{"id":19338,"date":"2008-03-23T16:32:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-23T15:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19297"},"modified":"2008-03-23T16:32:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-23T15:32:00","slug":"whisper-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/23\/whisper-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Whisper"},"content":{"rendered":"
(A\/N): Pokud to n\u011bkdo nepochop\u00ed, s \u010d\u00edm\u017e po\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m, proto\u017ee to nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nen\u00ed moc srozumiteln\u00e9, tak mo\u017en\u00e1 posta\u010d\u00ed jedin\u00fd pojem –> schizofrenie. Nebo-li roz\u0161t\u011bp osobnosti x)<\/em><\/div>\n
\u0160epot… st\u00e1le jen ten \u0161epot.<\/div>\n
Sly\u0161\u00edm ho ve sv\u00fdch u\u0161\u00edch. Sly\u0161\u00edm, jak ve mn\u011b k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. Jak m\u011b trh\u00e1 na kusy.<\/div>\n
Nejd\u0159\u00edve potichu a pak st\u00e1le hlasit\u011bji. Ned\u00e1 se to vydr\u017eet!<\/div>\n
‚Zmlkni! Zmlkni!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
D\u011bs\u00ed m\u011b a nechce p\u0159estat.<\/div>\n
Po\u0159\u00e1d \u0161ept\u00e1. \u0158\u00edk\u00e1 mi v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 se boj\u00edm vyslovit.<\/div>\n
O tob\u011b… o n\u00e1s.<\/div>\n
‚P\u0159esta\u0148 u\u017e! Bol\u00ed to!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Nechci mu uv\u011b\u0159it. V\u00edm, \u017ee za t\u011bmi slovy ve skute\u010dnosti nic nen\u00ed. Jen pr\u00e1zdno… jen \u0161epot. \u0160epot nespln\u011bn\u00fdch slib\u016f.<\/div>\n
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„Bille? Co je ti? Zase se tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed\u0161 divn\u011b…“ tv\u016fj ustaran\u00fd pohled se mi zar\u00fdv\u00e1 pod k\u016f\u017ei. ‚D\u00fdch\u00e1m te\u010f za tebe….‘<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ach… co jsi \u0159\u00edkal? Promi\u0148\u2026“ zavrt\u00e1m pohled do podlahy. C\u00edt\u00edm tvou studenou dla\u0148 na sv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i. ‚Necho\u010f tak bl\u00edzko, nebo sho\u0159\u00edm!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
„Copak t\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00ed?“ Ot\u00e1zka z\u016fstane viset ve vzduchu. Jako t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd oblak kou\u0159e. ‚Ty…‘<\/em><\/div>\n
„Nic…“ vynucen\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv. ‚Vynucen\u00e1 le\u017e.‘ Nebo pravda?<\/em><\/div>\n
„M\u016f\u017eu t\u011b obejmout?“ Odpov\u011bz…<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ty m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 v\u0161echno…“ utop\u00edm se v tv\u00e9m objet\u00ed. P\u0159esto\u017ee jsem skv\u011bl\u00fd plavec…<\/div>\n
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\u0160ept\u00e1… u\u017e zase. Bl\u00e1zn\u00edm. Chci pry\u010d. Ut\u00e9ct od n\u011bj. Daleko! Ne… to nesta\u010d\u00ed. P\u016fjde se mnou. Kamkoli… Kamkoli? Na jedno m\u00edsto p\u0159ece ne.<\/div>\n
Tam, kde nikdo netu\u0161\u00ed, co jej \u010dek\u00e1. Tam, kde v\u00e1s postav\u00ed p\u0159ed posledn\u00ed soud. Tam, kde v\u00e1s postav\u00ed p\u0159ed Pan\u00ed v \u010dern\u00e9m. Tam, kde u\u017e nen\u00ed nic. Nebo v\u0161echno….<\/div>\n
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„Je ti zima? T\u0159ese\u0161 se\u2026“ Zav\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 okna a topen\u00ed pust\u00ed\u0161 o n\u011bco v\u00edc. T\u00edm to p\u0159ece nen\u00ed…<\/em><\/div>\n
„Nem\u00e1\u0161 hore\u010dku?“ zase tv\u00e1 chladn\u00e1 dla\u0148.<\/div>\n
