{"id":19337,"date":"2008-03-23T16:33:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-23T15:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19296"},"modified":"2008-03-23T16:33:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-23T15:33:00","slug":"farewell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/23\/farewell\/","title":{"rendered":"Farewell"},"content":{"rendered":"
(A\/N: Inspirace: P\u00edse\u0148 Farewell* od skupiny Apocalyptica)<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec sed\u00ed uprost\u0159ed noci na kamenn\u00e9m most\u011b v hlavn\u00edm m\u011bst\u011b Berl\u00edn. Odst\u011bhoval se sem s bratrem, kdy\u017e za\u010dala jejich sl\u00e1va, aby m\u011bla m\u00e1ma klid od novin\u00e1\u0159\u016f. Stalo se to p\u0159ed m\u011bs\u00edcem. Bill se do Toma bezhlav\u011b zamiloval. Cel\u00e9 dny mohl sed\u011bt naproti n\u011bmu a d\u00edvat se na n\u011bj a poslouchat, jak mluv\u00ed, i kdy\u017e se h\u00e1dali. H\u00e1dali skrz v\u0161echny blbosti. Jednou na n\u011bj Bill vyk\u0159ikl:<\/div>\n
,,Mus\u00ed\u0161 na m\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d k\u0159i\u010det? J\u00e1 jsem sice tvoje dvoj\u010de, ale j\u00e1 t\u011b miluju“ Utekl.<\/div>\n
Zamkl se do sv\u00e9ho pokoje a t\u00fdden nevylezl. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, co jeho brat d\u011bl\u00e1, ani to na jednu stranu v\u011bd\u011bt necht\u011bl. Za ten t\u00fdden zhubl 11 kilo. Vypadal jako smrt. Pod o\u010dima se mu r\u00fdsovaly p\u011bkn\u00e9 kruhy, ple\u0165 m\u011bl bledou, ruce jako p\u00e1r\u00e1tka a o noh\u00e1ch nemluv\u011b. A\u017e v\u010dera na\u0161el odvahu a vy\u0161el ven, aby se tro\u0161ku napil. Byl dehydrovan\u00fd od v\u011b\u010dn\u00e9ho slzen\u00ed do pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e, ani nem\u011bl, co plakat. Kdy\u017e ve dve\u0159\u00edch narazil na Toma. Pod\u00edval se mu do o\u010d\u00ed a rozplakal se.<\/div>\n
,,Nebre\u010d“ \u0159ekl Tom potupn\u011b.<\/div>\n
Bill zvedl hlavu, cht\u011bl se zachovat state\u010dn\u011b, ale ne\u0161lo to. Tom\u016fv pohled byl pln\u00fd nepochopen\u00ed, zlosti, ale taky dobr\u00e9ho pocitu z toho, jak Bill trp\u00ed. Tom se pro sebe usm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
,,Jsi teplej a j\u00e1 ne.. buzno“ A ode\u0161el.<\/div>\n
Bill se sesypal na pohovku, u\u017e necht\u011bl p\u00edt, necht\u011bl se sm\u00e1t, necht\u011bl j\u00edst a necht\u011bl ani \u017e\u00edt. \u0160el do koupelny a sed\u011bl ve van\u011b pln\u00e9 vody. Nesvl\u00e9kal se.. Pro\u010d? Mus\u00ed um\u0159\u00edt oble\u010den\u00fd, necht\u011bl, aby ho n\u011bkdo vytahoval z vany nah\u00e9ho. Lehl si tedy do vody. Byla p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b tepl\u00e1, hlavou sj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl po kr\u00e1sn\u011b b\u00edl\u00e9 van\u011b. Od nosu mu uniklo p\u00e1r bublinek a pak vydechl a \u010dekal. Bylo to dlouh\u00e9 a bolestiv\u00e9, proto se vyno\u0159il<\/div>\n
,,Ne, neud\u011bl\u00e1m mu takovou radost.“<\/div>\n
