{"id":19537,"date":"2008-03-19T22:20:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19496"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:20:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:20:00","slug":"together-forever-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/together-forever-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Together forever"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Bol n\u00e1dhern\u00fd jarn\u00fd de\u0148. K dokonal\u00e9mu \u0161\u0165astiu im ni\u010d nech\u00fdbalo&#8230;<br \/>V ten de\u0148 sa ale v\u0161etko ne\u010dakane zmenilo na no\u010dn\u00fa moru&#8230;<br \/>Zradila ich vlastn\u00e1 sl\u00e1va&#8230;<br \/>Nezastavite\u013en\u00e9 posadnut\u00e9 fanynky&#8230;<br \/>Mal to by\u0165 len oby\u010dajn\u00fd podpis&#8230;<br \/>Bola to v\u0161ak rana do srdca&#8230;<br \/>Iba siln\u00fd z\u00e1blesk a stra\u0161n\u00e1 rana&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,Tom? \u010co sa stalo? Tom?&#8220; Nieeeeeeeee ! \u010ciernovlas\u00fd chlapec pad\u00e1 na kolen\u00e1. Z o\u010d\u00ed mu te\u010d\u00fa pr\u00fady slanej vody. Tej najhor\u00facej\u0161ej plnej l\u00e1sky, ale aj bolesti. Vid\u00ed zomiera\u0165 \u010dloveka, \u010dloveka, ktor\u00fd je polovicou jeho srdca, polovicou jeho \u017eivota, polovicou v\u0161etkej radosti. ,,D\u00fdchaj! Vydr\u017e to, z\u00e1chranka je na ceste! Po\u010duje\u0161? No tak! Toooom! Pros\u00edm.&#8220;<br \/>No odpove\u010f nepri\u0161la \u017eiadna&#8230; Po desiatkach sek\u00fand, ktor\u00e9 sa zdali by\u0165 ve\u010dnos\u0165ou, uc\u00edtil, ako mu Tom zovrel ruku&#8230; Pozrel sa mu hlboko do jeho \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed zastren\u00fdch slzami&#8230; Z posledn\u00fdch s\u00edl sa nad\u00fdchol&#8230;a slabu\u010dk\u00fdm hl\u00e1skom Billovi povedal posledn\u00e9 slov\u00e1:<\/div>\n<div>,,Br\u00e1\u0161ko&#8230;.mi-milujem \u0165a&#8220; Po t\u00fdchto slov\u00e1ch sa stisk ruky uvo\u013enil.<br \/>,,Nieeeeeeeeeeee ! Nesmie\u0161! Tom! S\u013e\u00fabil si mi to!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e bol koniec&#8230; Vie\u010dka boli zavret\u00e9, srdce nebilo. Chlapec sa nedal odbi\u0165&#8230; nemohol uveri\u0165, \u017ee je koniec. B\u00fa\u0161il p\u00e4s\u0165ami do m\u0155tveho tela v domnienke, \u017ee sa zobud\u00ed. Vyzeral predsa ako spiaci macko. Bez zn\u00e1mky \u017eivota. Bill sa vzdialil, sedel na okraji chodn\u00edka a plakal. Dusil v sebe zlos\u0165. Najrad\u0161ej by teraz niekoho zabil&#8230; ale nemohol, nemal silu &#8211; ani chu\u0165 \u017ei\u0165. U\u017e nemal pre koho. Zmysel \u017eivota pre neho teraz neznamen\u00e1 ni\u010d&#8230; O p\u00e1r sek\u00fand dorazili z\u00e1chran\u00e1ri. Sna\u017eili sa ho zachr\u00e1ni\u0165. No vzdali to&#8230; Nehybn\u00e9 telo vzali do sanitky, Billa odviedli za n\u00edm&#8230;.a odi\u0161li. Bill sedel v sanitke h\u013eadiac von z okna. Jeho nepr\u00ed\u010detn\u00fd poh\u013ead hovoril za v\u0161etko. Najrad\u0161ej by so v\u0161etk\u00fdm skoncoval. So sebou &#8211; s hudbou &#8211; so spievan\u00edm.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>,,P\u00e1n Kaulitz, ste v poriadku?&#8220; Miesto odpovede pri\u0161li \u010fal\u0161ie ot\u00e1zky spojen\u00e9 s<br \/>\u0165a\u017ek\u00fdm vzlykom a z\u00fafalstvom.. ,,Pre\u010do sa mus\u00ed moje \u0161\u0165astie v\u017edy kon\u010di\u0165 tak tragicky? Pre\u010do sa to muselo sta\u0165 n\u00e1m? Pre\u010do?&#8220; kri\u010dal st\u00edskaj\u00fac svojho brata&#8230;..Pr\u00edsediaci doktor nech\u00e1pal&#8230; ve\u010f akoby mohol?