{"id":19535,"date":"2008-03-19T22:22:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19494"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:22:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:22:00","slug":"smrti-nic-nekonci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/smrti-nic-nekonci\/","title":{"rendered":"Smrt\u00ed nic nekon\u010d\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"
(Tom)<\/p>\n

R\u00e1no se probud\u00edm a jdu nachystat sn\u00eddani.Ud\u011blal jsem vafle, Billovo obl\u00edben\u00e9 j\u00eddlo.Kdy\u017e u\u017e jsou na stole, jdu pro Billa do pokoje. Tam ale nen\u00ed, chci se pod\u00edvat do koupelny, jestli nen\u00ed tam, zaujme m\u011b ale dopis, kter\u00fd le\u017e\u00ed na jeho p\u0159ekvapiv\u011b uklizen\u00e9m stole. ,,Tome, odpus\u0165 mi, ale j\u00e1 u\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu, nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l. Miluju t\u011b. Bill“<\/p>\n

To snad ne?! Nev\u00edm, co m\u011b to napadlo, ale b\u011b\u017e\u00edm k budov\u011b, kde jsme ned\u00e1vno nat\u00e1\u010deli klip Spring Nicht. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee bude tady. Opravdu tu je. ,,Bille?“ za\u010dnu opatrn\u011b, abych ho nevylekal. Stoj\u00ed na okraji st\u0159echy. Jen ke mn\u011b pooto\u010d\u00ed hlavu.<\/p><\/div>\n

„Tome,co tady d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?“ Pod\u00edv\u00e1 se na m\u011b smutn\u00fdma uplakan\u00fdma o\u010dima.<\/p>\n

,,Bille,co mi to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161? Slez dol\u016f, pros\u00edm!“<\/p><\/div>\n

,,Ne, Tome, promi\u0148, ale j\u00e1 to mus\u00edm ud\u011blat. Nechci t\u011b tr\u00e1pit. Miluju t\u011b. Sbohem.“ Naposledy m\u011b obejme.<\/div>\n
,,Ne, Bille, n\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9\u00e9!!!!!“ K\u0159i\u010d\u00edm zoufale. Ale marn\u011b. Vid\u00edm u\u017e jen Billovo mrtv\u00e9 t\u011blo a spoustu
krve.<\/div>\n
,,L\u00e1sko, ale j\u00e1 t\u011b miluju!“ \u0160pitnu do ticha…<\/p>\n

Dnes je Bill\u016fv poh\u0159eb. Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee to nevydejch\u00e1m. Nikdy se s jeho ztr\u00e1tou nevyrovn\u00e1m. S klukama z na\u0161\u00ed u\u017e b\u00fdval\u00e9 kapely, jsme domluven\u00fd, \u017ee mu zahrajeme Rette Mich! a j\u00e1 to odzp\u00edv\u00e1m. Pro Billa cokoliv.<\/p>\n

,,…Rette Mich!“ U\u017e to nevydr\u017e\u00edm a rozbre\u010d\u00edm se. Je mi jasn\u00fd, \u017ee bez Billa to nezvl\u00e1dnu. Nezvl\u00e1dnu \u017e\u00edt bez n\u011bj, bez moj\u00ed l\u00e1sky. Rozb\u011bhnu se k m\u00edstu, kde m\u016fj and\u011bl sp\u00e1chal sebevra\u017edu. Stoj\u00edm na m\u00edst\u011b, kde st\u00e1l i on a kouk\u00e1m se dol\u016f. Je\u0161t\u011b tam je jeho zaschl\u00e1 krev. Miloval jsem \u017eivot, \u017eivot s n\u00edm.. Te\u010f jsem p\u0159i\u0161el o n\u011bj a za okam\u017eik p\u0159ijdu i o \u017eivot. Nikdy jsem na \u017eivot po smrti nev\u011b\u0159il, te\u010f douf\u00e1m, \u017ee existuje a j\u00e1 se setk\u00e1m s m\u00fdm Billem, mou l\u00e1skou.<\/p>\n

Ud\u011bl\u00e1m posledn\u00ed krok..krok do pr\u00e1zdna. C\u00edt\u00edm jen kr\u00e1tkou bolest, pak u\u017e nic..<\/p>\n

Jdu tmav\u00fdm tunelem, na jeho\u017e konci m\u011b pohlt\u00ed sv\u011btlo..V tom sv\u011btle se pohybuj\u00ed pr\u016fsvitn\u00e9 postavy, du\u0161e mrtv\u00fdch. Jsem te\u010f jeden z nich..najednou rozpozn\u00e1m Billa. Bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed se ke mn\u011b.<\/p><\/div>\n

,,Bille!!!“<\/div>\n
,,Tome, ty ses zabil?“<\/div>\n
,,Nedok\u00e1zal jsem \u017e\u00edt bez tebe, pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal?“<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d jsem se zabil?“ Usm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n
,,Tome,j\u00e1 jsem cht\u011bl, abys na m\u011b m\u011bl hezk\u00fd vzpom\u00ednky, j\u00e1 m\u011bl rakovinu.“ Vydechne.<\/p>\n

,,Pro\u010d jsi mi nic ne\u0159ekl?“ Nech\u00e1pav\u011b se na n\u011bj pod\u00edv\u00e1m<\/p><\/div>\n

,,V\u017edy\u0165 jsem ti \u0159\u00edkal,\u017ee jsem t\u011b necht\u011bl tr\u00e1pit.“ Znovu se kr\u00e1sn\u011b usm\u011bje.<\/div>\n
,,Tady n\u00e1m bude dob\u0159e, budeme tu \u017e\u00edt v\u011b\u010dn\u011b a spolu, napo\u0159\u00e1d.“ Jsem tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd!! Sice u\u017e ne\u017eiju pozemsk\u00fd \u017eivot, kter\u00fd jsem m\u011bl r\u00e1d, \u017eiju ale tady, s du\u0161\u00ed, kterou miluju, budu s n\u00edm
v\u011b\u010dn\u011b, nav\u017edycky..<\/div>\n
,,Miluju t\u011b“ \u0159eknu<\/div>\n
,,J\u00e1 tebe taky,“ odpov\u00ed Bill a n\u00e1dhern\u011b m\u011b pol\u00edb\u00ed.<\/p>\n

s pozdravem a p\u0159\u00e1n\u00edm hodn\u011b \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed p\u0159i psan\u00ed pov\u00eddek<\/p>\n

autor: Blacky<\/strong>
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(Tom) R\u00e1no se probud\u00edm a jdu nachystat sn\u00eddani.Ud\u011blal jsem vafle, Billovo obl\u00edben\u00e9 j\u00eddlo.Kdy\u017e u\u017e jsou na stole, jdu pro Billa do pokoje. Tam ale nen\u00ed, chci se pod\u00edvat do koupelny, jestli nen\u00ed tam, zaujme m\u011b ale dopis, kter\u00fd le\u017e\u00ed na jeho p\u0159ekvapiv\u011b<\/p>\n

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