{"id":19130,"date":"2008-03-30T16:33:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19089"},"modified":"2008-03-30T16:33:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:33:00","slug":"hlad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/30\/hlad\/","title":{"rendered":"Hlad"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>A\/N: Ehm, tak\u017ee tohle je takov\u00fd o ni\u010dem\u2026 new\u00edm, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee se to ani ned\u00e1 \u010d\u00edst a je to nepochopiteln\u00fd\u2026 no fakt new\u00edm\u2026.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Dal\u0161\u00ed noc ho bud\u00ed hlad, dal\u0161\u00ed noc je pln zoufalstv\u00ed, dal\u0161\u00ed noc se c\u00edt\u00ed s\u00e1m a dal\u0161\u00ed noc tou\u017e\u00ed. Je to dvacet \u010dty\u0159i hodin, co jedl naposledy. M\u00e1 hlad. Ka\u017edi\u010dkou noc se probouz\u00ed a tou\u017e\u00ed po n\u00ed. Tou\u017e\u00ed po krvi, po krvi sv\u00e9ho bratra. Za\u010dalo to ji\u017e p\u0159ed t\u0159emi lety, kdy poprv\u00e9 poc\u00edtil chu\u0165 po n\u011b\u010dem nov\u00e9m. Za\u010dal poci\u0165ovat silnou chu\u0165 se alespo\u0148 bratra dotknout. Nejprve to byla teprve p\u0159edstava dotyk\u016f, pozd\u011bji to p\u0159e\u0161lo na touhu ho pol\u00edbit. D\u00e1le u\u017e nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak d\u00e1l, proto se za\u010dal zabavovat p\u0159edstavou chuti jeho krve. Netu\u0161il, \u017ee za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 b\u00fdt posedl\u00fd, netu\u0161il, \u017ee se mus\u00ed ka\u017edou noc \u017eivit n\u011b\u010d\u00edm zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm, netu\u0161il, \u017ee je zamilov\u00e1n. Za\u010d\u00ednal se na n\u011bj chodit d\u00edvat ka\u017edi\u010dkou noc a ka\u017edou noc si nahrazoval jeho jin\u00fdmi\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Byla zimn\u00ed noc. Vysok\u00fd mlad\u00edk se se zoufal\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem ve tv\u00e1\u0159i proch\u00e1zel po zasn\u011b\u017een\u00e9 louce. V\u016fbec nevn\u00edmal, \u017ee se s ka\u017ed\u00fdm dal\u0161\u00edm krokem bo\u0159\u00ed v\u00edc a v\u00edc do sn\u011bhu. Sledoval jen kousky zasn\u011b\u017een\u00e9 planiny. Bled\u00fd v\u00fdraz, havran\u00ed vlasy, hn\u011bd\u00e9, hlubok\u00e9, pronikav\u00e9, av\u0161ak zoufal\u00e9 o\u010di te\u010f tvo\u0159ily mlad\u00edk\u016fv obli\u010dej. Byl to on, ten, kter\u00fd zak\u00e1zan\u011b p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed, ten, kter\u00fd se od ostatn\u00edch li\u0161\u00ed, ten, kter\u00fd se boj\u00ed p\u016fsobit bolest\u2026 Do\u0161el ke sv\u00e9mu c\u00edli. Malink\u00e9 jez\u00edrko, kter\u00e9 se d\u00edky ledu, kter\u00fd tvo\u0159il jeho povrch, bl\u00fdskalo jemn\u011b a n\u00e1dhern\u011b. Mlad\u00edk se posadil na prochladlou a sn\u011bhem p\u0159ikrytou zem. B\u0159\u00ed\u0161ky prst\u016f jezdil po povrchu jez\u00edrka a nevn\u00edmal mr\u00e1z, kter\u00fd se mu dost\u00e1val pod k\u016f\u017ei st\u00e1le z\u00e1ke\u0159n\u011bji. Jez\u00edrko nebylo \u00fapln\u011b zamrzl\u00e9, m\u00edsty byly prasklinky a p\u0159edstavovaly ornamenty jeho srdce. Siln\u011b si skousnul ret a na\u0161tvan\u011b pra\u0161til p\u011bst\u00ed do zamrzl\u00e9 hladiny jez\u00edrka, a\u017e se voda rozst\u0159\u00edkla v\u0161ude kolem. Mlad\u00edk poci\u0165oval op\u011bt tu zn\u00e1mou chu\u0165 a touhu po krvi. Minulou noc to byl mal\u00fd chlape\u010dek, mal\u00fd chlape\u010dek pln energie. P\u0159i\u0161el k n\u011bmu, vzal ho do n\u00e1ru\u010de a svoje nenasytn\u00e9, tou\u017e\u00edc\u00ed rty p\u0159itiskl na chlape\u010dk\u016fv krk. Chlape\u010dek m\u00edrn\u011b zav\u00fdskl, ale pak u\u017e nebylo nic\u2026 Mlad\u00edk se ot\u0159\u00e1sl, ne ov\u0161em zimou, n\u00fdbr\u017e o\u0161klivost\u00ed, kterou si zp\u016fsoboval k sob\u011b s\u00e1m. Jak mohl? Jak mohl zab\u00edt nevinn\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b? Nev\u011bd\u011bl, on za to nemohl\u2026 Dal\u0161\u00ed p\u011bst dopadla na zk\u0159ehlou hladinku jez\u00edrka. Mlad\u00edk se prudce postavil. ,,PRO\u010c? Pro\u010d sakra j\u00e1???