{"id":19165,"date":"2008-03-29T14:39:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-29T13:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19124"},"modified":"2008-03-29T14:39:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-29T13:39:00","slug":"bridge-to-the-stars","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/29\/bridge-to-the-stars\/","title":{"rendered":"Bridge to the stars"},"content":{"rendered":"
Pod most, na kter\u00e9m bez p\u0159est\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bla vysokou rychlost\u00ed auta, skoro nedosahovalo sv\u011btlo pouli\u010dn\u00edch lamp. P\u0159esto plechovky a l\u00e1hve od alkoholu se spoustou dal\u0161\u00edch p\u0159edm\u011bt\u016f tvo\u0159ily na st\u011bn\u00e1ch mostu d\u011bsiv\u011b zv\u011bt\u0161en\u00e9 st\u00edny. Hol\u00e9 ke\u0159e, p\u0159e\u017e\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed okolo, zdobily m\u00edrn\u011b vlaj\u00edc\u00ed, v\u011btrem p\u0159inesen\u00e9 noviny. Ka\u017edou chv\u00edli se jeden z ke\u0159\u016f zat\u0159\u00e1sl poryvem studen\u00e9ho v\u011btru nebo kdy\u017e kolem prob\u011bhla na kraji m\u011bsta \u017eij\u00edc\u00ed li\u0161ka. Uprost\u0159ed toho v\u0161eho, op\u0159en\u00fd o ze\u010f mostu, sed\u011bl chlapec. T\u0159\u00e1sl se zimou a tiskl si k t\u011blu slabounkou p\u00e1chnouc\u00ed p\u0159ikr\u00fdvku. Nyn\u00ed u\u017e studen\u00fd pot mu st\u00e9kal po z\u00e1dech a je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce ho ochlazoval. B\u0159icho se mu bolestiv\u011b sv\u00edralo hlady a p\u0159esto m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee bude ka\u017edou chv\u00edli zvracet, i kdy\u017e jeho \u017ealudek ji\u017e p\u00e1r dn\u00ed neobsahoval nic krom\u011b ho\u0159k\u00fdch \u017ealude\u010dn\u00edch \u0161\u0165\u00e1v. Jazyk se mu lepil na patro a cel\u00fd krk m\u011bl znecitliv\u011bl\u00fd \u017e\u00edzn\u00ed, jak zhluboka vdechoval such\u00fd vzduch, kter\u00fd nutn\u011b vy\u017eadovaly jeho pl\u00edce. Rozt\u011bkan\u011b se rozhl\u00ed\u017eel kolem a zkoumal tmav\u00e9 st\u00edny. Cht\u011bl p\u0159ed nimi ut\u00e9ct, zdrhal p\u0159ed nimi po\u0159\u00e1d, ale kdekoliv byl, ony ho n\u00e1sledovaly. A\u017e skon\u010dil zde – v jejich nejd\u011bsiv\u011bj\u0161\u00edm s\u00eddli\u0161ti. Nem\u011bl s\u00edly jim d\u00e1le vzdorovat. Semkl pevn\u011b v\u00ed\u010dka a nechal si jimi d\u00e1le na\u0161ept\u00e1vat zl\u00e9 my\u0161lenky, jako ka\u017edou noc ji\u017e n\u011bkolik\u00e1t\u00fd den. Kdy\u017e vy\u010derpan\u011b ulehl na zem, po celodenn\u00edm ut\u00edk\u00e1n\u00ed, v n\u011bjak\u00e9m tmav\u00e9m kout\u011b, aby ho st\u00edny ochr\u00e1nily p\u0159ed je\u0161t\u011b stra\u0161liv\u011bj\u0161\u00edmi postavami noci. Znovu se jim poddal. Jako obvykle ka\u017ed\u00fd z nich vlastnil kl\u00ed\u010d, kter\u00fd odemykal ty nejtemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed kouty jeho mysli a n\u00e1sil\u00edm z nich vyrv\u00e1val nejbolestn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed vzpom\u00ednky. Nad n\u00edm se ozvala rychle se bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed a posl\u00e9ze znovu sl\u00e1bnouc\u00ed policejn\u00ed sir\u00e9na. Popla\u0161en\u011b otev\u0159el o\u010di. Znovu ho p\u0159epadla chu\u0165 vy\u0161kr\u00e1bat se nahoru na most a nechat se str\u00e1\u017eci z\u00e1kona odv\u00e9st do zd\u00e1nliv\u011b bezpe\u010dn\u00e9ho b\u00edl\u00e9ho pokoje. Vzt\u00e1hl ruku a nahmatal si hladk\u00fd, vystupuj\u00edc\u00ed \u0161r\u00e1m na \u010dele. Trhl sebou jak se nad n\u00edm znovu objevila rychle se bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed kovov\u00e1 p\u0159ezka p\u00e1sku.