&#8230; Po nieko\u013ek\u00fdch min\u00fatach Bill poprosil, aby zastavili auto. Vyst\u00fapil. Obzeral sa okolo seba. Ni\u010d nech\u00e1pal&#8230; Jeho kroky viedli do nezn\u00e1ma&#8230; Bolo mu jedno, kam p\u00f4jde a \u010do s n\u00edm bude&#8230; A v k\u00fatiku du\u0161e st\u00e1le d\u00fafal, \u017ee toto je len jedna z jeho no\u010dn\u00fdch mor. Po hodin\u00e1ch t\u00falania a prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eania si kone\u010dne sadol. Stmievalo sa.<\/p>\n<p>Vzlyky \u010diernovlas\u00e9ho chlapca sa oz\u00fdvali vy\u013eudnenou ulicou. Jeho t\u00fa\u017eby a n\u00e1deje sa zr\u00fatili v jedinej sekunde, v bolestnom okamihu. Na\u010do mu bola v\u0161etka t\u00e1 sl\u00e1va? Na\u010do mu boli v\u0161etky tie peniaze? To mu u\u017e milovan\u00fa osobu nevr\u00e1ti. Ten \u010dlovie\u010dik ho u\u017e nikdy nepobozk\u00e1, neobj\u00edme, nepovie mu sladk\u00e9 Milujem \u0164a&#8230; Ich \u017eivoty sa rozdelili na dva svety&#8230; na raj a peklo. ,,Kie\u017e by sa to nikdy nebolo stalo! Nemal som \u0165a necha\u0165 \u00eds\u0165. Je to moja chyba. Pre\u010do som to dopustil? Pre\u010do?&#8220; Po stovk\u00e1ch ot\u00e1zok sa vybral do parku&#8230; Utekal k ich stromu, k tomu, kde sa to v\u0161etko za\u010dalo&#8230; Bol posiaty n\u00e1dhern\u00fdmi bielymi kvetmi. Tu ho prepadla spomienka na ich prv\u00fd bozk. Ako sa ich hebk\u00e9 pery o seba obtierali s nadpozemskou ne\u017enos\u0165ou. Na jemn\u00e9 dotyky&#8230; a slov\u00e1 pln\u00e9 \u010distej l\u00e1sky. O\u010di ho neuverite\u013ene p\u00e1lili od hor\u00facich slz. \u010cas sa zastavil&#8230; u\u017e nikdy nep\u00f4jde \u010falej. Sadol si pod strom a sch\u00falil sa do mal\u00e9ho klbka. Zapozeral sa to zelenej tr\u00e1vy&#8230; a zbadal \u010dosi leskl\u00e9&#8230; zodvihol to a prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eal. ,,M\u00e1m to urobi\u0165? Nem\u00e1m? Mus\u00edm, in\u00e1 mo\u017enos\u0165 nie je&#8230;&#8220; Postavil sa a utekal cez cel\u00e9 mesto&#8230; domov&#8230; ak sa to tak d\u00e1 e\u0161te nazva\u0165. Dom bol bez \u017eivota&#8230; pr\u00e1zdny a tmav\u00fd&#8230; ch\u00fdbal mu tam&#8230; jeho teplo&#8230; jeho slov\u00e1&#8230; a dotyky. Ud\u00fdchan\u00fd vo\u0161iel do izby a volal mame \u010do sa stalo&#8230; Po tomto telefon\u00e1te zaspal&#8230; V snoch sa mu znova v\u0161etko premietalo&#8230; to zl\u00e9 i dobr\u00e9. Ke\u010f sa na poludnie zobudil, h\u013eadal Toma. Ale m\u00e1rne.<\/p>\n<p>Vo\u0161iel do k\u00fape\u013ene a z nohav\u00edc vytiahol leskl\u00fa vec, \u010do na\u0161iel v\u010dera v parku.<br \/>Poh\u013ead do zrkadla venoval len sebe&#8230; Potom pri\u0161iel v\u00fdkrik. Leskl\u00fd predmet sa mu zaryl hlboko do z\u00e1p\u00e4stia. Krv sa rozlievala po k\u00fape\u013eni&#8230;<br \/>,,Tom? Si to ty?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,\u00c1no, po\u010f u\u017e \u0165a tu \u010dak\u00e1me&#8230;&#8220;<br \/>Vykro\u010dil a naposledy sa obzrel na svoje telo, ktor\u00e9 le\u017ealo zaliate krvou.<br \/>,,Tom\u00ed, neboj, idem za tebou&#8230;Milujem \u0165a&#8230;&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>EmoAngel<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bol n\u00e1dhern\u00fd jarn\u00fd de\u0148. K dokonal\u00e9mu \u0161\u0165astiu im ni\u010d nech\u00fdbalo&#8230;V ten de\u0148 sa ale v\u0161etko ne\u010dakane zmenilo na no\u010dn\u00fa moru&#8230;Zradila ich vlastn\u00e1 sl\u00e1va&#8230;Nezastavite\u013en\u00e9 posadnut\u00e9 fanynky&#8230;Mal to by\u0165 len oby\u010dajn\u00fd podpis&#8230;Bola to v\u0161ak rana do srdca&#8230;Iba siln\u00fd z\u00e1blesk a stra\u0161n\u00e1 rana&#8230; ,,Tom? \u010co<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/together-forever-7\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19537"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19537\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}