{"id":19470,"date":"2008-03-21T00:07:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-20T23:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19429"},"modified":"2008-03-21T00:07:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-20T23:07:00","slug":"because-of-you-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/21\/because-of-you-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Because of you"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: \u0160\u00e1rka<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Jak po m\u011b m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u017e\u00e1dat, abych zapomn\u011bl?<\/em><\/div>\n

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Bude to tak lep\u0161\u00ed..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Bude lep\u0161\u00ed, kdy\u017e m\u011b zabije\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n

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Nem\u016f\u017eu jinak a ty to v\u00ed\u0161.. Vysv\u011btlil bych ti to.<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Nic mi ne\u0159\u00edkej..<\/em><\/div>\n

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Pro\u010d?<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Proto\u017ee to bol\u00ed..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Chce, abych ho vymazal ze sv\u00e9ho srdce? Chce, abych zapomn\u011bl na to, co jsme spolu pro\u017eili? Chce, abych zapomn\u011bl, \u017ee jsme d\u0159\u00edv byli v\u00edc ne\u017e brat\u0159i? Proto\u017ee se boj\u00ed? I j\u00e1 se boj\u00edm. Jen\u017ee s n\u00edm se boj\u00edm r\u00e1d.. S n\u00edm bych riskoval sv\u016fj hol\u00fd \u017eivot; v\u0161echno, co m\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
Znovu m\u011b zabol\u00ed u srdce, kdy\u017e pomysl\u00edm na to, jak jsme si v\u0161echno pl\u00e1novali. Spole\u010dn\u00fd domov, spole\u010dn\u00fd \u017eivot, spole\u010dnou kari\u00e9ru a.. a spole\u010dnou smrt..<\/div>\n

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Bol\u00ed to.<\/em><\/div>\n

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J\u00e1 v\u00edm, i mn\u011b to trh\u00e1 srdce..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Tak pro\u010d to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n

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Mus\u00edm..<\/strong><\/div>\n
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V\u00edm, \u017ee m\u011b miluje. Tak jako j\u00e1 jeho. Tak co ho donutilo to v\u0161echno skon\u010dit? Strach? Pouh\u00fd strach?<\/div>\n

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B\u00e1l jsem se..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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J\u00e1 v\u00edm, proto’s m\u011b zabil..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Jeho chladn\u00e9 o\u010di, jeho nic ne\u0159\u00edkaj\u00edc\u00ed pohledy, jeho odm\u011b\u0159en\u00e1 slova, to v\u0161e m\u011b t\u00e1hlo ke dnu..<\/div>\n

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Ned\u00edvej se na m\u011b tak..<\/em><\/div>\n

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Neum\u00edm to jinak..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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D\u0159\u00edv jsi um\u011bl..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Um\u00edr\u00e1m, te\u010f u\u017e to v\u00edm jist\u011b. Navenek je sice v\u0161echno fajn, ale co se d\u011bje uvnit\u0159 m\u011b? Zab\u00edj\u00ed m\u011b ka\u017ed\u00fdm sv\u00fdm pohledem. Ka\u017ed\u00fdm sv\u00fdm gestem mi nazna\u010duje, jak moc jsem mu lhostejn\u00fd. Ti\u0161e ho pozoruji a \u010dek\u00e1m, a\u017e se na m\u011b znovu pod\u00edv\u00e1. Do\u010dk\u00e1m se v\u016fbec? Nechci plakat, nechci, aby vid\u011bl, jak moc m\u011b jeho slova bol\u00ed..<\/div>\n

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Nepla\u010d, trh\u00e1 mi to srdce..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Nepl\u00e1\u010du, to mi jen po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch st\u00e9kaj\u00ed slzy..<\/em><\/div>\n

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Jak to?<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Zvykly si, \u017ee te\u010dou.. ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der..<\/em><\/div>\n

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Kv\u016fli mn\u011b?<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Ano..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Je\u0161t\u011b te\u010f sly\u0161\u00edm ta slova, co mi \u0161eptal do ucha a j\u00e1 mu je se v\u0161\u00ed l\u00e1skou op\u011btoval. Je\u0161t\u011b te\u010f c\u00edt\u00edm jeho polibky na sv\u00fdch rtech. Jemn\u011b se jich dotknu, ale nic nec\u00edt\u00edm.. L\u00edb\u00e1 u\u017e n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho? \u0160ept\u00e1 mu ta slova, kter\u00e1 \u0161eptal m\u011b? „Miluji t\u011b.. a budu napo\u0159\u00e1d..“<\/div>\n