,,V\u0161ak my to z tebe vyml\u00e1t\u00edme!“
Vyschl\u00e9 a prachem zanesen\u00e9 slzn\u00e9 kan\u00e1lky ho bolestiv\u011b za\u0161t\u00edpaly. Ne, to tu rad\u0161i zem\u0159e. Bude ut\u00edkat a\u017e k smrti p\u0159ed vzpom\u00ednkami na to zl\u00e9 m\u00edsto, ne\u017e aby se mu n\u011bkdo sna\u017eil vz\u00edt vzpom\u00ednky na n\u011bj.
,,Zopakuj to!“
Znovu uc\u00edtil dopad ko\u017een\u00e9ho p\u00e1sku na doln\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st sv\u00fdch zad a jedna z mnoha hlubok\u00fdch ran se ozvala, jako by j\u00ed pr\u00e1v\u011b n\u011bkdo op\u011bt zasadil.
,,Tome!“ zak\u0159i\u010del ve sv\u00e9 mysli, stejn\u011b jako se tenkr\u00e1t odv\u00e1\u017eil za\u0159vat z pln\u00fdch plic. ,,Poj\u010f si pro m\u011b!“
Nep\u0159i\u0161el. A Bill v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nep\u0159ijde, \u017ee ani Tom nedok\u00e1\u017ee vst\u00e1t z mrtv\u00fdch. P\u0159esto v\u011b\u0159il sv\u00e9 mysli, \u010dekal a doufal\u2026 v tu vzn\u00e1\u0161ej\u00edc\u00ed se nad n\u00edm tv\u00e1\u0159, kter\u00e9 po l\u00edc\u00edch st\u00e9kaly pr\u016fzra\u010dn\u00e9 slzy.
,,B\u011b\u017e! P\u0159ijdu si tam pro tebe, Bille.“
Jeho t\u011blo prostoupil ledov\u00fd chlad. P\u0159est\u00e1val c\u00edtit kone\u010dky prst\u016f a jeho dech byl nyn\u00ed a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 m\u011blk\u00fd. Z ke\u0159e p\u0159ed n\u00edm ne\u010dekan\u011b vyst\u0159elilo n\u011bjak\u00e9 zv\u00ed\u0159e a prchalo pry\u010d do les\u016f. Dokonce provoz nad n\u00edm p\u0159ich\u00e1zel te\u010f jakoby z kilometrov\u00e9 d\u00e1lky, i kdy\u017e auta st\u00e1le jezdila pouze n\u011bkolik metr\u016f nad jeho hlavou.
,,Ale kam, Tome? Kam m\u00e1m j\u00edt?“ zavzlykal. Stejn\u011b jako tenkr\u00e1t se mu v\u0161ak nedostalo odpov\u011bdi.
,,Tady jsi,“ ozvalo se n\u00e1hle za jeho z\u00e1dy.
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Znovu v b\u00edl\u00e9m pokoji bez oken. Jedin\u00fd zdroj sv\u011btla poskytovala dlouh\u00e1 z\u00e1\u0159iv\u00e1 lampa, jej\u00ed\u017e sv\u011btlo nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b bilo do o\u010d\u00ed. Oto\u010dil se ke stejn\u011b b\u00edl\u00fdm dve\u0159\u00edm, je\u017e se bez kl\u00ed\u010de nikdy zevnit\u0159 nedaly otev\u0159\u00edt. ,,Ne,“ bezhlase vydechl a m\u017eoural do nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9ho sv\u011btla. Str\u00e1vil tu ji\u017e mnoh\u00e9 chv\u00edle a p\u0159esto jeho o\u010di znovu nedok\u00e1zaly rychle p\u0159ivyknout. Za dve\u0159mi se ozval tolik zn\u00e1m\u00fd \u0161ramot, jak se n\u011bkdo sna\u017eil strefit kl\u00ed\u010dem do kl\u00ed\u010dov\u00e9 d\u00edrky. Dve\u0159e se otev\u0159ely a dovnit\u0159 ve\u0161ly dv\u011b osoby v b\u00edl\u00e9m. Strach mu nedovolil zvednout hlavu. Ve snaze chr\u00e1nit si alespo\u0148 zbytky sv\u00e9ho obli\u010deje, ji je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce sklonil. P\u0159esto vid\u011bl jejich odporem a surovost\u00ed zk\u0159iven\u00e9 obli\u010deje, kter\u00fdm ironicky za hlavami prudk\u00e9 sv\u011btlo tvo\u0159ilo steriln\u00ed svatoz\u00e1\u0159. Vid\u011bl i p\u0159es semknut\u00e1 v\u00ed\u010dka jejich krut\u00e9 v\u00edt\u011bzn\u00e9 \u0161kleby a v\u00fdsm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9 v\u00fdm\u011bny pohled\u016f. Se sv\u00fdmi rud\u00fdmi tv\u00e1\u0159emi mu p\u0159ipom\u00ednaly klauny z horor\u016f. Ani si neuv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee s\u00e1m se v takov\u00e9m hororu pr\u00e1v\u011b nach\u00e1z\u00ed. Po zemi zbrkle docouval a\u017e ke zdi a vtiskl se do nejvzd\u00e1len\u011bj\u0161\u00edho kouta, ve snaze chr\u00e1nit si zni\u010den\u00e1 z\u00e1da. Byl to reflex, jasn\u011b si uv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee to mu v p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edch minut\u00e1ch rozhodn\u011b nepom\u016f\u017ee.
