{"id":19059,"date":"2008-04-01T01:20:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19018"},"modified":"2008-04-01T01:20:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:20:00","slug":"laska-17-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-17-2\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 17."},"content":{"rendered":"
V\u0161ichni se na n\u011b nech\u00e1pav\u011b d\u00edvali. Bill se to sna\u017eil n\u011bjak zachr\u00e1nit.<\/div>\n
„Ehm… ahoj kluci, tak jdeme na to?“ nejist\u011b se usm\u00e1l, ale nikdo to u\u017e d\u00e1l ne\u0159e\u0161il.<\/div>\n
P\u0159i rozhovoru se nedok\u00e1zal soust\u0159edit a neust\u00e1le na sob\u011b c\u00edtil Tom\u016fv ubl\u00ed\u017een\u00fd pohled. Necht\u011bl se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvat, necht\u011bl riskovat, \u017ee se to bude opakovat.<\/div>\n
P\u0159i p\u0159est\u00e1vce mezi rozhovorem a focen\u00edm si za\u0161el na z\u00e1chod. D\u00edval se do zrcadla a zkoumal se kritick\u00fdm pohledem. Najednou klaply dve\u0159e, polekan\u011b se oto\u010dil. Tom tam st\u00e1l a vypadal dost na\u0161tvan\u011b. Vylekal se a sna\u017eil se couvat a\u017e narazil na ze\u010f. Vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b na n\u011bj z\u00edral a nev\u011bd\u011bl, co si m\u00e1 myslet. Tom k n\u011bmu nasupen\u011b p\u0159i\u0161el, pod\u00edval se mu do o\u010d\u00ed, surov\u011b mu chytil ruce, aby se nemohl br\u00e1nit a p\u0159is\u00e1l se k jeho rt\u016fm. Bill nedok\u00e1zal nic ud\u011blat, Tom ho nalepil na st\u011bnu a znemo\u017e\u0148oval mu jak\u00fdkoliv pohyb, ale on vlastn\u011b nic d\u011blat necht\u011bl. Vyprostil se z jeho sev\u0159en\u00ed a obto\u010dil ruce kolem jeho krku. V\u00e1\u0161niv\u011b propletl jejich jazyky a u\u017e\u00edval si ka\u017ed\u00fd Tom\u016fv dotek. Po n\u011bjak\u00e9 dob\u011b se Tom odtrhl.<\/div>\n
„Vid\u00ed\u0161, Bille? My dva nem\u016f\u017eeme b\u00fdt bez sebe!“ zni\u010den\u011b se usm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
„Nem\u016f\u017eeme, ale mus\u00edme!“ naposledy se na n\u011bj zad\u00edval a beze slova ode\u0161el.<\/div>\n
Tom tam z\u016fstal, opl\u00e1chl si obli\u010dej a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel. U\u017e nev\u011bd\u011bl, co by ud\u011blal. V\u011bd\u011bl jen jedin\u00e9, mus\u00ed ho z\u00edskat zp\u00e1tky. Bill je jen jeho! Nikdo jinej na n\u011bj prost\u011b nem\u00e1 to nejmen\u0161\u00ed pr\u00e1vo! Jen on se ho sm\u00ed dot\u00fdkat! Pat\u0159\u00ed jen jemu!<\/div>\n
Sna\u017eil se zahnat p\u0159edstavy jak si to Bill rozd\u00e1v\u00e1 s n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm. Bill, jeho Bill. A to ho \u0161tvalo nejv\u00edc, \u017ee u\u017e nebyl jen jeho. \u017de u\u017e nebyl v\u016fbec jeho… Nedoch\u00e1zelo mu, \u017ee takhle se Bill c\u00edtil po\u0159\u00e1d. Takhle a je\u0161t\u011b h\u016f\u0159… Byl zaslepen\u00fd cht\u00ed\u010dem Billa vlastnit! Nejhor\u0161\u00ed na tom bylo, \u017ee te\u010f, kdy\u017e u\u017e nem\u011bl Billa, ho n\u011bjak\u00e9 holky absolutn\u011b nezaj\u00edmaly. Cht\u011bl jen jedin\u00e9, z\u00edskat Billa zp\u00e1tky a to tak rychle jak to jen p\u016fjde… Snad, kdyby se k n\u011bmu vr\u00e1til, byl by ochoten skoncovat s jeho nev\u011brami. Nebyl si t\u00edm jist\u00fd, ale kdyby to bylo opravdu tak nutn\u00e9, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 by to dok\u00e1zal.<\/div>\n
Vr\u00e1til se zp\u00e1tky, Bill tam sed\u011bl a smutn\u011b se kolem sebe rozhl\u00ed\u017eel. Kdy\u017e spat\u0159il Toma, znejist\u011bl a cht\u011bl odej\u00edt. Tom ho popadl za ruku a vyt\u00e1hl ho na chodbu.<\/div>\n
„Tome, nebl\u00e1zni, n\u011bkdo n\u00e1s m\u016f\u017ee vid\u011bt…“ Bill se vypla\u0161en\u011b d\u00edval do jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e.<\/div>\n
„Mus\u00ed\u0161 se ke mn\u011b vr\u00e1tit!“<\/div>\n
„Nemus\u00edm, Tome, j\u00e1 nemus\u00edm nic!“ Bill se sna\u017eil mluvit tvrd\u011b a nekompromisn\u011b, ale hlas mu p\u0159eskakoval a ruce se mu t\u0159\u00e1sly. Pozoroval Toma a odehr\u00e1val se v n\u011bm vnit\u0159n\u00ed boj. Tak stra\u0161n\u011b si p\u0159\u00e1l Tomovi odpustit, za\u010d\u00edt znova, ale v\u011bd\u011bl \u017ee nesm\u00ed… \u017de u\u017e nikdy nebude moct…<\/div>\n