„Ne… poj\u010f bl\u00ed\u017e… nechci b\u00fdt s\u00e1m.“ ‚Sp\u00e1l\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b.‘<\/em> P\u0159esto o to pros\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Ticho.<\/em> Po tak dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b tich\u00e1 noc. M\u00e1lem bych zapomn\u011bl, jak\u00e9 to je. ‚U\u017e sp\u00ed\u0161?‘<\/em> Asi ano…<\/div>\n
C\u00edt\u00edm t\u011b. Hned vedle m\u011b. Bl\u00edzko t\u011blu. Bli\u017e\u0161\u00ed srdci. A p\u0159itom tak daleko.<\/div>\n
Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b. Dr\u017e m\u011b ve sv\u00fdch pa\u017e\u00edch. \u0160eptej mi. P\u0159ehlu\u0161 ten \u0161epot v m\u00fdch u\u0161\u00edch. Utni ho. Udus ho. Zabij ho. Zabij ho!<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ne!“ vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dnu. Je\u0161t\u011b \u017ee m\u00e1\u0161 tak tvrd\u00fd sp\u00e1nek. Pohlad\u00edm t\u011b po tv\u00e1\u0159i. ‚Dokonal\u00e1..‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Samotn\u00fd pohled m\u011b nasyt\u00ed a\u017e po okraj.<\/div>\n
Spi… jen spi.<\/div>\n
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Nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo. Nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo. Nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo. Nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo!<\/em><\/div>\n
Nem\u00e1m pr\u00e1vo? Pr\u00e1vo milovat?!<\/div>\n
Nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo!<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Tak dost! Sklapni!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
U\u017e nechci. U\u017e nechci. Nechci. Ne…<\/div>\n
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„Poslouch\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b? No tak!“ ‚Pro\u010d se na m\u011b d\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 takhle?‘ Bl\u00e1zne…<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ob\u010das mi p\u0159ipad\u00e1, jako bych se bavil se zd\u00ed.“ ‚Stoj\u00edm za n\u00ed.‘ Nepust\u00ed t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Zamyslel jsem se…“ Ubl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed ti…<\/em><\/div>\n
„V posledn\u00ed dob\u011b se zam\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed\u0161 po\u0159\u00e1d.“ ‚Nad tebou.‘ Nenech ho.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Br\u00e1\u0161ko… m\u016fj mal\u00fd br\u00e1\u0161ko…“ nat\u00e1hne\u0161 ke mn\u011b sv\u00e9 studen\u00e9 dlan\u011b. ‚Obejmi m\u011b..‘ Nenech se!<\/em><\/div>\n
Po tv\u00e1\u0159i ti p\u0159el\u00e9tne st\u00edn zklam\u00e1n\u00ed, kdy\u017e se prudce odstr\u010d\u00edm. ‚Od tebe. Od tepla. Od ticha…‘ Spr\u00e1vn\u011b…<\/em><\/div>\n
„Co se d\u011bje?“ Nenech se. Nenech ho.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Nech m\u011b!“ N\u011bco \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161. Spr\u00e1vn\u011b… nenech se. Nenech se!<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ticho! Nech m\u011b! P\u0159esta\u0148! Zmlkni! Ml\u010d! Ml\u010d!“<\/div>\n
T\u0159ese\u0161 se mnou. Nevn\u00edm\u00e1m. Jsi to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b ty? Je tady takov\u00fd hluk. Mate m\u011b. A Slunce zapad\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
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‚Slib mi, \u017ee vyjde. Slib mi, \u017ee ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 nemo\u017en\u00e9. Slib mi, \u017ee m\u011b nenech\u00e1\u0161 padnout. Slib mi…‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Je pry\u010d. Ode\u0161el. Nez\u016fstal ani chv\u00edli. Do sv\u011btla. A tebe nechal v temnot\u011b. Zmrzne\u0161…<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Ne… p\u0159ijde. Mo\u017en\u00e1 ne hned, ale p\u0159ijde. V\u00edm to. U\u017e skoro sly\u0161\u00edm jeho kroky. Zachr\u00e1n\u00ed m\u011b. V\u00edm to.‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Hlup\u00e1ku. Nen\u00ed tady. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e9 kroky se neozvou. Nic nespat\u0159\u00ed\u0161. Oslepne\u0161. Nic neusly\u0161\u00ed\u0161. Nic neuc\u00edt\u00ed\u0161. Proto\u017ee nen\u00ed co. Jen nic…<\/em><\/div>\n
