{"id":19490,"date":"2008-03-20T23:40:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-20T22:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19449"},"modified":"2008-03-20T23:40:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-20T22:40:00","slug":"h-lt-mich","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/20\/h-lt-mich\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e4lt mich"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>V\u011bnov\u00e1n\u00ed: Egoisticky sob\u011b, proto\u017ee je pro m\u011b hodn\u011b d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e1. Zat\u00edm asi nejv\u00edc\u2026<br \/>Upozorn\u011bn\u00ed: Abyste si to \u0161patn\u011b nevylo\u017eili &#8211; NEN\u00cd to perverzn\u00ed. Tom mu NIC neud\u011blal\u2026 Snad pochop\u00edte&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jsem ztracen\u00fd<br \/>Nenach\u00e1z\u00edm u\u017e ve tm\u011b sv\u011btlo<br \/>C\u00edt\u00edm se tak osam\u011bl\u00fd<br \/>Co se jenom se mnou stane<br \/>Pr\u0161\u00ed m\u00e9 slzy<br \/>Oni nesly\u0161\u00ed a bude jich st\u00e1le v\u00edc<br \/>T\u011b\u017eko d\u00fdch\u00e1m<br \/>Te\u010f t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju<br \/>Te\u010f t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju tak moc<br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>*<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Slunce u\u017e d\u00e1vno zapadlo a kapky de\u0161t\u011b te\u010f ti\u0161e bubnuj\u00ed na st\u0159echu. Sm\u00fdvaj\u00ed v\u0161echnu bolest a p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161ej\u00ed \u017eivot. Jsou ale p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b b\u011b\u017en\u00e9. Nikdy jsem se nad nimi nepozastavil. Tak pro\u010d m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee jsou dnes jin\u00e9 ne\u017e obvykle?<br \/>,,Nepr\u0161\u00ed, to jsou m\u00e9 slzy\u2026 Nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161? Vid\u011bl jsi snad n\u011bkdy \u010dern\u00fd d\u00e9\u0161\u0165?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>*<\/em><\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec le\u017e\u00ed na boku, t\u011bsn\u011b p\u0159itisknut\u00fd ke sv\u00e9mu bratrovi. Rukama ho pevn\u011b obj\u00edm\u00e1 kolem pasu a kl\u00ednem se t\u0159e o ten jeho. Zrychlen\u00fd dech rozb\u00edj\u00ed dokonal\u00e9 ticho v m\u00edstnosti. Propleten\u00e9 nohy, lesknouc\u00ed se o\u010di a absolutn\u00ed bl\u00edzkost d\u011blaj\u00ed tuhle chv\u00edli zak\u00e1zan\u011b romantickou.<br \/>Jen pevn\u00fd stisk toho \u010dernovlas\u00e9ho stvo\u0159en\u00ed a jeho st\u00e1le s\u00edl\u00edc\u00ed t\u0159as upozor\u0148uj\u00ed na to, \u017ee zde n\u011bco nen\u00ed v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Neodva\u017euje se mluvit, vy\u0159knout utajovan\u00e9 city. Nedok\u00e1\u017ee bratra pustit, by\u0165 jen o milimetr od sebe. Jen ho pevn\u011b dr\u017eet a ot\u00edrat se o n\u011bj. Sta\u010d\u00ed jen nepatrn\u00fd pokus druh\u00e9ho chlapce, trochu v\u00edc se nadechnout a jeho dvoj\u010de se rozt\u0159ese je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc.<br \/>Tohle nem\u00e1 nic spole\u010dn\u00e9ho se sexem\u2026 Nejde tu o \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 uspokojen\u00ed. Je to jen strach. \u0160\u00edlen\u00fd, neustupuj\u00edc\u00ed strach. Z n\u011b\u010deho, co je mimo bratrovu n\u00e1ru\u010d, co nevid\u00ed nikdo jin\u00fd. Strach z ostatn\u00edch, ze samoty, z hlas\u016f uvnit\u0159 jeho hlavy\u2026 Strach z vlastn\u00edho bratra.<\/div>\n<div><em>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b, jinak se utop\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b, jinak se utop\u00edm<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b, jinak zmrznu<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jestli m\u011b pust\u00ed\u0161, zem\u0159u.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Pot\u0159ebuje se nadechnout. Trochu si prot\u00e1hnout t\u011blo, kter\u00e9 je te\u010f nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b zkroucen\u00e9 a drcen\u00e9 bratrov\u00fdm objet\u00edm. Jenom malinko se pohnout.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zem\u0159u.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Pak by se zase vr\u00e1til zp\u00e1tky. V\u017edy\u0165 i bratr u\u017e mus\u00ed m\u00edt k\u0159e\u010d v pevn\u011b semknut\u00fdch ruk\u00e1ch. Jen kous\u00ed\u010dek.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zem\u0159u.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>P\u00e1r milimetr\u016f.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zem\u0159u!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nadechnout se.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zem\u0159u!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>V\u017edy\u0165 se nic nestane.