{"id":19532,"date":"2008-03-19T22:44:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:44:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19491"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:44:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:44:00","slug":"jsem-stinem-mezi-zivymi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/jsem-stinem-mezi-zivymi\/","title":{"rendered":"Jsem st\u00ednem mezi \u017eiv\u00fdmi"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>Je dal\u0161\u00ed z t\u011bch sychrav\u00fdch ve\u010der\u016f, kdy tady sed\u00edm v k\u0159esle s\u00e1m a v hlav\u011b se mi prom\u00edtaj\u00ed zas a znova posledn\u00ed okam\u017eiky na\u0161ich spole\u010dn\u00fdch dn\u016f\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Je to u\u017e p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f a mn\u011b to p\u0159ipad\u00e1, jakoby to bylo v\u010dera\u2026 Turn\u00e9 po Evrop\u011b, odjezd z Bratislavy na dal\u0161\u00ed koncert do Prahy, ta p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u00e1 d\u00e1lnice D1 &#8211; vyhl\u00e1\u0161en\u00e1 d\u00e1lnice smrti. Jedeme v na\u0161em tourbuse a jako v\u017edy rozeb\u00edr\u00e1me z\u00e1\u017eitky z posledn\u00edho vystoupen\u00ed. A najednou ho vid\u00edm! Kamion s umrl\u010d\u00ed lebkou na sv\u00e9 kapot\u011b, jakoby zv\u011bstoval bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed se smrt. \u0158\u00edt\u00ed se na n\u00e1s nezvladatelnou rychlost\u00ed\u2026 Chci k\u0159i\u010det, ale nejde to. Nevyd\u00e1m ze sebe ani hl\u00e1sku a pak u\u017e jen c\u00edt\u00edm tup\u00fd n\u00e1raz, kter\u00fd m\u011b vymr\u0161t\u00ed a\u017e do p\u0159edn\u00ed \u010d\u00e1sti tourbusu.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bill byl v t\u00e9 chv\u00edli vep\u0159edu.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Vst\u00e1v\u00e1m a p\u0159ipad\u00e1m si cel\u00fd rozl\u00e1man\u00fd. Set\u0159esu ze sebe st\u0159epy z rozbit\u00e9ho p\u0159edn\u00edho skla a rozhl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm se kolem\u2026 Nikde nevid\u00edm Billa! Propad\u00e1m panice!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>,,Kde je Bill??&#8220; Zoufalstv\u00edm nem\u016f\u017eu popadnout dech. V p\u0159edtu\u0161e n\u011b\u010deho zl\u00e9ho se plaz\u00edm k rozt\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9mu oknu. Zt\u011b\u017eka vylezu ven.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>,,Bille\u2026 Bille, kde jsi??&#8220; \u2026a najednou ho vid\u00edm\u2026 Le\u017e\u00ed u stromu, ze sp\u00e1nku mu vyt\u00e9k\u00e1 pram\u00ednek syt\u011b \u010derven\u00e9 krve. \u0158vu hr\u016fzou: ,,Bille, Bille!!!&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Kone\u010dn\u011b se dopot\u00e1c\u00edm k n\u011bmu, kleknu si a jeho hlavu si polo\u017e\u00edm na sv\u016fj kl\u00edn. A a\u017e te\u010f to vid\u00edm\u2026 ,,Bo\u017ee, to n\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9!!!&#8220; Kus ocelov\u00e9 ty\u010de projel Billov\u00fdm t\u011blem a zastavil se p\u0159\u00edmo u jeho srdce. Hlad\u00edm ho po tv\u00e1\u0159i a k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm zoufalstv\u00edm: ,,Bille, \u0159ekni n\u011bco\u2026 promluv\u2026 pros\u00edm\u2026 Bille\u2026 Ty m\u011b tady nesm\u00ed\u0161 nechat samotn\u00e9ho. J\u00e1 bez Tebe nem\u016f\u017eu \u017e\u00edt\u2026 Nedok\u00e1\u017eu to, pros\u00edm\u2026 Neum\u00edrej mi, l\u00e1sko\u2026&#8220; Najednou otv\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 o\u010di a zmaten\u011b se na m\u011b d\u00edv\u00e1\u0161. Chce\u0161 promluvit, ale nejde to. Zt\u011b\u017eka d\u00fdch\u00e1\u0161. Plam\u00ednky v tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch pomalu vyhas\u00ednaj\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Tisknu t\u011b je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc k sob\u011b, nechci dovolit smrti, aby mi t\u011b vzala\u2026 Jsem zoufal\u00fd. Slzy mi st\u00e9kaj\u00ed po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch a dopadaj\u00ed na tvou r\u00e1nu u srdce. \u0160ept\u00e1m: &#8222;N\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9, l\u00e1sko\u2026 Ty mi nesm\u00ed\u0161 um\u0159\u00edt. Rad\u011bji um\u0159u j\u00e1 a daruji ti sv\u00e9 srdce, jen abys \u017eil. Neum\u00edrej, pros\u00edm\u2026 m\u00e1\u0161 toho je\u0161t\u011b tolik p\u0159ed sebou\u2026 br\u00e1\u0161ko, z\u016fsta\u0148 tu se mnou\u2026&#8220;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Najednou se Tv\u00e9 rty pomalu otev\u00edraj\u00ed a ty zt\u011b\u017eka \u0161ept\u00e1\u0161: ,,Miluju T\u011b, Tome. V m\u00e9m srdci z\u016fstane\u0161 nav\u017edycky\u2026&#8220; Sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 se svoj\u00ed rukou naj\u00edt tu mou a jen zlehka m\u011b pohlad\u00ed\u0161. Na v\u00edc u\u017e nem\u00e1\u0161 s\u00edlu. Tak t\u011b\u017ece d\u00fdch\u00e1\u0161\u2026 Tv\u00e1 pl\u00edce je rozervan\u00e1 na kusy. C\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee se mi ztr\u00e1c\u00ed\u0161\u2026Tv\u00e9 o\u010di se zav\u00edraj\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>V d\u00e1li sly\u0161\u00edm sir\u00e9nu p\u0159ij\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed sanitky. To mi d\u00e1v\u00e1 novou nad\u011bji, \u017ee mi t\u011b zachr\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Sanita zastavuje, mu\u017ei v b\u00edl\u00fdch pl\u00e1\u0161t\u00edch b\u011b\u017e\u00ed k n\u00e1m. Jeden m\u011b odtrh\u00e1v\u00e1 od tebe, ale j\u00e1 se br\u00e1n\u00edm\u2026 chci b\u00fdt s tebou, br\u00e1\u0161ko. Nedovol\u00ed mi to. Skl\u00e1n\u00ed se nad tebou a j\u00e1 kle\u010d\u00edm v slz\u00e1ch opod\u00e1l. Hlavu m\u00e1m sklon\u011bnou a pros\u00edm Boha, a\u0165 mi t\u011b zachr\u00e1n\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jeden z doktor\u016f ke mn\u011b p\u0159istupuje a tiskne mi rameno\u2026 a j\u00e1 v\u00edm v tu chv\u00edli, co ten stisk znamen\u00e1. Je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b na n\u00e1vrat mezi \u017eiv\u00e9\u2026 p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b\u2026 Ta dv\u011b slova opakuji st\u00e1le dokola. P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b\u2026 zu sp\u00e4t\u2026 Zem\u011b mrtv\u00fdch t\u011b ji\u017e p\u0159iv\u00edtala mezi sv\u00e9, je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b n\u011bco zm\u011bnit\u2026 Zem\u0159el jsi mi v n\u00e1ru\u010di a j\u00e1 nev\u00edm, jak m\u00e1m bez Tebe d\u00e1l \u017e\u00edt\u2026. ta bolest je nepopsateln\u00e1. I te\u010f, po p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch, je to po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u00e9. Sed\u00edm tady, v p\u0159\u00edtm\u00ed v k\u0159esle, a v n\u00e1ru\u010di dr\u017e\u00edm Tv\u00e9ho pejska Scottyho a p\u0159\u00edsah\u00e1m, \u017ee se o n\u011bj postar\u00e1m. Je tak bezbrann\u00fd a samotn\u00fd na tomto sv\u011bt\u011b jako j\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Moc mi chyb\u00ed\u0161, br\u00e1\u0161ko\u2026 nev\u00edm, co \u0159\u00edct\u2026 te\u010f u\u017e jen pl\u00e1\u010d o\u010di\u0161\u0165uje mou zran\u011bnou du\u0161i, kter\u00e1 ka\u017ed\u00fdm dnem um\u00edr\u00e1, proto\u017ee nedok\u00e1\u017ee b\u00fdt bez Tebe, mil\u00e1\u010dku\u2026.&#8220; M\u00e9 srdce je nav\u017edy Tv\u00e9!! Stal jsem se pouh\u00fdm st\u00ednem mezi \u017eiv\u00fdmi\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/em> autor: <strong>IchbinTeufelin<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Je dal\u0161\u00ed z t\u011bch sychrav\u00fdch ve\u010der\u016f, kdy tady sed\u00edm v k\u0159esle s\u00e1m a v hlav\u011b se mi prom\u00edtaj\u00ed zas a znova posledn\u00ed okam\u017eiky na\u0161ich spole\u010dn\u00fdch dn\u016f\u2026 Je to u\u017e p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f a mn\u011b to p\u0159ipad\u00e1, jakoby to bylo v\u010dera\u2026 Turn\u00e9 po Evrop\u011b,<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/jsem-stinem-mezi-zivymi\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19532"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19532\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}