{"id":19529,"date":"2008-03-19T22:57:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19488"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:57:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:57:00","slug":"vratit-cas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/vratit-cas\/","title":{"rendered":"Vr\u00e1ti\u0165 \u010das"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>\u010eakujem Elk, za b\u00e1se\u0148, ktor\u00fa nap\u00edsala \u0161peci\u00e1lne pre t\u00fato poviedku x)<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Za oknom sa mihala krajina. Zo sl\u00fachadiel pr\u00fadila jemn\u00e1 muzika, ktor\u00e1 mi pripom\u00ednala tak ve\u013ea&#8230; Slza padla na papier, na ktorom st\u00e1lo nap\u00edsan\u00fdch p\u00e1r ver\u0161ov. P\u00e1r ver\u0161ov o n\u00e1s&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><em>Zn\u00e1\u0161a sa sneh, mesto sa v tme top\u00ed<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Je tak\u00fd studen\u00fd, moja myse\u013e sa tr\u00e1pi&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Pretrel som si o\u010di, preto\u017ee cez slzy som nevidel na u\u017e nap\u00edsan\u00e9 ver\u0161e a na chv\u00ed\u013eu som sa zad\u00edval von na zamrznut\u00fa krajinu. Musel som sa popon\u00e1h\u013ea\u0165, za chv\u00ed\u013eu som mal vystupova\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>D\u00edvam sa z okna zdoben\u00e9ho n\u00e1mrazou a prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eam nad jednou ot\u00e1zkou&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ktor\u00e1 mi bola kedysi polo\u017een\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>Z mojich \u00fast odporn\u00e9 slov\u00e1 .<\/div>\n<div>Pokoril som \u0164a, zhodil \u0164a do priepasti, z ktorej niet n\u00e1vratu.<\/div>\n<div>Ale ja to \u013eutujem a \u010das by som chcel vr\u00e1ti\u0165&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Zachr\u00e1ni\u0165 \u0164a, pomocn\u00fa ruku poda\u0165 Ti&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale je to nemo\u017en\u00e9, na\u0161e osudy s\u00fa toti\u017e tak vzdialen\u00e9&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Tak vzdialen\u00e9, ako nikdy. Poskladal som papier a spolu s perom som si ho vlo\u017eil do vrecka.<\/div>\n<div><em>O_o<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Vtedy to bolo&#8230; bolo to odo m\u0148a hl\u00fape. Mal som prem\u00fd\u0161\u013ea\u0165 predt\u00fdm, ne\u017e som povedal to, \u010do som povedal. Ale&#8230; \u00e1no, je u\u017e neskoro&#8230; \u010cas sa ned\u00e1 vr\u00e1ti\u0165. Ods\u0165ahoval si sa necel\u00fd t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 nato, ako si mi vyznal svoje city. Skoro ni\u010d o tebe neviem u\u017e vy\u0161e roka. Na\u0161iel si si niekoho? St\u00e1le \u017eije\u0161 v tomto meste? St\u00e1le ma miluje\u0161?? Ale nie&#8230; je naivn\u00e9 v to d\u00fafa\u0165. Nezasl\u00fa\u017eim si tvoju l\u00e1sku. Viem to. Nezasl\u00fa\u017eim si ni\u010diu l\u00e1sku. Zasl\u00fa\u017eim si tak\u00fdto \u017eivot pln\u00fd tr\u00e1penia a sm\u00fatku.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>S tak\u00fdmito my\u0161lienkami som vo\u0161iel do ve\u013ek\u00e9ho obchodn\u00e9ho domu. Bl\u00ed\u017eili sa Vianoce, v obchodoch hrali koledy a v\u0161etci e\u0161te na posledn\u00fa chv\u00ed\u013eu kupovali dar\u010deky svojim bl\u00edzkym a priate\u013eom. Ja som nemal nikoho. Bol som s\u00e1m v tomto ve\u013ekom meste a aj na celom tomto svete. Do obchodu som vo\u0161iel len in\u0161tinkt\u00edvne &#8211; zl\u00e1kalo ma teplo.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Prech\u00e1dzal som pomedzi vysok\u00e9 reg\u00e1le pln\u00e9 alkoholu a rozhodol som sa k\u00fapi\u0165 si na Vianoce aspo\u0148 v\u00edno.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Tak, ktor\u00e9 si k\u00fapime?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa za mnou mlad\u00fd \u017eensk\u00fd hlas.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ja neviem, vyber ty,&#8220; zaznela mierne podr\u00e1\u017eden\u00e1 odpove\u010f.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8220; \u010co ti zase sadlo na nos?