{"id":19190,"date":"2008-03-29T11:22:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-29T10:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19149"},"modified":"2008-03-29T11:22:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-29T10:22:00","slug":"unendlichkeit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/29\/unendlichkeit\/","title":{"rendered":"Unendlichkeit"},"content":{"rendered":"
,,Sta\u010d\u00ed otev\u0159\u00edt dve\u0159e a vstoupit. Neohl\u00ed\u017eet se, chytit m\u011b za ruku a vej\u00edt do nov\u00e9ho \u017eivota.“<\/em><\/div>\n
Nedok\u00e1\u017eu to! Nem\u016f\u017eu! Sta\u010d\u00ed jen otev\u0159\u00edt dve\u0159e\u2026 Nen\u00ed to tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9. Ale m\u00e1m strach. Boj\u00edm se toho co uvid\u00edm uvnit\u0159. Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 ho opustit. Vejdi! Rychle!<\/em><\/div>\n
Zhluboka se nadechnu a vezmu za kliku. Pokoj, ve kter\u00e9m se objev\u00edm, je kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. Na nemocni\u010dn\u00ed a\u017e moc. V\u0161ude je spousta sv\u011btla, fotek, \u010dasopis\u016f a kytek. Neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e9 kolika lidem na n\u011bm skute\u010dn\u011b z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Na posteli sp\u00ed kr\u00e1sn\u00fd \u010dernovlas\u00fd and\u011bl. Vypad\u00e1 k\u0159ehce, kdy\u017e nen\u00ed nal\u00ed\u010den\u00fd jako obvykle a le\u017e\u00ed v b\u00edl\u00fdch pe\u0159in\u00e1ch. Ti\u0161e si vedle n\u011bj sednu.<\/div>\n
,,Jsi ta nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed bytost na sv\u011bt\u011b.“ Za\u0161ept\u00e1m a pohlad\u00edm ho po kostnat\u00e9 ruce. Jeho dlouh\u00e9 \u0159asy se lehce zat\u0159epou a up\u0159ou se na m\u011b \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9 o\u010di.<\/div>\n
,,Ty jsi p\u0159i\u0161el.“ Usm\u011bje se. Jeho d\u0159\u00edve tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd hlas, kter\u00fd zbo\u017e\u0148ovaly tis\u00edce d\u00edvek, je te\u010f zast\u0159en\u00fd – nemoc si vyb\u00edr\u00e1 svou da\u0148.<\/div>\n
,,Za tebou i nakonec sv\u011bta.“<\/div>\n
,,U\u017e asi brzo bude\u0161 muset.“<\/div>\n
,,Ale no tak. V\u0161echno bude dobr\u00fd. Ty to zvl\u00e1dne\u0161.“<\/div>\n
,,Hmm. Asi tak na hodinu.“<\/div>\n
,,Ku\u0161. Tyhle ironick\u00fd \u0159e\u010di si nech na potom.“<\/div>\n
,,\u017d\u00e1dn\u00fd ,,potom“ nebude!“ Je na n\u011bm vid\u011bt, jak si je t\u00edm jist\u00fd a p\u0159itom neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b zoufal\u00fd.<\/div>\n
,,Jen\u017ee j\u00e1 t\u011b nechci ztratit. Jsi m\u016fj st\u0159ed vesm\u00edru, m\u016fj spln\u011bn\u00fd sen\u2026 m\u016fj smysl \u017eivota.“<\/div>\n