,,Ne, ne. U\u017e ne,“ nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b opakoval.
,,No tak, Bille, pod\u00edvej se na n\u00e1s,“ promluvila \u017eena klidn\u00fdm hlasem.
Vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed ho siln\u00e9 ruce pevn\u011b sev\u0159ely a vyt\u00e1hly nahoru. Mu\u017e ho postavil doprost\u0159ed m\u00edstnosti, stoupl si p\u0159ed n\u011bj a pevn\u011b jej chytil za ramena.
,,Tome\u2026“ zaprosil \u00fapln\u011b nesly\u0161n\u011b. P\u0159esto t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 okam\u017eit\u011b usly\u0161el zn\u00e1m\u00e9 zasvi\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed a uc\u00edtil ostrou bolest v z\u00e1dech. \u0160pinav\u00e9 tri\u010dko, nyn\u00ed p\u0159esn\u011b v p\u016fli roztr\u017een\u00e9 sm\u00e1\u010dela nov\u00e1 krev. C\u00edtil, jak se r\u00e1na rozev\u00edr\u00e1 a po z\u00e1dech mu st\u00e9kaj\u00ed cel\u00e9 pram\u00ednky. Billovi se podlomily nohy, mu\u017e ho v\u0161ak okam\u017eit\u011b znovu postavil. Sna\u017eil se nevyk\u0159iknout, ne p\u0159i prvn\u00ed r\u00e1n\u011b, nemohl jim podlehnout tak snadno. Ve snaze nevydat ani hl\u00e1sku si prokousl ret, tak\u017ee c\u00edtil slanou pachu\u0165 i v \u00fastech.
,,Tome!“ \u00b4Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d u\u017e si pro m\u011b kone\u010dn\u011b nep\u0159ijde\u0161? Jak jsi m\u011b tu mohl nechat!\u00b4 ,,M\u016fj Tome!“
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,,Sko\u010d!“ Bill se nejist\u011b pod\u00edval dol\u016f. Cht\u011bl to ud\u011blat, jen\u017ee ta tma pod n\u00edm ho d\u011bsila. Uc\u00edtil jemn\u00fd v\u00e1nek na sv\u00e9m uchu, jak mu Tom \u0161eptal. ,,Neboj se. U\u017e t\u011b neopust\u00edm.“ P\u0159\u00e1l by si, aby mohl bratra chytit za ruku, aby to mohli ud\u011blat spolu. P\u0159esto v\u0161ak uc\u00edtil jen jemn\u00e9 mrazen\u00ed na k\u016f\u017ei, kdy\u017e se znovu pokusil bratra dotknout. Do o\u010d\u00ed mu vyhrkly slzy. Naposledy se ohl\u00e9dl a setkal se s Tomov\u00fdm pohledem. Ten jen m\u00edrn\u011b p\u0159ik\u00fdvnul a jemn\u011b se p\u0159itom usm\u00edval, jakoby cht\u011bl Billovi dodat odvahy. Bill v\u0161ak nevn\u00edmal ten \u00fasm\u011bv, pevn\u011b se o\u010dima vp\u00edjel do bratrov\u00fdch, v nich\u017e se op\u011bt odr\u00e1\u017eely temn\u00e9 st\u00edny. Tentokr\u00e1t v\u0161ak nevyvol\u00e1valy bolestiv\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednky. P\u0159ipom\u00ednaly mu oblohu, plnou mal\u00fdch z\u00e1chrann\u00fdch plam\u00ednk\u016f. Oblohu, ke kter\u00e9 vzhl\u00ed\u017eel den co den a prosil and\u011bly, a\u0165 ho tam odnesou. Te\u010f v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee jeho prosby byly vysly\u0161eny. Zvedl o\u010di k opravdov\u00e9 obloze. Na okam\u017eik se mu zd\u00e1lo, \u017ee je vid\u00ed. Jako jemn\u00fd prach na p\u0159\u00edm\u00e9m slunci se sn\u00e1\u0161eli pod mraky a zase mizeli naho\u0159e, kam