{"id":19072,"date":"2008-04-01T00:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19031"},"modified":"2008-04-01T00:15:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:15:00","slug":"laska-4-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-4-2\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 4."},"content":{"rendered":"
Bill se p\u0159evalil a otev\u0159el o\u010di. Zd\u00e1l se mu kr\u00e1sn\u00fd sen a tak m\u011bl dobrou n\u00e1ladu. Jakmile si ale vzpomn\u011bl co se stalo, \u00fasm\u011bv na rtech ho pozvolna opou\u0161t\u011bl.<\/div>\n
Povzdechl si, s t\u00edm nic nenad\u011bl\u00e1, bude se sna\u017eit na to nemyslet. Ale copak to jde?<\/div>\n
Zase ho za\u010d\u00ednala p\u0159epadat st\u00edsn\u011bnost a pocit naprost\u00e9 beznad\u011bje. Vy\u0161el z pokoje a pomal\u00fdmi kroky m\u00ed\u0159il do kuchyn\u011b. M\u00edjel bratrovy dve\u0159e a silou v\u016fle s\u00e1m sebe p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010doval, \u017ee tam rozhodn\u011b nep\u016fjde. Ale n\u011bjak\u00e1 magick\u00e1 s\u00edla ho p\u0159inutila. Na posledn\u00ed chv\u00edli zastavil a opatrn\u011b vzal za kliku.<\/div>\n
Otev\u0159el dve\u0159e a nesly\u0161n\u011b, aby ho neprobudil, do\u0161el k jeho posteli. Sednul si a zad\u00edval se na n\u011bj.<\/div>\n
Byl tak sladk\u00fd, kdy\u017e spal. Nemohl si pomoct, n\u011b\u017en\u011b ho pohladil po tv\u00e1\u0159i. Se zatajen\u00fdm dechem \u010dekal, jestli se neprobud\u00ed. Neprobudil, to mu dodalo odvahy a prsty p\u0159ejel p\u0159es jeho rty. Tom se zachv\u011bl a m\u00edrn\u011b zavrt\u011bl. Bill se vylekal.<\/div>\n
Pro\u010d to d\u011bl\u00e1? Pro\u010d bez n\u011bj nem\u016f\u017ee \u017e\u00edt? V\u017edy\u0165 ho jenom tr\u00e1p\u00ed. Ani ho nemiluje. Byl si t\u00edm jist\u00fd, proto\u017ee kdyby ano, p\u0159ece by mu tohle ned\u011blal… \u010clov\u011bk, kter\u00fd miluje, nepot\u0159ebuje nikoho dal\u0161\u00edho…<\/div>\n
Po tv\u00e1\u0159i mu st\u00e9kaly slzy, ale on nedok\u00e1zal odej\u00edt. N\u011bco ho tam dr\u017eelo, neum\u011bl si to vysv\u011btlit. Nev\u011bd\u011bl pro\u010d ho prost\u011b nedok\u00e1\u017ee nechat. Mnoho lid\u00ed opust\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00e9ho miluj\u00ed. Jen on to nedok\u00e1\u017ee.<\/div>\n
Znovu se na n\u011bj zad\u00edval. Pot\u0159eboval sly\u0161et, \u017ee ho Tom miluje, i kdyby to nebyla pravda. Set\u0159el si slzy a jen zlehka ho pol\u00edbil. Necht\u011bl ho probudit, ale nedok\u00e1zal to ovlivnit. Pomalu p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl po jeho rtech a za\u010d\u00ednal se uklid\u0148ovat.<\/div>\n
Tom otev\u0159el o\u010di, lekl se, ale nedal na sob\u011b nic zn\u00e1t. V\u011bd\u011bl to, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to Bill nevydr\u017e\u00ed a zase mu odpust\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Usm\u00e1l se pro sebe, tohle se mu hod\u00ed. Nebude se mu muset omlouvat a \u0161eptat, \u017ee ho miluje. Pro n\u011bkoho to nic nen\u00ed, ale pro Toma to bylo jako nejhor\u0161\u00ed no\u010dn\u00ed m\u016fra. Za\u010dal mu polibky opl\u00e1cet. Bill se lekl a cht\u011bl toho nechat, ale nedovolil mu to.<\/div>\n
St\u00e1hl si ho pod sebe a op\u011bt ho pol\u00edbil. Tvrd\u011b, chtiv\u011b, bez jedin\u00e9ho citu. Billovi zase tekly slzy. Tohle p\u0159ece necht\u011bl. Necht\u011bl se k n\u011bmu vr\u00e1tit, aspo\u0148 ne takhle rychle.<\/div>\n
Zavzlykal, myslel si, \u017ee to t\u0159eba Toma obm\u011bk\u010d\u00ed, ale ten si toho ani nev\u0161iml. Mo\u017en\u00e1 v\u0161iml, ale ne\u0159e\u0161il to. Pokra\u010doval d\u00e1l, bezcitn\u011b z n\u011bj serval triko.<\/div>\n
To, \u017ee se mu Bill sna\u017e\u00ed vykroutit a \u017ee se mu to o\u010dividn\u011b v\u016fbec nel\u00edb\u00ed, mu v\u016fbec nevadilo. Bill si jen povzdechl, snad nikdy se nemilovali tak jak by cht\u011bl. V\u017edycky to bylo takov\u00e9 jako te\u010f. Ani kousek n\u011bhy, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd cit, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 l\u00e1ska. Prost\u011b sex. A on to pot\u0159eboval, pot\u0159eboval c\u00edtit, \u017ee ho Tom miluje.<\/div>\n