&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Toto mesto. Pre\u010do pr\u00e1ve tu?&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;A pre\u010do nie?&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ve\u010f vie\u0161, kv\u00f4li nemu&#8230;&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>S nez\u00e1ujmom som na\u010d\u00faval a hrabal som sa medzi f\u013ea\u0161ami najkvalitnej\u0161ieho \u010derven\u00e9ho v\u00edna, ke\u010f do m\u0148a niekto zozadu str\u010dil a ja som skoro z police zhodil p\u00e1r flia\u0161 v\u00edna.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Prep\u00e1\u010dte, pros\u00edm,&#8220; ospravedl\u0148ovala sa mi \u017eena r\u00fdchlo.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;To ni\u010d. Ni\u010d sa nestalo,&#8220; odpovedal som r\u00fdchlo a zad\u00edval som sa na p\u00e1r, ktor\u00e9ho rozhovor som pred chv\u00ed\u013eou vypo\u010dul.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Na niekoho sa mi podob\u00e1te,&#8220; za\u010dal mlad\u00fd chlap stojaci ved\u013ea \u017eeny.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Chystal som sa zdupka\u0165. Nemal som chu\u0165 spom\u00edna\u0165 na \u010dasy, ke\u010f sme boli s chalanmi sl\u00e1vni. Prive\u013emi to bolelo.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>\u017dena aj mu\u017e sa ma za\u010dali sk\u00fama\u0165 poh\u013eadom. R\u00fdchlo som schmatol f\u013ea\u0161u, ktor\u00e1 mi prv\u00e1 pri\u0161la pod ruku.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;To sa v\u00e1m asi len zd\u00e1. A prep\u00e1\u010dte, pon\u00e1h\u013eam sa.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Prudko som sa oto\u010dil a vrazil som do \u010fal\u0161ej osoby.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Bill, kde si tr\u010dal?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa mu\u017e op\u00e4\u0165 podr\u00e1\u017edene. Srdce mi urobilo salto a skoro som spadol z n\u00f4h. Bol kr\u00e1sny. E\u0161te kraj\u0161\u00ed, ako som si ho pam\u00e4tal. Vlasy mal trochu krat\u0161ie a mali svoju prirodzen\u00fa farbu. O\u010di sa mu roz\u0161\u00edrili poznan\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ty?!&#8220; zvolal a ust\u00fapil o dva kroky.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Bill?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal som sa neveriacky.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;O m\u00f4j bo\u017ee&#8230;&#8220; za\u0161epkala \u017eena za mnou.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Nato Billova tv\u00e1r stvrdla a oto\u010dil sa na priate\u013eov.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Mali by sme \u00eds\u0165,&#8220; vyhl\u00e1sil chladne.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Bill, po\u010dkaj, ja&#8230;&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ale nepo\u010d\u00faval ma.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Nie\u010do v\u00e1m vypadlo,&#8220; opatrne poznamenala \u017eena.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pozrel som na zem. Bola to moja b\u00e1se\u0148. Musela mi vypadn\u00fa\u0165, ke\u010f do m\u0148a vrazili alebo ke\u010f som ja vrazil do Billa.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bill sa zad\u00edval dole a pomaly zdvihol roztvoren\u00fd papier. Vyh\u0155kli mu slzy. Zad\u00edval sa na m\u0148a a v o\u010diach som mu videl sm\u00fatok.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Prep\u00e1\u010d, Tom, ale je neskoro. M\u00e1\u0161 pravdu, \u010das sa ned\u00e1 vr\u00e1ti\u0165.&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Oto\u010dil sa a nav\u017edy odi\u0161iel.<\/p>\n<p><\/em> autor: <strong>Licona<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u010eakujem Elk, za b\u00e1se\u0148, ktor\u00fa nap\u00edsala \u0161peci\u00e1lne pre t\u00fato poviedku x) Za oknom sa mihala krajina. Zo sl\u00fachadiel pr\u00fadila jemn\u00e1 muzika, ktor\u00e1 mi pripom\u00ednala tak ve\u013ea&#8230; Slza padla na papier, na ktorom st\u00e1lo nap\u00edsan\u00fdch p\u00e1r ver\u0161ov. 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