‚L\u017ee\u0161! Tak jako v\u017edycky! L\u017ee\u0161! L\u017ee\u0161!‘ „L\u017ee\u0161! Ty lh\u00e1\u0159i! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm!“<\/em><\/div>\n
Ude\u0159\u00edm. A znova. Je\u0161t\u011b jednou. T\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed se. Us\u00edn\u00e1m. Na st\u0159epech…<\/div>\n
Spi… jen spi.<\/div>\n
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Vy\u0161lo….<\/div>\n
Co se to leskne na m\u00fdch ruk\u00e1ch?<\/div>\n
‚Krev?‘ Jeho.<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Ne!‘ Vid\u00ed\u0161 jej? Je jeho. Jeho…<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Ne! Ne! Nen\u00ed! Nem\u016f\u017ee!‘ Ale ano. Jeho. Jsi vinn\u00fd. Nesmyje\u0161 z dlan\u00ed sv\u00e9 h\u0159\u00edchy ani sv\u011bcenou vodou. Vinn\u00fd. U\u017e napo\u0159\u00e1d. Nav\u011bky.<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Nejsem! Ne! To \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161 jen ty! Ale u\u017e nebude\u0161! Ne! Zmlkne\u0161!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Jeho krev. Na tv\u00fdch rukou. Zabil jsi. Zabil..<\/em><\/div>\n
„Nezabil! Nen\u00ed jeho!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Vinn\u00fd… zabil. Vlastn\u00edma rukama.<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Odpus\u0165 mi. Odpus\u0165. Necht\u011bl jsem! Miluju t\u011b!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Zabil jsi!<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Zabil…‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Vrahu. V\u00ed\u0161, co d\u011blaj\u00ed s takov\u00fdmi vrahy?<\/em><\/div>\n
‚Ne a ani se to nedov\u00edm! U\u017e mi nebude\u0161 na\u0161ept\u00e1vat. U\u017e ne! U\u017e nikdy!‘<\/em><\/div>\n
Co to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161? Polo\u017e to! Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161?!<\/em><\/div>\n
Tak snadn\u00e9. \u0158\u00edznout sta\u010d\u00ed jednou, aby se m\u00e1 krev sm\u00edchala s tou tvou. Stejn\u00e1 barva. Stejn\u00fd z\u00e1pach…..<\/div>\n
„Bille!“ U\u017e t\u011b nevid\u00edm. U\u017e nec\u00edt\u00edm tvou studenou dla\u0148 na m\u00e9 l\u00edci.<\/div>\n
Je pozd\u011b. Te\u010f u\u017e jsem tam, kde se v\u0161emi \u00fa\u010dtuj\u00ed stejn\u011b. U\u017e t\u011b nesly\u0161\u00edm. Nemus\u00ed\u0161 k\u0159i\u010det. A u\u017e nesly\u0161\u00edm ani \u0161epot. Nen\u00ed nic a p\u0159ece v\u0161e.<\/div>\n
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Dv\u011b du\u0161e v jedin\u00e9m t\u011ble.<\/div>\n
\u0160koda, \u017ee jedna byla slab\u0161\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Lisa<\/strong>
betaread: Helushka<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(A\/N): Pokud to n\u011bkdo nepochop\u00ed, s \u010d\u00edm\u017e po\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m, proto\u017ee to nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nen\u00ed moc srozumiteln\u00e9, tak mo\u017en\u00e1 posta\u010d\u00ed jedin\u00fd pojem –> schizofrenie. Nebo-li roz\u0161t\u011bp osobnosti x) \u0160epot… st\u00e1le jen ten \u0161epot. Sly\u0161\u00edm ho ve sv\u00fdch u\u0161\u00edch. Sly\u0161\u00edm, jak ve mn\u011b k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. Jak m\u011b<\/p>\n

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