\u010di, sladk\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, kter\u00fd pat\u0159\u00ed jenom mn\u011b, nikomu jin\u00e9mu. U\u017e nen\u00ed cesty zp\u011bt, od za\u010d\u00e1tku nebylo. P\u0159esto nelituji a v\u00edm, \u017ee nikdy nebudu. Vychutn\u00e1v\u00e1m si tuhle chv\u00edli, ne\u017e p\u0159ijde zlod\u011bj sv\u00edt\u00e1n\u00ed, ne\u017e v\u0161echny m\u00e9 mo\u017en\u00e1 a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 troufal\u00e9 sny zmiz\u00ed v nen\u00e1vratnu. Ne\u017e mi zmiz\u00ed\u0161 ty…<\/p>\n

autor: Hate<\/strong>
betaread: Eleanot<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Pod\u00edvej se. Pod\u00edvej se na m\u011b, pros\u00edm. Nic. Jen klidn\u011b le\u017e\u00ed\u0161, le\u017e\u00ed\u0161 si tu, jako by se nic nestalo. Jako by se TO nestalo. Tvou jemnou tv\u00e1\u0159 oza\u0159uj\u00ed m\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed paprsky a nah\u00e1 hru\u010f se pomalu zved\u00e1 a zase kles\u00e1 v rytmu tv\u00e9ho<\/p>\n

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