<\/div>\n<div><em>Zem\u0159u! Zem\u0159u! Zem\u0159u!<br \/><\/em> Pod\u00edv\u00e1 se do jeho skeln\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Sta\u010d\u00ed jedin\u00fd pohled a okam\u017eit\u011b ztuhne.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ani na chv\u00edli. Nesm\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b pustit!<br \/><\/em> S odevzdan\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem se nech\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc p\u0159itisknout na bratrovo hork\u00e9 t\u011blo, po kter\u00e9m st\u00e9kaj\u00ed kapi\u010dky ledov\u00e9ho potu.<\/div>\n<div><em>Jen se pod\u00edvej, l\u00e1sko. Ne potu. Ledov\u00e9ho strachu\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>J\u00e1 s\u00e1m sob\u011b nerozum\u00edm<br \/>Ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b v kruhu &#8211; Ztr\u00e1c\u00ed\u0161 uvnit\u0159 m\u011b<br \/>U\u017e se odevzd\u00e1v\u00e1m<br \/>Pot\u0159ebuji t\u011b<br \/>Pot\u0159ebuji t\u011b tady<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tiskne hlavu k bratrovu krku. P\u0159itahuje jeho boky na sv\u00e9. T\u011blo automaticky \u010dek\u00e1 na tu dokonalou chv\u00edli, kdy se j\u00edm rozlije slastn\u00fd pocit. Zvr\u00e1cen\u00e9? To nen\u00ed sex. Ale strach.<br \/>Jeho bratr se rozpa\u010dit\u011b rozhl\u00e9dne kolem sebe. M\u00edstnost je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1 a tich\u00e1. Jen rozt\u0159esen\u00e9 vzdechy vych\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00ed z t\u011bch n\u011b\u017en\u00fdch \u00fast\u2026<br \/>Venku ude\u0159\u00ed hrom. Nap\u011bt\u00ed ve slabin\u00e1ch se bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed k osvobozuj\u00edc\u00edmu konci. A na \u0159as\u00e1ch \u010dernovlas\u00e9ho chlapce se za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed zachycovat prvn\u00ed bolestn\u00e9 slzy.<\/div>\n<div><em>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b, jinak se utop\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b, jinak se utop\u00edm<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b, jinak zmrznu<\/em><\/div>\n<div>B\u00edl\u00e9 sv\u011btlo blesku oz\u00e1\u0159\u00ed na ten d\u011bsiv\u011b jedine\u010dn\u00fd okam\u017eik celou m\u00edstnost. Z \u00fast se mu vydere tlumen\u00fd v\u00fdk\u0159ik a ve stejnou chv\u00edli povol\u00ed stisk mezi jejich kl\u00edny. Za hysterick\u00e9ho t\u0159asu a pevn\u00e9ho objet\u00ed se naplno rozpl\u00e1\u010de.<br \/>Jeho bratr dezorientovan\u011b pozoruje st\u00edn, kter\u00fd oba vrhaj\u00ed na prot\u011bj\u0161\u00ed st\u011bnu.<br \/>B\u011bhem vte\u0159iny je noc zase zahal\u00ed do sv\u00e9ho \u010dern\u00e9ho roucha. Pl\u00e1\u010d je ale st\u00e1le srdceryvn\u00fd, objet\u00ed pevn\u00e9. Jakoby tahle chv\u00edle nikdy nem\u011bla skon\u010dit.<\/div>\n<div><em>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b, jinak se utop\u00edm<br \/>Dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Pros\u00edm, dr\u017e m\u011b pevn\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b<br \/>Nepou\u0161t\u011bj m\u011b, jinak zmrznu<\/em><\/div>\n<div>D\u00e9\u0161\u0165 osam\u011ble pad\u00e1. Pr\u00fd dok\u00e1\u017ee l\u00e9\u010dit a d\u00e1vat odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed. Sm\u00fdv\u00e1 bolesti a h\u0159\u00edchy noci. Ale pro\u010d odpou\u0161t\u011bt to, co nikdy h\u0159\u00ed\u0161n\u00fdm nebylo?<\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec se pevn\u011b tiskne k pe\u0159in\u011b. Obj\u00edm\u00e1 ji rukama a drobn\u00fdmi koleny. P\u0159iv\u00edr\u00e1 skeln\u00e9 o\u010di a hlasit\u011b oddechuje. T\u0159ese se, pl\u00e1\u010de. A po jeho hork\u00e9m t\u011ble st\u00e9k\u00e1 ledov\u00fd pot.<\/div>\n<div><em>To nen\u00ed pot, l\u00e1sko. Jen ledov\u00fd strach<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div><em>Text:<\/em> <strong><em>Lafee (H\u00e4lt mich)<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/strong>autor: <strong>Trinitis<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>V\u011bnov\u00e1n\u00ed: Egoisticky sob\u011b, proto\u017ee je pro m\u011b hodn\u011b d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e1. Zat\u00edm asi nejv\u00edc\u2026Upozorn\u011bn\u00ed: Abyste si to \u0161patn\u011b nevylo\u017eili &#8211; NEN\u00cd to perverzn\u00ed. Tom mu NIC neud\u011blal\u2026 Snad pochop\u00edte&#8230; Jsem ztracen\u00fdNenach\u00e1z\u00edm u\u017e ve tm\u011b sv\u011btloC\u00edt\u00edm se tak osam\u011bl\u00fdCo se jenom se mnou stanePr\u0161\u00ed m\u00e9<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/20\/h-lt-mich\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19490"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19490\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}