,,M\u00e1m strach, Tome. J\u00e1 nechci um\u0159\u00edt!“ Schoul\u00ed se mi do n\u00e1ru\u010de a za\u010dne ti\u0161e vzlykat. Tohle t\u0159esouc\u00ed se stvo\u0159en\u00ed, v\u017edycky pln\u00e9 \u017eivota, se mi te\u010f ztr\u00e1c\u00ed pod rukama.<\/div>\n
,,Neum\u0159e\u0161. Budu tam s tebou.“<\/div>\n
Do pokoje p\u0159ijde doktor.<\/div>\n
,,Omlouv\u00e1m se, ale\u2026v\u00e1\u0161 bratr u\u017e mus\u00ed na s\u00e1l.“ Tak\u017ee u\u017e je to tady.Ta rozhoduj\u00edc\u00ed chv\u00edle. Kdy\u017e tu operaci zvl\u00e1dne, skon\u010d\u00ed t\u00edm boj s rakovinou. A kdy\u017e ne\u2026 skon\u010d\u00ed v\u0161echno. Bill si leh\u00e1 na poj\u00edzdn\u00e9 nemocni\u010dn\u00ed l\u016f\u017eko a pevn\u011b ma\u010dk\u00e1 mou ruku.<\/div>\n
,,Promi\u0148te, ale vy s n\u00e1mi d\u00e1l nem\u016f\u017eete. I kdy\u017e jste jeho bratr.“ \u0158ekne smutn\u011b doktor, kdy\u017e dojdeme na chodbu.<\/div>\n
,,Ale j\u00e1… sl\u00edbil sem mu to\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Bohu\u017eel. Je mi to l\u00edto, mus\u00edte po\u010dkat tady.“ Pokr\u010d\u00ed rameny a veze t\u0159esouc\u00edho se br\u00e1\u0161ku pry\u010d.<\/div>\n
,,Ne\u2026 Tome\u2026 J\u00e1 nechci \u2026“ Vid\u00edm jeho pla\u010d\u00edc\u00ed o\u010di. Jak ke mn\u011b natahuje ruku, ale miz\u00ed mi za des\u00edtkami dve\u0159\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,J\u00e1 t\u011b miluju\u2026“ Za\u0161ept\u00e1m a sjedu rukou po skle prvn\u00edch dve\u0159\u00ed, kter\u00e9 m\u011b d\u011bl\u00ed od jedin\u00e9 bytosti na sv\u011bt\u011b, pro kterou bych ud\u011blal cokoliv. Do o\u010d\u00ed se mi derou slzy. Mus\u00edm b\u00fdt siln\u00fd. V\u017edycky jsem to byl j\u00e1, kdo ho ut\u011b\u0161oval. Kdo nikdy nesm\u011bl b\u00fdt smutn\u00fd, proto\u017ee on pomoc pot\u0159eboval v\u00edc ne\u017e j\u00e1\u2026 Nesm\u00edm b\u00fdt ani te\u010f. Svou mysl\u00ed jsem u n\u011bj a sna\u017e\u00edm se mu dodat tolik pot\u0159ebnou s\u00edlu\u2026<\/div>\n
Sed\u00edm s\u00e1m na \u017eidli v \u010dek\u00e1rn\u011b. Nikdo z rodiny tu nen\u00ed. Zanev\u0159eli na n\u00e1s kv\u016fli l\u00e1sce\u2026 kv\u016fli oby\u010dejn\u00e9 l\u00e1sce, kterou k sob\u011b c\u00edtili ti neprav\u00ed. Do m\u00edstnosti najednou vejde Gustav.<\/div>\n
,,Jak je na tom???“ Zept\u00e1 se nerv\u00f3zn\u011b, kdy\u017e se posad\u00ed vedle m\u011b. On jedin\u00fd st\u00e1l v\u017edycky na na\u0161\u00ed stran\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Nev\u00edm.U\u017e je tam druhou hodinu.“<\/div>\n
,,Aha.“ Tyhle nekone\u010dn\u00e9 minuty jsem mohl str\u00e1vit s n\u00edm. Nervozita. M\u00e1m o n\u011bj stra\u0161n\u00fd strach. Chci, aby u\u017e ta operace skon\u010dila, ale p\u0159itom nechci zn\u00e1t v\u00fdsledek. Zase zav\u00edr\u00e1m o\u010di p\u0159ed realitou. Zase si p\u0159edstavuju, \u017ee je to jen zl\u00fd sen, kter\u00fd brzy skon\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Prober se, Tome\u2026Tohle je skute\u010dnost.<\/em><\/div>\n
