{"id":19047,"date":"2008-04-01T15:56:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T14:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19006"},"modified":"2008-04-01T15:56:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T14:56:00","slug":"desmond","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/desmond\/","title":{"rendered":"Desmod"},"content":{"rendered":"
(N\/A je to psan\u00fd ve sp\u011bchu, promi\u0148te za chyby, douf\u00e1m, \u017ee jsem na nic nezapomn\u011bla:D jo, kdo by cht\u011bl poslat p\u00edsni\u010dku „Zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko, \u010do m\u00e1m“ od skupiny Desmod, napi\u0161te do koment\u00e1\u0159\u016f!!!)<\/div>\n
Mil\u00fd Bille!<\/strong><\/div>\n
promi\u0148! Tento dopis se mi nep\u00ed\u0161e lehko… srdce mi puk\u00e1, kdy\u017e si p\u0159edstav\u00edm, jak se bude\u0161 c\u00edtit, a\u017e do\u010dte\u0161 tyto \u0159\u00e1dky. Ani mn\u011b nen\u00ed lehko, ale v\u011b\u0159, \u017ee kdybych z\u016fstal, bylo by to hor\u0161\u00ed. Miluji t\u011b v\u00edc, ne\u017e by se dalo sn\u00e9st. Jsi m\u016fj sv\u011btl\u00fd bod v temn\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b… jsi sv\u011btlo, kter\u00e9 nezhasne… ale j\u00e1 se toho vzd\u00e1v\u00e1m… budu tonout v temnot\u011b. Jsem po\u0161etil\u00fd, v\u00edm. Ale od doby, co je to mezi n\u00e1mi ,,jin\u00e9“, \u017eijeme ve strachu. Rozhodl jsem se rad\u0161i to ukon\u010dit. Jsem zbab\u011blec, je mi zle s\u00e1m ze sebe, ale nemohu jinak. Boj\u00edm se. Boj\u00edm se, jak by se lid\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159ili. Jak by se tv\u00e1\u0159ili kluci\u2026 David, nepochopili by to… tak\u00e9 proto odj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edm. Mo\u017en\u00e1 to bude krut\u00e9, ale douf\u00e1m, \u017ee na tebe jako na sv\u00e9ho milence zapomenu. Odj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edm daleko, tam, kde Ty nebude\u0161, nebo\u0165 kdybys mi byl na bl\u00edzku, podlehl bych a v\u0161echny m\u00e9 p\u0159edsevzet\u00ed by byly ztraceny…<\/strong>
V\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee zapomenu na l\u00e1sku, kterou k tob\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm… A i kdy\u017e mi to trh\u00e1 srdce, douf\u00e1m, \u017ee i ty zapomene\u0161….
Zapomeneme a a\u017e se znovu setk\u00e1me, setk\u00e1me se jen jako brat\u0159i. Mus\u00edme! S bolest\u00ed v srdci a l\u00e1skou… Tom!<\/strong><\/div>\n
M\u00e1m tvoj list,<\/em><\/div>\n
vraj mus\u00ed\u0161 \u00eds\u0165<\/em><\/div>\n
Zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
ak od\u00edde\u0161…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ano, v\u0161echno mu sho\u0159elo. Jeho sny, touhy… jeho srdce vzpl\u00e1lo v pochode\u0148 a zbyl z n\u011bj jen popel. Rozt\u0159esen\u00fdmi prsty dr\u017eel dopis. Dopis od n\u011bj… od Toma. Sed\u011bl v k\u0159esle u okna… z p\u0159ehr\u00e1va\u010de zn\u011bla teskn\u00e1 melodie. U\u017e zase plakal. Plakal od doby, co ho opustila nejmilovan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed osoba… jeho \u017eivot… jeho l\u00e1ska… jeho v\u0161echno… Tom… U\u017e zas… u\u017e Rok!!!<\/div>\n
Ni\u010d len tma<\/em><\/div>\n
obklop\u00ed ma<\/em><\/div>\n
zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
a ty to vie\u0161….<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u011bd\u011bl to! V\u011bd\u011bl, jak mu to ubl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed a p\u0159esto ode\u0161el! zbab\u011ble utekl p\u0159ed citem… p\u0159ed bratrem… p\u0159ed… n\u00edm! Nezaj\u00edmal se o jeho pocity… nezaj\u00edmal se, jak Billovi ubl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed… a on mu ubl\u00ed\u017eil… Bill c\u00edtil bolest a nen\u00e1vid\u011bl za ni bratra… tak moc ho nen\u00e1vid\u011bl… proto\u017ee ho miloval…<\/div>\n
Chcel som n\u00e1js\u0165<\/em><\/div>\n
zachrann\u00fd p\u00e1s,<\/em><\/div>\n
ktor\u00fd udr\u017e\u00ed n\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
u\u017e nem\u00e1m s\u00edl<\/em><\/div>\n
tak p\u00fdtam sa,<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010di vie\u0161, \u017ee j\u00e1<\/em><\/div>\n
