{"id":19074,"date":"2008-04-01T00:05:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19033"},"modified":"2008-04-01T00:05:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-31T23:05:00","slug":"laska-2-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-2-3\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska? 2."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Tom za sebou zav\u0159el domovn\u00ed dve\u0159e a povzdechl si. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se bude muset Billovi omlouvat, \u017ee ho bude muset zas a znova uji\u0161\u0165ovat o tom, jak ho miluje.<\/div>\n<div>Nesn\u00e1\u0161el to. Nesn\u00e1\u0161el, kdy\u017e byl bratr na\u0161tvan\u00fd a hr\u00e1l si na chud\u00e1\u010dka, kter\u00e9mu neust\u00e1le jen ubli\u017euj\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159esto se nedok\u00e1zal p\u0159inutit, aby toho nechal. A taky nev\u011bd\u011bl, pro\u010d by toho m\u011bl nechat.<\/div>\n<div>M\u011bl pocit, \u017ee je Bill moc citliv\u00fd, \u017ee mu p\u0159ece nic tak stra\u0161n\u00e9ho neprov\u00e1d\u00ed. Nev\u011bd\u011bl pro\u010d, ale m\u011bl nutk\u00e1n\u00ed si n\u011bco dokazovat. St\u00e1le pot\u0159eboval nov\u00e9 a nov\u00e9 &#8218;ob\u011bti&#8216;, kter\u00e9 svede a opust\u00ed. D\u011blal to tak v\u017edycky a te\u010f na tom nehodlal nic m\u011bnit. L\u00edbilo se mu to. Necht\u011bl se toho vzd\u00e1t jen kv\u016fli \u017e\u00e1rliv\u00e9mu bratrovi. Jist\u011b, ten se mu taky l\u00edbil, m\u011bl pot\u0159ebu ho ovl\u00e1dat, vlastnit&#8230; Cht\u011bl m\u00edt oboje, svou svobodu i oddan\u00e9ho Billa.<\/div>\n<div>Nedoch\u00e1zelo mu, \u017ee mu t\u00edm jen ubli\u017euje. Nep\u0159ipou\u0161t\u011bl si, \u017ee Bill nen\u00ed \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, \u017ee trp\u00ed, \u017ee trp\u00ed kv\u016fli n\u011bmu. Nep\u0159ipou\u0161t\u011bl nebo sp\u00ed\u0161 necht\u011bl p\u0159ipustit.<\/div>\n<div>Nalh\u00e1val si, \u017ee to Bill jen hraje, \u017ee mu to nevad\u00ed, \u017ee jen chce vypadat d\u016fle\u017eit\u011b&#8230; Ve skrytu du\u0161e tomu ale nev\u011b\u0159il. Moc dob\u0159e si uv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee se bratr tr\u00e1p\u00ed, ale bylo mu to jedno. V\u011bd\u011bl o sob\u011b, \u017ee je sobeck\u00fd, ale nijak se t\u00edm nezat\u011b\u017eoval. Hlavn\u011b kdy\u017e bude \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd on, na nikoho jin\u00e9ho nebral ohledy.<\/div>\n<div>Odm\u00edtal kv\u016fli n\u011bmu p\u0159ij\u00edt o sv\u016fj d\u0159\u00edv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u017eivot, odm\u00edtal se vzd\u00e1t sv\u00fdch star\u00fdch zvyk\u016f. P\u0159ipadalo mu, \u017ee na to m\u00e1 pr\u00e1vo, \u017ee to Bill mus\u00ed respektovat. A kdy\u017e ne, nic mu nebr\u00e1n\u00ed v tom, to ukon\u010dit&#8230; Ale to vlastn\u011b necht\u011bl. N\u011bjak si navykl m\u00edt Billa u sebe. Miluj\u00edc\u00edho oddan\u00e9ho Billa. Sv\u00e9ho sladk\u00e9ho, n\u011b\u017en\u00e9ho, mo\u017en\u00e1 trochu naivn\u00edho bratra. Ano naivn\u00edho, p\u0159ipadal mu naivn\u00ed. Myslel si snad, \u017ee bude nav\u017edy jen s n\u00edm? \u017de mu bude do smrti v\u011brn\u00fd? No jo, Bill a jeho prav\u00e1 l\u00e1ska. V duchu se zasm\u00e1l. Kdy\u017e nad t\u00edm tak p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, nec\u00edtil \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 v\u00fd\u010ditky. P\u0159ece mu jasn\u011b \u0159ekl, \u017ee toho nenech\u00e1, \u017ee mu prost\u011b nikdy nebude sta\u010dit jen Bill&#8230; Pot\u0159eboval v\u00edc, pot\u0159eboval mnohem v\u00edc. Cht\u011bl b\u00fdt obdivov\u00e1n, cht\u011bl si dokazovat, \u017ee je st\u00e1le \u017e\u00e1douc\u00ed, \u017ee po n\u011bm v\u0161ichni \u0161\u00edl\u00ed&#8230; Ale stejn\u011b jako tohle, cht\u011bl i Billa&#8230; On byl stejn\u011b nejlep\u0161\u00ed. Nikdy ho nikdo nevzru\u0161oval v\u00edc ne\u017e jeho bratr, nikdy po nikom v\u00edc netou\u017eil, nikdy ho nikdo tak dokonale neuspokojil, nikdo ho neznal tak dob\u0159e jako on&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Jen na malou chv\u00edli ho p\u0159epadl pocit viny, ten ale rychle zahnal&#8230; Nikdo mu nebude \u0159\u00edkat co m\u00e1 d\u011blat! Ani \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00e9ho miluje&#8230; Ale miluje ho v\u016fbec? Nev\u011bd\u011bl&#8230; A nehodlal si s t\u00edm l\u00e1mat hlavu. Moc dob\u0159e si uv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee Billa pot\u0159ebuje, \u017ee se na n\u011bm st\u00e1v\u00e1 z\u00e1visl\u00fdm. Ale je to l\u00e1ska? Nev\u00ed, nev\u00ed a v\u011bd\u011bt nechce&#8230; Nikdy nad t\u00edm nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel&#8230; Jedn\u00edm si byl ale jist\u00fd, rozhodn\u011b o n\u011bj nechce p\u0159ij\u00edt!