&#8220; Ot\u00e1zka, kterou si pokl\u00e1dal ji\u017e t\u0159i roky. ,,Miluju krev, miluju sv\u00e9ho bratra! Jsem zr\u016fda, zvrhl\u00e1 zr\u016fda! J\u00e1 nem\u016f\u017eu takhle \u017e\u00edt sakra!!!&#8220; vyk\u0159ikl mlad\u00edk s tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed up\u0159enou k milion\u016fm hv\u011bzd, jako by snad \u010dekal, \u017ee ony budou jeho soudci, jak d\u00e1l. Neudr\u017eel to. Slan\u00e9 kapi\u010dky si tvo\u0159ily cesti\u010dky po jeho l\u00edci. Padl na kolena. Zima a ticho se rozl\u00e9haly kolem n\u011bho, nen\u00ed to on\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille\u2026?&#8220; Zn\u00e1m\u00fd \u0161epot donutil mlad\u00edka oto\u010dit hlavu s vystra\u0161en\u00fdm pohledem na osobu, kter\u00e1 st\u00e1la kousek od n\u011bj. ,,Bille\u2026 t-ty jsi bled\u00fd. Je ti zima? P\u016fjdeme pry\u010d\u2026&#8220; Bill se chab\u011b pousm\u00e1l, ch\u00e1pal, co mysl\u00ed bratr slovem &#8218;pry\u010d&#8216;. Tom k Billovi p\u0159istoupil, podal mu ruku a smutn\u011b, sm\u00ed\u0159en\u011b a n\u011b\u017en\u011b se usm\u00e1l. Bill poc\u00edtil vlnu \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, kter\u00e1 mu postupovala od toho dotyku, kter\u00fd mu Tom poskytl. Ruku v ruce kr\u00e1\u010deli zasn\u011b\u017eenou krajinou, a\u017e do\u0161li k \u00fatesu. Svoje pohledy up\u0159eli ka\u017ed\u00fd do toho druh\u00e9ho. Tom se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eil k Billov\u00fdm rt\u016fm, lehce se o n\u011b ot\u0159el, p\u0159ejel po jejich linii jazykem a siln\u011b jej k sob\u011b p\u0159ivinul. Rty se odpojily, av\u0161ak ruce z\u016fstaly spojen\u00e9. Bill zvedl pohled a uvid\u011bl chv\u011bj\u00edc\u00edho se bratra se zav\u0159en\u00fdma o\u010dima. Bill tedy p\u0159ejel intenzivn\u011b po krku Toma, slast\u00ed musel p\u0159iv\u0159\u00edt o\u010di, kdy\u017e bratr lehce vzdychl. Bill chtiv\u011b kousl. N\u00e1val \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, slasti, l\u00e1sky\u2026 Bill nic nevn\u00edmal do t\u00e9 doby, ne\u017e uc\u00edtil povolen\u00ed stisku Tomovy ruky v t\u00e9 Billov\u011b. Okam\u017eit\u011b se od n\u011bj odtrhl. Tom se m\u00edrn\u011b pousm\u00e1l, ale vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed klesnul na kolena. Bill ho zachytil, oba padali k zemi. Bill m\u011bl Tomovu hlavu v kl\u00edn\u011b a slzy na tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch\u2026 ,,Bille\u2026 miluji t\u011b,&#8220; chraptiv\u011b za\u0161eptal Tom. ,,D\u011bkuji\u2026&#8220; dodal vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed a jeho v\u00ed\u010dka klesla nenapraviteln\u011b k sob\u011b. Bill se pousm\u00e1l, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to nen\u00ed konec. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee tohle byl jen za\u010d\u00e1tek. V\u011bd\u011bl, co m\u00edn\u00ed ud\u011blat. Vzal Tomovo t\u011blo do n\u00e1ru\u010de, ud\u011blal krok a ocitl se nad propast\u00ed. Naposledy v\u011bnoval Tomovi polibek. Jeden jedin\u00fd krok a za\u010dnou znovu, jeden jedin\u00fd krok a u\u017e nebudou brat\u0159i, jeden jedin\u00fd krok a bude to, jak to m\u011blo b\u00fdt\u2026 Rozhodnuto\u2026 <em>Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 za\u010d\u00e1tek konce\u2026 Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 jejich za\u010d\u00e1tek\u2026 Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 jejich \u017eivot naplno&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Ter<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A\/N: Ehm, tak\u017ee tohle je takov\u00fd o ni\u010dem\u2026 new\u00edm, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee se to ani ned\u00e1 \u010d\u00edst a je to nepochopiteln\u00fd\u2026 no fakt new\u00edm\u2026. Dal\u0161\u00ed noc ho bud\u00ed hlad, dal\u0161\u00ed noc je pln zoufalstv\u00ed, dal\u0161\u00ed noc se c\u00edt\u00ed s\u00e1m a dal\u0161\u00ed noc tou\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/30\/hlad\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19130"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19130\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}