{"id":19543,"date":"2008-03-19T22:12:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:12:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19502"},"modified":"2008-03-19T22:12:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T21:12:00","slug":"vsichni-svati","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/vsichni-svati\/","title":{"rendered":"V\u0161ichni svat\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1 m\u00edstnost.<br \/>Jsem tu s\u00e1m??<br \/>Zd\u00e1 se, \u017ee jo. Je tu pouze okno, zane\u0159\u00e1d\u011bn\u00fd st\u016fl, zna\u010d\u00edc\u00ed moj\u00ed nepo\u0159\u00e1dnost a nevyrovnanost, postel, na kter\u00e9 sed\u00edm. Naproti mn\u011b bez ladu a skladu p\u0159eh\u00e1zen\u00e9 knihy na poli\u010dce. Ne\u010dtu je. Nesoust\u0159ed\u00edm se na n\u011b.<br \/>Nic zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho.<br \/>Jsem tu s\u00e1m<br \/>Na prvn\u00ed pohled..<br \/>Ale co na ten druh\u00fd?<br \/>Jsi tu se mnou. V\u017edycky jsi se mnou.<br \/>Fyzicky?<br \/>Ne.<br \/>Nos\u00edm t\u011b v sob\u011b. Ve sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch, nejtajn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch snech.<br \/>O to v\u00edc to bol\u00ed\u2026<br \/>Neust\u00e1le.<br \/>A co kdy\u017e jsme spolu?<br \/>Sed\u00edme vedle sebe, jenom p\u00e1r milimetr\u016f n\u00e1s d\u011bl\u00ed, ale i to je neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e1 p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eka, kterou prost\u011b nedok\u00e1\u017eu p\u0159ekonat.<br \/>Pro\u010d ale??? Pro\u010d po\u0159\u00e1d n\u011bco p\u0159ekon\u00e1vat? Leze mi to na nervy, po\u0159\u00e1d jenom n\u011bco p\u0159el\u00e9zat, podl\u00e9zat, p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eky se do cesty stav\u00ed jak naschv\u00e1l, jo, d\u011blaj\u00ed to schv\u00e1ln\u011b.. jinak to ani nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00fd, jedinej \u010dlov\u011bk a m\u00e1 tolik sm\u016fly, a ke v\u0161emu to mus\u00edm bejt zrovna j\u00e1, mno super, a\u0165 \u017eije ironie\u2026<br \/>Ironie\u2026<br \/>Jo, nic jin\u00fdho u\u017e se m\u011b net\u00fdk\u00e1. Tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se p\u0159\u00e1telsky, ale p\u0159itom se v duchu sm\u011bje nad dal\u0161\u00ed sp\u00e1lou\u2026<br \/>Co jin\u00fdho? Prost\u011b si ze m\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1 srandu, bav\u00ed se. Tak j\u00ed to dop\u0159ejme.<\/div>\n<div>*_*<\/div>\n<div>Zdvihnu hlavu. Jsi tam. Op\u011bt stoj\u00ed\u0161 naproti mn\u011b.<br \/>&#8222;Ahoj,&#8220; usm\u011bje\u0161 se.<br \/>&#8222;Ahoj&#8230; co ty tu tak najednou???&#8220; Oplat\u00edm ti to.<br \/>&#8222;Nev\u00edm\u2026 nud\u00edm se&#8230; a s tebou se zase v\u017edycky pobav\u00edm\u2026&#8220; Op\u011bt \u00fasm\u011bv, hezk\u00fd, up\u0159\u00edmn\u00fd. Ten, kter\u00fd tolik miluju.<br \/>&#8222;Tak sedej&#8230;&#8220; Poklepu rukou vedle sebe.<br \/>&#8222;J\u00e1&#8230; cht\u011bl jsem si popov\u00eddat&#8230;&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Odkdy si zrovna ty pov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161? Jen tak???&#8220; To m\u011b m\u00edrn\u011b zasko\u010d\u00ed, p\u0159ejdu to \u00fasm\u011bvem.<br \/>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee s tebou v\u017edycky. Ale dneska&#8230; nechci si jenom pov\u00eddat.&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Po\u010dkej &#8211; tak co teda?&#8220; Nech\u00e1pu. Moje sny jsou tak neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e9, \u017ee na n\u011b ani nepomysl\u00edm.