{"id":19060,"date":"2008-04-01T01:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19019"},"modified":"2008-04-01T01:15:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-01T00:15:00","slug":"laska-16-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-16-2\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 16."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Ahoj, Johanno,&#8220; nesm\u011ble pozdravil, ve\u0161el d\u00e1l a jemn\u011b j\u00ed pol\u00edbil. &#8222;Promi\u0148, bylo to dost narychlo, tak douf\u00e1m, \u017ee ti to nevad\u00ed&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, nevad\u00ed&#8230;&#8220; usm\u00e1la se. &#8222;Tak poj\u010f d\u00e1l.&#8220; Op\u011bt cel\u00e1 jen z\u00e1\u0159ila a vesele si s n\u00edm pov\u00eddala. Bo\u017ee, l\u00edbila se mu \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edc, a\u017e ho to m\u00edrn\u011b d\u011bsilo&#8230; Ale jen si vzpomn\u011bl na Toma, takov\u00e9 my\u0161lenky ho p\u0159e\u0161ly&#8230; M\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt stokr\u00e1t kr\u00e1sn\u00e1, mil\u00e1, chytr\u00e1, hodn\u00e1&#8230; m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt t\u0159eba dokonal\u00e1, ale na Toma nem\u00e1. Na Toma nikdo nem\u00e1&#8230; Pro Billa byl dokonal\u00fdm jen Tom. A i kdy\u017e vlastn\u011b dokonal\u00fd nebyl, Bill si byl jist\u00fd, \u017ee nikdo u\u017e nikdy nedok\u00e1\u017ee nahradit jeho m\u00edsto&#8230; Ani Johanna, ani kdokoliv jin\u00fd&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ehm, Bille?&#8220; najednou se uprost\u0159ed filmu nejist\u011b zeptala.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ano?&#8220; t\u00e1zav\u011b se na n\u00ed pod\u00edval a \u010dekal, co j\u00ed napadlo.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No v\u00ed\u0161, j\u00e1 jen&#8230; Kde bude\u0161 sp\u00e1t? Jako jestli tady\u2026 nebo&#8230; nebo se mnou?&#8220; byla cel\u00e1 \u010derven\u00e1 a zaryt\u011b se d\u00edvala do zem\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Bill chv\u00edli p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, te\u010f spolu teoreticky chodili&#8230; a vlastn\u011b mu ta p\u0159edstava v\u016fbec nebyla nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e1&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No s tebou, jestli m\u016f\u017eu?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jasn\u011b,&#8220; cel\u00e1 se rozz\u00e1\u0159ila a vrhla se mu kolem krku. St\u00e1le nev\u011bd\u011bla, co mezi nimi vlastn\u011b je, ale te\u010f u\u017e si byla jist\u00e1, \u017ee jde o n\u011bco v\u00edc, ne\u017e si kdy myslela&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Lehli si vedle sebe, Johanna se na n\u011bj hned nalepila a l\u00edbala ho, jako o \u017eivot. Nevadilo mu to, ale jen do t\u00e9 doby, ne\u017e rukou zajela pod jeho trenky. Vylekal se. S holkou nikdy nic nem\u011bl&#8230; A i kdy\u017e mu bylo jasn\u00e9, \u017ee to d\u0159\u00edv nebo pozd\u011bji mus\u00ed p\u0159ij\u00edt, te\u010f se na to rozhodn\u011b nec\u00edtil. Jemn\u011b j\u00ed odstr\u010dil. Zatv\u00e1\u0159ila se p\u0159ekvapen\u011b a trochu smutn\u011b. Bylo mu j\u00ed l\u00edto a proto si j\u00ed k sob\u011b p\u0159ivinul a hladil po vlasech. Za chv\u00edli u\u017e spokojen\u011b spala. To Bill takov\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed nem\u011bl&#8230; Nemohl usnout. Kdyby na n\u011bm nele\u017eela, p\u0159evaloval by se ze strany na stranu, ale takhle jen le\u017eel a z\u00edral do stropu. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, myslel na Toma&#8230; Na Toma, na kapelu, na to, jak v\u0161echno bude d\u00e1l&#8230; Stra\u0161n\u011b se mu po Tomovi st\u00fdskalo, cht\u011bl od n\u011bj aspo\u0148 jedin\u00fd polibek, polibek, kter\u00fd u\u017e mo\u017en\u00e1 nikdy nedostane.. Jasn\u011b, s Johannou se c\u00edtil dob\u0159e, ale ke sv\u00e9mu \u017eivotu prost\u011b pot\u0159eboval Toma, Toma, kter\u00fd mu v\u017edy ubli\u017eoval a nejsp\u00ed\u0161 ho nikdy nemiloval, ale p\u0159esto p\u0159ese v\u0161echno cht\u011bl jen jeho&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Nebyl s\u00e1m, kdo se zab\u00fdval takov\u00fdmi my\u0161lenkami. Tom le\u017eel v posteli, vedle sebe n\u011bjakou d\u00edvku, o kter\u00e9 nev\u011bd\u011bl nic, ani to jak se jmenuje a m\u011bl stejn\u00fd probl\u00e9m jako Bill. Nemohl usnout a