{"id":19056,"date":"2008-04-01T01:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19015"},"modified":"2008-04-01T01:35:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:35:00","slug":"laska-20-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-20-2\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 20."},"content":{"rendered":"
Bill le\u017eel v posteli a ze sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenek se bez\u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b sna\u017eil vyt\u011bsnit Toma. Zad\u00edval se na Johannu, kter\u00e1 spokojen\u011b spala vedle n\u011bj, nem\u016f\u017ee j\u00ed nikdy milovat… Tak moc by cht\u011bl, ale nejde to…<\/div>\n
Zatou\u017eil po tom Toma vid\u011bt, bezmy\u0161lenkovit\u011b vstal a vy\u0161el na chodbu. Potichu otev\u00edral dve\u0159e do Tomova pokoje a modlil se, aby u\u017e spal. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak by to vysv\u011btlil, pro\u010d za n\u00edm p\u0159i\u0161el uprost\u0159ed noci…<\/div>\n
Pomalu vklouzl dovnit\u0159 a s bu\u0161\u00edc\u00edm srdcem zaznamenal, \u017ee Tom sp\u00ed. Do\u0161el a\u017e k n\u011bmu a opatrn\u011b si p\u0159isedl na postel. Zad\u00edval se na n\u011bj, v t\u00e9 tm\u011b toho moc nevid\u011bl, ale sta\u010dilo to na to, aby se neovl\u00e1dl a jemn\u011b ho pol\u00edbil. Vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b se odt\u00e1hl a ustaran\u011b se na n\u011bj pod\u00edval. Jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 byla cel\u00e1 mokr\u00e1 od slz… Tom plakal? Pro\u010d? N\u011b\u017en\u011b ho pohladil a s \u00fasm\u011bvem sledoval, jak se Tom zavrt\u011bl a ze sp\u00e1nku n\u011bco ti\u0161e zamumlal. Cht\u011bl by tu z\u016fstat celou noc. Jen vedle n\u011bj sed\u011bt, d\u00edvat se na n\u011bj a hladit ho…<\/div>\n
V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nem\u016f\u017ee, \u017ee mus\u00ed hned odej\u00edt, ne\u017e se neovl\u00e1dne a ud\u011bl\u00e1 n\u011bjakou pitomost. Naposledy l\u00e1skypln\u011b p\u0159ejel rty p\u0159es ty Tomovy a ode\u0161el…<\/div>\n
Tom se r\u00e1no probudil s pocitem, \u017ee se mu zd\u00e1l ten nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed sen. \u017de k n\u011bmu Bill p\u0159i\u0161el a v\u0161echno mu odpustil. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee aspo\u0148 \u010d\u00e1st z toho byla pravda… A u\u017e v\u016fbec nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak se m\u00e1 k bratrovi chovat. Za to v\u0161echno, co mu kdy ud\u011blal, by se nejrad\u011bji zabil. Litoval, \u017ee nejde vr\u00e1tit \u010das, litoval, \u017ee si tohle v\u0161echno neuv\u011bdomil mnohem d\u0159\u00edv. Ale te\u010f u\u017e bylo pozd\u011b. Pozd\u011b na v\u0161echno…<\/div>\n
P\u0159ece jen je\u0161t\u011b doufal, \u017ee by se mu to mohlo poda\u0159it. P\u0159e\u0161lapoval p\u0159ed Billov\u00fdm pokojem a nebyl schopen se donutit, aby zaklepal. A jen tak vej\u00edt taky necht\u011bl, d\u011bsil se toho, co by mohl zase vid\u011bt. Nakonec se p\u0159emohl a potichu zaklepal. Johanna mu p\u0159i\u0161la otev\u0159\u00edt a pustila ho d\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
„Mil\u00e1\u010dku? Co se d\u011bje?“ Bill na n\u00ed zavolal a vykouknul z koupelny. Najednou jakoby zkamen\u011bl a vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b se d\u00edval na Toma. Ten ov\u0161em nic nevn\u00edmal, st\u00e1le jen p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel nad t\u00edm, jak j\u00ed Bill oslovil. \u017de by se do n\u00ed zamiloval? Ne, to p\u0159ece nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9, nebo…<\/div>\n
Z p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed ho vytrhl Bill.<\/div>\n
„Tome? Co pot\u0159ebuje\u0161?“<\/div>\n
Rychle zat\u0159epal hlavou a pod\u00edval se na Billa.<\/div>\n