<br \/>N\u00e1hle m\u011b chyt\u00ed za krk a pol\u00edb\u00ed. P\u0159eb\u011bhne mi mr\u00e1z po z\u00e1dech, kdy\u017e se na\u0161e rty znovu st\u0159et\u00e1vaj\u00ed v sladk\u00e9 m\u00e1men\u00ed, bacha, boura\u010dka!!!<\/div>\n<div>*_*<\/div>\n<div>Ne. Proberu se. Zase trapnej sen.<br \/>Tohle u\u017e ne!!! Nechci!!! Pro\u010d se furt mus\u00edm tr\u00e1pit?? Pro\u010d nem\u016f\u017eu b\u00fdt t\u0159eba jako on, nic si ned\u011blat z v\u011bc\u00ed okolo, b\u00fdt prost\u011b a jednodu\u0161e flegmatik???<br \/>Ne. To jenom j\u00e1 nad v\u0161\u00edm p\u0159emej\u0161l\u00edm. Celej j\u00e1!! Je fakt, \u017ee by potom nevznikaly moje srdcervouc\u00ed texty, ale co\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Bille??? Jsi tam???&#8220; Usly\u0161\u00edm br\u00e1ch\u016fv hlas zezdola.<br \/>&#8222;Jo\u2026 Co pot\u0159ebuje\u0161???&#8220; K\u0159iknu a soust\u0159ed\u00edm se na jeho hlas, tak\u017ee odpov\u011b\u010f skoro nevn\u00edm\u00e1m, jenom n\u011bco o Davidovi\u2026<br \/>Znova se zasn\u00edm do poslechu The Saints are coming, jo, kdyby p\u0159i\u0161el Tom&#8230; to by bylo svat\u00fd\u2026 Heilig\u2026 Svat\u00ed p\u0159ich\u00e1zej\u00ed\u2026<br \/>Ehm&#8230; co\u017ee???<br \/>Nepob\u00edr\u00e1m.<br \/>Nev\u00edm, jak dlouho jen tak sed\u00edm, pak se zvednu a jdu dol\u016f.<br \/>Jsou tam kluci, David, a v\u0161ichni na m\u011b blb\u011b koukaj\u00ed..<br \/>&#8222;Co je???&#8220; Pt\u00e1m se.<br \/>&#8222;Ty&#8230; s n\u00e1ma nejde\u0161??&#8220; Pt\u00e1 se Georg udiven\u011b. Jsem doma, v tepl\u00e1c\u00edch, nem\u011bl jsem dneska n\u00e1ladu na nic\u2026<br \/>&#8222;KAM???&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Zlato, jdeme na rozhovor do televize, za chv\u00edli, poslouchal jsi Toma, kdy\u017e ti to \u0159\u00edkal???&#8220; Pt\u00e1 se m\u011b David a j\u00e1 si n\u00e1hle p\u0159ipad\u00e1m jako ten nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed idiot.<br \/>&#8222;Shit\u2026&#8220; Vyjeknu. &#8222;Tak j\u00e1 b\u011b\u017e\u00edm!!!&#8220; Obr\u00e1t\u00edm se a b\u011b\u017e\u00edm do koupelny.<br \/>Vyklu\u0161u schody, o dva se m\u00e1lem p\u0159eraz\u00edm, ob\u010das si p\u0159ipad\u00e1m jak v Harrym Potterovi, ale tak to je jedno, m\u00e1lem vyraz\u00edm dve\u0159e a jsem v koupeln\u011b. M\u00e1m co d\u011blat!!!<br \/>Tak rychle, \u0159asenka, otev\u0159\u00edt\u2026<br \/>Ona je zaschl\u00e1???<br \/>Mno co. Nanesu j\u00ed na oko, ale dneska jsem opravdu \u0161ikovnej, auuu, t\u00e1hle zasku\u010d\u00edm, m\u00e1m ten hnus v oku, na v\u00ed\u010dk\u00e1ch, v\u0161ude&#8230;<br \/>To se sprav\u00ed&#8230; Zabru\u010d\u00edm a nanesu j\u00ed i na druh\u00e9 oko.<br \/>Mno, tak asi ne.<br \/>&#8222;Do h\u00e1je!!!&#8220; Zaje\u010d\u00edm. Pust\u00edm vodu a okam\u017eit\u011b si ten hnus opl\u00e1chnu. Jestli se mi to stane je\u0161t\u011b jednou, p\u016fjdu nenamalovanej.<br \/>Vzhl\u00e9dnu a v zrcadle za sebou spat\u0159\u00edm Toma. Vyprskne.<br \/>&#8222;Pak \u017ee pandy hynou!!!&#8220; \u0160\u00edlen\u011b se sm\u011bje.<br \/>&#8222;\u017dirafy jsou taky na vyhynut\u00ed.&#8220; Zamru\u010d\u00edm. Nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm to. Dikobraz, \u017eirafa&#8230; sakra, j\u00e1 jsem p\u0159\u00edslu\u0161n\u00edk lidsk\u00fdho rodu, ne zv\u00ed\u0159ec\u00edho!!<br \/>Kone\u010dn\u011b se p\u0159estal sm\u00e1t.<br \/>&#8222;Uka\u017e, p\u016fj\u010d mi ten odli\u010dova\u010d, pom\u016f\u017eu ti&#8230;&#8220; Ujme se m\u011b. Pod\u00e1m mu jak tamponek, tak i kr\u00e9m..