{"id":19122,"date":"2008-03-30T16:45:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19081"},"modified":"2008-03-30T16:45:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:45:00","slug":"pohadka-versus-realita","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/30\/pohadka-versus-realita\/","title":{"rendered":"Poh\u00e1dka versus realita"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\u0160\u0165astn\u011b se na m\u011b usm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161. Usm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se jako pr\u00e1v\u011b z\u00e1\u0159\u00edc\u00ed slun\u00ed\u010dko pluj\u00edc\u00ed tyrkysovou oblohou. U\u017e dlouho jsem T\u011b nevid\u011bl tak vesel\u00e9ho. Sed\u00ed\u0161 schoulen\u00fd naproti mn\u011b, koleny si podp\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 bradu a v rukou sv\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 misku s malinami. V\u00edm, \u017ee je miluje\u0161. M\u00e1\u0161 je r\u00e1d u\u017e od dob, kdy jsme si spolu jako mal\u00ed kluci hr\u00e1vali na zahrad\u011b, pob\u00edhali mezi ke\u0159i a mlsali ony sladk\u00e9 do \u010dervena zbarven\u00e9 plody&#8230; Rychle je uj\u00edd\u00e1\u0161, snad jako by ses b\u00e1l, \u017ee na tebe nic nezbude. Tv\u00e9 rty jsou od malin lehce nar\u016f\u017eov\u011bl\u00e9. \u010cern\u00e9 vlasy ti spl\u00fdvaj\u00ed kolem jemn\u00fdch rys\u016f tv\u00e1\u0159e, poletuj\u00ed v lehounk\u00e9m letn\u00edm v\u00e1nku sem a tam jako havran\u00ed p\u00edrka. Daruje\u0161 mi jeden z tv\u00fdch bezchybn\u00fdch \u00fasm\u011bv\u016f. Ani nev\u00ed\u0161, jak jsem \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, \u017ee T\u011b m\u00e1m. Nev\u00ed\u0161, co pro m\u011b znamen\u00e1\u0161. O\u010di barvy ho\u0159k\u00e9 \u010dokol\u00e1dy se na m\u011b st\u00e1le up\u00edraj\u00ed. Pln\u00e9 radosti, mo\u017en\u00e1 s jak\u00fdmsi \u00fadivem. Jen tak tu sed\u00edme. Pov\u00edd\u00e1me si o v\u0161em mo\u017en\u00e9m. O b\u011b\u017en\u00fdch starostech, je\u017e n\u00e1s potk\u00e1vaj\u00ed s ka\u017ed\u00fdm nov\u00fdm dnem, o radostech, kter\u00e9 n\u00e1m p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnost. \u010clov\u011bk by ne\u0159ekl, jak\u00e9 to je, jen tak oby\u010dejn\u011b si popov\u00eddat. Sv\u011b\u0159it se. M\u00edt n\u011bkoho, kdo je tu v\u017edycky pro Tebe. Jsem vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd, \u017ee m\u016f\u017eu \u0159\u00edct &#8211; tohle v\u0161echno j\u00e1 m\u00e1m. Proto\u017ee m\u00e1m Tebe. Moje dvoj\u010de. Neodmyslitelnou \u010d\u00e1st mne, svou druhou p\u016flku\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Blesk pro\u010d\u00edsne nebe jako h\u0159eben ebenov\u00e9 vlasy. Mohutn\u00e9, zu\u0159iv\u00e9 h\u0159m\u011bn\u00ed ohla\u0161uje p\u0159\u00edchod bou\u0159ky. Kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 letn\u00ed bou\u0159ky oko\u0159en\u011bn\u00e9 lehk\u00fdm de\u0161t\u00edkem. Velik\u00e9 de\u0161\u0165ov\u00e9 kapky pozvolna dopadaj\u00ed na sluncem rozp\u00e1len\u00fd chodn\u00edk, na tr\u00e1vu u\u010desanou do \u00fahledn\u00fdch zelen\u00fdch trs\u016f a na \u010derven\u00e9 st\u0159echy dom\u016f. Zanech\u00e1vaj\u00ed po sob\u011b jen mokr\u00e1 kole\u010dka. Lehce pr\u0161\u00ed. \u010cerstv\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b de\u0161t\u011b se nevinn\u011b vkr\u00e1d\u00e1 pootev\u0159en\u00fdmi okny do domu. Jemn\u00fd v\u011bt\u0159\u00edk ji zav\u00e1l a\u017e do m\u00e9ho pokoje. Mokr\u00e9 kapky spadaj\u00ed na st\u0159echu zahradn\u00edho alt\u00e1nu. Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161 je? Bubnuj\u00ed na ni. Potichu st\u00e9kaj\u00ed dol\u016f, v\u00e1\u017eou se v drobn\u00e9 prov\u00e1zky a rozvern\u011b padaj\u00ed z okraje st\u0159echy na moknouc\u00ed zemi. Pod\u00edvej se. Vid\u00ed\u0161 tu stoupaj\u00edc\u00ed mlhu? Nev\u00edm, odkud se tu vzala. Ale je po\u0159\u00e1d bl\u00ed\u017e a bl\u00ed\u017e. Hust\u00e1, b\u00edl\u00e1 mlha, kter\u00e1 do sv\u00e9ho pl\u00e1\u0161t\u011b barvy ml\u00e9ka polap\u00ed v\u0161echnu sv\u011b\u017eest letn\u00edho de\u0161t\u011b. Nejen ji. Polap\u00ed i Tebe. Ut\u00e1p\u00ed\u0161 se v n\u00ed, po\u0159\u00e1d hloub\u011bji a hloub\u011bji. Nem\u016f\u017eu ti pomoct, i kdy\u017e bych cht\u011bl. Jsi a\u017e moc daleko. A j\u00e1 &#8211; nedos\u00e1hnu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Rozespale otev\u00edr\u00e1m o\u010di. V\u0161ude kolem m\u011b panuje nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 \u0161ero. Hal\u00ed cel\u00fd m\u016fj pokoj do mnoha tmav\u00fdch st\u00edn\u016f, ukr\u00fdv\u00e1 se v ka\u017ed\u00e9m, i v tom sebemen\u0161\u00edm koutku. V\u00edm. Byl to jen sen. Ale kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. Poh\u00e1dka, v n\u00ed\u017e se c\u00edt\u00edm doopravdy \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Poh\u00e1dka, ve kter\u00e9 m\u00e1m Tebe. Na okenn\u00ed tabuli za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 ti\u0161e bubnovat d\u00e9\u0161\u0165. My\u0161lenkami st\u00e1le ve snech se dopot\u00e1c\u00edm k oknu. Hust\u00e1 mlha pokr\u00fdv\u00e1 celou zahradu. Dokonce i ten alt\u00e1n se kr\u010d\u00ed pod jej\u00ed pe\u0159inou. Pro\u010d T\u011b tu te\u010f nem\u00e1m? Jen tak jsi zmizel, jen tak, z ni\u010deho nic jsi to v\u0161echno ukon\u010dil. Nenapadlo T\u011b, \u017ee tu nech\u00e1\u0161 kus sebe. \u017de tu nech\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b. Proto\u017ee j\u00e1 jsem pr\u00e1v\u011b ten kus, ta druh\u00e1 polovina. Celou tu dobu, celou tu nekone\u010dn\u011b dlouhou dobu bez Tebe \u017eiji jen sny. V jedn\u00e9 kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 poh\u00e1dce se \u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm koncem. Jsem tam, kde jsi ty. Nec\u00edt\u00edm se nikdy s\u00e1m, proto\u017ee v t\u00e9 poh\u00e1dce jsme spolu. Ale realita je jin\u00e1. Oba to v\u00edme. Realita \u010dasto b\u00fdv\u00e1 tvrd\u00fdm dopadem na tvrdou zem. Rozfoukne sny jako obl\u00e1\u010dek prachu.<br \/>Dlouho jsem cht\u011bl v t\u00e9 na\u0161\u00ed poh\u00e1dce \u017e\u00edt. Zapomenout na v\u0161echno ostatn\u00ed. O to hor\u0161\u00edm se pak pro mne st\u00e1val n\u00e1vrat do skute\u010dnosti. N\u00e1vrat do \u0161edi ka\u017edodenn\u00edho \u017eivota. N\u00e1vrat do sv\u011bta bez Tebe. Proto\u017ee u\u017e se nevr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161. A j\u00e1 to te\u010f v\u00edm. Moje poh\u00e1dka se nestane jen jednou z t\u011bch, na jejich\u017e konci zazvon\u00ed zlat\u00e9 zvone\u010dky. Moje se bude v\u017edycky li\u0161it. Mrz\u00ed m\u011b, \u017ee jsi mi nedal ani jednu \u0161anci ukon\u010dit ji tak, jak bych si p\u0159\u00e1l.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;&#8230;A v\u0161ichni \u017eili \u0161\u0165astn\u011b a\u017e do smrti\u2026&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>T\u00fdnka<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0160\u0165astn\u011b se na m\u011b usm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161. Usm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se jako pr\u00e1v\u011b z\u00e1\u0159\u00edc\u00ed slun\u00ed\u010dko pluj\u00edc\u00ed tyrkysovou oblohou. U\u017e dlouho jsem T\u011b nevid\u011bl tak vesel\u00e9ho. Sed\u00ed\u0161 schoulen\u00fd naproti mn\u011b, koleny si podp\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 bradu a v rukou sv\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 misku s malinami. V\u00edm, \u017ee je miluje\u0161. 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