jeho oko zat\u00edm nedok\u00e1zalo dohl\u00e9dnout. ,,D\u011bkuju,“ za\u0161eptal a rozhodn\u011b ud\u011blal krok do tmy. Pevn\u011b zav\u0159el o\u010di, nemohl se ubr\u00e1nit strachu z prudk\u00e9ho n\u00e1razu. Tlak na srdci se postupn\u011b zvy\u0161oval. P\u0159ekvapen\u011b vyk\u0159ikl, bolest, kter\u00e1 zaplnila cel\u00fd jeho hrudn\u00edk, se nedala vydr\u017eet. M\u011bl pocit, \u017ee jeho t\u011blo je st\u00e1le t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed a rychlej\u0161\u00ed, \u017ee jej nest\u00edh\u00e1 n\u00e1sledovat. N\u00e1hle jej kdosi chytil za ruku. Pevn\u011b ji stiskl a otev\u0159el o\u010di. M\u011bl pocit, \u017ee ho ta s\u00edla rozerve na tis\u00edc kous\u00ed\u010dk\u016f. ,,Vydr\u017e,“ za\u0161eptal Tom a je\u0161t\u011b pevn\u011bji stiskl jeho ruku. Bill p\u0159es slzy skoro nevid\u011bl, kdy\u017e poc\u00edtil prudk\u00e9 trhnut\u00ed. Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b se d\u00edval na sv\u00e9 t\u011blo, let\u00edc\u00ed st\u00e1le vy\u0161\u0161\u00ed rychlost\u00ed pod n\u00edm, dokud se neztratilo ve tm\u011b. C\u00edtil, \u017ee Tom zm\u011bnil sm\u011br letu a t\u00e1hne ho nahoru. Pohl\u00e9dl na sv\u00e9 ruce. Z \u010dist\u011b b\u00edl\u00fdch rukou zmizely v\u0161echny jizvy. ,,Le\u0165, Bille,“ Tom ne\u010dekan\u011b pustil jeho ruku a Bill uc\u00edtil, \u017ee znovu rychle kles\u00e1. Instinktivn\u011b napnul z\u00e1da a rozev\u0159el ruce. Jen koutkem oka zahl\u00e9dl dv\u011b \u010dern\u00e1 k\u0159\u00eddla, kter\u00e1 ho nyn\u00ed un\u00e1\u0161ela po stejn\u011b tmav\u00e9 obloze. Prudce zm\u011bnil sm\u011br sv\u00e9ho letu a vlet\u011bl sv\u00e9mu bratrovi do n\u00e1ru\u010de. ,,Promi\u0148, Bille, pros\u00edm, odpus\u0165 mi,“ \u0161eptal rychle Tom, po jeho\u017e l\u00edc\u00edch znovu st\u00e9kaly slzy. ,,V\u0161ichni and\u011bl\u00e9 museli trp\u011bt.“ Bill ho v\u0161ak uml\u010del tak, jak jen Tom mohl doufat. Znovu c\u00edtil jeho sladk\u00e9 rty na sv\u00fdch, jemn\u00e9 prameny uhlov\u011b \u010dern\u00fdch vlas\u016f, do kter\u00fdch se z nebe sn\u00e1\u0161el nebesky zlatav\u00fd prach na sv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i a tlukot jedin\u00e9ho a prav\u00e9ho srdce, p\u0159itisknut\u00e9ho k jeho hrudi.<\/p>\n

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Pod most, na kter\u00e9m bez p\u0159est\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bla vysokou rychlost\u00ed auta, skoro nedosahovalo sv\u011btlo pouli\u010dn\u00edch lamp. P\u0159esto plechovky a l\u00e1hve od alkoholu se spoustou dal\u0161\u00edch p\u0159edm\u011bt\u016f tvo\u0159ily na st\u011bn\u00e1ch mostu d\u011bsiv\u011b zv\u011bt\u0161en\u00e9 st\u00edny. Hol\u00e9 ke\u0159e, p\u0159e\u017e\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed okolo, zdobily m\u00edrn\u011b vlaj\u00edc\u00ed, v\u011btrem p\u0159inesen\u00e9 noviny.<\/p>\n

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