<\/div>\n<div>Mo\u017en\u00e1, kdyby se opravdu musel vzd\u00e1t sv\u00fdch rom\u00e1nk\u016f, ud\u011blal by to. Ale pro\u010d to d\u011blat, kdy\u017e nemus\u00ed? Kdy\u017e mu v\u017edycky odpust\u00ed? Pro\u0161el kolem jeho pokoje a ani se nezastavil. Nem\u011bl n\u00e1ladu na omluvy, kter\u00e9 byly bohu\u017eel nutn\u00e9 a kter\u00e9 mimochodem podle n\u011bj byly neopodstatn\u011bn\u00e9, proto\u017ee rozhodn\u011b nec\u00edtil \u017e\u00e1dnou vinu za sv\u00e9 chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Ale bylo mu jasn\u00fd, \u017ee to mus\u00ed ud\u011blat, \u017ee to ud\u011bl\u00e1&#8230; Necht\u011bl o n\u011bj p\u0159ece p\u0159ij\u00edt&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Najednou na n\u011bj dostal chu\u0165. Cht\u011bl se ho zase dot\u00fdkat, cht\u011bl aby se on zase dot\u00fdkal jeho. Potichu otev\u0159el dve\u0159e do jeho pokoje. Spal. Cht\u011bl ho vzbudit, nehled\u011bl na to, \u017ee to je sobeck\u00e9, prost\u011b ho cht\u011bl&#8230; Norm\u00e1ln\u011b by to ud\u011blal, ale vzpomn\u011bl si, \u017ee je na n\u011bj na\u0161tvan\u00fd. Musel by se omlouvat a \u0161eptat mu jak ho miluje, ale to on tak nesn\u00e1\u0161el. Nem\u011bl na to s\u00edlu. Bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee by nakonec dos\u00e1hl sv\u00e9ho, ale n\u011bjak se mu do toho necht\u011blo. Chv\u00edli se je\u0161t\u011b rozhodoval, ale pak \u0161el sp\u00e1t.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159evaloval se ze strany na stranu a nemohl zamhou\u0159it oko. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel&#8230; Uva\u017eoval o Billovi, jestli se k n\u011bmu p\u0159ece jen nechov\u00e1 moc hnusn\u011b&#8230; Ne! Nem\u011bl r\u00e1d, kdy\u017e nemohl usnout a p\u0159epadaly ho v\u00fd\u010ditky sv\u011bdom\u00ed. P\u0159ece ned\u011blal nic \u0161patn\u00fdho!!! Teda d\u011blal, ale&#8230; Ne, ned\u011blal a u\u017e o tom nebude p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let! Najednou se mu v mysli vyno\u0159ilo, jak se dali dohromady. Nev\u011bd\u011bl p\u0159esn\u011b kdy, nepamatoval si v\u0161echny podrobnosti, jen v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se mu to l\u00edbilo, \u017ee te\u010f se mu budou zd\u00e1t kr\u00e1sn\u00fd sny&#8230; Nepamatoval si to p\u0159esn\u011b, proto\u017ee si to pamatovat necht\u011bl. Nijak extra mu na tom nez\u00e1le\u017eelo, ale byl tu n\u011bkdo, kdo si to st\u0159e\u017eil jako nejsv\u011bt\u011bj\u0161\u00ed tajemstv\u00ed, nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed vzpom\u00ednku, kdo si pamatoval naprosto p\u0159esn\u011b \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno, do posledn\u00edho punt\u00edku&#8230; Bill si pamatoval moc dob\u0159e, jak za\u010dalo jeho utrpen\u00ed&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Prinzesschen<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tom za sebou zav\u0159el domovn\u00ed dve\u0159e a povzdechl si. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se bude muset Billovi omlouvat, \u017ee ho bude muset zas a znova uji\u0161\u0165ovat o tom, jak ho miluje. Nesn\u00e1\u0161el to. Nesn\u00e1\u0161el, kdy\u017e byl bratr na\u0161tvan\u00fd a hr\u00e1l si na chud\u00e1\u010dka, kter\u00e9mu<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/04\/01\/laska-2-3\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[92],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19074","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-laska"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19074"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19074\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}