P\u0159evl\u00e9kl se do such\u00e9ho oble\u010den\u00ed. \u010cern\u00e9ho. A \u0161el, jen v mikin\u011b, kter\u00e1 mu stejn\u011b slou\u017eila jako bunda. Pro\u0161el park a vid\u011bl sebe s bratrem, jak si pov\u00eddali na lavi\u010dce, u kter\u00e9 st\u00e1l. Bodlo ho u srdce. \u0160el, kam ho nohy vedly, ale m\u011bl jedin\u00fd sm\u011br. Konec m\u011bsta, do\u0161el na kr\u00e1sn\u00fd, vysok\u00fd kamenn\u00fd most. Nyn\u00ed sed\u00ed tady a d\u00edv\u00e1 se dol\u016f. Ob\u010das tam spadne kapka slan\u00e9 vody, kter\u00e1 unik\u00e1 z jeho oka. P\u0159ipravuje se tu na odv\u00e1\u017en\u00fd krok a\u017e sko\u010d\u00ed. U\u017e si stoupl a naklonil se nad vodu. Nebylo vid\u011bt na dno. Most byl vysok\u00fd, p\u00e1d nebude bolestiv\u00fd.<\/div>\n
,,Bille, no tak, vzpamatuj se, ty to zvl\u00e1dne\u0161“ \u0161eptal si.<\/div>\n
Zav\u0159el o\u010di a zhluboka se nadechl<\/div>\n
,,Ned\u011blej to.“ usly\u0161el za sebou.<\/div>\n
Oto\u010dil se za hlasem. Na chodn\u00edku t\u011bsn\u011b u n\u011bj st\u00e1l jeho bratr, jeho dvoj\u010de, jeho druh\u00e1 polovina srdce. Tom mu nab\u00eddl ruku, aby slezl dol\u016f.<\/div>\n
,,Ne, j\u00e1 nikam nejdu.“ Zak\u00fdval bl\u00e1zniv\u011b hlavou.<\/div>\n
,,Bille, nebl\u00e1zni\u2026.“<\/div>\n
Znovu zak\u00fdval hlavou, za\u010dal hystericky plakat a k\u0159i\u010det.<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d bych m\u011bl? Miloval jsem t\u011b v\u00edc ne\u017e sv\u016fj \u017eivot. \u0158ekl jsem si, \u017ee bych pro Tebe zem\u0159el a te\u010f to spln\u00edm.“<\/div>\n
Tom ud\u011blal krok v p\u0159ed<\/div>\n
,,Bille, slez dol\u016f, jestli m\u011b miluje\u0161.“<\/div>\n
Bill se zamra\u010dil a lhostejn\u011b \u0159ekl:<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d j\u00e1 bych m\u011bl j\u00edt dol\u016f, kdy\u017e Ty nemiluje\u0161 M\u011a? Pro\u010d j\u00e1 m\u00e1m zase a zase trp\u011bt, pro\u010d? Odpov\u011bz mi!!“<\/div>\n
Tom spustil ruku pod\u00e9l t\u011bla.<\/div>\n
,,Proto\u017ee t\u011b miluju, Bille“ za\u0161eptal.<\/div>\n
\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec se pod\u00edval na smutnou tv\u00e1\u0159 jeho dvoj\u010dete. V o\u010d\u00edch se mu zaleskly slzy<\/div>\n
,,Miluju T\u011b, Tome, sbohem!“<\/div>\n
Tom ud\u011blal mr\u0161tn\u00fd krok a Bill se p\u0159evr\u00e1til dozadu.<\/div>\n
Tom st\u00e1l naklon\u011bn\u00ed p\u0159es most a d\u00edval se do \u0161\u00edlen\u00e9 tmy, kdy\u017e usly\u0161el n\u00e1raz<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal? Pro\u010d? Bille, l\u00e1sko.“<\/div>\n
Tom se sesunul k mostu a ti\u0161e plakal. Za kr\u00e1tkou dobu ho na\u0161li v posteli p\u0159ed\u00e1vkovan\u00e9ho usp\u00e1vac\u00edmi pr\u00e1\u0161ky a v dopise st\u00e1lo:<\/div>\n
On zem\u0159el za m\u011b, a j\u00e1 um\u00edr\u00e1m za n\u011bj\u2026.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
Napsala: J\u00e1jinka<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
*Farewell – Sbohem<\/em><\/p>\n

autor: J\u00e1jinka<\/strong>
betaread: Ter<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(A\/N: Inspirace: P\u00edse\u0148 Farewell* od skupiny Apocalyptica) \u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec sed\u00ed uprost\u0159ed noci na kamenn\u00e9m most\u011b v hlavn\u00edm m\u011bst\u011b Berl\u00edn. Odst\u011bhoval se sem s bratrem, kdy\u017e za\u010dala jejich sl\u00e1va, aby m\u011bla m\u00e1ma klid od novin\u00e1\u0159\u016f. Stalo se to p\u0159ed m\u011bs\u00edcem. Bill se do<\/p>\n

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