niesom ten, kto to v n\u00e1s zap\u00e1lil…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ano, cht\u011bl to zachr\u00e1nit, pokou\u0161el se ho naj\u00edt… bez\u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b. Telefon si zm\u011bnil a Tomovu nyn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed adresu neznal… A Billovi u\u017e doch\u00e1zely s\u00edly… vzdal to p\u0159ed \u010dtvrt rokem. U\u017e nemohl. Dolehlo to na n\u011bj plnou m\u011brou, dokud byla nad\u011bje… p\u0159e\u017e\u00edval… ale te\u010f?… ka\u017edou noc bre\u010del do pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e. Kdyby um\u011bl tento kus l\u00e1tky mluvit, vypov\u011bd\u011bl by v\u0161echnu bolest, kter\u00e1 se v Billovi za posledn\u00ed rok nahromadila… srdce u\u017e m\u011bl d\u00e1vno z kamene. Na bolest u\u017e si d\u00e1vno zvyknul\u2026 byl pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd…<\/div>\n
U\u017e len p\u00fas\u0165<\/em><\/div>\n
d\u00e1m prst na sp\u00fa\u0161\u0165<\/em><\/div>\n
zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
ak od\u00edde\u0161…<\/em><\/div>\n
Jedn\u00edm prstem p\u0159ejel po hladk\u00e9 hlavni pistole… bylo to vysvobozen\u00ed. Tom ode\u0161el, a s n\u00edm ode\u0161el i Bill… Ne\u017eil. Byl jen t\u011blesn\u00e1 schr\u00e1nka bez \u017eivota… bez citu… emoc\u00ed… bez jiskry, kterou m\u011bl… Jen s bolest\u00ed, kter\u00e1 ho p\u00e1lila… su\u017eovala… zab\u00edjela…<\/div>\n
Dos\u0165 u\u017e slz<\/em><\/div>\n
tak zosta\u0165 zk\u00fas<\/em><\/div>\n
zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
a ty to vie\u0161<\/em><\/div>\n
Ano, dost u\u017e slz! \u010cekal p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouho. Jeho bratr byl bl\u00e1hov\u00fd, kdy\u017e si myslel, \u017ee by mohli zapomenout. Zapomenout na ten cit. Ten neskute\u010dn\u011b velk\u00fd cit, kter\u00fd by jim v\u0161ichni mohli z\u00e1vid\u011bt. Jen kdyby se Tom neb\u00e1l. Bill se z okna pod\u00edval do tmy ulice…<\/div>\n
Chcel som n\u00e1jst<\/em><\/div>\n
zachrann\u00fd p\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
ktor\u00fd udr\u017e\u00ed n\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
u\u017e nem\u00e1m s\u00edl<\/em><\/div>\n
tak p\u00fdtam sa<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010di vie\u0161, \u017ee ja<\/em><\/div>\n
niesom ten, kto to v n\u00e1s zap\u00e1lil…<\/em><\/div>\n
Odhodil na zem deku, kterou byl p\u0159ikryt\u00fd a p\u0159e\u0161el k oknu. Pod\u00edval se na nebe, poset\u00e9 hv\u011bzdami… P\u0159ipadaly mu jin\u00e9 ne\u017e obvykle. Snad v\u00edc sv\u00edtily? V\u011bd\u011bly, co se chyst\u00e1 ud\u011blat? Pousm\u00e1l se… na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i to v\u0161ak p\u016fsobilo jako hroziv\u00fd \u0161kleb… Otev\u0159el okno a nadechl se sv\u011b\u017e\u00edho letn\u00edho vzduchu… nechal v\u00edtr, aby si hr\u00e1l s jeho havran\u00edmi vlasy. Hlavou mu prol\u00e9tly vzpom\u00ednky na Toma… na polibky, na jeho doteky, kter\u00e9 i po tom roce c\u00edtil na sv\u00e9 hork\u00e9 k\u016f\u017ei… na milov\u00e1n\u00ed… ,,Miluju t\u011b, Tome, nav\u017edy\u2026“ \u0161eptl.<\/div>\n
Naposled…<\/div>\n
Zm\u00e1\u010dkl spou\u0161\u0165…<\/div>\n
C\u00edtim chlad<\/em><\/div>\n
posledn\u00fd kr\u00e1t<\/em><\/div>\n
zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
ak od\u00edde\u0161<\/em><\/div>\n
ni\u010d len tma<\/em><\/div>\n
obklop\u00ed ma<\/em><\/div>\n
zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko \u010do m\u00e1m<\/em><\/div>\n
a ty to vie\u0161…<\/em><\/div>\n
Zem\u0159el… u\u017e nesly\u0161el siln\u00e9 bouchnut\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed v p\u0159\u00edzem\u00ed… u\u017e nesly\u0161el rychl\u00e9 kroky po schodech… nesly\u0161el vol\u00e1n\u00ed sv\u00e9ho milovan\u00e9ho… Nevid\u011bl, \u017ee ho Tom chyt\u00e1 za ruku, pros\u00ed ho, a\u0165 se vr\u00e1t\u00ed a pl\u00e1\u010de… u\u017e ne. Ni\u010d len tma, obklop\u00ed ma… Ano tma a nic jin\u00e9ho…<\/div>\n
Chcel som n\u00e1js\u0165<\/em><\/div>\n
zachrann\u00fd p\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
ktor\u00fd udr\u017e\u00ed n\u00e1s<\/em><\/div>\n
u\u017e nem\u00e1m s\u00edl<\/em><\/div>\n
tak p\u00fdtam sa<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010di vie\u0161, \u017ee j\u00e1<\/em><\/div>\n
nejsom ten, kto to v n\u00e1s zap\u00e1lil\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
„Br\u00e1\u0161ko, odpus\u0165 mi! Op\u011bt se setk\u00e1me, v\u00edm to. Hv\u011bzdy dnes p\u0159ece byly jin\u00e9… byly na\u0161e!“<\/p>\n

autor: Angelus<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(N\/A je to psan\u00fd ve sp\u011bchu, promi\u0148te za chyby, douf\u00e1m, \u017ee jsem na nic nezapomn\u011bla:D jo, kdo by cht\u011bl poslat p\u00edsni\u010dku „Zhor\u00ed v\u0161etko, \u010do m\u00e1m“ od skupiny Desmod, napi\u0161te do koment\u00e1\u0159\u016f!!!) Mil\u00fd Bille! promi\u0148! Tento dopis se mi nep\u00ed\u0161e lehko… srdce mi<\/p>\n

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