{"id":19134,"date":"2008-03-30T16:26:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19093"},"modified":"2008-03-30T16:26:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-30T15:26:00","slug":"strach-v-mnoznem-cisle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/30\/strach-v-mnoznem-cisle\/","title":{"rendered":"Strach v mno\u017en\u00e9m \u010d\u00edsle"},"content":{"rendered":"
„Strach v mno\u017en\u00e9m \u010d\u00edsle\u2026“ Mumlal si a nerv\u00f3zn\u011b poklep\u00e1val tu\u017ekou o rty. Dob\u0159e, tak tohle vynech\u00e1me, \u0159ekl si pro sebe, kdy\u017e jeho mozek odm\u00edtal jakoukoliv spolupr\u00e1ci. Nemohl se zbavit t\u011bch dot\u011brn\u00fdch my\u0161lenek. Slovo strach v zad\u00e1n\u00ed \u00fakolu je je\u0161t\u011b umocnilo.<\/div>\n
Vstal od stolu a p\u0159e\u0161el k oknu. Posledn\u00ed dobou tr\u00e1vil hodn\u011b \u010dasu pozorov\u00e1n\u00edm krajiny za oknem. Dnes u\u017e byla skoro tma, obloha byla zata\u017een\u00e1, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 se schylovalo k de\u0161ti. \u010cernovlas\u00fd mlad\u00edk ale vypadal, \u017ee hled\u00ed n\u011bkam jinam. D\u00edval se do minulosti. Do t\u011bch chvil, kdy bylo je\u0161t\u011b v\u0161echno v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Posledn\u00ed dobou se toho hodn\u011b zm\u011bnilo. Mo\u017en\u00e1 d\u00edky n\u011bmu, mo\u017en\u00e1 to tak m\u011blo b\u00fdt\u2026<\/div>\n
V hlav\u011b se mu honila spousta my\u0161lenek, n\u011bkter\u00e9 docela mil\u00e9. Vzpom\u00ednal na dobu, kdy bylo je\u0161t\u011b v\u0161echno v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Na dobu, kdy m\u00edval strach z oby\u010dejn\u00fdch v\u011bc\u00ed. Jak se jako d\u011bti s bratrem b\u00e1li tmy, jak se mu nikdy necht\u011blo k doktorovi. Vzpom\u00ednal jak to mezi nimi bylo je\u0161t\u011b ned\u00e1vno. Jak se b\u00e1li, \u017ee m\u00e1ma odhal\u00ed ty ob\u010dasn\u00e9 cigarety, \u017ee se probud\u00ed, kdy\u017e se oni dva vraceli dom\u016f a\u017e r\u00e1no. Potom se to zm\u011bnilo. P\u0159ipadalo mu, \u017ee se m\u011bn\u00ed v\u0161ichni kolem n\u011bj, ale vlastn\u011b se m\u011bnil on. Za\u010dal se b\u00e1t. B\u00e1l se v\u011bc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 nedok\u00e1zal vysv\u011btlit.<\/div>\n
Zat\u00edmco p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel o tomhle, vy\u0161el ven a de\u0161t\u011bm se vydal do parku. Uva\u017eoval d\u00e1l. Za\u010d\u00ednal m\u00edt pocit, \u017ee ho neust\u00e1le n\u011bkdo pozoruje, \u017ee se na n\u011bj ciz\u00ed lid\u00e9 d\u00edvaj\u00ed t\u00edm pohledem, kter\u00fd ho zneklid\u0148oval. Kdy\u017e se s t\u00edm zkou\u0161el n\u011bkomu sv\u011b\u0159it, neusp\u011bl. Ti lid\u00e9, kter\u00fdm \u0159\u00edkal p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, mu nab\u00edzeli „zaru\u010denou“ pomoc.<\/div>\n
„Rad\u0161i se budu b\u00e1t d\u00e1l.“ Odm\u00edtal je na oko state\u010dn\u011b, ale v hloubi du\u0161e nad t\u00edm uva\u017eoval. A jeho bratr? Ten \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00e9mu v\u011b\u0159il ze v\u0161ech nejv\u00edc se mu vysm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
„Jsi paranoidn\u00ed\u2026“<\/div>\n
Po tomhle se st\u00e1hl, u\u017e se necht\u011bl sv\u011b\u0159ovat. Jejich vztah se zm\u011bnil. Odcizili se jeden druh\u00e9mu. Jeho bratr \u017eil po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u00fdm \u017eivotem, ale on ne. Mezit\u00edm do\u0161el k jedn\u00e9 z lavi\u010dek, kde spolu v\u017edycky \u0159e\u0161ili svoje probl\u00e9my. Te\u010f tady byl s\u00e1m. On s\u00e1m a tis\u00edc hlas\u016f v jeho hlav\u011b. Nikdy si nedok\u00e1zal p\u0159edstavit, \u017ee to tak skon\u010d\u00ed, i kdy\u017e to v\u011bd\u011bl. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ho bratr opust\u00ed, ale necht\u011bl tomu v\u011b\u0159it. Te\u010f tu sed\u011bl s\u00e1m a jeho bratr si u\u017e\u00edval \u017eivota. Bavil se, zat\u00edmco on se tr\u00e1pil. Ale to skon\u010d\u00ed. Dnes. Te\u010f. U\u017e to trvalo moc dlouho, ale najednou v\u011bd\u011bl co d\u011blat. Z kapsy pomalu vyt\u00e1hl krabi\u010dku. Chv\u00edli sb\u00edral odvahu, ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to ud\u011bl\u00e1. Ne\u017e sta\u010dil znovu prohledat kalhoty, p\u0159ed obli\u010dejem se mu objevil ciz\u00ed zapalova\u010d.<\/div>\n
„V\u00edtej zp\u00e1tky.“ Usm\u00e1l se jeho bratr\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Sandia D’Ane
<\/strong>betaread: Verushka<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

„Strach v mno\u017en\u00e9m \u010d\u00edsle\u2026“ Mumlal si a nerv\u00f3zn\u011b poklep\u00e1val tu\u017ekou o rty. Dob\u0159e, tak tohle vynech\u00e1me, \u0159ekl si pro sebe, kdy\u017e jeho mozek odm\u00edtal jakoukoliv spolupr\u00e1ci. Nemohl se zbavit t\u011bch dot\u011brn\u00fdch my\u0161lenek. Slovo strach v zad\u00e1n\u00ed \u00fakolu je je\u0161t\u011b umocnilo. Vstal od<\/p>\n

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