{"id":19530,"date":"2008-03-19T22:55:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19489"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:55:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:55:00","slug":"proc-to-nejsem-ja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/proc-to-nejsem-ja\/","title":{"rendered":"Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se pt\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e nechci d\u00e1l b\u00fdt s\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>\u010c\u00ed je to sakra vina?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e m\u016f\u017ee t\u011b m\u00edt ka\u017ed\u00e1 jin\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Komu \u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 sladk\u00e1 slova\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Vid\u00edm t\u011b s n\u00ed. Zas a znova.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Snad na tebe nem\u00e1m pr\u00e1vo\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>S chut\u00ed bych \u0159ek: Nech ho. Je m\u016fj, ty kr\u00e1vo!<\/div>\n<div>Ale copak m\u016f\u017eu?<\/div>\n<div>Ne!<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159esto d\u00e1l se pt\u00e1m:<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Dob\u0159e. Jsem tv\u016fj bratr. Ale j\u00e1 chci b\u00fdt v\u00edc!<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee bez tebe neznamen\u00e1m nic.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>A v\u016fbec, kter\u00e1koli\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>D\u00edvat se na v\u00e1s dva m\u011b stra\u0161n\u011b bol\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Ty ani nev\u00ed\u0161, jak \u010dasto se pt\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Netu\u0161\u00ed\u0161, pro\u010d p\u0159ed tebou se schov\u00e1v\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d m\u00e1m se kv\u016fli tob\u011b tr\u00e1pit?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1?<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1m t\u011b pol\u00edbit a nav\u017edy tak ztratit?<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e nem\u00e1m s\u00edlu.<\/div>\n<div>Takhle to nejde d\u00e1l\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Postr\u00e1d\u00e1m v\u00edru<\/div>\n<div>a pravdu \u0159\u00edct bych se ti b\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1m \u017e\u00edt jen nap\u016fl?<\/div>\n<div>Um\u00edrat s\u00e1m?<\/div>\n<div>Bloumat jen ve snech?<\/div>\n<div>Ka\u017ed\u00fd z nich je klam!<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1m se pt\u00e1t.<\/div>\n<div>Vykon\u00e1m to, co d\u00e1vno m\u011blo se st\u00e1t.<\/div>\n<div>Moje rozhodnut\u00ed ji\u017e nic nezm\u011bn\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>M\u00e1 osoba se v pouhou vzpom\u00ednku prom\u011bn\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>* * *<\/div>\n<div>Chlapec s \u010dern\u00fdmi vlasy pe\u010dliv\u011b slo\u017eil kus pap\u00edru a napsal na n\u011bj \u00fahledn\u011b jm\u00e9no adres\u00e1ta: TOM.<\/div>\n<div>Pomal\u00fdm krokem do\u0161el a\u017e k bratrovu pokoji. Pootev\u0159el dve\u0159e. I v \u0161eru vid\u011bl z\u0159eteln\u011b jeho tv\u00e1\u0159. Spal klidn\u011b, s m\u00edrn\u00fdm n\u00e1dechem \u00fasm\u011bvu.<\/div>\n<div>,Jako mal\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b,\u00b4 pomyslel si Bill.<\/div>\n<div>Ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159 a opatrn\u011b, pomalounku zasunul Tomovi pap\u00edr do ruky, nap\u0159a\u017een\u00e9 p\u0159es okraj postele.<\/div>\n<div>Ud\u011blal to. Lehce jej pol\u00edbil na rty a sledoval, jak se bratr\u016fv \u00fasm\u011bv roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159il. Billovi uk\u00e1pla slza a dopadla zlehka na zem.<\/div>\n<div>,Dost!\u00b4 \u0159ekl si pro sebe a vyb\u011bhl z pokoje. Z pokoje sv\u00e9ho dvoj\u010dete. Pro\u010d mu nem\u016f\u017ee \u0159\u00edct, jak moc ho miluje? Pro\u010d mu nem\u016f\u017ee \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee jeho srdce prahne l\u00e1skou k n\u011bmu? Pro\u010d mu nem\u016f\u017ee \u0159\u00edct, jak tou\u017e\u00ed po tom se ho dot\u00fdkat, hladit ho\u2026<\/div>\n<div>M\u016f\u017ee. Ale neud\u011blal to. Bylo pozd\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n<div>* * *<\/div>\n<div>Tom se probudil zd\u011b\u0161en\u00fdm v\u00fdk\u0159ikem sv\u00e9 matky. \u0160el ze zahrady. Cht\u011bl vst\u00e1t a tu uc\u00edtil n\u011bco v dlani. Nech\u00e1pav\u011b rozev\u0159el pap\u00edr a \u010detl. Jednotliv\u00e1 slova se mu vr\u00fdvala pod k\u016f\u017ei jako ostr\u00e1 \u010depel no\u017ee.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille!&#8220; vyk\u0159ikl zd\u011b\u0161en\u011b a b\u011b\u017eel na zahradu.<\/div>\n<div>Dob\u011bhl a\u017e k jednomu ze strom\u016f. Le\u017eelo tam bezvl\u00e1dn\u00e9 t\u011blo jeho bratra, nad n\u00edm\u017e se k\u0159e\u010dovit\u011b skl\u00e1n\u011bla a plakala jeho matka.<\/div>\n<div>I Tomovi za\u010daly po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch st\u00e9kat slzy. T\u011bkal pohledem z pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 lahvi\u010dky a dvou zbyl\u00fdch pilulek vedle Billa na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159.<\/div>\n<div>Potom sotva z\u0159eteln\u011b za\u0161eptal: &#8222;Bille, j\u00e1 t\u011b p\u0159ece taky miloval.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Elis<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1? Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se pt\u00e1m. Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1? U\u017e nechci d\u00e1l b\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1? \u010c\u00ed je to sakra vina? Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1? Kdy\u017e m\u016f\u017ee t\u011b m\u00edt ka\u017ed\u00e1 jin\u00e1. Pro\u010d to nejsem j\u00e1? 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