P\u00e1lily ho o\u010di, jak se sna\u017eil zadr\u017eet pl\u00e1\u010d.<\/div>\n
„Pro\u010d mi to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?“ zeptal se ti\u0161e.<\/div>\n
„Ale no tak, Bille, uklidni se, o tom jsme u\u017e mluvili!“ odv\u011btil chladn\u011b Tom a d\u00e1l se v\u011bnoval Billovu b\u0159ichu<\/div>\n
„Tak\u017ee to je pravda, nemiluje\u0161 m\u011b, v\u016fbec ti na mn\u011b nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed!“<\/div>\n
Tom p\u0159estal. Nevyhne se tomu. Nadechl se.<\/div>\n
„Nebu\u010f sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fd, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, \u017ee t\u011b miluju.“<\/div>\n
„Ano, m\u00e1\u0161 pravdu, jsem sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fd! Trp\u011bliv\u011b \u010dek\u00e1m na to, a\u017e t\u011b to p\u0159ejde, a\u017e ti dojde, \u017ee d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 chybu, \u017ee miluje\u0161 jen m\u011b! Ale to se nikdy nestane! \u017de jo? Pro\u010d taky, kdy\u017e to tomu sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fdmu Billovi v\u016fbec nevad\u00ed? Jen\u017ee j\u00e1 ti n\u011bco povim, mn\u011b to vad\u00ed! Ne m\u011b to jen nevad\u00ed, m\u011b to zab\u00edj\u00ed! Ale tob\u011b je to jedno! Jsem ti ukraden\u00fd! Mysl\u00ed\u0161 jenom na sebe!“ za\u010d\u00ednal hyster\u010dit. Tom jen oto\u010dil o\u010di v sloup. Nesn\u00e1\u0161el, kdy\u017e se bratr dostal do stav\u016f, kdy se p\u0159estal ovl\u00e1dat.<\/div>\n
„\u0158ik\u00e1\u0161 nesmysly a laskav\u011b nebu\u010f hysterick\u00fd! Miluju t\u011b a u\u017e o tom nechci mluvit!“<\/div>\n
„Nechce\u0161? To je hezk\u00fd! Ale j\u00e1 chci! Jen\u017ee to tady nikoho nezaj\u00edm\u00e1! Nikdy t\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1, co chci j\u00e1! J\u00e1 t\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1m! N\u00e1\u0161 vztah t\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1!“<\/div>\n
„\u0158ik\u00e1m ti, \u017ee t\u011b miluju, co v\u00edc chce\u0161 sly\u0161et?“<\/div>\n
„Jo, ty um\u00ed\u0161 dob\u0159e lh\u00e1t!“<\/div>\n
„Nel\u017eu, panebo\u017ee Bille, mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee kdyby mi na tob\u011b nez\u00e1le\u017eelo, \u017ee s tebou budu?“ Tom u\u017e za\u010d\u00ednal ztr\u00e1cet trp\u011blivost.<\/div>\n
„No j\u00e1 nevim, asi ne… Ale…“<\/div>\n
„Tak vid\u00ed\u0161, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd ale!“<\/div>\n
„Tak mi to doka\u017e, doka\u017e mi, \u017ee m\u011b miluje\u0161!“<\/div>\n
„Jak ti to m\u00e1m jako dok\u00e1zat?“<\/div>\n
„Kdy\u017e nev\u00ed\u0161, tak m\u011b nemiluje\u0161!“ f\u0148ukal Bill<\/div>\n
„No jo, tak dob\u0159e, jak chce\u0161. U\u017e t\u011b nikdy nepodvedu, slibuju. Miluju t\u011b. Spokojenej?“<\/div>\n
Nebyl spokojenej, ani n\u00e1hodou nebyl spokojenej. Oba v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee je to le\u017e, oba v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee se to bude nejm\u00ed\u0148 stokr\u00e1t opakovat…<\/div>\n
Tom si ho posadil na kl\u00edn a op\u011bt ho pol\u00edbil. Bill se odtrhl, p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, \u017ee by to skon\u010dil, ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to nedok\u00e1\u017ee… Co mohl d\u011blat? Cht\u011bl b\u00fdt s n\u00edm, a\u0165 to stoj\u00ed co to stoj\u00ed. I kdyby m\u011bl vyplakat v\u0161echny slzy sv\u011bta. St\u00e1le naivn\u011b doufal, \u017ee se Tom zm\u011bn\u00ed. Asi byl doopravdy sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fd…<\/div>\n
Pod\u00edval se mu do o\u010d\u00ed a nechal se polo\u017eit na postel. Nechal se l\u00edbat, u\u017e neprotestoval, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to nem\u00e1 cenu…<\/p>\n

autor: Prinzesschen<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bill se p\u0159evalil a otev\u0159el o\u010di. Zd\u00e1l se mu kr\u00e1sn\u00fd sen a tak m\u011bl dobrou n\u00e1ladu. Jakmile si ale vzpomn\u011bl co se stalo, \u00fasm\u011bv na rtech ho pozvolna opou\u0161t\u011bl. Povzdechl si, s t\u00edm nic nenad\u011bl\u00e1, bude se sna\u017eit na to nemyslet. Ale<\/p>\n

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