{"id":19495,"date":"2008-03-20T23:27:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-20T22:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19454"},"modified":"2008-03-20T23:27:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-20T22:27:00","slug":"my-first","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/20\/my-first\/","title":{"rendered":"My first"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Chladn\u00fd podzimn\u00ed den. Mlad\u00fd huben\u00fd chlapec sed\u00ed zdrcen\u011b na posteli ve sv\u00e9m pokoji. \u010cern\u00e9, rozcuchan\u00e9 vlasy mu zakr\u00fdvaj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159 plnou bolesti a zoufalstv\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Pozoruje z\u00e1pad slunce a vzpom\u00edn\u00e1 na \u010dasy, kdy tu nesed\u011bl s\u00e1m. Kdy m\u011bl po boku n\u011bkoho, koho m\u011bl opravdu r\u00e1d. Dokonce ho miloval.<\/div>\n<div>Po bled\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i ste\u010de slza, za n\u00ed dal\u0161\u00ed a dal\u0161\u00ed. Nejde to zastavit. \u0158inou se jedna za druhou&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Tolik mi ubl\u00ed\u017eil. St\u00e1le se pt\u00e1m pro\u010d, pro\u010d to ud\u011blal? Miloval m\u011b. Nebo snad ne? Hr\u00e1l to na m\u011b? Nev\u00edm. Jist\u011b v\u00edm jen jednu jedinou v\u011bc .\u017de tu bez n\u011bj nedok\u00e1\u017eu b\u00fdt. Nesnesu tu skute\u010dnost, \u017ee m\u011b nemiluje, \u017ee ho m\u00e1 n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd, \u017ee ho nem\u016f\u017eu m\u00edt pro sebe. \u017de m\u011b nebude hladit po vlasech a \u0161eptat mi, \u017ee m\u011b miluje. \u017de tu nebude pro m\u011b\u2026 Ne, nem\u00e1 cenu tu z\u016fst\u00e1vat. Ne bez n\u011bj.<\/div>\n<div>Jeho hlubok\u00e9 hn\u011bd\u00e9 o\u010di se up\u0159ou na \u017eiletku le\u017e\u00edc\u00ed na stolku vedle n\u011bj. Vezme ji lehce do prst\u016f, polo\u017e\u00ed do dlan\u011b, pozoruje ji a zva\u017euje mo\u017enosti.<\/div>\n<div>Ne, u\u017e jsem se rozhodl!!!<\/div>\n<div>Znovu vezme \u017eiletku do prst\u016f a p\u0159ejede p\u0159es \u017e\u00edly na lev\u00e9m z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed. Z r\u00e1ny se okam\u017eit\u011b za\u010dne hrnout krev. Zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm pohledem pozoruje proud rud\u00e9 hork\u00e9 tekutiny a poc\u00edt\u00ed podivn\u00fd pocit \u00falevy a osvobozen\u00ed. Jeho smysly za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed otupovat. Polo\u017e\u00ed se na postel a \u010dek\u00e1 na konec, kter\u00fd, jak c\u00edt\u00ed, nen\u00ed daleko.<\/div>\n<div>Najednou se prudce rozev\u0159ou dve\u0159e pokoje a sly\u0161\u00ed, jakoby z d\u00e1lky volat zn\u00e1m\u00fd hlas.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, nee!!!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Miluji t\u011b Tome\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Posledn\u00ed co uc\u00edt\u00ed je dotyk dlan\u011b ve sv\u00fdch vlasech a hork\u00e9 kapky slz na sv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,Miluji t\u011b Bille, nikdy nep\u0159estanu.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Andy<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Flixo<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Chladn\u00fd podzimn\u00ed den. Mlad\u00fd huben\u00fd chlapec sed\u00ed zdrcen\u011b na posteli ve sv\u00e9m pokoji. \u010cern\u00e9, rozcuchan\u00e9 vlasy mu zakr\u00fdvaj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159 plnou bolesti a zoufalstv\u00ed. Pozoruje z\u00e1pad slunce a vzpom\u00edn\u00e1 na \u010dasy, kdy tu nesed\u011bl s\u00e1m. 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