{"id":19133,"date":"2008-03-30T16:26:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19092"},"modified":"2008-03-30T16:26:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:26:00","slug":"voice","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/30\/voice\/","title":{"rendered":"Voice"},"content":{"rendered":"
Je tady pr\u00e1zdno… Pr\u00e1zdno a tma. Stejn\u00e1, kter\u00e1 sv\u00edr\u00e1 mou du\u0161i. U\u017e tak dlouho. Dusiv\u00e1 tma… Mraz\u00edc\u00ed pr\u00e1zdno. Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 mu uniknout. Vpl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed se \u0161kv\u00edrkou do tv\u00e9ho srdce a zardous\u00ed t\u011b.<\/div>\n
U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu… U\u017e nechci!<\/div>\n
Chci se kone\u010dn\u011b c\u00edtit voln\u00fd.<\/div>\n
P\u0159etrhnout provazy, kter\u00e9 m\u011b svazuj\u00ed a drt\u00ed mou mysl.<\/div>\n
Tak m\u00e1lo\u2026 Sta\u010dilo by tak<\/em> m\u00e1lo.<\/div>\n
Ne\u017e\u00e1d\u00e1m nic.<\/div>\n
Jen jeho l\u00e1sku.<\/div>\n
Tak to zkus. \u0158ekni mu to.<\/em><\/div>\n
Ne! Bude m\u011b nen\u00e1vid\u011bt.<\/div>\n
Jak to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt?<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u00edm to! Nen\u00ed jako j\u00e1… Nec\u00edt\u00ed to, co j\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
Kdy\u017e mysl\u00ed\u0161..<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu! Jak dlouho tohle \u010dlov\u011bk m\u016f\u017ee sn\u00e1\u0161et?<\/div>\n
Zn\u00e1\u0161 zp\u016fsob… Chce\u0161 se vid\u011bt l\u00e9tat ve sv\u011btle temnoty?<\/em><\/div>\n
Ne\u2026 Chci se vid\u011bt padat…<\/div>\n
Sta\u010dilo by rozp\u0159\u00e1hnout ruce a skrz….<\/div>\n
B\u00fdt voln\u00fd… Kone\u010dn\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n
Neboj\u00ed\u0161 se, co p\u0159ijde potom?<\/em><\/div>\n
Ne… Proto\u017ee potom nep\u0159ijde nic\u2026<\/div>\n
N\u00e1raz\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Ano… A potom u\u017e klid..<\/div>\n
Nev\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee lid\u00e9 jako ty p\u0159ijdou do pekla?<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u0161echno je lep\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e tohle. Proto\u017ee tohle je peklo na zemi!<\/em><\/div>\n
Vzdal by ses jej?<\/em><\/div>\n
Nem\u00e1m se \u010deho vzd\u00e1vat. Nepat\u0159\u00ed mi.<\/div>\n
U\u017e nikdy bys jej nespat\u0159il.<\/em><\/div>\n
Te\u010f se m\u016f\u017eu d\u00edvat po\u0159\u00e1d, ale mn\u011b tohle nesta\u010d\u00ed!<\/div>\n
Nen\u00ed tohle sobeckost?<\/em><\/div>\n
Ne\u2026 Tohle je l\u00e1ska!<\/em><\/div>\n
Jsi bl\u00e1hov\u00fd…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ml\u010d u\u017e! Nech m\u011b!<\/div>\n
Tohle vypad\u00e1, jako by ses rozhodl..<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e nen\u00ed d\u016fvod z\u016fst\u00e1vat.<\/div>\n
Nevydr\u017eel jsi dlouho\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed na tom?<\/div>\n
Asi ne… M\u00e1\u0161 pravdu… Je to tak, jak jsi to cht\u011bl? V\u00edtr ve tv\u00e1\u0159i… Slza ulp\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed na l\u00edci?<\/em><\/div>\n
Nech m\u011b alespo\u0148 pro jednou b\u00fdt!<\/div>\n
Tak to kone\u010dn\u011b skon\u010di… Sta\u010d\u00ed jeden jedin\u00fd krok a bude\u0161 m\u00edt sv\u016fj vytou\u017een\u00fd klid…<\/em><\/div>\n
Zmlkni!<\/div>\n
M\u00e1\u0161 strach? Najednou se boj\u00ed\u0161? Tam dole p\u0159eci nen\u00ed nic…<\/em><\/div>\n
Nen\u00ed to to, p\u0159ed \u010d\u00edm ut\u00edk\u00e1m? Nicota?<\/div>\n
Ud\u011blej to… No tak… Jen do toho… Zav\u0159i a o\u010di a vykro\u010d… Tvoje sp\u00e1sa…<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e nikdy jej neuvid\u00edm!<\/div>\n
Ne\u0159\u00edkal jsi, \u017ee d\u00edvat se Ti u\u017e nesta\u010d\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Aspo\u0148 naposled… Ne\u0159ekl jsem ani sbohem!<\/div>\n
Na co slova? Jsou zbyte\u010dn\u00e1… \u010cek\u00e1\u0161 snad na z\u00e1chranu? Nikdo t\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee zachr\u00e1nit p\u0159ed sebou sam\u00fdm!<\/em><\/div>\n
On ano!<\/div>\n
Jen\u017ee nechce…<\/em><\/div>\n
Nechce…<\/div>\n
Posledn\u00ed n\u00e1dech\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Hlas… Tak bl\u00edzko. On? Co tady d\u011bl\u00e1?<\/div>\n
On pl\u00e1\u010de? A pros\u00ed?<\/div>\n
Sta\u010d\u00ed tak m\u00e1lo-<\/div>\n
-jeden krok\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
-nat\u00e1hnout ruku…<\/div>\n
Sko\u010d!<\/em><\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm, nesk\u00e1kej!“<\/div>\n
Je rozd\u00edl mezi peklem tady naho\u0159e a t\u00edm tam dole?<\/div>\n
Je… Tam dole nen\u00ed on…<\/div>\n
Nat\u00e1hnout ruku!<\/div>\n
„Miluji T\u011b!“<\/div>\n
Jak v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to neskon\u010d\u00ed stejn\u011b?<\/em><\/div>\n
Zmlkni! Te\u010f u\u017e T\u011b nebudu poslouchat!<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1 Tebe taky!“<\/p>\n

autor: Lisa<\/strong>
betaread: Verushka<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Je tady pr\u00e1zdno… Pr\u00e1zdno a tma. Stejn\u00e1, kter\u00e1 sv\u00edr\u00e1 mou du\u0161i. U\u017e tak dlouho. Dusiv\u00e1 tma… Mraz\u00edc\u00ed pr\u00e1zdno. Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 mu uniknout. Vpl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed se \u0161kv\u00edrkou do tv\u00e9ho srdce a zardous\u00ed t\u011b. U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu… U\u017e nechci! Chci se kone\u010dn\u011b c\u00edtit voln\u00fd. P\u0159etrhnout provazy, kter\u00e9<\/p>\n

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