{"id":19068,"date":"2008-04-01T00:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19027"},"modified":"2008-04-01T00:35:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:35:00","slug":"laska-8-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-8-2\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 8."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Dnes m\u011bli m\u00edt n\u011bjak\u00e9 rozhovory a focen\u00ed. Bill se t\u011b\u0161il. V\u017edycky ho to bavilo a aspo\u0148 p\u0159ijde na jin\u00e9 my\u0161lenky&#8230; Mrzelo ho, \u017ee Tom je u\u017e zase odta\u017eit\u00fd, ale rozhodl se t\u00edm nezab\u00fdvat.<\/div>\n<div>Sed\u011bli ve vytopen\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti v redakci jednoho \u010dasopisu a \u010dekali a\u017e doraz\u00ed fotograf. Bill myslel, \u017ee si dne\u0161n\u00ed den u\u017eije, ale osud mu nep\u0159\u00e1l b\u00fdt bezstarostn\u00fd&#8230; Tom flirtoval s mladou redaktorkou a Billovi p\u0159\u00edtomnosti si absolutn\u011b nev\u0161\u00edmal.<\/div>\n<div>Nemohl to pochopit, copak mu nevad\u00ed, \u017ee to vid\u00ed? To, \u017ee ho podv\u00e1d\u00ed je jedna v\u011bc, ale \u017ee to d\u011bl\u00e1 p\u0159\u00edmo p\u0159ed jeho o\u010dima? St\u011b\u017e\u00ed zadr\u017eoval slzy. Nejrad\u011bji by odtud utekl a se v\u0161\u00edm skoncoval. Ale nemohl, musel tu sed\u011bt, usm\u00edvat se na v\u0161echny strany a d\u011blat, \u017ee se nic ned\u011bje, \u017ee je v\u0161echno v nejlep\u0161\u00edm po\u0159\u00e1dku.<\/div>\n<div>Ale nebylo, te\u010f u\u017e za\u0161el moc daleko. Jak jen m\u016f\u017ee? Bill na n\u011bj h\u00e1zel vy\u010d\u00edtav\u00e9 pohledy. Nev\u0161\u00edmal si jich, ale kdy\u017e to vypadalo, \u017ee se Bill doopravdy rozbre\u010d\u00ed, obr\u00e1til o\u010di v sloup a nechal toho.<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e byli op\u011bt doma, za\u010dal mu to vy\u010d\u00edtat, ale Tom pr\u00e1skl dve\u0159mi a p\u0159i t\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitosti prohodil, \u017ee s hysterkou se bavit nebude. Byl na dn\u011b. Op\u011bt&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee Tomovi na n\u011bm v\u016fbec nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed. Tu\u0161il to v\u017edycky, ale a\u017e te\u010f si to doopravdy p\u0159iznal. Je pro n\u011bj jenom hra\u010dka. Trp\u00ed a Tom se dob\u0159e bav\u00ed. P\u0159\u00edmo p\u0159ed n\u00edm flirtuje s b\u016fhv\u00ed k\u00fdm a pak je\u0161t\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1, \u017ee za to m\u016f\u017ee Bill? Nech\u00e1pal to, nech\u00e1pal, jak n\u011bkdo m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt tak stra\u0161n\u011b bezcitn\u00fd jako jeho bratr.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159esto ho miloval, i p\u0159es v\u0161echnu bolest, kterou mu zp\u016fsobil. I kdy\u017e jemu na n\u011bm v\u016fbec nez\u00e1le\u017eelo. I p\u0159esto p\u0159ese v\u0161echno by pro n\u011bj ud\u011blal cokoliv&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Zase si pohr\u00e1val s my\u0161lenkou, \u017ee by si vzal \u017eivot, ale nedok\u00e1zal se k tomu odhodlat&#8230;Pomalu mu za\u010d\u00ednalo b\u00fdt jasn\u00e9, \u017ee nakonec ho p\u0159ece jen bude muset opustit. D\u0159\u00edv si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1val, \u017ee to vydr\u017e\u00ed, \u017ee se p\u0159es to p\u0159enese, \u017ee si na to zvykne&#8230; Ale doch\u00e1zelo mu, \u017ee na tohle si zvyknout nejde&#8230; Mo\u017en\u00e1 by mu odpustil nev\u011bru, ale to jak je na n\u011bj hnusn\u00fd a jak s n\u00edm jedn\u00e1, to skousnout nedok\u00e1zal. Necht\u011bl u\u017e d\u00e1l trp\u011bt, pro\u017e\u00edvat to zas a znovu. Cht\u011bl b\u00fdt kone\u010dn\u011b \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. M\u00e1 snad na to pr\u00e1vo. Tak jako ka\u017ed\u00fd jin\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>V hloubi du\u0161e v\u0161ak v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee bez Toma nikdy \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd b\u00fdt nem\u016f\u017ee. Ale s n\u00edm taky ne. Vlastn\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd nikdy&#8230; V\u011bd\u011bl to, p\u0159esto dosp\u011bl k n\u00e1zoru, \u017ee pokud Toma neopust\u00ed, nikdy se nic nezm\u011bn\u00ed&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Akor\u00e1t ho to zab\u00edj\u00ed, jejich vztah ho zab\u00edj\u00ed, Tom ho zab\u00edj\u00ed&#8230; Nemohl u\u017e pokra\u010dovat, i kdyby cht\u011bl, tak nemohl. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee u\u017e by to nezvl\u00e1dl. Byl na pokraji sv\u00fdch sil. Dal\u0161\u00ed zklam\u00e1n\u00ed, a byl si jist, \u017ee by ur\u010dit\u011b p\u0159i\u0161lo, by u\u017e prost\u011b nep\u0159e\u017eil&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Sna\u017eil se si to tak nebrat. Ale copak to jde? Copak jde donekone\u010dna p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017eet, jak se jeho bratr bav\u00ed, zat\u00edmco on trp\u00ed? Ne! U\u017e se rozhodl. Opust\u00ed ho. Opust\u00ed Toma. Nebyl si jist\u00fd jestli to dok\u00e1\u017ee, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, \u017ee v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nedok\u00e1\u017ee, alespo\u0148 ne na dlouho, ale mus\u00ed to zkusit.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159edstavoval si \u017eivot bez Toma, na chv\u00edli zav\u00e1hal, jestli je to v\u016fbec mo\u017en\u00e9. P\u0159ipadalo mu to jako n\u011bco naprosto nep\u0159ijateln\u00e9ho. Oni, kte\u0159\u00ed byly v\u017edycky spolu, by se m\u011bli rozd\u011blit?<\/div>\n<div>Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nikdy nem\u011bl dovolit, aby se jejich bratrsk\u00fd vztah vyvinul v n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. Tedy z jeho strany, proto\u017ee Tom ho rozhodn\u011b nemiloval. M\u011bl to v sob\u011b zab\u00edt hned na za\u010d\u00e1tku. Mo\u017en\u00e1 by se mu to povedlo. Te\u010f u\u017e je na to pozd\u011b. M\u011bl pocit, \u017ee \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc mu Tom ubli\u017euje, t\u00edm v\u00edc ho miluje. Bylo to jako za\u010darovan\u00fd kruh, z kter\u00e9ho nen\u00ed cesty ven&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale te\u010f u\u017e by nedok\u00e1zal na Toma zapomenout, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b \u017ee nedok\u00e1zal, to by ani ne\u0161lo, ale nedok\u00e1zal by ho p\u0159estat milovat, te\u010f u\u017e ne. Ani kdyby se nevid\u011bli cel\u00e9 roky, byl p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den, \u017ee by ho miloval st\u00e1le&#8230; Mo\u017en\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc ne\u017e te\u010f&#8230; Jeho l\u00e1ska se stup\u0148ovala, byla mnohem siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e na za\u010d\u00e1tku a za deset let bude mnohem siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e te\u010f, a\u0165 u\u017e s Tomem bude, nebo ne, a\u0165 se stane cokoliv&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>V\u011bd\u011bl to, p\u0159esto u\u017e se rozhodl, \u017ee to ukon\u010d\u00ed&#8230; Ne \u00fapln\u011b, bude ho muset v\u00eddat, co se kapely t\u00fd\u010de, ale jinak ne. Prost\u011b od t\u00e9to doby jako by se nikdy nic nestalo&#8230; Bude to t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, bude to v\u00edc ne\u017e t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, vlastn\u011b to bude nemo\u017en\u00e9, ale mus\u00ed to dok\u00e1zat, mus\u00ed se o to alespo\u0148 sna\u017eit&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Prinzesschen<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dnes m\u011bli m\u00edt n\u011bjak\u00e9 rozhovory a focen\u00ed. Bill se t\u011b\u0161il. V\u017edycky ho to bavilo a aspo\u0148 p\u0159ijde na jin\u00e9 my\u0161lenky&#8230; Mrzelo ho, \u017ee Tom je u\u017e zase odta\u017eit\u00fd, ale rozhodl se t\u00edm nezab\u00fdvat. 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