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Nikdy jsem ti ne\u0159ekl, \u017ee t\u011b budu milovat v\u011b\u010dn\u011b, Tome..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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\u0160koda, \u017ee si ani nepamatuje\u0161, co jsi \u0159\u00edkal..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Nechci, nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l.. Jak je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee se \u010dlov\u011bk takhle najednou zm\u011bn\u00ed? Jak je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee p\u0159estane milovat toho, komu \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee by za n\u011bj polo\u017eil \u017eivot? Lhal, kdy\u017e mi sliboval, \u017ee m\u011b bude milovat v\u011b\u010dn\u011b?<\/div>\n

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Pro\u010d jsi \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee m\u011b miluje\u0161, kdy\u017e to nebyla pravda?<\/em><\/div>\n

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J\u00e1 jsem t\u011b ale miloval.<\/strong><\/div>\n

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U\u017e nemiluje\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n

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Nev\u00edm..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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\u010clov\u011bk miluje po\u0159\u00e1d, Bille.. nebo nikdy.. Miluje\u0161 m\u011b tedy?<\/em><\/div>\n

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Ne..<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Za chv\u00edli p\u0159ijde konec a j\u00e1 to v\u00edm.. ale.. sm\u011bju se. \u010clov\u011bk se mus\u00ed sm\u00e1t d\u0159\u00edve, ne\u017e je \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, proto\u017ee by se mohlo st\u00e1t, \u017ee by zem\u0159el, ani by se nezasm\u00e1l. Sm\u011bj\u00ed se ale jen m\u00e9 o\u010di, srdce je mrtv\u00e9, m\u016fj bratr ho zabil..<\/div>\n

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Nen\u00e1vid\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Ano, proto\u017ee t\u011b miluji..<\/em><\/div>\n
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Nevzpom\u00edn\u00e1m na n\u011bj ve zl\u00e9m, vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m na ty okam\u017eiky, kdy jsem byl aspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Aspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli s n\u00edm..<\/div>\n

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Nemohl jsem jinak. Zabili by n\u00e1s, Tome..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Proto jsi zabil rad\u0161i m\u011b samotn\u00e9ho.. Tak pro\u010d jsi \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee bys za m\u011b polo\u017eil \u017eivot? Lhal jsi, Bille..<\/em><\/div>\n

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Promi\u0148..<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Sk\u00e1\u010du a nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm nad t\u00edm, \u017ee n\u011bco d\u011bl\u00e1m \u0161patn\u011b. Pro\u010d \u017e\u00edt, kdy\u017e tu nen\u00ed? Pro\u010d \u017e\u00edt, kdy\u017e d\u016fvod, pro\u010d jsem \u017eil, u\u017e<\/div>\n
nem\u00e1m? Zmizel, podvedl, zradil..<\/div>\n
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Ten, kter\u00fd tvrdil, \u017ee m\u011b miluje..<\/div>\n

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Promi\u0148, Tome.. Miloval jsem t\u011b a ty to v\u00ed\u0161. Je mi l\u00edto, \u017ee jsem ti to ne\u0159ekl d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e jsi m\u011b opustil.. ale ty mi to te\u010f taky ne\u0159ekne\u0161, a\u017e odejdu.. Je mi l\u00edto, \u017ee jsi ode\u0161el s pocitem, \u017ee u\u017e t\u011b nemiluji. V\u00ed\u0161 \u017ee to tak nen\u00ed a nikdy nebylo.. Miluji t\u011b a budu milovat.. nav\u017edy..<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Please, don\u00b4t hate me..<\/em><\/div>\n
Because I\u00b4ll die if you do..<\/em><\/div>\n
Because I\u00b4ll die if you do..<\/em><\/div>\n
Because I\u00b4ll die if you do..<\/p>\n

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autor: \u0160\u00e1rka<\/strong>
betaread: Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: \u0160\u00e1rka Jak po m\u011b m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u017e\u00e1dat, abych zapomn\u011bl? Bude to tak lep\u0161\u00ed.. Bude lep\u0161\u00ed, kdy\u017e m\u011b zabije\u0161? Nem\u016f\u017eu jinak a ty to v\u00ed\u0161.. Vysv\u011btlil bych ti to. Nic mi ne\u0159\u00edkej.. Pro\u010d? Proto\u017ee to bol\u00ed.. Chce, abych ho vymazal ze sv\u00e9ho srdce?<\/p>\n

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