<br \/>Sednu si na sprch\u00e1\u010d, p\u0159iklekne ke mn\u011b a pomalu ot\u00edr\u00e1 moji tv\u00e1\u0159. M\u00e1m zav\u0159en\u00e9 o\u010di, t\u00edm p\u00e1dem ka\u017ed\u00fd dotek vn\u00edm\u00e1m mnohem intensivn\u011bji a t\u011b\u017ece vydechuji. Nen\u00ed to mo\u017en\u00fd.<br \/>&#8222;Konec.&#8220; Otev\u0159u o\u010di. Jsem kone\u010dn\u011b \u010dist\u00fd. Jednodu\u0161e hod\u00ed \u010dern\u00fd tampon do umyvadla a pak se zad\u00edv\u00e1 na m\u011b.<br \/>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161, Bille, j\u00e1&#8230;&#8220; Zd\u00e1 se mi to, nebo se ke mn\u011b p\u0159ibli\u017euje???<br \/>&#8222;Co?&#8220; Najednou nechci mluvit nahlas. Poru\u0161il bych to. Poru\u0161il bych tenhle okam\u017eik, kter\u00fd najednou tak\u2026 zk\u0159ehnul.<\/div>\n<div>*_*<\/div>\n<div>D\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se na m\u011b. Hn\u011bd\u00fdma, l\u00e1skypln\u00fdma o\u010dima. P\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u00ed\u0161 pohledem po m\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i, hypnotizuje\u0161 m\u00e9 o\u010di, rty. A j\u00e1 se neodva\u017euji uhnout, nebo v\u016fbec pohnout. Je to kr\u00e1sn\u00e9. Neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e9. Prob\u00edhaj\u00ed mnou jisk\u0159i\u010dky, a kdy\u017e uchop\u00ed\u0161 m\u00e9 dlan\u011b, c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 je i ty. M\u00e1\u0161 tepl\u00e9 ruce, jemn\u00e9 a vl\u00e1\u010dn\u00e9, kter\u00e9 pom\u00e1haj\u00ed proudit m\u00e9 krvi.<br \/>Hlad\u00ed\u0161 mou tv\u00e1\u0159. Jak pohledem, tak prsty. Posl\u00e9ze i m\u00e9 rty. Jsou nab\u011bhl\u00e9 od skous\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed, netrp\u011blivosti. P\u0159esto nechci sp\u011bchat.<br \/>Kone\u010dn\u011b se usm\u011bje\u0161. Jako bys \u0159\u00edkal: &#8222;\u010cekal jsi moc dlouho. Oba jsme \u010dekali.&#8220;<br \/>P\u0159ibli\u017euje\u0161 se. Tv\u00e9 o\u010di u\u017e jsou tak bl\u00edzko. A kdy\u017e poc\u00edt\u00edm tv\u00e9 rty, vpiji se do nich, tak zkoum\u00e1m jejich hlubiny, jak tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, tak do tv\u00fdch \u00fast. Zkoum\u00e1m je. Jsi tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. Tak n\u011b\u017en\u00fd, p\u0159esto drav\u00fd a v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00fd. P\u0159izp\u016fsobuje\u0161 se mi, a z\u00e1rove\u0148 j\u00e1 tob\u011b.<br \/>Miluji t\u011b, a jsem si jist\u00fd, \u017ee ty miluje\u0161 m\u011b. V\u017edycky to tak m\u011blo b\u00fdt. J\u00e1 tomu v\u011b\u0159\u00edm.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Nicy<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1 m\u00edstnost.Jsem tu s\u00e1m??Zd\u00e1 se, \u017ee jo. Je tu pouze okno, zane\u0159\u00e1d\u011bn\u00fd st\u016fl, zna\u010d\u00edc\u00ed moj\u00ed nepo\u0159\u00e1dnost a nevyrovnanost, postel, na kter\u00e9 sed\u00edm. Naproti mn\u011b bez ladu a skladu p\u0159eh\u00e1zen\u00e9 knihy na poli\u010dce. Ne\u010dtu je. Nesoust\u0159ed\u00edm se na n\u011b.Nic zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho.Jsem tu s\u00e1mNa prvn\u00ed<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/vsichni-svati\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19543","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19543","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19543"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19543\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19543"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19543"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19543"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}