„U\u017e m\u011b nemiluje\u0161?“ za\u00fato\u010dil na n\u011bj Tom.<\/div>\n
„Neptej se tak hloup\u011b, moc dob\u0159e v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee t\u011b miluju!“<\/div>\n
„Tak pro\u010d se nechce\u0161 vr\u00e1tit?“<\/div>\n
„Proto\u017ee m\u011b to ni\u010d\u00ed! Vad\u00ed mi, \u017ee sp\u00ed\u0161 s ka\u017ed\u00fdm okolo!“<\/div>\n
„Nechal bych toho…“<\/div>\n
Bill se trpce zasm\u00e1l, nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee te\u010f to Tom poprv\u00e9, co tohle \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, mysl\u00ed v\u00e1\u017en\u011b…<\/div>\n
„Nenechal a ty to v\u00ed\u0161… Sliboval si mi ti u\u017e tolikr\u00e1t… Tome, pros\u00edm, nech m\u011b j\u00edt…“<\/div>\n
„Bille, copak to nech\u00e1pe\u0161? Nem\u016f\u017eu t\u011b nechat j\u00edt! Nechci t\u011b nechat j\u00edt…“ sna\u017eil se ho pol\u00edbit, ale Bill oto\u010dil hlavu.<\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm… Netrap m\u011b! Jestli nep\u0159estane\u0161, nevydr\u017e\u00edm to…“<\/div>\n
„A o to mi p\u0159esn\u011b jde!“ u\u0161kl\u00edbl se Tom a znovu se ho pokusil pol\u00edbit.<\/div>\n
„Ale j\u00e1 to nechci!“<\/div>\n
„Kdy\u017e to nechce\u0161, pro\u010d bys to teda nevydr\u017eel?“<\/div>\n
„Ale\u2026 j\u00e1 to chci, ale nechci…“<\/div>\n
„Tak\u017ee kdy\u017e ani nev\u00ed\u0161, co chce\u0161, ur\u010dit\u011b ti nebude vadit, kdy\u017e rozhodnu za tebe…“ p\u0159ejel po jeho rtech jazykem.<\/div>\n
„Tome, v\u017edy\u0165 v\u00ed\u0161 jak to myslim!“<\/div>\n
Tom ho pustil, s naprost\u00fdm zoufalstv\u00edm se ho zeptal: „A pro\u010d sakra nechce\u0161? Miluje\u0161 j\u00ed?“<\/div>\n
„V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to tak nen\u00ed…“<\/div>\n
„Ne? A pro\u010d m\u00e1\u0161 kruhy pod o\u010dima? Co si celou noc d\u011blal? Spal si s n\u00ed?“<\/div>\n
Bill na n\u011bj nech\u00e1pav\u011b hled\u011bl.<\/div>\n
„Ne, ale tob\u011b to nem\u00e1 cenu vysv\u011btlovat! A \u017ee zrovna ty mi n\u011bco vy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1\u0161!“ na\u0161tvan\u011b kolem n\u011bj pro\u0161el a zam\u00ed\u0159il zp\u00e1tky do studia.<\/div>\n
Tom pochopil, \u017ee to p\u0159ehnal, \u017ee takhle ho zp\u011bt nez\u00edsk\u00e1… Mus\u00ed vymyslet n\u011bco jin\u00fdho…<\/div>\n
Sed\u011bl v jednom baru, s\u00e1m, nest\u00e1l o \u017e\u00e1dnou spole\u010dnost. Sed\u011bl a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel o Billovi. U\u017e t\u0159i t\u00fddny ho nevid\u011bl. Nem\u011bl \u017e\u00e1dnou p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitost se k n\u011bmu dostat, d\u00e1vali si pauzu p\u0159ed turn\u00e9 a prakticky nem\u011bli nic na pr\u00e1ci. Vlastn\u011b on toho m\u011bl na pr\u00e1ci dost, u\u017e\u00edrat se p\u0159edstavou, \u017ee Bill u\u017e nen\u00ed jeho. Nedok\u00e1zal si to p\u0159iznat, ale podv\u011bdom\u011b tu\u0161il, \u017ee prohr\u00e1l. Posledn\u00ed nad\u011bje vkl\u00e1dal do turn\u00e9. Myslel si, \u017ee ho p\u0159ece mus\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, budou spolu skoro po\u0159\u00e1d. Ale pomalu ztr\u00e1cel ve\u0161kerou nad\u011bji. St\u00e1le cht\u011bl Billa sp\u00ed\u0161 ze sobeck\u00fdch d\u016fvod\u016f… Prost\u011b mu vadilo, \u017ee ho nem\u00e1 ve sv\u00e9 moci. St\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b si neuv\u011bdomil to, co si m\u011bl uv\u011bdomit u\u017e d\u00e1vno… \u017de Billa miluje…<\/p>\n

autor: Prinzesschen<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

V\u0161ichni se na n\u011b nech\u00e1pav\u011b d\u00edvali. Bill se to sna\u017eil n\u011bjak zachr\u00e1nit. „Ehm… ahoj kluci, tak jdeme na to?“ nejist\u011b se usm\u00e1l, ale nikdo to u\u017e d\u00e1l ne\u0159e\u0161il. P\u0159i rozhovoru se nedok\u00e1zal soust\u0159edit a neust\u00e1le na sob\u011b c\u00edtil Tom\u016fv ubl\u00ed\u017een\u00fd pohled. Necht\u011bl<\/p>\n

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