Ot\u0159esu se a kouknu na hodinky. U\u017e je na s\u00e1le t\u0159i hodiny. Gustav vedle m\u011b mezit\u00edm usnul.<\/div>\n
,,Smrt nen\u00ed konec. Naopak, je to nov\u00fd za\u010d\u00e1tek, pokra\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed na\u0161ich \u017eivot\u016f. A jestli m\u011b skute\u010dn\u011b miluje\u0161\u2026dovol mi \u017e\u00edt d\u00e1l\u2026a pokud to nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161\u2026kon\u010d\u00ed na\u0161e cesta do r\u00e1je\u2026“<\/em><\/div>\n
On to zvl\u00e1dne. Mus\u00ed to dok\u00e1zat. P\u0159esv\u011bd\u010duju s\u00e1m sebe. Nemohl by m\u011b tu nechat\u2026 Miluju ho.Ud\u011bl\u00e1m cokoliv proto aby \u017eil.<\/div>\n
Venku za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 pr\u0161et. Najednou uc\u00edt\u00edm ostrou bolest na hrudn\u00edku, a\u017e m\u011b to sraz\u00ed na kolena. Gustav ke mn\u011b p\u0159isko\u010d\u00ed a pokou\u0161\u00ed se m\u011b zvednout.<\/div>\n
,,Co se stalo Tome??“<\/div>\n
,,Pr\u0161\u00ed\u2026 venku\u2026 pr\u0161\u00ed\u2026“ Za\u0161ept\u00e1m. Bill miloval d\u00e9\u0161\u0165. V\u017edycky m\u011b vyt\u00e1hl ven a l\u00edtali jsme spolu po zahrad\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,No a?“ Doktor vch\u00e1z\u00ed do m\u00edstnosti. Jsme k n\u011bmu z\u00e1dy, tak\u017ee nem\u016f\u017eeme vid\u011bt zpocen\u00fd pl\u00e1\u0161\u0165.<\/div>\n
,,Nebe pl\u00e1\u010de\u2026 ztratilo and\u011bla\u2026“ Nem\u016f\u017eu zastavit ten vodop\u00e1d slz .<\/div>\n
,,Pane Kaulitzi.. Mus\u00edm v\u00e1m ozn\u00e1mit smutnou zpr\u00e1vu\u2026“ Ozve se doktor. Pod\u00edv\u00e1m se na tmavou oblohu. Zradil jsem ho\u2026 sobecky jsem mu br\u00e1nil j\u00edt tou lep\u0161\u00ed cestou. V\u00edm, \u017ee u\u017e ho nikdy neuvid\u00edm.<\/div>\n
,,Sbohem, Bille.“ Za\u0161ept\u00e1m sm\u011brem k jasn\u011b z\u00e1\u0159\u00edc\u00ed hv\u011bzd\u011b na nebi\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Chytni m\u011b za ruku a poj\u010f. M\u00e9 dve\u0159e do r\u00e1je se u\u017e zav\u0159ely.“<\/p>\n

<\/em> autor: Trinitis<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

,,Sta\u010d\u00ed otev\u0159\u00edt dve\u0159e a vstoupit. Neohl\u00ed\u017eet se, chytit m\u011b za ruku a vej\u00edt do nov\u00e9ho \u017eivota.“ Nedok\u00e1\u017eu to! Nem\u016f\u017eu! Sta\u010d\u00ed jen otev\u0159\u00edt dve\u0159e\u2026 Nen\u00ed to tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9. Ale m\u00e1m strach. Boj\u00edm se toho co uvid\u00edm uvnit\u0159. Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 ho opustit. Vejdi! Rychle! Zhluboka<\/p>\n

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