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„M\u00e1te rakovinu plic.“<\/div>\n
„Rakov\u2026?!“<\/div>\n
„Bohu\u017eel. Je mi l\u00edto.“<\/div>\n
Jeden moment, p\u00e1r slov a v\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot je v trosk\u00e1ch. Pt\u00e1te se, pro\u010d vy, ale odpov\u011b\u010f nedostanete. Nev\u00edte nic.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Kolik m\u00e1m \u010dasu?“<\/div>\n
„T\u00fddny, m\u011bs\u00edce, mo\u017en\u00e1 rok. Nedok\u00e1\u017eeme p\u0159esn\u011b ur\u010dit.“<\/div>\n
Najednou nev\u00edte co d\u011blat. M\u016f\u017eete \u010dekat, \u010dekat, \u010dekat. Na co? A\u017e si pro v\u00e1s p\u0159ijde pan\u00ed Smrt. Je to smutn\u00e9, ale je to va\u0161e jedin\u00e1 jistota. Nebo m\u016f\u017eete bojovat, ale s v\u011bdom\u00edm, \u017ee je to stejn\u011b marn\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n
„V jak\u00e9m je to st\u00e1diu?“<\/div>\n
„\u0160koda, \u017ee jste nep\u0159i\u0161el d\u0159\u00edv, pane Kaulitzi\u2026“<\/div>\n
„To znamen\u00e1?“<\/div>\n
„Bohu\u017eel, \u0161patn\u00e9 zpr\u00e1vy pro v\u00e1s.“<\/div>\n
Zlomov\u00fdch okam\u017eik\u016f ve va\u0161em \u017eivot\u011b je p\u00e1r. Tedy aspo\u0148 t\u011bch d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fdch. Narozen\u00ed, nastoupen\u00ed do \u0161koly, p\u0159ijet\u00ed na st\u0159edn\u00ed, na vysokou, prvn\u00ed pr\u00e1ce, prvn\u00ed l\u00e1ska, prvn\u00ed \u00famrt\u00ed bl\u00edzk\u00e9ho \u010dlov\u011bka a jin\u00e9 zkou\u0161ky \u017eivota\u2026 N\u011bkter\u00e9 jsou p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 a dobr\u00e9, dal\u0161\u00ed maj\u00ed sv\u00e9 plusy i minusy a jin\u00e9 jsou \u0161patn\u00e9 a nev\u00edtan\u00e9. Kam se \u0159ad\u00ed takov\u00e1hle zpr\u00e1va? Je dobr\u00e9 v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee u\u017e v\u00e1m nezb\u00fdv\u00e1 moc \u010dasu?<\/em><\/div>\n
„Bille\u2026“<\/div>\n
„Ano, l\u00e1sko?“<\/div>\n
„M\u00e1m rakovinu.“<\/div>\n
„Coo? Tome! Jak? Co? To n\u00e9!“<\/div>\n
Zaj\u00edmav\u00e9 je, \u017ee ob\u010das se s tou skute\u010dnost\u00ed h\u016f\u0159 smi\u0159uj\u00ed va\u0161i bl\u00edzc\u00ed ne\u017e vy. Zd\u00e1 se, \u017ee to maj\u00ed t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed. Sm\u00ed\u0159it se s t\u00edm, \u017ee odejde osoba, kterou maj\u00ed r\u00e1di pro n\u011b nen\u00ed lehk\u00e9. Nesou to o pozn\u00e1n\u00ed h\u016f\u0159 ne\u017e vy\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
„To nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9! Ne, ty ne, Tome!“<\/div>\n
„Bille\u2026 P\u0159esta\u0148 vyv\u00e1d\u011bt!“<\/div>\n
„P\u0159esta\u0148 vyv\u00e1d\u011bt? P\u0159esta\u0148 vyv\u00e1d\u011bt? Ty m\u00e1\u0161 rakovinu a \u0159ekne\u0161 mi : P\u0159esta\u0148 vyv\u00e1d\u011bt?“<\/div>\n
„A co ti na to m\u00e1m \u0159\u00edct? Chytni taky n\u011bjakou smrtelnou chorobu?“<\/div>\n
„Tome\u2026!“<\/div>\n