„Mus\u00edm s tebou mluvit. Johanno? Nemohla bys n\u00e1s nechat o samot\u011b?“ hran\u011b se na n\u00ed usm\u00e1l a d\u00e1l si j\u00ed nev\u0161\u00edmal. Bill se tv\u00e1\u0159il dost nejist\u011b a kdy\u017e zam\u00ed\u0159ila z pokoje, na\u0161tvan\u011b na n\u011bj vyjel. „Co si mysl\u00ed\u0161? Takhle j\u00ed vyhodit. Se\u0161 hroznej…“ Tom ho p\u0159eru\u0161il.<\/div>\n
„Bille, nep\u0159i\u0161el jsem se h\u00e1dat. Chci se ti omluvit…“<\/div>\n
Bill na n\u011bj z\u016fstal nech\u00e1pav\u011b koukat.<\/div>\n
„Omluvit? A za co?“<\/div>\n
„No za v\u0161echno…“ Tom nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak by m\u011bl pokra\u010dovat a proto jen st\u00e1l a zavrt\u00e1val pohled do zem\u011b, d\u011blal v\u0161echno proto, aby se mu nemusel d\u00edvat do o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„Ehm… Tome… nev\u00edm, co ti na to m\u00e1m \u0159\u00edct, j\u00e1… ehm… no… je to od tebe p\u011bkn\u00fd… ale… prost\u011b…“ Bill byl o\u010dividn\u011b dost vykolejen\u00fd a nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak m\u00e1 reagovat.<\/div>\n
Tom k n\u011bmu p\u0159istoupil a s neuv\u011b\u0159itelnou n\u011bhou ho vzal do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Bill se chv\u00edli br\u00e1nil, ale nakonec sebou p\u0159estal zm\u00edtat a zad\u00edval se Tomovi do o\u010d\u00ed, pln\u00fdch viny.<\/div>\n
„Bille, pros\u00edm, jestli m\u016f\u017ee\u0161, odpus\u0165 mi…“ jemn\u011b ho hladil po z\u00e1dech a c\u00edtil, jak se t\u0159ese.<\/div>\n
„Ale… co? Co ti m\u00e1m odpustit?“ Bill nic nech\u00e1pal, co se s Tomem d\u011bje? Pro\u010d je najednou takov\u00fd mil\u00fd a, to mu p\u0159ipadalo nejpodivn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, pro\u010d je tak n\u011b\u017en\u00fd? Pro\u010d se mu omlouv\u00e1 te\u010f? Co tak najednou?<\/div>\n
P\u0159esto mu d\u011blalo dob\u0159e, choulit se mu v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a nas\u00e1vat jeho nezam\u011bnitelnou v\u016fni. Tak stra\u0161n\u011b r\u00e1d znovu c\u00edtil Tomovu bl\u00edzkost. Jestli si n\u011bkdy myslel, \u017ee na n\u011bj dok\u00e1\u017ee zapomenout, tak te\u010f si byl stoprocentn\u011b jist, \u017ee se mu to nikdy nepoda\u0159\u00ed…<\/div>\n
„Ty nev\u00ed\u0161, Bille? V\u0161echno, prost\u011b v\u0161echno, co jsem ti kdy ud\u011blal, omlouv\u00e1m se… V\u00edm, \u017ee na tohle omluvy nesta\u010d\u00ed…“<\/div>\n
„Ale co tak najednou? Pro\u010d te\u010f?“ Bill vyslovil ot\u00e1zku, kterou v posledn\u00edch minut\u00e1ch nedok\u00e1zal vyt\u011bsnit z hlavy.<\/div>\n
Tom se odhodlan\u011b nadechl. Ano, te\u010f je ten spr\u00e1vn\u00fd \u010das, te\u010f nebo nikdy. Mus\u00ed to ud\u011blat… Ne, on to chce ud\u011blat!<\/div>\n
„Proto\u017ee jsem si n\u011bco uv\u011bdomil…“<\/div>\n
„Co?“<\/div>\n
„Miluju t\u011b, Bille!“ Sm\u00ed\u0159en\u011b se mu d\u00edval do o\u010d\u00ed a \u010dekal co p\u0159ijde. Poprv\u00e9, co tohle n\u011bkomu \u0159\u00edkal, to myslel v\u00e1\u017en\u011b. Poprv\u00e9 do toho dal cit. A hned jak to vyslovil, jakoby z n\u011bj n\u011bco spadlo, c\u00edtil se uvoln\u011bn\u011b…<\/div>\n
Bill se mu zad\u00edval do o\u010d\u00ed, byly pln\u00e9 n\u011bhy a l\u00e1sky k n\u011bmu… Vyc\u00edtil, \u017ee to Tom mysl\u00ed doopravdy, \u017ee to te\u010f poprv\u00e9 mysl\u00ed opravdu v\u00e1\u017en\u011b, \u017ee ho opravdu miluje… Ale copak mu mohl v\u011b\u0159it? Po tom v\u0161em?…<\/p>\n

autor: Prinzesschen<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bill le\u017eel v posteli a ze sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenek se bez\u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b sna\u017eil vyt\u011bsnit Toma. Zad\u00edval se na Johannu, kter\u00e1 spokojen\u011b spala vedle n\u011bj, nem\u016f\u017ee j\u00ed nikdy milovat… Tak moc by cht\u011bl, ale nejde to… Zatou\u017eil po tom Toma vid\u011bt, bezmy\u0161lenkovit\u011b vstal a vy\u0161el<\/p>\n

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