neust\u00e1le na n\u011bj musel myslet. \u0160tvalo ho to. Zlobil se na Billa, \u017ee ode\u0161el. Cht\u011bl na n\u011bj zapomenout, nemyslet na n\u011bj, jednou prov\u017edy ho vyt\u011bsnit ze sv\u00e9 hlavy. Ale \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc se o to sna\u017eil, t\u00edm m\u00ed\u0148 byl \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00fd&#8230; V hlav\u011b se mu m\u00edhaly obr\u00e1zky Billa a on to nedok\u00e1zal ovlivnit&#8230; Necht\u011bl si to p\u0159iznat, ale st\u00fdskalo se mu&#8230; U\u017e\u00edral ho pocit, \u017ee je te\u010f Bill n\u011bkde jinde a s n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm. Cht\u011bl ho m\u00edt tady u sebe. Nev\u011bd\u011bl pro\u010d, u\u017e hodn\u011bkr\u00e1t us\u00ednal bez n\u011bj, ale snad to bylo t\u00edm pocitem, \u017ee ho ztr\u00e1c\u00ed, \u017ee ho ztr\u00e1c\u00ed a mo\u017en\u00e1 nav\u017edy&#8230; Co\u017e se mu v\u016fbec nezamlouvalo&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Bill se r\u00e1no probudil, op\u011bt cel\u00fd nevyspal\u00fd, u\u017e ho to \u0161tvalo, posledn\u00ed dobou prost\u011b nedok\u00e1zal usnout. \u0160el do koupelny, proto\u017ee m\u011bli n\u011bjak\u00fd rozhovor a on musel vypadat dokonale. Kdy\u017e se pod\u00edval do zrcadla, \u010dekal ho \u0161ok. Vypadal p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u011b. Byl bled\u00fd a m\u011bl stra\u0161n\u00fd kruhy pod o\u010dima. Sna\u017eil se to zamaskovat, ale v\u00fdsledek ho rozhodn\u011b neuspokojil. Ka\u017ed\u00fd na prvn\u00ed pohled pozn\u00e1, \u017ee s n\u00edm nen\u00ed n\u011bco v po\u0159\u00e1dku. U\u017e to vid\u011bl, jak zase budou noviny rozeb\u00edrat, co se mu stalo. Nejrad\u0161i by nikam nechodil, ale to si nemohl dovolit. Rozhovor byl u\u017e domluven\u00fd m\u011bs\u00edce dop\u0159edu.<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e ta p\u0159edstava p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ek a \u00fasm\u011bv\u016f, kter\u00e9 bude muset rozd\u00e1vat na v\u0161echny strany ho vy\u010derp\u00e1vala. A to ani nedok\u00e1zal pomyslet na to a\u017e uvid\u00ed Toma&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e dorazil do studia, v\u0161ichni u\u017e tam byli. Tom sed\u011bl oto\u010den\u00fd z\u00e1dy a o n\u011b\u010dem zaujat\u011b diskutoval s Georgem. Bill popo\u0161el bl\u00ed\u017e a pohl\u00e9dl mu do tv\u00e1\u0159e. Tom si ho je\u0161t\u011b nev\u0161iml, roztomile m\u00e1chal rukama a vesele se sm\u00e1l. Nedok\u00e1zal se od n\u011bj odtrhnout. Bo\u017ee, tak stra\u0161n\u011b mu chyb\u011bl. Nejrad\u0161i by na n\u011bj na m\u00edst\u011b sko\u010dil a zl\u00edbal ho k smrti. Ale to nemohl, nemohl a to nejen proto, \u017ee m\u00edstnost byla pln\u00e1 lid\u00ed&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Jako ve zpomalen\u00e9m filmu sledoval, jak se Tom pomalinku ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed, \u00fasm\u011bv se z jeho obli\u010deje vytr\u00e1c\u00ed a jak nepatrn\u011b rozev\u00edr\u00e1 rty, kter\u00e9 vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed op\u011bt zav\u0159e. Zad\u00edval se do zem\u011b, nevydr\u017eel ten p\u0159\u00edm\u00fd pohled. N\u011bco ho ale p\u0159inutilo pohl\u00e9dnout zp\u011bt do t\u011bch nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch o\u010d\u00ed na sv\u011bt\u011b. Ut\u00e1p\u011bl se v nich a nebyl schopen pohybu. Jakoby byli v n\u011bjak\u00e9m jin\u00e9m sv\u011bte, byli schopni vn\u00edmat jen jeden druh\u00e9ho&#8230; Ani jeden se nedok\u00e1zal odtrhnout a p\u0159eru\u0161it ten jisk\u0159iv\u00fd kontakt. Nevn\u00edmali ani kdy\u017e si Gustav nech\u00e1pav\u011b odka\u0161lal, ani kdy\u017e se ptal co se stalo. A\u017e kdy\u017e Georg zam\u00e1val rukou p\u0159ed Tomov\u00fdma o\u010dima, vylekan\u011b a dezorientovan\u011b se kolem sebe rozhl\u00e9dli&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Prinzesschen<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ahoj, Johanno,&#8220; nesm\u011ble pozdravil, ve\u0161el d\u00e1l a jemn\u011b j\u00ed pol\u00edbil. &#8222;Promi\u0148, bylo to dost narychlo, tak douf\u00e1m, \u017ee ti to nevad\u00ed&#8230;&#8220; &#8222;Ne, nevad\u00ed&#8230;&#8220; usm\u00e1la se. &#8222;Tak poj\u010f d\u00e1l.&#8220; Op\u011bt cel\u00e1 jen z\u00e1\u0159ila a vesele si s n\u00edm pov\u00eddala. 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