Dok\u00e1zat \u017e\u00edt s v\u011bdom\u00edm, \u017ee m\u016f\u017eete ka\u017edou chv\u00edli um\u0159\u00edt, je obdivuhodn\u00e9. A dok\u00e1zat \u017e\u00edt s n\u011bk\u00fdm takov\u00fdm tak\u00e9. Ale ka\u017ed\u00e9mu jednou za \u010das \u00b4rupne v bedn\u011b\u00b4.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Pane Kaulitzi?“<\/div>\n
„Ano?“<\/div>\n
„Vy\u2026 Vy jste HIV pozitivn\u00ed.“<\/div>\n
„V\u00e1\u017en\u011b?!“<\/div>\n
Dva lid\u00e9, dva brat\u0159i, dvoj\u010data. Incest. Dva \u017eivoty propojen\u00e9 v jeden jako Mississippi a Missouri*. Nesl\u00edbili si p\u0159ed \u00fa\u0159ady, \u017ee spolu budou a\u017e do smrti, p\u0159esto \u017eij\u00ed, jako by to ud\u011blali. Kdyby jejich p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh n\u011bkdo sepsal, mohla by to b\u00fdt novodob\u00e1 poh\u00e1dka. Nem\u016f\u017eou bez sebe \u017e\u00edt, je jim souzeno um\u0159\u00edt spolu.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Tome?“<\/div>\n
„Ano, zlato?“<\/div>\n
„Jsem HIV pozitivn\u00ed.“<\/div>\n
„Co\u017ee jsi?“<\/div>\n
M\u011bs\u00edce, t\u00fddny, dny, hodiny, minuty, sekundy. Kdy\u017e \u010dlov\u011bk v\u00ed, \u017ee um\u0159e, mus\u00ed u\u017e\u00edvat ka\u017edou sekundu, ka\u017ed\u00e9ho dne. Nikdy dop\u0159edu nev\u00ed, kter\u00fd bude ten posledn\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Tome, vzpom\u00edn\u00e1\u0161?“<\/div>\n
„Leb die Sekunde! A ty, Bille?“<\/div>\n
„Carpe diem! Tohle je n\u00e1\u0161 posledn\u00ed den, v\u00edm to.“<\/div>\n
„A venku st\u00e1le k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. Nezachr\u00e1n\u00ed n\u00e1s, u\u017e to nejsme my, jako d\u0159\u00edv. V\u0161echno tohle je proti na\u0161\u00ed v\u016fli\u2026“<\/div>\n
„V\u017edycky jsem ti cht\u011bl \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee jsem na tv\u00e9 stran\u011b, jsem tady, jsem tady pro tebe. Klidn\u011b bych kv\u016fli tob\u011b \u0161el i na konec sv\u011bta.“<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1 v\u00edm, Bille. J\u00e1 bych ud\u011blal to sam\u00e9, proto\u017ee kdybys ode\u0161el, po tob\u011b by tu zbyla jen pr\u00e1zdnota.“<\/div>\n
„Tome, j\u00e1.. U\u017e mus\u00edm do nekone\u010dna\u2026“<\/div>\n
„Pom\u016f\u017ee\u0161 mi let\u011bt s tebou?“<\/div>\n
„A-ano\u2026 Skrz monsun, naposled. Dr\u017e se\u2026“<\/div>\n
\u2026Wir sterben niemals aus\u2026<\/p>\n

<\/em> * \u0159eky jsou v Severn\u00ed Americe, st\u00e9kaj\u00ed se v jednu
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autor: Kajess
<\/strong>betaread: Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

„M\u00e1te rakovinu plic.“ „Rakov\u2026?!“ „Bohu\u017eel. Je mi l\u00edto.“ Jeden moment, p\u00e1r slov a v\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot je v trosk\u00e1ch. Pt\u00e1te se, pro\u010d vy, ale odpov\u011b\u010f nedostanete. Nev\u00edte nic. „Kolik m\u00e1m \u010dasu?“ „T\u00fddny, m\u011bs\u00edce, mo\u017en\u00e1 rok. Nedok\u00e1\u017eeme p\u0159esn\u011b ur\u010dit.“ Najednou nev\u00edte co d\u011blat. M\u016f\u017eete<\/p>\n

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